Chapter 44: Fire
Sue took my hand, smiling softly at me before she said, "Are you up for more? We can try one more before we break for dinner if you would like."
I nodded, "Can I refill, then we try fire?"
The elders all agreed, so I sat in my lotus position with my hands in the grass. I pictured my full level, then let the earth's energy rush into me. When I was full less than a minute later, I mentally kissed the earth before pulling back. I opened my eyes as I put my hands on my knees, smiling.
I giggled, "Yep. Easier and easier every time. The thing with me bending down and kissing the earth when the show was done? I do something like that mentally every time I draw from an element... kind of like my acknowledgement and thank you to them for what they give me. I think the earth was feeding me the energy of the dead vampires as they were killed during the attack earlier to keep me going. It couldn't give me its energy without me drawing from it, but it could feed my theirs."
Jasper nodded in acknowledgement, then I asked Sue as I stood, "What would you like me to do?"
Sue responded, "How would you like to draw your elemental design in the field with fire?"
I smiled widely, "With or without the names and outer vine scroll, where on the field, and how big would you like it?"
Sue laughed, "Alright then. Let's say with both the names and the scroll work, the exact center of the field with your element closest to the mountain, and how does twenty foot long sound?"
I closed my eyes and asked if I could do it on my own. Nope. It was like a mental frown. Okay, can I do it with Peter's help? Yes. "I need Peter. My gut is telling me it's too big on my own, but with him in Jasper's place, I can do it."
I opened my eyes to look to the elders. They all nodded in agreement, so I called for Alice. When she got to my side, I hugged her, saying, "I need you to try something for me. I can't see my elemental design in my mind, because it's hard for me to see in real life. I need you to try and project the image of my design to me. Think of the design, then think really hard about me seeing it in my mind. I know you can do this."
She pursed her lips with a nod, then went behind me. She placed her hands on my arms, studying my elemental mark for a minute, then said, "Okay, I'm ready to try."
I nodded and a few seconds later, her grip tightened on my arms ever so slightly. Suddenly, I had the most beautiful picture of my elemental marking in my mind. I smiled widely as I studied it, "Thanks, Ali. You did perfectly. You ready to see another display?"
I turned while opening my eyes. She was grinning from ear to ear. "Definitely. I'll gather everyone. Where should they be?"
I looked to Peter, who responded, "They can make an arch 40 feet outside the center of the field on the mountain side. No closer to the center than that 40 foot mark... we're workin' with fire."
She nodded in understanding, then went to gather everyone. I looked to the elders. "Are you ready?"
They walked with us to near the center of the field, then joined the others. I told Peter to take us to to the opposite 40 foot mark, and he guided me there. "I need you to stand close to me like Jasper did, but I need the hand you don't trace with to be wrapped around the front of me. I need to feel the passion between us to fuel the fire into the design. Your tracing hand needs to be on your element."
He turned me slowly, slid up behind me, wrapped his arm around me then brought me flush against him. I moaned as I felt him slide his other hand down my entire spine until he got to his element.
As he reached it, I felt his breath against the join of my neck and shoulder. I moaned, whispering, "Right there. Your breath on my neck... Slow steady breaths, so that I can synch mine to yours. Give me a minute to visualize, then I'll tell you when I'm ready."
He kissed my neck as I closed my eyes. I instantly felt my energy change from earth to fire. I steadied myself, feeling his breath against my neck. I synched my breathing to his, then pictured my elemental design.
I pictured the space between us and the others in the field, and then pictured my mark in the center, filling half of the distance between them and us.
I imagined five flames no taller than 3 feet high, corresponded one flame for each element, then one for the names and scroll work together. I had the flames burn the respective elements or scroll work into the earth, then die out when their work was complete. None of the flames touched, and none ever got higher than three feet.
I felt Peter's breath on my neck again as I mentally calculated how much energy it would take to complete... about a tenth of my supply. It wasn't a huge display like the earthquake, but the design was still big, plus it wasn't my element.
