Chapter 12: Easy-Peasey
Telling them last night what happened in the field was rough. Jasper helped a great deal. He took good care of me throughout the whole thing, but it was still hard to think back and recall everything I felt.
I woke up feeling the need to be close to my Jasper. I know part of what I said last night hurt him. Peter was right... I needed to tell them so they knew what to do different next time. It didn't help that I could see the hurt in his eyes, knowing I thought Major was going to leave me. I hope he understands that I had no control over what happened.
I tightened my arms and legs around him, then kissed all over his bare chest. I licked the spot over his still heart, placing several kisses there too. Jasper whispered, “Darlin', you wanna talk about it? You're sending out a whole mix of emotions.” I nodded, “I think we need to.”
I gathered the blanket around my shoulders as I sat up in his lap, “Jazz, you know I had no control over what happened yesterday, right? I mean I was trying my hardest to tell you what I needed, but my body wouldn't let me talk to Jasper. That's the first time you've shown me Major, and I didn't know if you'd let him stay with me. I don't really even know how to explain it... but I could see the hurt in your eyes, when you found out I was scared Major wasn't going to come back.”
I ducked my head, a single tear fell from my eyes as I thought of how hurt he looked. My wonderful mate should never hurt like that.
“Darlin', look at me please. When that happened yesterday, it was a stupid slip on my part, but I waited to see how you would react. What hurt me was knowing that my actions were what caused you to feel like you lost the Major. It was truly only a slip, Sugar. I know the disobedience was your way of trying to keep the Major where you needed him. I'm so sorry, Darlin'. I promise you that from now on when you need the Major, you will have him… only him. Jasper won't interfere again. I know you need different things from both of us, but that you need every side of me. That makes me feel really good, Sugar. I have never been with anyone that wanted all of me... the Major and Jasper. It was one or the other... never both. Please tell me you understand that I didn't mean to make you feel like that.”
I leaned in to kiss him. It was slow and loving, our tongues dancing a slow rhythm. When I pulled back, I tenderly cradled the side of his face, “I do need all of you... and I understand. I can't be sorry for what I said, because Peter was right. Now that you know, the next time Major won't let Jasper in until I need him. Right now I need my Jasper. Make love to me, please. I need you close to me, covering all of me.”
He flipped us over gently, ripped his boxers clean off, then covered every bit of my body with his, making sure not to place too much weight on me. He whispered against my parted lips, “I'm here, Darlin'... all of me. I'm never going anywhere... I promise.”
We kissed sensually for an endless time with small brushes of fingertips, along with soft moans and whimpers. Finally, he aligned his length with my center. We made sweet gentle love until it was time to get ready. We continued our loving touches in the bathroom as we washed and dried each other, then Jasper said he was going to get my breakfast ready.
I finished drying my hair, which seemed silkier. It also seemed like it had more red highlights. I filed that away for later as I put my mascara on, but when I went to put on my bronzer, I saw I didn't need it. My skin looked fresh... almost radiant. I put my tinted lipgloss on, then I was done.
I pulled my robe on before making my way down to the kitchen. Jasper had dressed, and was placing a very large fruit bowl -as well as 2 chocolate bars- down on the table in front of my chair. “Jazz, I think Peter's right. My hair seemed different... more highlights, and silkier this morning. Plus my skin looks better than it ever has. I didn't need any bronzer this morning. Can you tell the difference?”
He smiled widely as he pulled my chair out for me to sit, “Yes, Darlin'. I have noticed many things are changing with your body. When I first started noticing, they were so minute that human eyes wouldn't have noticed. Your muscles are all more toned, skin smoother and more silky, features more defined, breasts firmer and enlarging, hips widening, plus your ass is rounder... more defined. It makes me wanna lick it or bite it. I can’t decide between the two. You have an exquisite ass, Darlin'. Plus, you're taller by a total of 1 ¼ inches now. Your hair has grown 2 inches in length, gaining nearly 15% more red highlights. You are more stable on your feet. You haven't stumbled or fallen once on your own. Humans won't notice exactly what's different, but they will notice that you 'look amazing' and want to know what you are doing different.”
I had started eating my fruit as he spoke. I was halfway through it when I responded with a sly smirk, “I think my Jasper is an ass man... Biteable? Lickable? Yep, definitely an ass man.”
