Chapter 8: Earth- My Jasper
After taking care of my human needs, I put my robe on, tying it loosely around my waist. When I got to the kitchen, Jasper had my laptop set up next to my place at the table, my phone plugged in on the counter. He was pulling eggs, milk, and butter out of the fridge. I walked up to wrap my arms around him from behind, kissing along his spine as he slowly stood up. I could hear a faint purr and feel a vibration in his chest.
HA! Jasper was purring!
I loved it. I could make my Jasper purr and growl. “I love your animal, Baby,” I whispered as I continued to kiss along his spine while stroking his chest.
He set the fridge items on the counter, then turned in my arms. “I haven't done that since the last time I was with Peter and Char, Isabella. Do you know how special you make me feel?”
He whispered into my neck, placing kisses along my shoulder as he continued to purr for me. “Is it an involuntary thing, or can you do that anytime?”
He looked at me thoughtfully for a moment, “It's completely involuntary for vampires... it's instinctive, I guess you could say. Let me get you some breakfast, Beautiful.”
He traced the line of my robe over my breasts, then kissed right above my heart. “Hmm, can we skip breakfast and go straight to dessert?”
He laughed as he backed away. “Sorry, my sweet little tart, but you need food first.”
Then he turned to retrieve a mixing bowl from the cupboard. He fixed me the most wonderful french toast in history, as well as a small side of fresh fruit. While I ate, Jasper sat across from me just like yesterday, reading the paper. When I finished, I put my fork on my plate before thanking him, “Thank you. It was delicious.”
He grabbed my plate before I could get up, washed it for me, then placed it in the drainer. He came back to where I saw sitting, leaning in to place several small kisses on my neck. He whispered seductively into my skin, “Would you like to come shower with me? I think I could find something to make it worthwhile, Darlin'.”
I moaned as I arched further into him, “What are we still doing here?”
In a split second, he had me in his arms, up the stairs, and sitting on the bathroom counter while he started the water. I hopped down, then waited for him to turn around facing me. When I knew I had his attention, I slowly undid the tie at my waist, glided my fingertips along my flesh as I opened the robe, then slowly slid the robe off. He watched me with rapidly darkening eyes; I knew his desire for me was showing. He quickly divested himself of his clothing, then was in front of me before I could blink.
His fingers hovered millimeters above my skin, slowly working their way down my neck to hover just over my full breasts. I needed to feel his touch, but he still hovered barely over them. His face was so close to mine that I could inhale his every exhale. My body was tingling with want and desire.
I couldn't take it anymore. I arched into him as I pressed my lips to his. He lifted me up, never breaking the kiss, then carried me into the shower. He broke the kiss as I wrapped my legs fully around him, turning so my back was against the tile wall. “You smell so sweet, Darlin'. I would almost swear that your scent gets sweeter every day.”
He drew his nose down the side of my throat, across my collarbone, then lifted me higher to reach my chest. “Jasper, I need you. Please, I need to feel you. I don't want soft and gentle right now.”
He centered me over him so I could slide down his length easily. “God, Darlin', I'm so glad to hear ya say that... I don't think I could be slow right now. I just wanna fuck ya senseless and make ya cum all over me right now.”
He thrust into me several times, causing me to pant, “So good... Fuck... Deeper, please.”
He tightened his grip on my hips, buried his face in my neck, then thrust into me repeatedly, deeper than he ever had. “Yes, again. Oh, Jazz! I'm going to...”
“That's it, Bella...Cum for me... cum on my cock, Darlin'.”
Right then, both of us exploded, panting into each other’s mouths and calling each other’s names. He stayed pressed up against me as we got our breathing under control, while I trailed my fingers up and down his spine. I noticed him purring at my attention again, so I placed several kisses and small licks on his chest, while still trailing my fingers over his spine.
His purring got louder, then he abruptly kissed me while sending me his love for me. I smiled into the kiss, knowing that my vampire loved me fiercely. He gently set me down, then we tenderly washed each other before getting out and drying off.