I opened my eyes and looked up at Peter. "I'm ready. I need you to very slowly run your lips from the edge of my shoulder to where it meets my neck. When you get there, stay and just breathe. Breathe slow and steady, but keep your hand on the front of me... keep me close."
He nodded, so I turned to the area to be burned. I pictured what needed to be done as my hand came out in front of me. I felt Peter's lips against the edge of my shoulder and nodded.
As he started, I snapped my fingers while whispering, "Burn for me." The first three foot flame started to burn my element into the ground.
When Peter got to the right spot, I snapped my fingers again, "Burn for me." The flame started burning in Jasper's element.
Again, Peter got to the right spot on my shoulder, "Burn for me," and Peter's element started burning with the new flame.
Again, "Burn for me," Char's element started burning in with the fourth flame.
Peter reached the spot at my neck and shoulder as I lit the final flame, "Burn for me." The flame lit, burning the vine scrollwork and names into the earth.
A few seconds later, the flame had finished my element, so it flickered and died out. One by one, the flames died out about a minute apart.
When the final flame flickered and died, the design glowed and became a full color reproduction of my elemental design. That wasn't part of what I asked for, but it was awesome.
I checked my energy, but it was right where it should be. I took a few deep breaths, synched with Peter's, as I closed my eyes. I mentally stroked the flames individually, and pulled back.
I opened my eyes before turning in Peter's arm. He was looking at me with so much passion, then he breathed into the flesh of my neck, "I felt all of that. I really make ya feel that way?"
I shook my head, "No, that was child's play compared to how you make me feel. Those were flickers compared to the inferno of passion I feel for you. I could raise this whole state to ash with the flames of our passion."
I kissed him passionately, then let my lips trail down his neck. When I reached the base, I breathed into his flesh as my hands tightened in his hair, "So much passion... so much fire... it all lives inside me... it's yours for the taking."
I nipped at his neck, then licked a line from there over to the hollow of his throat. As I pulled down on his hair and his head fell back, I licked the hollow of his throat. We both moaned in response. I knew if we didn't stop now, we never would.
I felt Jasper and Char coming up behind me, making me a Bella sandwich. God, it feels good to be surrounded in them like a blanket.
I let go of Peter's hair as I kissed Char, then Jasper. Jasper noted when our kiss broke, "You need Peter right now. I can have the girls fix dinner for you and the third round of the pack, if you want to take some time to be with him. I'm sure they'll understand that you need some time with your mates."
I just nodded, whispering, "You two will stay with us, right? You won't be at the main house?"
Jasper kissed my shoulder. "With what I feel coming from you, this will be the hottest thing I've ever seen. Do you really think I would want to miss it? We’ll be there and together, but this is about you and Peter. You feel the need to lose yourself in him... so that's just what you'll do."
I smiled as we all walked toward the gathering. I stopped short to run my hands over the elemental design, whispering, "I never intended for it to become an exact color representation, but I feel like it needs to stay here."
I heard Alice come up next to me, "Bella, don't you remember how the field looked in your vision?"
I closed my eyes, then heard her say, "Look real close at the center of the field. Focus."
I did and a glow flashed. I focused on where the glow was, then realised my elemental mark was there. I never noticed it before, because of the scattering of leaves from the trees. Some had already started falling, but not nearly as many as were on the field in the vision. The last leaves were falling then, so it would snow soon. My design was there, though.
"I see it. I never noticed it with all of the fallen leaves, but it's definitely there. I feel like it needs to stay here even after the battle, though. Like it's part of the whole destiny thing... like it will be the proof of our winning the battle, and every battle will have my design."
The elders heard what I said. Quil remarked, "This is a good sign, Young One. A very good sign."
I smiled at his words as he walked over to the others, then looked back at Alice. "Do you happen to have any of this color fabric on hand now?"
She answered, "I have soft stretchy fabric like the shorts you have on under the dress. Do you have something in mind?"
