Chapter 53: Revelations
Char and Peter both nipped Jasper's neck before they situated, then I felt Alice and Edward both place a kiss on my shoulders as they sat. I whimpered, "Fuck, kissing there's not helping. Sorry, guys. I can't stop it... the reaction to kisses there. Mmm... umm, I need both Alice and Edward's left hands. Your hands need to be directly against my skin. Edward, since you're on my right, your right hand will need to give me the smoothies. Place your left hand, thumb to my front, low on my hip. Alice, you place your left hand thumb toward my back, then your right hand under my tailbone across my ass. Jasper will be covering my elements, so you may have to help us rock, Ali. I'm sorry I didn't warn you before."
I whimpered in need as they both placed their hands before rocking me into Jasper. She kissed my arm, whispering, "It will be an honor, Bella. I'm fine. Edward and I are just glad that we are able to do something special for you. Don't be afraid to ask us for anything, even if it's intimate. We love you all, and just want to be there for you."
I whimpered again as I nodded. "Jazz, I need your chest flush with mine, Cowboy."
He covered my elements with his hands, causing my back to arch, then a low sexy moan escaped as our upper bodies became flush against each other.
I panted to try and regain some sense, "Fuuck... Ali, Edward... I'm sorry... they made me too worked up..."
Edward looked at Jasper and Peter for a moment, then I felt Alice and Edward flush against my back.
I whimpered, too close to stop myself. Alice kissed my neck as Edward whispered, "Shh, Sweetheart. Let us help you. Let Alice and I help Jasper make you cum."
He kissed my shoulder softly, causing me to stare at my mates wide-eyed. Peter kissed me tenderly, then said, "Ya won't be able to concentrate if ya don't cum, Kitten. It's okay. We're right here."
Char leaned in to flick my nipple, causing me to shudder as she promised, "It's okay, Sweetness. We all love you and know you need this. Alice and Edward love you, too. They'll take care of you just like we would. Relax and just feel, My Love."
Jasper breathed into the valley between my breasts, saying in a husky voice, "They want this too, Darlin'. Both of ‘em have wanted to be with ya intimately for a very long time. Feel how they feel about ya, Darlin'."
I suddenly felt an immense amount of lust, desire, want, and love. My arousal skyrocketed tenfold as a result, causing me to whimper loudly.
I pulled Jasper's face up to look at him questioningly. He nodded, "I've known since we got back, but they never made any advances on ya, so I didn't say anythin’. They both love ya... ya feel that. It's up to you, Darlin', but the three of us wouldn't mind seein’ ‘em make love to ya after this. I don't think we would feel this way with just anyone, but we all have a connection to Alice and Edward. Look inside yourself, then make the right choice for you, Darlin. Just know that whatever ya decide, the three of us ‘ll be beside ya the whole way."
I closed my eyes to think for a minute.
Shit, I have always wanted Edward that way... and Ali is gorgeous... it couldn't be an all the time thing. I want my mates. Do they really want to watch us? Do Ali and Edward really want to be with me? Do I want to be with them?
I knew the answer to all those questions immediately, and felt a tingle of arousal shoot up my spine in response. I heard all five of them take a deep breath before moaning. I opened my eyes to look at Alice. "Ali?"
It was a whispered question, which she answered by running her lips up my shoulder, tangling her fingers in my hair, then kissing me passionately. My back arched as I moaned loudly, making Jasper's hard cock slide deeper inside me.
I whimpered as the kiss broke and she breathed into my open mouth, "Does that answer your question, Sweetie?"
All I could do was whimper with a nod. I heard Edward's soft moan against my shoulder, so I turned to him. I wove my fingers into his hair, looking deeply into his eyes. I scratched his scalp lightly as I breathed his name in question. He moaned, crashing his lips to mine, immediately deepening the kiss. This kiss was telling me what he couldn't find words for... that he had always wanted me... that I wasn't his to take... that he could show me now without repercussions... that he desired me tremendously. I licked across the front of his top teeth, making him shudder as he broke the kiss with a groan.
Our foreheads and eyes met, then I panted, "Fuck, there were so many times I wished you would kiss me like that while we were together."
He responded, panting just as much, "Christ, you taste like pure sin. So many times I wanted to, but you weren't mine to have. Your virginity was always Jasper's. I can't help how I felt, though. Ali and I both desire you so much, Sweetheart. I know this won't be an all the time thing. I know your mates will be with us. I know how much they love you and how much you love them. Tell me that you'll let Ali and I love you... at least this once. Please, Bella..."