As we walked to my room clad in only our towels, I thought about something. “Jazz, besides werewolves, shapeshifters, and vampires, are there any other supernatural beings that are real? I mean... I don't know...”
I dropped my head, knowing I would never be able to phrase it right. “Let's get dressed, Beautiful, and then we'll see if what I tell you answers your question. I think I'm understanding it, but we'll see.”
He pulled his duffle bag from under my bed as I went to my dresser. Looking in my underwear drawer, I thought I'd give Jasper a choice, “Jazz, pick a color... maroon with cream, lavender with black, or peach with white.”
I looked at him over my shoulder, but he looked confused, so I held the three lacy bras he was choosing from next to my bare skin. He smiled, then sauntered over to me, whispering seductively in my ear, “I think the lavender and black would look stunning against the creamy skin of your breasts.”
He traced the swell of both of my breasts for emphasis. I whimpered as he backed away with a sly grin. He knew exactly what he was doing to me, the cheeky bastard.
I put the two others away, then grabbed the matching thong for the lavender bra along with a pair of socks. I also grabbed my tan elbow-sleeve henley from another drawer. I laid them on the bed, then went to my closet. There I grabbed a pair of distressed blue jeans, my brown boots, and my brown leather jacket.
After everything was laid on the edge of the bed, I saw Jasper propped up against the headboard just watching me. I dropped my towel, then grabbed my new lotion off the desk. I quirked my eyebrow and tossed the bottle at him, asking, “How does this smell to you?”
He read the label, flipped the lid, then closed his eyes as he inhaled slowly. “It smells mighty good, Darlin'. That isn't your usual, is it?”
I smiled, “No. It's new. All-natural, more vitamins and minerals... you know, better for the skin. I really loved the scent of it. Black raspberry vanilla... yum.”
He tossed the bottle back to me with a sly smile, “I like this new one more. Is there a whole line, or just the lotion?”
I started applying it slowly from my feet upwards as we spoke. “There's a whole line. From body butter, creams, and lotions to perfume, shower gel, soap and body mist.”
His eyes started to get larger as my hands worked up my thighs, inching closer and closer to my center. I slipped my hands up my backside slowly, then around to my lower stomach, massaging in the lotion. I worked my way up my abdomen, around the swells of my breasts, then massaging them fully. Finally, I massaged the lotion into my arms before tossing the bottle to him.
He was sitting stock still, looking at me with a whole hell of a lot of desire in his eyes. They were almost completely black. “Hey, Cowboy. Will you rub some on my back for me?”
He didn't move, so I tried again. “Jazz, are you going to sit there all day, or can you rub some lotion on my back, Honey?”
He shook his head minutely, then said huskily, “Fuuck, Darlin', you don't know what it does to me when I see your hands on your glorious body like that. Did you need something?”
I laughed, then repeated again, “Will you rub some lotion on my back, please? You must have been really out of it, because this was my third time asking.”
I giggled as he stood to walk over to me. He moved my hair to one side, then placed several kisses on my shoulder. He inhaled, then stated shakily, “This enhances your natural scent, you know. I never smelled any pansy-ass flowers like Edward. You always smelled like ripe raspberries, vanilla, and cream, with heavy undertones of chocolate and sex. After our first time, I could also detect some of my fresh peaches infused with your scent. Delicious and sinful at the same time. My mate has the best natural scent in the world... and I get to surround myself in it for eternity.”
He applied the lotion to my back, then kissed the sensitive spot by my ear. I turned, kissing him gently, then got dressed in everything but my jacket and boots.
As I walked out my bedroom door, Jasper asked if there was anything he could do to help while I was taking my tests. “If you could grab our clothes from the bathroom, along with the basket in the corner of my room, I'll start a load of laundry before I sit for my tests. Then you can switch them over when the washer's done, if you don't mind.”
He smiled widely, then went to grab the laundry as I walked down to the kitchen.