I giggled, then he corrected, “I'm a Bella man. It's not just your ass, Darlin'. It's every delectable inch of you. I think Peter's your ass man. Now, once you get dressed, I'll take you to the school. When you have a break in testing, call me so I know how much more you have. That way I can be there when you get done. I'm going to Port Angeles to get the ingredients for your smoked salmon tartar. Then I'll come back here to hopefully get it made, so I can bring some with me when I pick you up.”
I had finished my fruit and one candy bar. I was feeling really good. “I'll eat the other one on the way to school, then snack on some nuts during my testing break.”
While Jasper cleaned my dishes, I went upstairs to dress. I was zipping up my boots when Jasper walked in. “Damn, Sugar. If this test wasn't so important, I would keep you here today to ravish you.”
He slid into the space between myself and the bed, with my furthest leg still hiked up onto the bed from where I zipped my boot. Wrapping his hand around my jean-clad thigh, he squeezed gently while licking my collarbone, then his hand traveled higher until it reached my ass. With a light tap to my ass and a kiss beneath my ear, he groaned, “Fuck, Darlin'. You look like sex on legs. I can't get enough of you. We need to go before I do keep you here.”
We were on our way within minutes, me happily nibbling on my chocolate heaven.
As we pulled into the parking lot, I closed the wrapper on what was left of my chocolate, stowing it in the mini backpack purse I held. Inside was my wallet, keys, phone, lipgloss, mixed nuts, and now chocolate bar. Jasper kissed me as he wished me good luck, reminding me to call during break. “I love you, Jazz. I'll call as soon as I can. I promise to snack as much as possible.”
He kissed me once more, then I was out and shutting the door behind me. I walked into the main office, let Mrs. Cope know that I was here, then sat down to wait.
Shortly after the first bell rang, the principal guided me to a small classroom that I was to take my test in. I sat in one of the front center seats as he handed me two #2 pencils with my closed packet. He reminded me that when I got to the stop point for each section, to go back and review the answers. He would let me know when my time was up if I didn't tell him I was ready to proceed. He told me when to start, then I opened the packet to begin.
The test was simple. It was almost too easy. I checked my answers for each section, but was still requesting to move on before the allotted time was up. Half way through the testing, the principal gave me a 30 minute break to stretch and get something to drink. I bought a raspberry flavored water from the machine, took my nuts and chocolate out, then sat down.
After devouring the last of my chocolate, I called Jasper. “Hey, Darlin'. I miss you. How's the testing going?”
I smiled... my vampire misses me. “It's easy-peasy. I should be done early, because I'm not needing the full time for each section. I'm halfway through now. I have 15 more minutes before I go back in.”
I could hear his smile as he said, “That's good. How are you feeling, Sugar?”
I took stock of myself before offering, “I'm a little stressed, but that's normal when I take a test. I don't feel like my energy is draining, though, so that's good. A long massage and I'll be good to go.”
He laughed, “Glad to hear it, Darlin'. I was worried about your energy level. I think when your energy gets low is when your eyes start changing. Have you eaten anything?”
I replied immediately, looking down at the rest of my snack. “Yeah, I just finished my chocolate before I called. I bought a raspberry water to drink, plus I'll eat some nuts as soon as we're done talking. Are you still in Port Angeles?”
He chuckled, “No, actually I'm almost back to the house. I remember where the spare key is, so I'll go in the kitchen door. I was able to get everything for your smoked salmon tartar. I was even able to get some caviar. You don't have to eat it, but I thought with the direction Peter's been sending us, it might end up being a nice treat for you. I got another 2 bottles each of your liqueurs, just to be safe, since Peter said to double dose if you had an episode. I'd like you to have today's dose as soon as we get you home.”
I didn't want to take the chance of having another episode, “I think you're right, Jazz. I think the later I have it, the more chance there is of an episode. I'll have some salmon tartar, fruit, milk and my liqueurs as soon as we get home. Then we need to pack. Listen, if I want to eat any of these nuts, I have to go. I miss you, Jazz, and I'll call as soon as I'm done. I love you.”
He hummed in reply, “I love you, too, Darlin'. Go eat. I'll see you soon. Bye.”
