She's So Gone
Chapter 1
Isabella Dwyer had always been a shy, quiet girl; never one to draw attention to herself. She was often called a loner, a black sheep if you will. Always hiding behind her long locks of auburn hair. She never spoke out or acted up, she was a model student; the perfect child. Her clothes were often too big for her petite frame but she liked it that way. It helped her hide from the world around her, making her seem invisible. Then one day, out of the blue, someone took notice.
Zavier was the popular type; the class clown, the star quarterback, the center of attention. Everyone knew him and he knew everyone; everyone except Isabella. He would watch her though, in the halls as she ghosted past the other students, never really in the thick of things but there none the less. She intrigued him. He wondered if this was just for show or was she really trying to fade into the background.
One day he decided to follow her. Instead of heading to the cafeteria like all the other students, she made her way to an old music room. He stood in the shadows of the hallway as she went to an old guitar in the corner of the room. He became mesmerized by her soft playing. It fit her character perfectly. He tried to move closer, but he bumped a stray chair startling Isabella. She jumped, looking toward the doorway.
"Who's there?"
"Sorry i didn't mean to scare you. You play beautifully."
"No. I'm sorry i shouldn't be in here." She quickly grabbed her things and tried to get past him, but he blocked her way.
"It's okay Isabella. I shouldn't have eavse dropped."
Her head snapped up so fast when he said her name, that he thought it might fall off.
"You know my name?" she stuttered.
"Of course, I know everyone. Name's Zavier."
He held out a hand toward her. She took it tentatively and quickly dropped it.
"Not much of a people person are you?"
"No not really."
"You don't know many people do you?"
"I know who everyone is."
"But you talk to no one?"
"They don't talk to me either."
"Well I'm talking to you."
"Why?"
"You seemed like you could use a friend."
"A friend?"
"Yeah"
"Okay"
Chapter Two
Bella’s friendship with Zavier was rocky at first. Zaviers' friends would abuse him about befriending the "ghost" as they liked to call her, but Zavier would stand up to them and defend her. They got to know each other rather well. Soon she was just another fixture in his group; always by his side and still as silent as ever. She wouldn't talk to the others. She would answer his questions with as little verbal communication as possible.
The end of the school year was fast approaching. Zavier, being a senior was preparing for prom and graduation, so when he asked Isabella to be his date to prom she almost passed out. She was only a sophomore, and that type of thing just didn't happen. The school hierarchy frowned upon it. Seeing as Zavier was at the top of said hierarchy though, no one said anything.
The night of prom came, and Isabella was excited. She and her mom spent days shopping for her dress. She settled on a spaghetti strapped corset type knee length gown. It was emerald green, and beads covered both the straps and the bodice. The skirt was tulle and layered so that when she would twirl, it would appear to float around her. She looked beautiful. Everything seemed to be perfect, but as most things perfection doesn't last forever.
They danced and laughed, then danced some more. When the time came to announce the prom king and queen, Zavier of course was crowned king. Isabella expected Marsha to be crowned queen; after all she was the head of the cheerleading squad, so when they called her name she thought she’d heard wrong. When she looked up; Zavier stood there with a smile on his face and his hand held out to help her up the stairs. She took it, but she was still nervous. She got that feeling in her gut that something was wrong. The principle handed her a bouquet of roses and placed the sparkling crown on her head while she kept her eyes to the floor. She still didn't like being the center of attention. When someone called her name, she looked up and into the face of one of the boys from the school paper. Zavier moved closer to her and they posed to have their picture taken.
Just as the flash went off; Isabella screamed. When she looked down on herself she saw that she was covered in a sticky syrup. Her dress was ruined; her perfect night was ruined. She felt betrayed, used. They had taken her shyness and gullibility and made her the brunt of a cruel joke. She threw the flowers down and ran from the stage amidst their laughter. Only Zavier wasn't laughing. He was calling her name and chasing after her, but Isabella was too fast for him to catch up to.
Isabella cried herself to sleep that night while her mother held her tightly. The next day Isabella went back to school, returning to her previous state of invisibility. She would dodge and avoid Zavier at every turn.