Three hours later, Jasper had finished all of the laundry in the house without my help, I had finished all of my pretests, and my stomach was growling. It was time for lunch, so I fixed a sandwich and chips before grabbing a bottle of water from the fridge. I sat back down to eat just as Jasper was finishing putting away the final load of clothes. “Jasper, thank you for doing all of that for me. I would have never gotten it all done with these tests. Now we still have time to go shopping if you want. I just need to eat something before my stomach tries to eat me.”
I giggled, then he laughed as he sat down. “It was no trouble at all Darlin'. It makes me feel good to help you with things. You are doing something important by taking those tests. The least I can do is take some of the pressure off by helping with laundry. Take your time eating. We can leave whenever you're ready. Would you like to eat at a little pub for dinner tonight? I found it not long ago. They have music and dancing.”
I put on my sly grin, wanting to tease him a bit. “Why Jasper Whitlock... are you asking me out for a dinner date?”
He nodded enthusiastically, “Yes, Ma'am. I surely am.”
He tipped his imaginary hat, then we both chuckled at our theatrics. “I would love to. Do I need to change before we leave?”
He shook his head, “No, Darlin'. You're perfect as you are. No change of clothes needed. I didn't think you'd wanna go somewhere fancy after going to the mall.”
I finished my lunch quickly, put my boots and jacket on, then grabbed my wallet and keys off the table by the front door. As we made our way out, I made sure the door was locked behind me. He walked the bike from the woods to the driveway. Soon we had switched over to the truck, and were on our way to Port Angeles to the mall.
The trip didn't take long, but that didn't surprise me. I have yet to meet a vampire that can drive the speed limit... or under 100 for that matter. The thing was, I was completely at ease with Jasper, even in a truck at over 100 mph... yet I felt sick with Edward doing less in a Volvo.
When we entered the doors of the mall, Jasper and I headed for a store called Buckle. We both got a few shirts, and he also got 6 pairs of jeans. Then we went to Express, where we both found some graphic tees and jeans. I also found a few dresses, tops, and a pair of pumps. Jasper found some button-down shirts to layer with his ribbed tanks, along with several pairs of boxers that I can't wait to see him in. In Forever 21, I found several cute pj bottoms and boyshorts. The last store we went into was Bath and Body Works. This is where I got my new lotion. We ended up getting several things in the same line... shower gel, light body mist, perfume, body scrub, a few of the plug-in room diffusers, and moisturizing cream.
I had a lot of fun shopping with Jasper, but was starting to wear down since we had been walking for several hours. I was also starting to get hungry. “Jazz, I still need some underthings, but I'm ready to get out of here. Can we order them online and have them sent to Texas?”
He kissed the hand he had been holding, “Sure, Darlin'. Do you have enough for now? We can have them overnighted to your house so you have them before we leave, if you want.”
I shook my head, “No, I have several I haven't even worn yet, but I just wanted to get a few more things, so that if they get torn in excitement, that I don't run out of them.”
I gave him a sly smile, causing him to do the same, “I have to admit... I've thought about it several times, especially since you like my animal side, but I've tried to restrain myself. Let's get out of here... go get you some dinner, Sugar.”
The pub was a small bar and grill type place, with a bar, dance floor, and table areas. As we were seated I ordered a Coke, but Jasper ordered a double shot of Patron and a double shot of Jack. I could tell he had something up his sleeve, so when the waitress left, I looked at him suspiciously, “What are you up to, Mr. Whitlock?”
He had a devilish grin, “Why nothing, Ma'am. We can actually drink alcohol if it's not mixed with other things, so the Patron is mine. I ordered the Jack in case you wanted it. I didn't know if you would, but this way you have the option.”
He winked at me, so I knew I was in for trouble tonight. Just then, Jasper's phone rang. “Yeah, Fucker. Tell me what ya know.”
Got to be Peter. Jasper listened for a second then, “Okay, you can fill us in when we get back to the house. Thanks, Pete.”