I ended the call, stuffing it back in my purse. For the next ten minutes, I ate the mixed nuts and drank my water. Wow, were the nuts good. It was like a 5 hour energy shot. I'll have to tell Jazz about that.
I felt really good after eating them, so I made sure they were put back in my purse. I was standing outside of the classroom when the principal arrived.
The second half of the testing went as easy as the first, and before I knew it, I was checking over the answers to the last section. I closed the packet, set my pencil down, then told the principal I was finished. He smiled as he looked at the clock, “Well, Miss Swan. This has been the quickest GED test I've given. Please bring your test up.”
I picked up my bag, took the packet and pencil, then laid both on the desk in front of him.
As he scanned through the test, he smiled widely, “I will have the results for you before the end of the day, as promised, Miss Swan. You are free to leave... and good luck.”
He was smiling... that's a good sign, right?
I thanked him before walking out the front door. Once I saw Jazz’s truck, I was instantly running. I was in his arms and kissing him before I knew it. “It's a good sign when the principal smiles as he scans your completed test, right?”
Jasper chuckled, “That's a very good sign, Darlin'. You know it's just now 10:00. That means you only took 2 hrs for testing since you had a 30 minute break. You did well, Sugar... I'm sure of it. Let's get you home and feed you.”
When we arrived home, I immediately sat down in my chair at the kitchen table. He placed my food and milk in front of me, then started taping the bottoms of boxes as I ate. Holy shit... the salmon tartar was hands down, absolutely fuck-awesome. “Jasper! This... this is so fucking good. Oh, God... this is awesome!”
He smiled as he laughed, “If it tastes anything like you're feeling right now, I'd agree. I'm glad you like it Darlin'. Eat up. I made plenty. I'm gonna make some more up tomorrow, then put the coolers in your room before Charlie comes home. That way the coolers are packed and ready when we leave Thursday morning. I'll have to run to the store to get bags of ice some time tomorrow, too. When you're done eating, we'll pack as much as we can before it's time to leave.”
Just then the doorbell rang. I answered, finding a delivery driver for FedEx. “I have a delivery for Isabella Swan?”
I smiled, “That's me.”
He smiled, pointing to an X on the detachable slip at the top of the large manilla envelope. “Sign here and initial there, please.”
I did as he asked, so he handed me the package after detaching the slip. I closed the door before making my way back to Jasper. Opening the envelope, I found my early admission paperwork from University of Texas. Jasper kissed the nape of my neck, “Oh, good. It's here... and early at that. I'll have to give Jenks a bonus. There should be something else in the bottom, Darlin'.”
I reached down inside the envelope. At the very bottom were two cards. As I pulled them out, I noticed that one was a really good fake ID, while the other was a black AmEx. Christ, how much money does he have?!
I must have had quite the look on my face, because Jasper said, “Now, Darlin'. I only gave the card to you so you could get things yourself... like when you go shopping with Char, or when you're out and I'm not with you for some reason. We will also need to buy furnishings and stuff for the house. Please don't be scared of the limitless factor of the card. You could buy the Cullen house once a week for a year, but still not put a dent in my accounts. I love you, Darlin', and I want you to have this. The ID is because Peter and Char like to go to clubs. I wanted you to have it in case you got carded. Sugar, say something please.”
I took a deep breath, then kissed him square on the lips. “I'm not mad, Jazz. Just shocked. I never thought about what I'd do for money once we got to Texas. I didn't think about having to pay for something if you weren't right with me, either. You were just trying to take care of me and still let me have my independence. I can see the reason for the ID, too. Thank you.”
I kissed him again, put everything back in the envelope, then sat back down to finish eating. Thirty minutes later my fruit, salmon tartar, chocolate, and almond milk were finished. “Darlin, are you ready for your liqueurs?”
I nodded and smiled, then remembered the nuts from earlier. “Oh, Jazz. I forgot to tell you. The nuts you bought me? They're like a 5 hr energy shot. I felt a major energy boost after I got done eating them. Do you think that's why Peter wants me to snack on them throughout the day? To keep my energy level stable?”
He grinned, “I think it might be, Darlin'. I'm glad they help your energy. That's the biggest worry I've had the last few days. Make sure you keep some near you, so you can snack on them often.”