I cut him off by kissing him again while pulling Ali flush behind me. They both moaned as I whimpered, then I whispered, "Help Jasper make me cum for now. As soon as this is over, I expect the six of us to be in that bedroom, with everyone else but Jake gone."
I tightened my grip on his hair to make my point. His head fell back with a throaty moan as I licked the hollow of his throat, "And I expect you and Ali to show me exactly how much you've both wanted me."
He whimpered with a nod as Alice moaned, rubbing herself against my back. "Help Jazz make me cum. Please, all this is making me so wet," I whimpered as I nipped at his neck.
Ali immediately moved to take one of my nipples into her mouth, licking my love bite roughly, which prompted me to cry out. Edward positioned himself flush against my back, held my hip with one hand, his other hand sliding down my body to where Jasper and I were joined. His lips and tongue trailed teasingly along my upper spine.
Edward stayed flush against me as he rocked me onto Jasper's cock. I cried out in response, lifting my arm behind me into Edward's hair as Jasper captured my other nipple, "Shit, that feels so fucking good. More... so much more. Ali, harder. Fuck, yes. Oh, God. Edward... faster, please."
Edward's fingers were playing my clit like a piano, Ali was helping him rock me on Jasper's cock as Jasper thrust into me, while Peter and Char were touching and kissing any part of me they could. I was panting, shuddering, crying out wantonly, then suddenly Edward pinched my clit as he bit gently on my neck with a half growled, "Cum for us, Sweetheart. Let go and cum for us. Fuck, Bella. I want to taste you so damn much right now. Cum for us so I can taste you on my fingers. Now... Let go, Sweetheart."
He growled as he bit down harder, tracing his fingers up my spine at the same time. Everyone else licked marks or bit somewhere, then I let go as Edward roughly licked his bite indentations on my neck. I cried out, then felt Edward vibrating his fingers against my clit roughly before pinching again.
I exploded almost violently as Jasper and Alice drew hard once on my nipples. I shuddered in ecstasy, then Jasper thrust up two more times before I heard him groan, "So fuckin' tight... shit!" and cum deep inside me with a growl.
I collapsed back into Edward's chest, pulling Alice to me by the hair, "Your mouth looks so fucking pretty wrapped around my nipple."
I licked her neck, "God, I can't wait to taste you, Ali. Promise you'll let me taste you."
She whimpered with a nod as I crashed my mouth to hers. When I let go and ended the kiss, I turned to Edward. He brought the fingers he had to my clit slowly to his mouth, watching me the whole time, then licked my sticky juices from them. He moaned as his eyes rolled back.
"Better than your blood," he whispered into my shoulder as he dipped his fingers back down to gather more. This time, after he swiped his tongue against his fingers, he offered them in front of me to Ali, then crushed his mouth to mine.
I moaned as I tasted myself in his sweet mouth, then he breathed, "You don't know how hard it was to test your fluids today, Sweetheart. Carlisle's whole study smelled like your sex. All I wanted to do was taste it... taste you... drink it from you. Your essence is so fucking sweet, Bella. It's like vampire rock candy."
Alice moaned and nodded as she continued to suck my juices from Edward's fingers, so I smiled at them both. I pulled Jasper to me, "I love you so much, Cowboy. Let's get this show on the road so we can have a whole hell of a lot of fun later."
He nodded with a smirk, then each of my mates kissed me as Edward and Alice kissed, then settled back to the ground.
I called Jake over, who had been laying down by the trees. He licked my palm, nuzzling against it for a minute, "I love you too, Jake. I know you had the wolves keep everyone away. Thanks. You can have them head back here now. We need to get going on this meditation."
Jake nodded, turning around to howl once. He sat on his hind legs, then Edward said after a second, "They got her a little too riled up. She wouldn't have been able to go through it without some kind of release."
Then he looked at us, "Jake asked what happened that got you hot so quick. He missed the teasing they gave you while he was giving the wolves orders."
I giggled, "You know how they like teasing, Jake. You've seen the results of that more than once.”
Jake barked a laugh, then licked my palm. I patted his muzzle as I saw everyone coming back. I noticed that Carlisle was coming out of the cabin with a small smile on his face. He knew what just happened, but I wasn't embarrassed. He kissed my temple as he handed Edward my first cup. I took a long sip, "Mmm, perfect Carlisle. Keep them coming, please."
