Waiting For My Real Life To Begin
by Laura Spudzmom
Chapter 16
He stood from the bed as she walked from the bathroom and she closed her eyes as he wrapped her in his arms, her head resting against his chest. "What happened Bella? I was so afraid. I don't think I've ever been so scared in my life."
She raised her head and looked at him, her hand cupping his cheek. "I love you so much Jasper. Will you just hold me for a while? Please?"
Those green eyes she loved so much studied her for a few moments, his arms tightening around her as he leaned down, his lips brushing softly over hers as her eyes slid shut. She wound her arms around his neck, her fingers playing in his hair as their kiss deepened, lips parting, tongues dancing together, tasting, loving…
Their passions flared to life in an instant and she felt his hand move from her waist to cup and fondle her breast, his thumb brushing her sensitive nipple as she moaned softly into his mouth.
Reaching down, he picked her up and laid her gently on their bed before backing away to shed his clothes, his fevered gaze locked on her form the whole time as she watched him in turn.
~o0o~
Lemon Alert
~o0o~
When he was bare, she reached a hand out to him, drawing him to her, his parted lips covering hers as they nipped and sucked and soothed with languid tongues and panted breaths.
Hands traveled, caressing and exploring, and she moaned and arched as he entered her slick heat with two deft fingers, his thumb gently circling her clit.
She opened her eyes and watched as he sat up, loosening the tie of her robe. "I want to see you… all of you when I make love to you."
She gave a slow nod as she helped him remove the garment, lying back when it was off as his fingers traced over her skin softly, his gaze following, slowly taking her in.
He leaned down, kissing the valley between her breasts, nuzzling into one before circling the nipple with his tongue. She watched him avidly as he sucked it in deeply, drawing a cry of ecstasy from her as her eyes closed and she buried a hand in his blond curls, holding him to her, never wanting this feeling to end… yet needing more.
"Jasper… please…" she whispered.
He moved to lie between her thighs, trailing kisses and light nips back up to her mouth where she kissed him back, meeting him passion for passion as she wrapped him with her legs, drawing his hips to where she wanted him… needed him… ached for him. "Please Jasper, please…"
She moaned lowly, throwing her head back against the pillows when she felt him enter her, stretching her, filling her, inch by rock hard, silky inch, until he was seated as far as she could take him.
Her fingers gripped into his back tightly and she reveled in the feel of his muscles rolling and contracting under her hands with his slow, powerful thrusts.
He raised himself up to change the angle and her hands slid down to ride on his ass, her gaze moving down between them to watch as he fucked her, his glistening cock plunging into her time and time again as her slick muscles gripped him.
She looked up at his face and tears came to her eyes at the sheer masculine beauty of him, her heart aching with the love that she felt for him as they held each other's gaze.
She cried out at the feelings building deep within as he increased the strength of his strokes, his slim hips snapping forward, his abdominals contracting with each.
She reached up for him, drawing him down into a heated kiss which she eventually broke to pant and moan against his neck as she felt her orgasm peak and claim her.
So overcome was she in that moment, that she didn't notice when her fangs descended. Neither did she register when she opened her mouth and bit down as he groaned and filled her, her fangs sinking into the soft flesh of his neck.
~o0o~
End Lemon
~o0o~
She was running on pure instinct as she swallowed his blood, just the taste of him causing her to come around him again as she held him to her tightly, marking him as her mate to the satisfaction of her vampire side.
"Isabella?"
She came back to herself at the sound of his voice, letting go of her bite as the horror of what she'd done bled through her consciousness, icy dread claiming her as she turned her face to his, her eyes wide in fright.
He drew back and stared at her for a moment, his mind working feverishly to reject what he had felt and deny what he now saw; her lips, reddened with his blood, sharp fang tips still visible between those parted, kiss swollen lips.
She was still beautiful, but now, as his mind slowly accepted what he saw, she was terrifying too and he clambered away even as her hand reached out to him, tears filling her eyes.
"Jasper… please, don't be afraid of me?"