The next two weeks passed quickly and graduation was upon them. Isabella had managed to remain invisible. The ceremonies went off with out a problem and Zavier was now on his way to whatever summer vacation his parents had set up. Isabella's mom decided that she need a break as well; a change of scenery and some well needed relaxation. After discussing options for a while, they came to the agreement that she would go stay with her father. So she packed her bags and a few extra personal belongings and was off.
Chapter Three
On the plane ride there Isabella thought a lot about what happened to her and decided her mom had the right idea, she needed to change.
When her plane landed in Dallas she had a plan set in her mind. She spoke to her dad on the ride to his house about what happened back in phoenix and told him what she had in mind. He said that he would stand behind her completely and if she felt that was what she had to do, then she should go for it. So a week after settling in, she set her plan into action.
Isabella's first step was to change her name; dropping the Isabella to replace it with Izzy and returning to her real fathers last name. So after a phone call and some never ending paper work, Isabella Dwyer was no more. In her place now stood Izzy Swan.
Next on her list was a trip to the hair dresser. She said good bye to her waist length locks and opted for a shorter shoulder length style, to which she had dyed a dark chestnut and added blond highlights.
A stop at the nearest mall for a change in wardrobe came next; going from baggy sweat pants and jeans, to hip huggers and boot cut. Thick bulky sweat shirts and long sleeved tops, to curve hugging t-shirts and button downs. Clumpy boots to sneakers and heels.
It only took her 24 hours to create a new her. Now for the upkeep. Izzy started exercising more, running with her dad every morning; moderate stretching and lifting weights in the basement of their home. She began to notice her body slimming more and toning up.
But Izzy became bored quickly during the day. There was nothing for her to do while her father was at work, so she made a trip to the community center in town on her bike. There, she signed up for a guitar class to fine tune her mad skills. Still having too much time, she also signed up for a song writing class as well.
Summer seemed to fly by quickly now that she had gotten herself into a routine. She started every morning exercising with her dad, then went to classes during the day. Every night she ate supper with Charlie as they settled in to watch Jeopardy and Wheel of Fortune.
One night out of boredom they decided to make a game of it. They would try to answer the question or solve the puzzle before the contestants on the screen; for each correct answer or puzzle solved they would collect points. The loser would have to cook and clean up supper the following night. It was as if they were best friends or roommates; not father and daughter.
Having so much fun they lost track of the days and soon it was almost time for Izzy to go back home to her mother. After several long conversations they decided to call Renee and ask if it would be okay if she stayed till she graduated. After all the kinks were worked out, Izzy was staying.
A week and a half before the semester started Charlie and Izzy went to get her the things she would need, and register her for classes. The school was amazing, so after filling out the paper work they were led on a tour. Stepping out of the main office building they were led around the side and onto a pathway that snaked between the many buildings.
The boy taking them on the tour was overly friendly. He explained that the school was set up more like a college campus then a high school. There was a large quad settled in the middle where there were tables and things like that to eat lunch on, since there was not a formal cafeteria here. A Japanese water garden was set up in the grove of trees in the middle of it all. It was all very new age Zen. Leading them to the first building where they had a clear view of the area. Charlie cleared his throat to bring the boy back on topic as Izzy chuckled. He gave a rundown of all the buildings quickly:
Building 1: The Hall of Science
Building 2: The Math department
Building 3: English or Literary Arts
Building 4: History
Building 5: Auditorium or Lecture Hall
Building 6: The Arts building
He went on to tell them that behind building 4 was the sports fields and pool. Student parking was behind buildings 5 and 6, and visitor and staff parking was in front of the main office that they had just left. When Izzy asked about a library, the boy told her that it was on the second and third floors of the main office, as well as a computer cafe' on the top floor. After a quick walk around the campus they headed back to the main office. Izzy was told that her class schedule would be mailed to her and she should receive it before the start of term. They kindly thanked the boy and receptionist and made their way home, where it was Charlie's turn to cook dinner.
Chapter Four
Izzy's summer classes ended that Saturday, giving both her and Charlie the rare Sunday free. They decided to take a drive. Izzy had no idea where Charlie was taking her but relaxed into the seat and enjoyed the ride. She must have dozed off because she was startled awake when the car came to a stop. When she looked up she saw they were parked outside of a large music store.