I grinned widely. "Can you make me a pair of low-rise capris with a tighter cuff just under the knee, and a cowl neck halter top with a clasp at the neck? Oh, the bottom of the top... like a sash. From the sides to the back, it drops down in a V to the sash part and clasps there, too? It can have embroidery on the sash and neck line of the top in the other three colors, a vine design. The cuff of the capris can have it, too. Sorry, I know I just blurted all that out, but the picture popped into my head."
She smiled and asked, "Can you send it to me? It might help make sure our vision is the same thing."
I nodded as I closed my eyes, picturing the outfit in my mind. I mentally twirled in the outfit so she could see it from all angles, then sent it to her whispering, "Earth capris and clasp halter."
A second later, she said, "Perfect. Better than I had in mind. How soon would you like it? I can have it done in an hour if you want."
I jumped into her arms, squeezing her tight. "Really? That would be so great, Ali. I feel a real need to spend some time alone with my mates when we get back, so I'm going to need some of the girls to make dinner for me and the pack's third round, but I'd really like to wear something other than this dress back to the field later."
She winked at me, "Just let me take care of everything."
I kissed her cheek before hopping down. She dashed off as I turned to my mates. "Let's get everyone gathered, then get back to the property. I don't know how much longer I can stand seeing my mates in clothes today."
They laughed, then Peter picked me up. I wrapped my arms and legs around him, grinding my core against his navel. He grabbed my ass, buried his head in my chest, then whispered, "I know, Kitten. I know."
He carried me over to the others, so I said, "I don't know about all of you, but I'm getting out of here for a while. Humans, wolves and goddesses need food, plus the goddess needs mate cuddle time while we're on break. Let's go."
They all got ready, then we made it back on the property in no time. When we got close to the cabin, Charlie had Embry catch up with us. We stopped, so he said, "Why don't you go right to the cabin to spend a few quiet minutes with these three. I'll let the elders know you said goodbye. I heard Esme say something about fixing a feast for you and the part of the pack that's going to be coming."
I nodded, "Thanks, Dad. Tell the elders to let Carlisle know whether they want to practice here or on the treaty field tomorrow. Either is fine. Embry, you can meet up with Jake and the others after you drop Dad at the house. Private radius."
Embry barked a laugh, then nodded and went ahead with the others. Jake, Leah, and Quil fell back with us, spreading out once they reached their posts.
As Peter ran, I licked his Adam's apple, then nipped it. Then I nipped along his jaw line from one side to the other, licking and biting his bottom lip when I reached it. He growled, pushing my hips down to grind against his prominent bulge. My head fell back as I moaned out, "Fuck, that feels good."
He growled against the flesh of my shoulder, then pushed my hips down again, grinding my core against his erection. "Are ya sure ya can handle me tonight, Kitten? I don't think I can be so gentle right now. I know Major took the flogger to ya. I heard ya got a bite mark and hand print on your ass, too."
I moaned as I ground onto his erection again, then breathed, "I don't need to be put on a shelf and only caressed, Peter. I need to be made love to... to be shown what it can feel like and be like... to be fucked... to feel so much passion flowing between us that every breath we take is immersed in it. I need my Passionate Peter."
We made it to the cabin, then through the bedroom door. He let me down for a second, so I went into the bathroom to take care of my human needs. I washed my hands and face when I was done, walking back into the bedroom.
My dress was over my head, my shorts and thong pulled off, before I knew what hit me. He was naked too, backing me up against the bedroom wall, sliding his hand teasingly from my knee to my upper thigh.
He traced his way back to my knee, then hiked it up against his hip, pushing himself flush against me. I grabbed the back of his head to bring his lips to mine, licking the top line of his teeth and moaning in the process. He growled, rotating his hips against me, which caused me to whimper, "Peter, yes."
I drug my fingernails down his back, feeling the need to spur him on, but he used his free hand to pull both of mine above my head. He tightened his grip on them, then I wrapped my other leg around his waist, locking my ankles behind his back. He growled into the flesh of my collarbone, running his lips along the line of it.