He shook his head in disbelief as he backed off the bed, his green eyes wide with his shock. "Not be afraid of you?! You should see yourself!"
She watched as he grabbed his pants, pulling them on while keeping an eye on her. "Just what are you Bella? Why do you have…" His brow pinched. "…fangs? You bit me! Why?!"
She leaned toward him and he held up a hand, warding her off. "No, you stay right there and answer me."
She sat back and pulled the sheet up to cover herself, answering, her voice defeated, quiet, hesitant. "I'm half vampire. My father, Damon, is a full vampire and my mother is human."
He stared, a look close to disgust now on his face. "Vampire. I've only heard mention of such creatures in those cheap little horror rags that people read for entertainment. You bit me!" He reached up and felt of his neck where she'd marked him. "Am I becoming like you now? Is that what you did to me?!"
She was shaking her head as she reached out a hand to him, her look imploring, her tone pleading. "No Jasper! No, you're not becoming like me. It doesn't work like that."
He grabbed up his shirt and began putting it on. "Then why did you bite me? You drank my blood! I saw it on your lips!"
"Please calm down Jasper! I'm not going to hurt you! You have to believe me, please!"
He scoffed. "You drank my blood!" he shouted. "Now answer the question! Why did you bite me?!"
Tears traced down her cheeks, her whole body trembling with emotion as she watched his wary movements, despair filling her. "Because you are my mate. I felt a need to mark you and I couldn't control it."
He hastily pulled on his socks and shoes, all the while watching her as if she'd attack at any moment. "Mate?! What, like some kind of animal or something? Is that it? God, just what did I tie myself to?!"
She sobbed at the question. "Jasper… please! I love you! I'm still me… still the same girl you fell in love with, the same girl you married! I love you!"
He stood straight when he'd finished dressing, his voice ice cold as he spoke. "It's clear to me now that I never knew you at all. How could I possibly love someone or some-thing I don't even know?"
She choked on a sob as he walked out, the sound of the door closing solidly behind him like a stake through her heart.
She fell to the bed, finally giving in to her pain and sorrow, his name leaving her in a cry of desperation.
"Jasper!"
He stood from the bed as she walked from the bathroom and she closed her eyes as he wrapped her in his arms, her head resting against his chest. "What happened Bella? I was so afraid. I don't think I've ever been so scared in my life."
She raised her head and looked at him, her hand cupping his cheek. "I love you so much Jasper. Will you just hold me for a while? Please?"
Those green eyes she loved so much studied her for a few moments, his arms tightening around her as he leaned down, his lips brushing softly over hers as her eyes slid shut. She wound her arms around his neck, her fingers playing in his hair as their kiss deepened, lips parting, tongues dancing together, tasting, loving…
Their passions flared to life in an instant and she felt his hand move from her waist to cup and fondle her breast, his thumb brushing her sensitive nipple as she moaned softly into his mouth.
Reaching down, he picked her up and laid her gently on their bed before backing away to shed his clothes, his fevered gaze locked on her form the whole time as she watched him in turn.
~o0o~
Lemon Alert
~o0o~
When he was bare, she reached a hand out to him, drawing him to her, his parted lips covering hers as they nipped and sucked and soothed with languid tongues and panted breaths.
Hands traveled, caressing and exploring, and she moaned and arched as he entered her slick heat with two deft fingers, his thumb gently circling her clit.
She opened her eyes and watched as he sat up, loosening the tie of her robe. "I want to see you… all of you when I make love to you."
She gave a slow nod as she helped him remove the garment, lying back when it was off as his fingers traced over her skin softly, his gaze following, slowly taking her in.
He leaned down, kissing the valley between her breasts, nuzzling into one before circling the nipple with his tongue. She watched him avidly as he sucked it in deeply, drawing a cry of ecstasy from her as her eyes closed and she buried a hand in his blond curls, holding him to her, never wanting this feeling to end… yet needing more.
"Jasper… please…" she whispered.