Grinning at Charlie as she exited the car she practically bounced into the store. It was like watching time rewind. Izzy was no longer the sixteen year old junior in high school, she was that awkward 12 year old who was just told she could buy any doll she wanted from the toy store. Her excitement seemed contagious and everyone she passed soon smiled too.
When she came to the instrument section her eyes automatically sought out the guitars. Once she spotted the beautiful red on black 51" fender sitting off by itself, she couldn't stop the smile that spread across her face. Rushing to it, she picked it up. Settling it into position and hooking it up to the small speaker on the ground next to it, she strummed a few bars to make sure it was in tune. Once she had it tuned to her liking she began to play.
Losing herself in the music she didn't even notice the audience that had circled around her. When she finished she looked around and blushed as applause erupted. The store owner came over to her and offered her a job playing here at the store after school and on the weekends. She didn't have it in her to say no, so she nodded her head yes.
That night while lying in bed Izzy realized that it had only been four months since moving in with Charlie and already she had made big changes in herself. She was thinner, her body toned. Her self-esteem seemed to be at an all-time high. She had a job, now all she needed was some friends and a car to get her around. (Riding a bike in the rain, even in Texas is not the most brilliant idea.)
The next morning as promised, her school schedule arrived. Looking over it she noticed the only class she didn't get that she had signed up for was world history, instead she was taking American history again. Glancing over her schedule she took note of how the curriculum ran here.
Period 1: homeroom 7:45-8:15 Mrs. Gibson
Period 2: Trigonometry 8:20-9:00 Mrs. Gibson
Period 3: American History 9:05-9:45 Mr. Baker
Period 4: European Literature 9:50-10:30 Mr. Allen
Period 5: Chemistry 10:35-10:50 Mr. Heck
Lunch 10:55-11:25
Period 5 pt.2: Chemistry 11:30-11:50 Mr. Heck
Period 6: Music Appreciation 11:55-12:35 Mrs. Evans
Period 7: Gym 12:40-1:20 Coach Shecktarly
Period 8: Study Hall 1:25-2:00 Auditorium.
Dismissal 2:10
After reading through it a few times and memorizing as much as she could, she smiled and put the schedule into her book bag. She had a feeling that this would be a much better year.
Chapter Five
That afternoon, when the boredom once again set in, Izzy hopped on her bike and rode over to the school campus. She figured it wouldn't hurt to map out direct routes to all her classes before school started. After she found a course that worked for her, she decided to check out the sports fields that she didn't get to see last time. The fields were also college worthy.
The football field was dead center, to the left was soccer, to the right baseball. A large dirt track surrounded the football field. As she wandered past, she saw the building that she assumed held the pool, to the right of that was a tennis court and to the left a basketball court. The area seemed like a sports nuts wet dream. Izzy being Izzy, she couldn’t resist the urge to take several laps around the dirt track; just enough to stretch her legs. When she finished her run she checked her watch. She was going to have to rush home to meet her dad so he could take her in to the music store. Damn what she wouldn't give to have her own car right now.
After work they did their usual routine and then it was off to bed to start all over again. When Izzy woke they took their usual run and then took turns showering once they got back home. When Izzy came down from the shower she didn't expect to see Charlie still sitting there with a cup of coffee in his hands; he was normally already on his way to work.
“You’re home?”
“Yeah. Work’s slow today.”
“So what're we gonna do today, i didn't have any plans.”
“I have something to show you.”
“Oh.”
“Eat your breakfast.”
Izzy was excited to find out what it was so she quickly ate and cleaned up. Charlie chuckled at his daughter.
“Well, come on.”
Charlie stood and led her out the back door to a garage she hadn't remembered ever seeing. Upon entering he flicked on the lights. There sitting dead center was a 1979 mint condition Pontiac Trans Am; Midnight blue with ghost flames licking up the fenders, and off white leather interior. Izzy screeched.
“Where did you get this?”
“Got here the other day.”
“Is this for me?”
“Sure is Izzy.”
“You didn't need to buy me a car.”
“I didn't. This was mine… Now I did get it painted for you but that's it. She is just as she was when I bought her fresh off the lot. Well, except for the stereo. I had that upgraded to a CD player with a plug for your IPod or mp3 thingy. I still have the original 8 track player that was in it.”
“Dad this is so cool.”