He nodded, then went to get another one ready. I looked to see Charlie and Sue whispering softly to each other with loving smiles. I directed Charlie to sit behind Peter and Char, then told Sam and Billy to position themselves behind Edward and Alice. Sue and Quil could take their places from there. I then told Jake to lay behind Billy and Sam, then Leah and Seth to go nose to tail behind Charlie. Paul and Embry could fill in from there.
Once everyone was seated accordingly, I called their attention. "Listen up everyone, please. Do not break contact with the person or wolf next to you once I close my eyes. The main four around me know their roles, so don't stop them from what they do. The vines you will see growing and wrapping around my limbs... do not touch or harm them in any way. Only the four directly around me and Jasper can have any contact with them. They are there to feed energy to me while this happens, because I won't be able to draw it for myself. To hurt them, would literally be killing me, because once this starts, I won't be able to pull out until it's over. Does anyone have any questions?"
Everyone shook their heads no, so I smiled softly at Charlie. He nodded, then I said, "Alright. Let's begin."
I closed my eyes, then felt the closest five to me settle into position. The straw was at my lips, so I took a drink, then settled my hands beside me, my feet bottom together behind Jasper's back. I took another sip as I thought of the four vines I wanted. A red Passion Vine, a blue Wisteria Vine, a green Ivy Vine, and a white Night Blooming Jasmine Vine.
I kissed the earth mentally while asking for its help with what I was about to do. I felt the vines grow, twisting gently around my feet, calves, hands, and forearms. I instinctively knew that the Ivy and Passion Vine were my left and right arms, while the Wisteria and Jasmine were my left and right legs.
I took a deep breath and a sip of smoothie, then let myself be one with the vines. I knew it was working when I felt the energy flow into me without my drawing it up. My eyes automatically snapped open, my shield covering our group when I felt more than full. I whispered, "Start your roles now."
I felt Edward and Alice tighten their grips on my hips as Edward start humming my lullaby. I heard the elders all chant/singing in ancient Quileute, then could feel the vibration of the wolves' energies, since they were mind praying with the Quileute elders. My eyes snapped to Jasper's, "Emotions, throw everything you can at me... all the love, security, peace, happiness, all the positive emotions you can... I need it all. This is so big..."
I felt him tighten his hold on me, pressing his hands more firmly against my elements, then Edward and Alice rocking my core deeper onto Jasper. "Right there. Slow even pace... like trying to calm someone's breathing. Ali, catalog and move to the next one. I don't know how slow I can make them go. There's so many. We have to go... now."
My last word was a breath as the first vision hit me. It was like I was looking through a microscope. I instinctively knew what it was... a bio-lab engineered strain to resist the normal antibiotics and hydration therapy. I called out, "New engineered strain of Cholera will resist all known therapy options. Death 12 days after infection," as I sent the picture to Alice.
The next microscope slide hit me. I knew what to say. I took in the details for a second before I sent it to Alice, saying, "New engineered Epidemic Typhus strain. Resistant to all known therapies. Kills in half the time."
The next microscope slide came to me, so I took in the details again. Again, I said as I sent the picture, "New engineered Smallpox strain. Hyper resistant form of Variola major. Incubation period between contraction and mucous membrane lesions... 5 days. Multiple organ failure 8-10 days after the infection enters the body."
The next one hit me. I watched the microscope slide in front of me. When I had all the information, I sent it to Alice saying, "Engineered strain of Yellow Fever. The vaccine out is child's play compared to this strain. Systemic organ failure 13 days from contracting the virus."
The next vision hit me, so I gathered the required info. I sent it to Alice, saying hoarsely, "New engineered strain of Pneumonic Plague. Resistant to all forms of known antibiotics and treatment. Death rate of 100% if not given cure within 12 hrs of contracting the virus."
As the next vision came, I was sick to my stomach. It was a map with numbers for each continent. North America: 201,629,382 deaths by Smallpox. South America: 187,305,291 deaths by Yellow Fever. Europe: 529,616,007 deaths by Cholera. Africa: 674,490,836 deaths to Ebola. Asia: 1,502,697,030 deaths by Pneumonic Plague. Australia: 2,482,938 deaths by Typhus. I choked as I felt the tears flowing down my face, then sent the picture to Alice with barely a breath, "Death toll... 3,098,221,484 people worldwide."
I heard the resounding gasps from everyone, but was too caught up in the flashes. They repeated themselves over and over. Pictures of people from each continent during the diseases. I could do nothing but open myself wide to Alice, choking, "Disease progression."