He ended the call, then pocketed it. “Peter says you shouldn't drink the alcohol here, but I need to buy you a bottle of Bacardi Razz one of Peach Red on the way home. We're to call him and speakerphone as soon as we get settled, then he'll explain everything he's learned since yesterday. That's all I know for now.”
Huh... well, okay then. “Didn't you say I smell like raspberries and peaches to you?”
He smiled, “I think there's something to his choice, too, Darlin'. We'll just have to wait and see.”
When our waitress arrived with our drinks, I ordered 2 different appetizer samplers that sounded good. It would also help keep the cover, since they were meant to be shared. Jasper stood as George Strait’s 'Run' came on, holding his hand out to me, “Will you dance with me, Darlin'?”
I smiled and took his hand. He twirled me out onto the dance floor, then we danced closely as he began singing softly in my ear. I loved the silkiness of his voice in my ear, along with his sweet breath on my neck as we danced. As the song ended, I kissed his chest before whispering, “I love you, Jasper.”
He kissed the soft spot behind my ear, “I love you, too, Bella.”
He led me back to the table just as our waitress was coming with the food. As I ate, Jasper consumed his alcohol, and we laughed and joked with each other. I loved that it wasn't always serious with us. We could let go... have fun.
By the time I finished eating, drank my Coke, and danced to 2 more songs with my man, I was completely worn out. It seemed like my energy was seeping out of me at a steady rate. “Darlin, I don't like what I'm feeling from you. I think we should get you in the truck.”
I agreed, Jasper quickly paid the bill, then we were in the truck in no time. “Isabella, Darlin'. Why don't you lay your head on my lap and lift your shirt a little? Peter said that tracing your elements was important. Let's see if it helps, Sugar.”
I did as he asked, feeling like anything was worth a try at this point. “Jazz, don't forget to stop and get the alcohol...”
I was feeling really weird... almost like I was losing myself slowly.
Jasper started tracing my elements, almost weaving a pattern to connect the 2 together. Soon I let out a sigh. His touch felt so good, plus I wasn't feeling quite as horrible as I had been. He continued to trace as he drove, and I was starting to drift off to sleep when he parked.
“Darlin',” he whispered, “I need to go into the store. I'll lock the doors for you. I’ll be back in a second. Stay laying down, Sugar, and try to relax.”
He gently slid out from under my head. I closed my eyes against the sudden loss of his touch. It almost made me want to cry out for him to come back. I concentrated on my breathing, trying to keep it under control, counting them as I exhaled.
Sixty-four and a half breaths later, silent tears were falling from my eyes. I heard the door unlock. He slid gently back under my head, immediately tracing my back while whispering, “Darlin', we need to find somewhere deserted. Peter called while I was in the store. I know you need me, but let me get us out of here.”
I was gasping for breath, my energy seeping out of me continually. “Jazz... can't c-control it... don't under-understand...”
I felt the truck come to a stop, then instantly I was in Jasper's arms, him carrying me into the empty field. “Darlin, the only way to bring you out of this is for you to drink some of this… for me to be inside you as I trace your markings.”
I was still gasping for air, so I nodded, the tears still flowing a constant stream down my face. I felt a sudden breeze against my legs as he tore my jeans and thong from my body. The next instant he was sitting with his back against a tree, me straddling him, and my lips against the bottle of Bacardi Razz. “Drink for me, Isabella. You need to drink. That's it, Sugar, you can do this. I'm right here.”
I felt his fingertips slowly parting my folds, stroking me gently while I continued to drink. When I stopped to breathe, Jasper grabbed the other bottle, took the lid off, then handed it to me. “Darlin, I need you to hold the bottle and drink so that my hands are free to trace your marks. Can you handle that?”
I nodded as I started drinking again, then felt Jasper slowly sliding his length in me as his hand traced my elements.
I was starting to come back to myself, but it was hard. I felt like I needed every square inch of us touching. I couldn't get close enough to him. When half the bottle was gone, I placed the lid back on it before dropping it next to us. I placed my hands on the tree on either side of Jasper's head, “Jazz, I need you.”