“You’re welcome Izzy.”
“Can we take her for a spin?”
“Sure thing Kiddo, get in.” He said, tossing her the keys.
Settling into the seat she started the engine. It roared to life before settling into a beautiful purr. Slipping her into gear Izzy backed out of the garage. Once the tires hit the blacktop she punched the clutch, shifted into gear and hit the gas. The engine growled as the car took off. Izzy giggled as Charlie Laughed.
“Baby girl, you are so much like me it ain't funny.”
After riding around for a while, they refilled the tank and headed home. Pulling her back into the garage, they got out.
“I wanna show ya some stuff before you have to head to work.”
“Sure”
“Pop the hood.”
Izzy did as she was told and reached under the console, popping it open. Coming around to stand next to her dad she leaned in as he explained how to check all the fluids and what each one did to keep the car running. He told her that he would teach her how to work on the car herself in order to help save on upkeep. Izzy was beyond excited to get to learn about her car, and getting to spend extra time with Charlie was an added bonus. By the time they finished she had to leave for the music store. With a kiss on the cheek and a wave to Charlie she headed off to work.
She was but an hour into playing, when she felt like someone was watching her. Looking around her she finally caught the eyes of a boy about her age. She smiled at him, thinking to herself that his eyes were captivating. She felt as if he could just ‘See’ her. The real her. She shook her head with an amused grin at her thoughts, and once again focused her attention on her playing.
Chapter Six
Jasper had gotten bored sitting at home. They had just come back from summering in Montana with his grandparents where they owned a horse ranch close to the mountains. He wasn't sure if the others were home yet or not. Emmett and Alice went to Tennessee to their grandparents, while Edward was off visiting his dad in Chicago. Rose was supposed to be in Aspen with her mom. After a few phone calls he found that only he and Rose were already home, and he had no interest in spending any alone time with her.
Grabbing his keys he headed to the only other place he could find solitude. As he pulled up outside of the music store he whistled lowly to himself. Eyeing the Trans Am parked only two spots away, he decided someone had good taste, then entered the store. It took him a moment to realize that something was different. There was music playing through the store sound system. They’d never had that before...
His curiosity got the better of him as he browsed through the shelves. Picking up a new set of sticks for his drum set, fresh strings for his guitar, a new pick and some polish, he finally made it back to the instruments and found the source of the music. He stood stock still in his state of shock, there was a girl in the far corner of the room playing beautiful rifts on a fender that was hooked into the audio system of the store.
When she looked up and smiled at him, his breath caught. She was as beautiful and as haunting as the melody she was playing. Not the fake plastic Barbie doll beauty that the rest of the girls around here tried to pull off, but classic pin-up girl of the 50's beauty. Flawless pale skin, bright green eyes that seemed to have a blue flame dancing around their centers, a small button nose and plump lips that looked to be softer than a flowers petals.
The moment only lasted a few seconds before she went back to playing. Turning on the spot he headed toward the checkout counter to pay for his purchases. Behind the counter was Dave, a fellow student and nephew of the store's owner. They began to chat as Dave rung him up.
“Hey Dave.”
“Hey Jazzman, just get back into town?”
“Yeah got in this morning, saw i needed some supplies.”
“Cool, cool. You ready for new term?”
“As ready as i can be.”
“Yeah i feel ya man.”
“So what's with the tunes dude?”
“Oh That's Izzy. She moved here at the beginning of summer to stay with her dad. She was only supposed to stay till term started but i guess that changed and now she's chillin’ till grad. She came in last week and picked up that fender, started playing and drew in a huge crowd. So Unc gave her a job playing here week nights after school and weekends.”
“So she lives with?”
“Oh right, her dad is Doc Swan.”
“I didn't know he had a daughter...”
“Neither did anyone else. It was a surprise to everyone. Apparently he was married before he moved here. They got divorced when Izzy was 3. He moved here and she stayed with her mom in Phoenix.”
“Rumor mill or horse's mouth?”
“Rumor mill. She don't really talk much to anyone but her dad and Unc of course.”
“Huh. Wonder why?”
“Don't know. Not even any rumors yet. I think that will change once school starts on Monday.”
“True, well I gotta get going dude, I'll see ya Monday?”
“Yep, later Jazz.”