He kissed my neck, setting my liqueurs in front of me. I picked the darker one up, drinking it. “This is all I need for the whole day? With the Bacardis, I needed the whole bottle.”
He gave me a soft smile as he replied, “These are stronger and a better quality, so you don't need as much. They use a lot of real fruit making these, so you get good raspberry and peach quality. I think that's why you referred to them as sweet nectar in the flasks yesterday.”
I had finished the raspberry, then started drinking the peach. I could see why I would refer to them as that. “I think you're right. I think yesterday I was stripped down to the bare minimum. I wasn't really thinking much. Everything was honed on Major, on the instinct of what would get me back to myself and repair what snapped. I literally felt like something had torn, snapped away. I couldn't hold the threads long enough for you to fix them. Major made it so I wasn't torn or snapped. When he helped me, it was like I was never broken to begin with. That's what you, Jasper, did the first time. I felt broken and lost... you made me feel whole, like I was never lost to begin with. I guess the best way to describe it, is Major helps me through the tornado that brews inside me, and Jasper helps ground me... make me feel whole. Does that make sense?”
He nodded, seeming to think for a second before he spoke. “It makes perfect sense, honestly. Relating it to your eye color, green is for the earth and grounding you, silver is for the tornado inside you that the Major gets you through. How are you handling all these changes?”
I shook my head, “It's tough, Jazz... but I have you with me every step. I don't know what all this is leading to, but I hope I can learn to control all this craziness. Let's change the subject and start packing. I need to busy myself for a while. I have so much energy right now, that I don't want to sit still.”
He laughed before carrying boxes up the stairs. I followed with a couple more. Soon we were going through my room, finding what to pack, what to leave here, and what to donate. All my good books got boxed, along with my picture albums and frames. My CD collection was put in one of the smaller suitcases, along with a few days of clothes for both of us. The larger suitcases contained all of our other clothes. Our shoes and boots went into a box. He placed all of the mixed oils in his now empty duffle bag, along with all of my hair tools, makeup, shampoo and conditioner, lotions, and other necessities or female needs.
Speaking of female needs, I need to ask Jasper about that.
I was unknowingly still holding my tampons in my hand when I spoke, “Jazz? Umm... we'll get to Texas a day or two before... umm... before my period is supposed to start. Will it bother anyone? Should we wait to leave until after it's over?”
I saw that I was still holding the box, so I hurried to throw it into the duffle bag. Jasper brought me to sit in his lap. “Nothing to be embarrassed about, Darlin'. It's not exactly the same as cutting your finger. The blood flow is built up blood, so it's not as fresh as if you cut your finger, but it does make both your natural scent and your aroused scent more intense. It's full of your hormones, your fertility. It'll be hard for me to keep my hands to myself during that time. You should have no problem with the three of us wanting to bite you, but you may have three very horny vampires on your hands. If you're opposed to being with anyone intimately during that time, you need to make it clear to us what your wishes are. None of us would force you, but we don't want to cross any lines... so you need to tell the three of us where those lines are. Either way you choose, your wishes will be respected. We all love you, Darlin'.”
I wasn't exactly opposed, but what about the mess? “Wouldn't it be messy, though?”
He smiled softly, “Darlin', there wouldn't be much of a mess at all if one of us three were to taste you. The blood may not be from a vein, but like I said, it is intensified with your hormones... and you taste so sweet already when you cum for me.”
I thought about that. “Drinking from the source? I didn't know... I thought... but then...”
He lifted my chin before kissing me slowly for several moments. “Sugar, listen. You don't have to make up your mind right now. You still have a few days before it arrives. Just know that not one vampire in that house would be opposed to 'drinking from your source' as you called it. It would truly be a treat. Now let's do some more packing.”
I was thirsty, so I told him I was going down to grab a juice from the fridge. He asked me to eat a snack, too. I grabbed the juice, then retrieved the nuts out of my bag and a little bag of bite sized chocolates. I hadn't tried those yet.
I walked back into the bedroom, sat down on the bed, then Jasper said, “You eat and I'll pack. Just tell me save, donate, or pack, Darlin'.”
I hummed as I began eating, as well as directing Jasper. I started with the nuts. As soon as I was done, I felt that same energy rush.