I started rocking, moving against him as my tears slowed, then suddenly I felt a tingle on my back as a green-white glow surrounded us. The wind picked up, swirling around us while picking up loose dry earth as it went. The harder the wind blew and the dust swirled around us, the harder I rocked or thrust down onto Jasper's hard cock. I was so close, but couldn't quite get to my release. “Jazz... I can't... I need... Ungh... Please help...”
He placed one hand firmly on my elements, then the other snaked between us to pinch my clit almost roughly. I exploded around his throbbing length, the glow getting brighter, the wind and dry earth swirling faster. He thrust up into me deeply as he came, our names on each other’s lips sounding like prayers to the heavens.
As I collapsed onto his chest, the wind died down, the dust settled, and the green-white glow dissipated. Jasper traced my elements as we both regained control of ourselves, looking deeply into each other’s eyes. I was the first to break the silence.
“Jasper, what just happened? I remember everything, I just don't... it doesn’t make sense...” I whispered, completely confused.
“If I were to venture a guess, Darlin'? I'd guess that you just let loose 2 of the 4 elements. The very 2 that are on your back. I don't understand either, Sugar, but we should get back to the house, as soon as you're able, to call Peter. He should be able to give us more information.”
He tightened his arms around me, but I shivered at the implication that I just had something to do with all the wind and earth swirling.
A few minutes later, I was feeling centered again. I smiled at Jasper, “I think we should be safe to go now. I'm feeling better. It looks like we'll both need to get some clothes out of our mall purchases.”
He carried me over to the truck and set me down gently. We both cleaned up as well as possible, dressed, then we were on our way home relatively quickly.
The ride home was spent with me curled into Jasper's side, him tracing my elements silently as he drove. I got the feeling that we were both confused about the events in the field, but he was trying to work through scenarios in his mind. “Jazz? Are you worried?”
He kissed my forehead just as we passed the 'Welcome to Forks' sign, “I know you're scared, Darlin'. Peter said this was not a bad thing, so I'm trying not to worry. I couldn't reach you through your emotions earlier, though... and that scared me. Let's just see what Peter has to tell us. We'll go from there.”
He continued to draw what seemed like random patterns on my elements until we pulled in the driveway. He turned off the truck, picked me up, then carried me to the door. “Darlin', we're gonna get you settled before I call Peter. I'm gonna lay you on the bed, then I'll grab all the bags from the truck real quick, okay?”
I nodded into his shoulder as he opened the door to carry me up to my room. He laid me down on the bed, kissed my forehead, then disappeared with a 'be right back'. He literally was right back, too... laden down with everything we bought today.
As he set all the bags down on my bedroom floor, he looked at me, assuring, “All done, Darlin'. Let's get you out of those clothes and make you more comfortable. Where are your tank tops?”
I pointed to my dresser, “Second drawer down. I'll just keep my boyshorts on, but strip the shirt and jeans.”
He smiled, “My thoughts exactly.”
He grabbed my old Billabong tank, along with the two bottles of Bacardi, then laid them both on the bed next to me. Next he proceeded to strip me of my clothing... boots, socks, shirt, and finally bra. He slipped my tank over my head, then slid his clothes off until he was left in only his boxers. He leaned back against the headboard, pulling me to straddle him so I could lay my head on his chest.
He began tracing that same random pattern on my spine with one hand, while he dialed the phone with the other. “Hey, Pete. Yeah, let me put you on speaker.”
He pressed a button before laying the phone next to us on the bed. I whispered, “Hey, Peter.”
His voice was soothing as he said, “Hey, Little One. I know you're scared, but there's no need. Let me take a guess at what happened to ya, okay? Ya felt like your energy was seeping out of ya, ya couldn't stop it, then ya had a hard time breathin'. The farther away Jasper got from ya, the worse ya felt. It scared ya shitless, so ya tried to block everythin' out. Am I on the right track, Little One?”