He moved to lie between her thighs, trailing kisses and light nips back up to her mouth where she kissed him back, meeting him passion for passion as she wrapped him with her legs, drawing his hips to where she wanted him… needed him… ached for him. "Please Jasper, please…"
She moaned lowly, throwing her head back against the pillows when she felt him enter her, stretching her, filling her, inch by rock hard, silky inch, until he was seated as far as she could take him.
Her fingers gripped into his back tightly and she reveled in the feel of his muscles rolling and contracting under her hands with his slow, powerful thrusts.
He raised himself up to change the angle and her hands slid down to ride on his ass, her gaze moving down between them to watch as he fucked her, his glistening cock plunging into her time and time again as her slick muscles gripped him.
She looked up at his face and tears came to her eyes at the sheer masculine beauty of him, her heart aching with the love that she felt for him as they held each other's gaze.
She cried out at the feelings building deep within as he increased the strength of his strokes, his slim hips snapping forward, his abdominals contracting with each.
She reached up for him, drawing him down into a heated kiss which she eventually broke to pant and moan against his neck as she felt her orgasm peak and claim her.
So overcome was she in that moment, that she didn't notice when her fangs descended. Neither did she register when she opened her mouth and bit down as he groaned and filled her, her fangs sinking into the soft flesh of his neck.
~o0o~
End Lemon
~o0o~
She was running on pure instinct as she swallowed his blood, just the taste of him causing her to come around him again as she held him to her tightly, marking him as her mate to the satisfaction of her vampire side.
"Isabella?"
She came back to herself at the sound of his voice, letting go of her bite as the horror of what she'd done bled through her consciousness, icy dread claiming her as she turned her face to his, her eyes wide in fright.
He drew back and stared at her for a moment, his mind working feverishly to reject what he had felt and deny what he now saw; her lips, reddened with his blood, sharp fang tips still visible between those parted, kiss swollen lips.
She was still beautiful, but now, as his mind slowly accepted what he saw, she was terrifying too and he clambered away even as her hand reached out to him, tears filling her eyes.
"Jasper… please, don't be afraid of me?"
He shook his head in disbelief as he backed off the bed, his green eyes wide with his shock. "Not be afraid of you?! You should see yourself!"
She watched as he grabbed his pants, pulling them on while keeping an eye on her. "Just what are you Bella? Why do you have…" His brow pinched. "…fangs? You bit me! Why?!"
She leaned toward him and he held up a hand, warding her off. "No, you stay right there and answer me."
She sat back and pulled the sheet up to cover herself, answering, her voice defeated, quiet, hesitant. "I'm half vampire. My father, Damon, is a full vampire and my mother is human."
He stared, a look close to disgust now on his face. "Vampire. I've only heard mention of such creatures in those cheap little horror rags that people read for entertainment. You bit me!" He reached up and felt of his neck where she'd marked him. "Am I becoming like you now? Is that what you did to me?!"
She was shaking her head as she reached out a hand to him, her look imploring, her tone pleading. "No Jasper! No, you're not becoming like me. It doesn't work like that."
He grabbed up his shirt and began putting it on. "Then why did you bite me? You drank my blood! I saw it on your lips!"
"Please calm down Jasper! I'm not going to hurt you! You have to believe me, please!"
He scoffed. "You drank my blood!" he shouted. "Now answer the question! Why did you bite me?!"
Tears traced down her cheeks, her whole body trembling with emotion as she watched his wary movements, despair filling her. "Because you are my mate. I felt a need to mark you and I couldn't control it."
He hastily pulled on his socks and shoes, all the while watching her as if she'd attack at any moment. "Mate?! What, like some kind of animal or something? Is that it? God, just what did I tie myself to?!"
She sobbed at the question. "Jasper… please! I love you! I'm still me… still the same girl you fell in love with, the same girl you married! I love you!"
He stood straight when he'd finished dressing, his voice ice cold as he spoke. "It's clear to me now that I never knew you at all. How could I possibly love someone or some-thing I don't even know?"
She choked on a sob as he walked out, the sound of the door closing solidly behind him like a stake through her heart.
She fell to the bed, finally giving in to her pain and sorrow, his name leaving her in a cry of desperation.
"Jasper!"
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