I whimpered and my head fell to the side to give him more access. He kept up the motion, saying with a heavy breath, "Ya like that, don'cha? My lips against your skin... my hand holdin' both of yours captive... my body flush against ya...my thick cock pressin' against the folds of your achin' wet pussy. Ya like me teasin' ya. Ya like knowin' I could drive ya to the brink, only to backtrack and start all over. Don'cha, Kitten?"
I whimpered, nodding, "Yes, please. Anything you want, just please touch me. Please, Peter... I need to feel you."
He let loose, growled against my neck, grinding against my folds while drawing my hands higher on the wall. I whimpered, then panted for more. His spare hand slid around my hip to my ass, grabbing it almost roughly while pressing me tightly to his erection, making us both moan loudly.
My arousal and passion level were building quickly.
I pulled against the restraint of his hands, hoping he'd tighten his hand further around my wrists. He did, which felt too damn good. I cried out, pressing my heels into his ass cheeks before grinding even harder against him. "Fuuck, Kitten. Ya feel so wet against my cock. So slick and warm... your folds surroundin' it... I can feel the throb in your clit. I can feel it swellin' and preparin' for me. Your sweet li'l nub aches for me to make ya cum."
I whimpered as my arousal reached a dangerous level, begging, "Please. Christ, I can't take it. I need you so much. Please!"
I cried out as Peter bit down on my shoulder, then thrust deep into me, forcing my hips down onto him even as he pressed my arms up the wall further. He swiveled his hips, working his cock deeper inside me, then growled as he bit down just the barest fraction from breaking the skin.
I exploded into a million pieces around him, clamping down hard, crying for more as I came. He pulled out until just the tip was still sheathed, released his bite, then licked roughly as he thrust deep inside me again.
That threw me headlong into another orgasm, panting and whimpering, "Peter... don't stop... Oh, fuck... don't ever stop... You feel... so goddamn good.... Mmm... right there... Ooh, yes... Christ, Peter."
He let go of my hands to grab my other hip, slamming me down on his cock repeatedly while growling, "Ya were such a tease today, Kitten. The flogger comment, the makeout session with Char, the nippin' and bitin'... I think it's time ya got a taste of your own teasin'."
He thrust super deep, lifted me off his cock before tossing me onto the middle of the bed, then went to a drawer in the dresser. He pulled out balls on a string with a wireless remote, a small bottle of something, three little clamp looking things that were attached to a thin chain, a small tube of something, along with a pink wand looking thing with a bulb at the end that had jelly feeler tips all over it.
I noticed that Char was riding Jasper slowly in a reverse cowgirl position, but both of them were watching me. My arousal doubled instantly, so Peter gave Jasper a look. Instantly my eyes snapped back over when I heard, "Isabella, I know it's not our time to play, but Peter asked me for somethin' earlier. Will ya take an order from me tonight?"
Major wants to give me an order? Yum. I panted out, "Yes, Major. Anything."
He smiled widely, "Until we leave this room, ya will not cum until Peter tells ya to. Ya will not back away from him, ya will not leave the bed. You'll let him tease ya as long as he wishes without beggin' him to let ya cum. He will tell ya when he wishes ya to cum for him. Am I understood?"
I whimpered, so Major said, "Now, Isabella. Ya already agreed to take any order I wished to give. That is the order. There is nothin' in this that would physically or mentally harm ya, so there's no backin' out. Now verbally... am I understood?"
I whimpered loudly, "Yes, Sir," then bit down on my lip.
Char hadn't stopped riding him the whole time Major spoke. I had the perfect view to see her sliding up and down on his glorious cock. My arousal had kept climbing at the sight, too. Shit, I'm in deep trouble with a capital fucking everything.
Peter opened the tiny little tube, saying, "This is a clitoral stimulant, Kitten. It makes your sensitive li'l clit ten times more sensitive."