Jasper took his bag and got into his car. Sitting there he began to go over everything Dave had said. The new girl is starting school on Monday, nobody knows anything about her except she plays guitar, her dad is Doc Swan and she don't talk much. Well he would just have to see if he could change a few of those things.
Chapter Seven
Emmett, Alice and Edward all returned that Friday. They spent the weekend hanging out in a garage they used for practice behind Emmett's house.
“So has anything new happened over summer while we were away?” Alice started off the conversation.
“Same old, same old. Mom's still seeing that douche from the garage and Dad is living up the life of a bachelor. Different bimbo every other night.” Edward replied with a grimace.
“Gram and Gramps wants to know when y'all coming out to visit?” Emmett asked everyone.
“Don't know. My mom and dad are having affairs behind each others back, they both know but neither cares.” Rose answered, looking down with a frown and shaking her head.
“Dad's still working to much, Mom's still bitching about him working to much, and Uncle Tommy is in Jail again.” Jasper said while shrugging his shoulders.
“Wow what a summer.” Alice added.
“Yeah. Oh my mom said something about a new student starting on Monday.” Edward chimed in.
“Really? Know anything?” Emmett asked curious as always.
“Just that's it's a girl. She's a junior like us, and she's Doc Swans daughter. She came to stay for the summer, but i guess they agreed to let her stay till graduation.” Edward added.
“Her name is Izzy.” Jasper whispered.
“You've met her?” Rose questioned.
“Not personally, no. She works at the music shop. She plays guitar there weeknights and weekends. I went there the day i got back to pick up some shit. Dave was working and gave me the rumor mill run down. He said she doesn't talk much but damn can she play.” Jasper said dreamily as he thought back on her skills with the guitar.
“Damn Jazz, you sound like your crushin.” Emmett prodded playfully.
“Wait till you see her.” Jasper grinned.
“That good huh?” Edward seemed a little too interested.
“Edward Anthony Masen” Alice scolded her boyfriend.
“Sorry Alley” Edward said while giving puppy eyes to Alice.
“Alright enough gossip, let's jam.” Jasper said while walking to his drum set.
(Jaz-drums/vocals, Em-guitar/vocals, Eddie-keyboard/vocals, Alley-bass/vocals, Rose-backup)
“1...2...1,2,3,4..” - Jasper
(Comatose-Skillet)
I hate felling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I'm asleep and all i dream about is
waking up to you.
Tell me that you will listen
Your touch is what I'm missing
And the more i hide i realize
I'm slowly losing you.
Comatose...
I'll never wake up without an
Overdose....
Of you!
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'Les I feel you next to me
You take the pain i feel
(Waken up to you never felt so real)
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way i feel you make me feel
(Waken up to you never felt so real)
I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away
Oh how i adore you
Oh how i thirst for you
Oh how i need you
Comatose...
I'll never wake up without an
Overdose....
Of you!
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'Les I feel you next to me
You take the pain i feel
(Waken up to you never felt so real)
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way i feel you make me feel
(Waken up to you never felt so real)
Breathing life
Waking up
My eyes open up
Comatose...
I'll never wake up without an
Overdose....
Of you!
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'Les I feel you next to me
You take the pain i feel
(Waken up to you never felt so real)
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way i feel you make me feel
(Waken up to you never felt so real)
Oh how I adore you
(Waken up to you never felt so real)
Oh how i thirst for you
(Waken up to you never felt so real)
Oh how i adore you
The way you make me feel
Waken up to you never felt so real!
Chapter Eight
The first day of school term had arrived. Izzy was up, showered, and dressed by 6:30. Charlie stumbled down the stairs to see her making breakfast.
“Morning kiddo. your up early?”
Izzy simply nodded. She spun around long enough to hand him a cup of coffee before turning back to the stove. after plating up the waffles, bacon, and eggs she had been working on, she sat a plate in front of Charlie and took her own seat.
“Wow kid this is good.” Charlie said around a mouthful of eggs.
Izzy hummed in response. After they finished Charlie went to shower, while Izzy cleaned up. By the time Charlie came down Izzy was already stuffing the last of her books into her bag.
“You ready for this Izzy?”
“You’re never ready for your first day at a new school, let alone the first day of a new semester. I’ll deal.”