The tears fell in waterfalls. I couldn't breathe. Jasper choked, "Breathe, Darlin'. Come on. Slow and steady."
I heard Edward in my ear, "Come on, Sweetheart. Concentrate on the motion of you and Jasper, Honey. Remember, just like trying to slow someone's breathing. Slow, steady rhythm."
I felt Alice and Edward rock my hips back and say, "Out," then rock them forward, pushing Jasper deep into me, saying, "In."
He repeated the process as I tried to concentrate on the motion and my breathing... the feel of their hands guiding my hips... the emotions Jasper, Char, and Peter were sending me... the feel of Jasper inside me... the vision of me nursing the twins. Slow. Deep. Breaths. In... Out... In... Out. I felt the straw at my lips and took another sip, noticing how full I felt.
My energy was fine. The visions slowed to a stop, leaving only a black void. I felt for the earth's energy, mentally stroked and kissed it, thanking it for its help. I whispered, "Release me, my beautiful vines," then felt the earth's hold on me slip away.
I opened my eyes to see Jasper, Edward and Alice kissing me where they could, Peter and Char stroking my upper thighs while kissing Jasper's shoulders. A sob broke free from me unbidden. All five vampires around me crushed me to them, raining kisses and whispering sweet nothings. I wrapped myself tightly around Jasper... I clung to him as if my life depended on it.
When my sobbing finally ceased, I felt Carlisle's hand on my shoulder. I looked to him with a tear stained face, to see him knelt next to Jasper and Edward. He lovingly cleaned the tears from my face, then handed me another tissue to blow my nose. I did, then turned to Alice.
"Did... did you get a detailed picture of each strain? Carlisle will need them."
She kissed my temple in response "Yes. I got an extremely detailed picture of each strain. I was able to catalog the movement of each, as well. I can get detailed sketches to Carlisle at once."
I shook my head. "Not tonight. We have 24 months before any of the strains hit. We'll be setting up an underground safe lab for Edward and Carlisle to work in on the Texas property. Tonight, you and Edward are staying here. Carlisle can research everything he can right now on the main bacteria and viruses these stem from, then fill in the family tonight. Nothing else will be done until morning. I think we all need time right now to just be."
She nodded as Carlisle said, "I think that's an excellent idea, Dear. There are two more full batches of smoothie in the kitchen. Please make sure you drink them. The nutrients will help you feel back to normal. Don't forget your chocolate or nuts for today. I know you ate a lot of sushi earlier, so we don't need to worry about the fish. Let them take care of you tonight, then we'll see you tomorrow."
I nodded and leaned into him as he kissed my temple. In a soft voice, I said, "Everyone? Can I have your attention?"
The whispers died down as everyone looked at me caringly. "I know this news has hit you all as hard as it has me. Please go home to be with your loved ones tonight. Cuddle up to them, make love to them, let them know just how much they mean to you. We can't let ourselves lose sight of the ones we love most during these battles or this new threat to the world. Someone out there, or a group of someone's, are engineering these diseases for a reason. We have to stop all those people from dying like that. We can't do that well, if we lose sight that we have people we love just as much as the dying have people they love. I love you all. Please be safe getting home." I looked to Jake, so he went to the trees and howled, calling shift change.
The next round would be here in a few minutes. I watched everyone depart for the main house. Alice and Edward cupped one of my cheeks each while asking, "Are you alright? We can go if you want this time with them."
I shook my head between their cool hands. "I want this time with all of you. I don't want you or Edward out of my sight right now. I want to take a steaming hot shower, then I want you both to show me physically what I felt from you emotionally earlier. I need to feel... every bit of it."
I kissed them both softly, then let go before walking by myself into the cabin. Jake and my five vampires came in as I walked through the bathroom doorway, watching me strip down and turn the water on like a robot. I felt numb... like I shut down emotionally. I immediately checked to make sure my emotions were open wide to Jasper, then frowned. They were.
I just wished internally for him to send me something, anything... other than this empty numb feeling. I looked to him pleadingly, then felt a small brush of love. I nodded my head, then the brush became a blanket. I smiled softly as I let my eyes close. I let the feeling fill me, then turned to get in the shower.
As I let the water run over me, I felt like it was washing away all I had seen. I sighed in content. Jasper was still blanketing me in love, so I smiled. It was more than one type of love. It was the love from my mates, but also the love Alice and Edward had for me... still quite strong, but not that of a mate. I let the water run over me for several minutes, then began to wash up.