He flicked my clit and placed his fingers on either side of it, then placed a drop of the stimulant on it. He massaged it in for a second before I felt my clit warming up.
I moaned, so he asked, "Like that, do ya? This one here is a g-spot stimulant. That spot inside ya that makes ya scream and gush all over us? That gets so much more sensitive with this."
He placed a small amount on his fingertips, then inserted them inside me, curling them upward before rubbing them against my spot. As he did, the fingers of his other hand massaged my clit. I felt extremely warm... hot... passion.
I was already wanting to beg him, so I whimpered, biting down hard on my bottom lip. My eyes rolled back in my head as I tried counting in Spanish to keep my orgasm from happening.
Just as I was about to give up, he stopped his motions to show me the round balls on the string with the wireless remote. "Kitten, are you still with me?"
I knew if I spoke I'd lose it, so I clamped my teeth harder on my bottom lip, whimpering as I nodded. "You're gonna end up drawin' blood if ya bite down any harder, Kitten. Let your bottom lip go."
I whimpered a lot louder as the pain hit from releasing my lip. The combination of being so close to cumming and the pain made my cry out, trying and internally pleading not to cum. "Sug, look at me. This is a vibratin' Ben Wa ball set. Each of the three balls has their own vibration with any motion... even when the remote isn't turned on. If ya wore these durin' the day, any movement ya made would give each ball vibration, keepin' ya aroused and possibly givin' ya an orgasm, dependin' on how vigorous the activity ya were doin'. With the remote, they still each have their own vibration, but I can control the intensity. Do ya know where I wanna put these?"
I shook my head no. He coated his index and middle finger in venom, then pressed them into my rear entrance, wiggling them and separating them when he got them buried to the base of both fingers, "Here, Kitten. I want all three of ‘em here."
He removed his fingers, still V'd, then coated my entrance in venom. Slowly he inserted them one by one. When he put the last one in, he pushed them all deeper with his fingers. I moaned at the feeling, my hips arching up towards him involuntarily. He smacked my clit for my movement, which caused me to cry harshly, "Jesus, fuck!"
I prayed, biting down on my lip again, internally screaming at not being able to cum right this fucking second. I took a shaky breath through my teeth, then Peter said, "This is a nipple and clit clamp set. Ya know what happens with the nipple clamps, and you're smart, so I know ya've figured out what I'm gonna do with the third clamp. Isn't that right, My Sexy Li'l Goddess?"
I whimpered loudly, but nodded. "Why won't ya speak, Kitten? Are ya afraid of cummin' if ya do?"
I whimpered louder, then bit harder on my lip. He looked at Jasper, "Is she really that close?"
Jasper choked an incredulous laugh and said, "She was that close before ya started. She's had to stop herself with every step ya've made. I told ya that ya needed to be able to feel her through this. Major's never even made her wait this long before."
Peter nodded his head, then suddenly I heard Peter, "Holy Shit, Kitten! Can ya make it through gettin' the last two items in place?"
I whined as I shook my head no, then hurried to nod my head. I wanted to see how long I could go.
I took a deep breath, then nodded once more. Peter crawled up my body, taking a nipple into his mouth. The cool tingling sensation was making it even harder not to cum, but when he scraped his teeth against the nipple, I cried out. My legs automatically clamped onto his hips trying, begging and pleading internally not to cum.
My nipple was now tightened, so he placed the clamp on it. I moaned as my legs released. He repeated the process with the other nipple. I panted, biting so hard on my lip that I drew a small amount of blood inside my mouth. I whimpered, but Peter crawled up to me fully. "I warned ya about that, Kitten. May I?"
I released the bite on my lip, then Peter snaked his tongue into my mouth. Fuck, he tastes so good... and I really want to cum... completely, totally, utterly need to fucking cum!
Peter moaned at the taste of my blood in my mouth, then kissed me passionately, seeking out every crevice.