“If your sure. You gonna drive or do you want me to drop you off today?”
“Could you drop me? I have to have a parking pass to park in the student lot so I’ll have to fill out a form for one at the main office when i get there.”
“No problem. You ready?”
“As i can get.”
“Well let’s go then.”
Izzy and Charlie left out the door, locking it behind them. They slid into Charlie’s truck and made their way to the school. Dropping Izzy off at the front office they noticed there weren’t many students milling around just yet out front, but that didn’t mean they weren’t hanging out on the quad.
“I’ll see you later kid. Try not to get into any trouble.” Charlie teased.
“You know me dad, I’m nothing but trouble.” Izzy giggled.
She leaned across the seat and kissed his cheek before heading into the office to get her parking pass for the rest of the year. She filled out the needed forms and paid the fee. With a smile and a wave to the secretary she headed back out the doors.
Moving around the side of the building her first thoughts were correct; the quad was full of her fellow classmates. You could already see how the hierarchy of this school worked. The cliques were all in separate little pods all around the area. The Jocks in the back by building 4, the Artsy people by building 6, the Science geeks by building 1, the Mathaletes by building 2. Since Izzy was yet to fit into any of the pre-ordained groups she found a quiet table behind the Main office building to sit at till it was time to head to home room.
Sitting back and people watching was a favorite hobby of Izzy’s, so that was what she did. Watching each group one at a time to pick out the different personalities of the individuals that composed the group would help her to decide if any may be worth attempting to befriend. She was noticing that many were very much the same as those she had previously attended school with, so there wasn’t much of a pool of candidates to choose from.
The quad suddenly grew quiet. Izzy wasn’t sure what happened until she looked around and noticed a group of teens around her age stepping onto the quad from the student lot. The five seemed to get everyone’s attention. Taking the time to assess each of these students she found out why. These were the popular kids. The upper tier of the student hierarchy, the rich, beautiful people that no one can match.
Amongst the group Izzy noticed was a small dark haired girl with fairy type features. Izzy thought she would call her Tink. Standing next to Tink was a tall boy around 6 ft. He had the oddest colored hair, she decided to call him Pan, as it seemed he was with the one she now referred to as Tink. Slightly behind them had to be the most beautiful girl Izzy had ever laid eyes on. The tall statuesque blond seemed ethereal, Izzy decided then to call her Aphrodite. Next to her was a very large boy. He seemed larger then life and had a smile that could light up the darkest room. She also noticed he was very ape like in stature. Long arms, broad chest, and thin waist flowing out into very muscular legs. From here forth she would call him Link. you know like missing link.
The last to enter the field was the one that made her breath catch in her throat. It was the boy from the music shop. The one with the eyes that could see through her mask. With a smile on his face and a twinkle in his eye, she knew she would be in serious trouble. A quick look around she saw that every girl in the school had a puddle of drool a foot deep and a mile wide in front of them...He would be Casanova.
Chapter Nine
First day of school oh joy, Jasper thought as he got around that morning. What kind of a mess would go on today? He wondered if the new girl; correction if Izzy would be early or late? Would he get the chance to talk to her or would it be a hit and miss kinda day?
Hearing a horn blaring outside of his house, he rushed around putting his things in his bag. Why did Emmett always have to be on time? Locking the door behind him, he climbed into Emmett’s jeep. Alice and Edward were already swapping spit in the far back seats, and Rose had shotgun. He didn’t understand why Emmett and Rose hadn’t hooked up already. They both had a thing for each other and this sick mating dance thing they were doing was really getting on his nerves.
“Morning Jasper. Ready for hell?” Emmett asked.
“Lead the way gate keeper.” Jasper frowned.
“That excited huh?” Edward asked after withdrawing from swallowing Alice’s head.
“Yeah.”
“What about the new girl...Izzy? Thought you were crushin on her?” Rose asked.
“Rose I don’t really even know her. How am i supposed to crush on someone I haven’t even talked to yet?” Jasper got snippy.
“Chill dude, she was only askin.” Emmett said defending Rose like he always does.
“Whatever can we just go already?”
“We’re already here.” Emmett laughed.
Jasper looked around and sure enough they were in the student lot at the school.
“Fine let’s get this over with.”