Jasper looked at me with wide eyes, whispering in awe, “Wow, Darlin'. Is that the same thing that happened earlier when you ate those?”
I giggled at his expression, but nodded, “It's not as intense as the one earlier, but yeah. Pretty cool feeling, huh?”
He let out a breath, like cool was an understatement. “It sure is, Darlin'. By the looks of the snack you got there, you're making me quite the emotional cocktail. Energy from the nuts, happy tingly from the chocolate, and satisfied from the fruit juice.”
He laughed as he continued to pack what I pointed to.
I took a few sips from my juice, then started opening the little bag of chocolates. They were shaped like flowers. Oh, wow! They were better than the chocolate bars. They were extremely dark chocolate. I tasted raspberries, too. It must have had crushed raspberries in it.
So, so, so good. “Jazz, this is my new favorite. God , I wish you could taste this...”
Before I could say another word, Jasper was licking slowly at my lips. We kissed passionately for a moment, then he spoke breathlessly onto my parted lips, “Not bad, Darlin'... but you taste better. I think it sweetens your natural taste.”
He backed away to pack again, like he hadn't just practically kissed me senseless. I giggled, “Is it safe for me to eat these? Or are you going to ravage my lips again?”
He laughed, “You can eat them. I'm not sorry, though. You wanted me to taste the chocolate, and that's the only way I can without it comin' back out harshly.”
I ate the rest of the little bag of chocolate before finishing my juice, but still wasn't satisfied. Hmm... what to eat. “Jazz, where did you put that caviar?”
Before I could say anything else, he had gone down stairs, gotten the caviar and some crackers, then brought both back on a tray. “Silly vampire, I could've done that,” I laughed.
He handed me the tray, so I dug in without another thought. Yummy. I think this ties the flower chocolate with taste.
It was extremely good. I looked up at Jasper, watching him work through the last of the room. He had his back turned to me. I could see the muscles rippling in his arms as he worked.
Mmm... my man is sexy.
He bent over to pick a stray shirt up, and damn... he thought my ass was biteable?
I would just love to sink my teeth into his ass.
He looked fucking hot in those jeans.
I heard Jasper clear his throat, so... oh my, where did all that come from?
I took another couple bites of the caviar on crackers. Jasper had gone back to what he was doing without a word. I watched him. I could see the definition of his chest muscles under his shirt. When he moved, the way the muscles tensed... I just wanted to lick the ridge of each muscle. I could also see the large package he was toting in the front of his jeans. The way he tasted this morning, the sounds he was making...
Jasper cleared his throat again, but didn't turn towards me. Damn I think it's this caviar. Note to self: Caviar makes Bella horny.
I set the tray on the nightstand, then pulled my shirt over my head. I unzipped my boots before tossing them to the floor. I unbuttoned my jeans, unzipped them, then said in my most seductive voice, “Jazz, I think I need some help over here. Do you think you could help me?”
He turned around, then instantly his eyes were black as midnight. In a husky tone, he replied as he stalked toward the bed, “And what would ya need help with, Darlin'?”
I pulled at the open fly of my jeans, “You see, I think the caviar has an unanticipated side effect. It makes me horny. I just thought that maybe...”
He had my pants and thong slipped off , then was spreading my legs before I finished my sentence in a breathless sigh, “you could help me take care of that.”
He kissed the tops of my knees. Breathing heavily, he stated, “I can definitely help with that. Open up for me, Darlin'. Let me see that pretty little pussy of yours.”
He lifted both of my legs from under my knees to spread them wide. I was already glistening with arousal for him, which caused him to growl at the site. “Ya have the most beautiful tight little body.”
He licked my lower thigh, “Your moans and whimpers drive me crazy with need for ya.”
He nibbled on soft spot near the top of my inner thigh. I whimpered, “Don't stop, Jazz. More.”
He traced his finger along my slit, then sucked my juices from his finger as he looked directly at me. “Ya taste like nectar from the Gods.”
He inserted two fingers in my entrance, then flicked my clit. “Ya feel like complete heaven when your walls are quiverin' and tightenin' around my fingers.”
I was letting out a constant stream of pants, whimpers, and cries for more. He curled his fingers inside me before sucking hard on my clit, fluttering his tongue against it. I cried out, instantly flooding his mouth as I shattered into a million pieces in wave after wave of my orgasm.