When the kiss was done and I wasn't bleeding anymore, he walked over to Char, who was now doggy style with Jasper slowly sliding into her from behind. I moaned as Peter grabbed her by the hair to kiss her, shoving his tongue in her mouth, then he kissed Jasper the same way. Everyone moaned, including me.
I bit down on my lip out of instinct, but heard Major say sternly, "Stop, Isabella. No more bitin' your lip. None of us will hurt ya with your blood bein' in the open, but you're hurtin' yaself. Stop. It. Now."
I wished for something to stop me from crying out begging, then slowly released my bottom lip. "Pete, I think Isabella needs a gag to stop her from bitin' that pretty lip again."
I kept my lips pursed as I internally jumped for joy. Major nodded at Peter, then he smiled at me. I knew Jasper was back. Peter came over to me with a thin scarf, saying, "Open up, Kitten."
Problem... if I do, I don't know if I can stop myself from begging. Whimper. I can whimper. No words, just whimper. Focus.
I slowly opened my mouth wide. The more my mouth opened, the more longingly I whimpered. He tied the scarf, making sure it was in place, but not too tight. I was now effectively gagged.
"Very good," I saw Peter say with a smile. "I thought for a second there ya were gonna beg."
I nodded, almost begging with my eyes as I whimpered. "I thought so. Ya have more self control than I thought. Now let's continue."
He tugged very lightly on the nipple clamps to make sure they were in place. I moaned long and low at the feeling of the clamps' teeth tugging at my nipples. He followed the thin chain down to the last clamp, keeping the line taut. He spread my legs wider, blew his cool breath against my clit, then smacked it suddenly. I cried out as my hips bucked.
He soaked a fingertip with his venom, then rubbed it on my clit. I felt it swell more, beginning to throb. I was panting and whimpering, making me sound like a whining puppy, but I needed to fucking cum!
He placed the clamp on my clit before giving it a small tug. I cried out harshly through the gag. My legs were shaking with the force of holding back my orgasm, my hands going wide on either side of me to fist roughly in the sheets.
I heard Char cry out in her orgasm. I let out a scream, forcing the last of my willpower into not cumming with her. Jasper moaned, then I saw Peter's cock twitching for attention with precum leaking rapidly from the tip.
Peter got back in his former position, then turned the vibration on for the Ben Wa balls. I grasped the sheets tighter, a ripping sound reaching my ears. My legs quaked with effort, my eyes rolling back in my head. I screamed as tears leaked from my eyes.
The vibration wasn't intense, but none of the balls had the same intensity or were in synch. Plus, the vibration rocked through my whole lower half... through my insides. It made my spot tingle and heat like a sauna, along with my clit, making it feel like a small earthquake instead of a throb.
Peter looked up at me, not giving me any time to calm as he said, "This is the final thing to put in place. It’s a bendable Jelly Tickler wand. The li'l protrusions? The vibrator in this makes them go crazy against your g-spot. It's a guaranteed gusher."
He bent the wand a small bit, then inserted it slowly. My internal walls had been quivering constantly, but the feel of the ticklers made me sound like a whining puppy again. This is past agonizing torture. This is pure evil. Fuck!
He turned it on before he got to my spot, so the ticklers started doing their work against my walls, which made the Ben Wa balls vibrate more. I jerked, opening my legs more, which prompted Peter to tug on my clamps. It only made me scream bloody murder while yanking the ripped sheets towards me, Char and Jasper both cry out, then Peter whimper, "Fuckin' Christ, Kitten! I can't stand to feel ya this close still. Cum for me... gush for me and let me drink ya in."
He pressed the wand against my spot, turned the vibration up on both the wand and Ben Wa balls, then tugged hard on my clamps. I cried out as the tears flowed steadily down my face, but I came in a torturous rush. I completely shattered for Peter, my fluids rushing out of me so fast that they practically sprayed at him.
He released the clamps quickly. The returning blood threw me into another orgasm before the first was done. I screamed, quaking violently on the bed. He latched onto me, sucking and lapping my juices, flicking my clit, slowly pulling the Ben Wa balls one at a time, excruciatingly slowly.