It sounded like exactly what happened. “Yeah, Peter. I just felt like I was losing myself, but I didn't know how to fix it. The weaker I got, the worse I felt, and the more scared I got. It was like a cycle that wouldn't end. It just kept getting worse.”
My voice broke on the last sentence, then I heard Peter say, “Shh, Little One. I know. Whatever the powers-that-be have in store for ya, they didn't see fit for me to know how to prevent this from scarin' ya. Sugar, ya need to listen to me know. This is important, okay?”
I snuggled further into Jasper, “Mhmm.”
Jasper kissed my forehead as Peter continued, “Alright, Babydoll. Ya need to keep your emotions wide open to the Major, there. Don't worry about your feelin's overwhelmin' him. They won't. Ya have to do this, though, Little One. He’ll need to keep an eye on how ya feel to know if another one of these episodes is creepin' up on ya. If ya keep yourself open to him, he can help ya so it won't get as bad, and he can get ya to a safe place a lot quicker than tonight. Major, being outside is a good idea when this happens… an open area like tonight. The more secluded the area, the better.”
Peter took a calming breath, then said, “Sugar, I know what ya had to do to come back from this, so I tried to tell the Major while he was in the store what to do. Sex, tracin' the elements, and drinkin' those two flavors of Bacardi is a must for these times. Major, every moment she's sleepin' from now until ya arrive here, ya best be tracin' those elements. The eternity pattern ya been usin' most is the best. When she needs the boost and ya aren't where ya can trace them, put your hand flat coverin' them skin to skin, then push love and peace directly into them. That will keep her goin' until ya can get her someplace private to trace. You're on the right path with her lotion and stuff, too. Plug that thing in before she falls asleep tonight. Ya need to get a carrier oil… along with raspberry, chocolate, peach, and vanilla oils. Get bottles to put the mixtures ya make into. For now mix a raspberry/chocolate, a peach/vanilla, a raspberry/peach, and one bottle with all of them. After you get here, you'll need to adjust what's used for her massages, but this will do for now.”
Jasper jumped in, “Pete, what is all of this? She had a green-white light coming from her and surrounding us. The wind and earth were literally swirling around us, Pete. You gotta help me here.”
Peter sighed, but after a second he said, “All I know right now is that she did let loose the elements of earth and air. Green is earth and white is air. Did her eyes change, too?”
Jasper looked into my eyes as he explained, “While we were in the field, the brown seemed to drain out until they were a bright green with silver specks and outer ring. Now most of the brown is back, but she still has green specks and the silver outer ring.”
Peter was silent for a moment, then, “She's not quite back yet, is she? Little One, are ya completely open to the Major right now?”
I shook my head, “I don't know how, Peter. I'm mostly open, but there's a tiny bit that's holding on. I can't shake it.”
He hummed before replying, “Little One, listen to me. It's because you're scared. Close your eyes, take a few deep breaths. Try to center yourself. Try imaginin' that piece that's holdin' on as an invisible barrier... like a piece of saran wrap. Now try to think about how your Jazz loves ya, and how ya want to share that piece with him. Let him inside the barrier with ya, Sugar. Make the barrier as big as ya need to inside ya, then think real hard about how much ya want to let him feel everythin’ inside the barrier.”
I thought about the barrier being an invisible film just under the surface of my skin, then how much my Jasper loved me, just like Peter said. I felt a tingle, so I thought real hard about how I wanted Jasper to know every cell of my body inside and out. Then I felt the love and peace Jasper was sending me. I sighed in content before looking up at him. He smiled in response, “Deep chocolate brown now, Pete. You think her shield was what was blockin' me, don't ya?”
Peter chuckled lightly, “Yeah, Major, I do. She didn't know how to let ya in... how to work it. Now that she does, ya should be able to feel all of her. As for the elements, I told ya before that more would be showin' up. I think that has somethin' to do with Char and me, but I don't know when. I've been tryin' to do some research in the old archives, but no luck findin' anythin' yet. My next stop is prophecies. Little One, ya may not like what I'm gonna say next, but let the Major keep ya calm until I finish.”
