Rationally, we can't spend that much, and I refuse to bury us because of a mortgage payment we can't technically afford... hence the reason we are looking for a house in our actual price range, not our credit approved range.
Problem is, with my loving husband being the only one working right now, that actual price range and USDA loan standards are making it a bitch to find a house that will 'fit' our growing family. I'm not going to bore you with a bunch off details about it, but needless to say, house hunting, showings, and lender shit has had me mind boggled, frustrated, and very busy.
On top of all that, doctors gave us some bad news at Boo's last specialist appt. They had to do another complete overhaul on her insulin pump values, to jack her insulin intake way up. To put it plainly, they officially labeled her a 'brittle' diabetic, and told me that her body is pretty much 'turning off its acceptance of insulin' the moment she falls asleep at night. Basically, her PCOS is throwing a BIG fucking wrench in her system where her diabetes is concerned. Her free testosterone levels are not calming down, and it's messing everything else up. Hence the other reason I've been m.i.a. lately. My baby girl needs me more than my stories at the moment.
Again, I'm sorry for my missing status, but I assure you that things will calm down eventually, and I WILL be back. I am not abandoning my stories or my ff friends. I love you all, and plan to come back with a damn BANG.
See ya on the flipside,