I tried to scream, and would have made a sailor blush with my words, had they been distinguishable. Each ball removed made me cum again. The tears were constant, the orgasms running together in one long string, yet I kept gushing, flooding Peter with my essence.
He thrust the wand in and out once, then deep in when the last ball came out. I almost passed out from the scream. I was gasping for air as Jasper hurried to release the gag.
As soon as it was off, I screamed again, "Holy shit! Fuck. Ungh. Jesus Christ! Sweet Goddess, oh... fuck me! AHH!"
Char was on the other side of me, so I thrust my fingers into her, curling them roughly as I wrapped my hand around Jasper's cock and tugged hard. Both of them instantly came, crying out with me. Jasper on my breasts, with Char releasing all down my arm.
Peter pulled the wand out as I pulled my fingers from Char and Jasper both, then he flipped me over onto my belly. He straddled my legs, angled my hips, then thrust deep into my still quaking pussy.
He started a deep and fast rhythm, hitting my spot every time, making me scream out. "Fuck, Kitten. I need to cum inside ya. I need to cum with ya. Ya held out so long, but I didn't want to cum without bein’ inside ya. Fuckin' cum with me, My Goddess, now!"
He bit down harshly on my shoulder as he growled, thrusting deep into me. Both of our bodies rocked to the core as we came together, growling and screaming nonsense.
As soon as our orgasms started I felt my goddess open wide... my orgasm was different... it was more. Jesus, it was fucking immense.
As my orgasm finally subsided, I panted. My body was feeling tired, but I was in no way sleepy. Every muscle in my body ached from trying to hold off for that long, and tears were streaming so fast down my face that my face and neck were soaked. My eyes were closed, but it did nothing to stop the flow of tears.
I heard Char whisper softly as she stroked my spine, "She felt it, didn't she?"
I felt Jasper and Peter both nod, then Peter smiled softly, "That was the whole point to not tellin’ her. If we did, she wouldn'a found that part of her."
I was too sated to talk, plus I'm sure my voice was at least comparable to a frog right now, so I just listened. "Kitten, can you nod for me?"
I nodded for Peter, but didn't make a sound or open my eyes. "Did you feel somethin' open up inside ya just now when ya came with me? Somethin' different about your orgasm?"
I nodded, so Peter continued, "It was your goddess, wasn't it? She opened for ya, and you're now completely one with her, right?"
I nodded as the tears streamed faster. Jasper asked softly, "Darlin', are you okay? Your feelings are haywire, so I don't know why you're crying."
I knew why I was crying. When I came with Peter, I saw the goddess cumming with us... melding with us... with me. It was the most beautiful feeling in the world.
I coughed a laugh, then whispered hoarsely, "Goddess... opened fully... c-came with us... melded with us, with me... complete... so beautiful... is why."
Peter whispered, "Okay, let me see if I'm understandin' ya. When we came together, ya saw the goddess (I nodded). She orgasmed with us, (I nodded) she melded with ya, (I nodded) and now you're complete? (I nodded) What was so beautiful... seein' her cum with us, or her meldin' with ya… with us?"
I nodded, paused, then nodded again. "Both?" Char asked.
I nodded again. My tears had slowed considerably, but I really needed some tissues. I probably looked like a snotty-nosed four year old.
Char ran into the bathroom, coming back with the tissue box, so I hoarsely whispered, "Thanks, Char."
She smiled softly as she resumed stroking my spine. I turned onto my side, wiped my face and neck, then blew my nose. Char leaned over, grabbing the trash can. I tossed the tissues before repeating the process. My face felt sticky, so I whispered, "Can I have a cool washcloth please?"
Jasper ran to get one, then was back in a flash. I turned onto my back. Jasper gently washed my face and neck, then continued to run the washcloth over the rest of my body. It felt so good that I sent him my appreciation. He smiled, but didn't break the silence.