I took a deep breath as Jasper's calm washed over me. “Alright, Peter. Go ahead,” I whispered.
“Ya aren't completely human anymore, Little One. You're changin' into somethin' extraordinary, but your change won't be complete until after ya get here. You'll have to be turned for the final part of your change to be complete, Little One. I don't know what exactly you're changin' into yet, but ya will be very powerful. As long as you and your Jazz are together, you’ll be able to face anythin’ that comes before your change is complete. Now on a better note, someone will be callin' ya tomorrow about the results of your pretests. Ya need to have them fax the results to the principal. Tuesday you’ll need to go to the principal's office before school to set up a time that afternoon to take your GED. Ya won't have to take any classes after ya take the test, so use that time to pack and buy a set of luggage for your clothes. In light of everythin' goin' on, it would be better for ya not to wait until next week to head out here. The sooner ya get here, the better. Major, ya need to get on Jenks' ass in the mornin', to get him on that early admittance letter. Little One will need to show Charlie both papers. He'll be home Wednesday night, so she'll have to talk to him then. Don't worry, it'll go extremely well. Keep yourself open to the Major, Little One. How ya feelin' now?”
I took stock of how I felt, then said softly, “A little shaken still, and even though I'm laying straddled on top of Jazz, I still don't feel close enough. Other than that, I'm okay, I guess. Thank you for everything, Peter.”
He hummed, “You're very welcome, Little One. I'm gonna talk to the Major for a minute, then he's all yours for the rest of the night. Sleep well, and don't forget to check in with Charlie, Babydoll.”
Jasper took the phone off speaker, then they talked very briefly. When he hung up the phone, he grabbed the Bacardi Peach Red from where it lay next to me, opening the lid before handing me the bottle. “You won't get drunk, Darlin'. Peter said that you need to drink the rest of these before you sleep, and promised you wouldn't get shit-faced. The peach in my natural scent attracts to the peach in the alcohol. The same goes for the raspberry in your scent and in the other bottle. By drinking these, you will feel more grounded to me and yourself.”
I took a good swig, then reached for my phone. “I need to call Charlie before it gets much later.”
I dialed the number, then he picked up on the second ring. “Hey, Dad. I'm just checking in as I promised.”
“Hey Bells, thanks. You alright alone?” Charlie sounded a tad worried.
“Yeah, Dad. I'm fine. I just did a bunch of laundry today and went to the mall in Port Angeles with a friend. I have school in the morning, so I'll be going to bed in a few minutes.”
Charlie sighed in relief, “That's good, Bells. Thanks for letting me know you're okay. I'll talk to you tomorrow.”
I replied, “Okay, night Dad.”
I ended the call, setting it back on the nightstand. I finished both bottles of Bacardi and let out a sigh. I was feeling a little better every minute, but I still wasn't close enough to him. I stripped off my tank and boyshorts, then straddled him again.
“Jazz, I need you closer. Make love to me, please. I need to feel you in every cell of my body,” I whispered into his neck. I licked and kissed it, then felt his answering purr as he flipped us over. He still had one hand on my elements, but he wasn't tracing anymore. Now he was pressing lightly while sending love and peace directly into them.
With the fingertips of his other hand, he gently touched every inch of my face, neck and shoulders, then followed the same path with his lips. He slowly worked his way over the rest of my body in the same manner. It felt like he was literally imprinting himself on every inch of me.
When he finished, he parted my thighs before lightly kissing my folds. I opened myself more fully, wove my hands in his golden locks, then whimpered with the need to feel him. His cool breath washed over my heated flesh, “Tell me what you need, Darlin'. I'll do anything you want me to.”
I squirmed underneath him, whimpering, “Taste me, Jazz. Lick me... make me cum for you... please.”