He was nude and guiding me on top of him before I fully came back to myself. I slid down on him easily, then began riding him with a steady pace. I whimpered when he hit a particularly good spot. He groaned as he encased my breast in his hand, biting gently on my nipple. “Christ, ya taste exquisite. Ya look like a goddess riding my cock, Darlin'. Don't stop. Ungh.”
I wanted to give him a better view, so I leaned back so my hands were on the bed outside of his knees. I rocked, ground my hips in a circular motion, so he growled, “So good.”
I whimpered, “Watch us, Jazz. Watch your cock slide into me. Fuck me, Jazz. Fuck me and make me cum.”
He guided my hips. The angle... ungh... made him feel so deep and so large. He started thrusting up as he guided me down, making me cry out as one of my hands made it to my clit, “Fuck, Jazz. So close... Oooh... Christ, right there.”
My fingers circled my clit almost roughly as he slammed me down on him while thrusting up. I was screaming his name, soaking him in my essence as he thrust me through an immense multiple orgasm. He flipped us quickly, then was lapping my center as he thrust three fingers in me, eagerly pushing me through orgasm after orgasm. He quickly centered himself after a time, thrusting deeply as he brought both my legs up his chest. He thrust several times, “Fuck, Christ. Cum for me again, Darlin'. Your walls are constantly flutterin'. Cum for me...unghh.”
I was panting and whimpering, completely soaked, “I... I can't...”
He moaned deeply, “I know ya can, Darlin. I feel how close ya are again already... Feel me, Sugar.”
All of the sudden, Jasper sent me massive amounts of bliss and euphoria. So very much pleasure. I came again, but this time he came with me. I collapsed completely onto the bed, but it didn't feel right. I looked where my leg fell, only to see it was soaked. Then I rolled over to look at the rest of the bed. Half of the bed was soaked.
What the actual fuck?
“Jasper? What happened to the bed?” I was still breathless, and I barely recognized my voice.
He picked me up, carried to the bathroom, then sat me down on the closed toilet seat. He kissed my forehead, “I'll be right back. Let me change the sheets, then I'll explain.”
He dashed out the door, coming back in less than a minute. He lifted me up, got us into the hot shower, and stood me up. My legs gave way, but he cradled my weight against him as he held me upright.
“Darlin', are you with me?” Jasper gently whispered.
“Yeah. Confused. Utterly sated, but confused. What was that?” I wondered.
He rubbed the water into my back for a second before he answered. “Darlin', have you ever heard of female ejaculation or gushing?”
I thought for a moment. Then it dawned on me. This article that I read awhile back talked about how some females could eject noticeable amounts of fluid during an orgasm. Very similar to a male ejaculation in some ways. The common term was squirting.
“Jasper you're not serious. There's no way I did that... did I?”
He smirked with a nod as he said, “Darlin', that was the hottest fuckin' thing I've ever been a party to... and yes, Sugar, you did. The other times you have, there was no where near this much fluid. A mouthful at a time... usually when my fingers are curled inside while I'm tasting you. Today, it happened while you were leaned back while on top. I think it's the angle. But whatever it is, I'll make it happen as often as I can. I really know I'm making you feel good if I can make you cum hard enough to gush all over me. It was incredibly hot, Darlin'.”
Well, damn. I would have been so embarrassed if he hadn't explained it like that. “Jazz, thank you for explaining it like that. I was kind of nervous about it.”
He kissed me sweetly in response.
We washed and got out of the shower, knowing we should be getting a call soon. I got a new pair of underwear as well as new bra, but put my clothes from earlier back on. Jasper did the same. We took the very few dirty clothes -with the sheets and blanket- down to put in the wash. I was really thirsty, so I grabbed 2 of the 16 oz juices in the fridge. I saw some rinsed grapes and cherries in a bowl, so I grabbed them. I sat down at the table, then decided I wanted some more chocolate, too.
I didn't even have to get up. As soon as Jasper saw me looking at them, he grabbed a small bag to bring it to me, sitting down in the chair across from me. “Hungry again, Darlin?”
I nodded as I popped a few grapes and a chocolate in my mouth. He chuckled as he opened the paper.