Jasper's eyes instantly turned black as he flicked my clit. I cried out at the pure pleasure of his tongue on my sensitive flesh, and his growl rumbled through my whole body as he clamped his lips down on it before sucking. I came instantly, panting his name. yet whimpering for more. He thrust 2 fingers into my opening, then brought them back out to tease around the edge, leaving me wanting more.
Flicking and sucking my clit, he repeated the action with his fingers, but when he brought them back out, he slid them lower. No one had ever touched me here, of course, so I startled slightly. “Bella,” he whispered softly, “I won’t hurt ya. I only wanna make ya feel pleasure, Darlin'. I promise ya won’t feel any pain.”
He flicked my clit again, causing me to relax into his touch. He, again, pushed two fingers deep into me, thrusting a few times as he continued to tease my sensitive nub.
When he removed his fingers and brought them to my rear opening this time, I did not startle. He rimmed the opening several times, then moved his tongue to thrust inside me as his other hand made small circles on my clit. I was getting close again. Slowly, gently, he inserted one finger into my rear entrance. I instantly needed more. I needed everything, yet he started slowly thrusting one finger then two, in and out. Between both of his hands and his tongue thrusting into my pussy, I cried out over and over, as he brought me through one orgasm after another.
When he slowed his motions then removed his fingers, I whimpered at the loss of his touch. He crawled up my body, making sure his skin touched mine the whole way. He straddled one of my legs while turning me onto my side, wrapping the other around his hip to hold it close to his body. He slid into me easily, his free hand going directly to my elements.
As he thrust, he sent me every good emotion he was feeling. The peace and love in his touch, along with his desire, need, and pleasure through the air. Our pace quickened gradually, yet soon I was close to another orgasm. “Cum for me, Darlin'. I need to feel your sweet little pussy tightenin' around my cock. Fuuck, that's it, Sugar. Let me feel your juices floodin' my cock. Ungh... cum for me, my mate. Yes... Bella!”
“Jasper!” We both came with a shudder and cry of the other’s name, panting for breath.
He pulled out gently after a few minutes, then unwrapped my leg from around him, placing it on the bed lightly. This made my position switch so that I was lying face down on the bed. I heard him rustle in the bags behind me, so I looked to see what he was doing. He was in the bag from Bath and Body Works.
“I'm getting the room diffuser and the moisture cream. We'll use that for your massage tonight, then I need to get online to have the oils and stuff shipped overnight, so we have them for tomorrow,” he whispered. I laid my head back down on my arms, then felt Jasper crawl up the bed to begin my massage.
One hour, and one very relaxing massage later, I was leaning against the headboard next to Jasper. We were looking online. We luckily found one site that had everything we needed. A dozen 8 oz bottles with flip-top lids; 8 oz each of chocolate, peach, raspberry, and vanilla oils; as well as 1 gallon of a fractionated coconut carrier oil. We decided on the coconut since I would be getting daily massages, and it won't stain the sheets. It's also supposed to absorb into the skin well.
Then we went to the Fredericks website, where Jasper and I had fun finding lingerie. I did happen to notice that most of the items we got were in tones of red, green, blue and silver or white. We ended up getting several corsets, bra/panty/garter sets, babydolls, cami sets, a few chemises and robes, and even a few long nightgowns. I think we spent more on that site than we did in the whole mall.
I started yawning ¾ of the way through checkout, telling Jasper that I was going to wash up for bed. I didn't worry about putting anything on, as we were alone in the house. I went through my normal bedtime routine and was back in his arms on the bed in no time. He had closed the laptop, put it back on my desk, plugged in our phones on the nightstand, then pulled the covers back on the bed. I liked seeing our things together in the room. It was a meshing of our lives, which made me feel closer to him.
He pulled me to him, so I positioned myself as I had the night before... laying on top of him with my head on his chest. He kissed me softly for several minutes, then whispered his love for me as he started tracing my elements. I made sure my emotions were wide open to him, then quickly fell into a peaceful sleep.