The five got out and made their way to the quad, like expected. The silence that rang out was deafening. It was always like this, every day of the school year. It pissed Jasper off to no end. Just because they had money and were good looking everyone looked to them as if they walked on water. Jasper just wanted to avoid the whole scene.
“Damn it’s as if they’re afraid we’re gonna combust if they talk.” Emmett laughed causing the rest of them to snicker. Emmett always knew how to break up the tension that hung in the air.
They made their way down the embankment onto the quad. Scanning the crowds of the usual suspects; Jasper finally found who he was unconsciencously looking for. Izzy sat by herself by the main building. She seemed to be watching the people around her, like she was assessing a threat level. When her eyes met his he smiled. He saw her hold her breath and chuckled to himself. So he had the same effect on her as he did the others. Then she looked away. Okay so maybe he didn’t. That could be a good thing. Finally a normal girl. He watched as she looked at all the sheep in the field; all staring at their small group. He watched as she shook her head and went back to looking at whatever she held in her hands. He was just about to walk over to her when Alice started talking to him.
“Is that her over there Jasper?”
“Huh?”
“Jasper pay attention. I asked if that was Izzy over there by the office building?”
“Yeah that’s her.”
“Why is she sitting alone?”
“Dave said she doesn’t talk to people, she’s a bit of a loner I guess.”
“Well that just won’t do.” Alice declared.
“Alice, don’t go scarin her on her first day here.” Emmett scolded her.
“Shove it Emmett. Don’t tell me what to do.”
“I’m just saying. It’s a new school with all new people you don’t want to overwhelm her before school even starts.” Emmett defended himself.
“He has a point Alice. Leave her alone for now. Give her a chance to get used to the school. Then by all means feel free to scare her.” Edward added snickering before Alice slapped him.
“I have no intentions of scaring her. I just wanna get to know her.”
“Just wait till at least lunch time.” Rose added.
“What if she doesn’t have lunch with us?”
“Well then you’ll have to hope you have a class with her then.” Jasper added, even though he was also hoping to get the chance to talk to her.
“Fine.”
After one final glance in her direction, Jasper and the gang headed off toward their home rooms just as the first bell rang.
Chapter Ten
Izzy was surprised to find that she didn't have homeroom with any of the fabulous five as she had now dubbed them. She wondered if she would be able to talk to them at all seeing as how she was what they would consider their underling. It sucks being the new kid. As soon as the bell for first period rang Izzy settled in a different seat then she had for homeroom. She moved from the front to the back row so she could continue her perusal of the student body for potential friend candidates. As the class room filled one of the fab five entered. It was Aphrodite. She seemed to be looking for the perfect seat when she locked eyes with Izzy. I small smile graced her lips as she made her way toward the back. Taking the seat next to her she turned to face Izzy. Izzy was shocked. She never thought one of them would sit next to her, let alone smile at her. It took Aphrodite speaking to her to jolt her from her muddled thoughts.
“So you’re new here?”
“Yes” Izzy replied quietly.
“What do you think so far?”
“It's okay. I think. It's just another school.”
“Anything like your old school?”
“Not Really. That school was all one building. So i imagine it would seem smaller than this one, but i believe that the population of the student body in Phoenix is larger than it is here in Dallas.” Izzy rambled. She always rambled when she was nervous.
“Whoa there Wikipedia. I was just wondering if it was over baring is all.”
“Sorry I tend to ramble when I'm nervous.”
“Nothing to be nervous about.”
Before Izzy could reply the teacher started the introduction to class. As the time moved on Izzy began to picture the teacher as a turtle looking woman. Her neck seemed as if it could disappear into her shoulders. She also walked on the outsides of her feet, making her appear to waddle much like a penguin. This thought caused Izzy to chuckle silently, but not silently enough because it drew the attention of Aphrodite.
“What's got you giggling?”
“Sorry Aphrodite, i just noticed that the teacher looks like a turtle and walks like a penguin.”
The quirked brow of the blond goddess next to her cause her to throw her hand over her mouth when she realized what she had said. She hadn't meant to let it slip like that. Her filter must be on the fritz again. She watched as the girl next to her mouthed the name several times before looking back at Izzy with a puzzled expression.
“Um...”
“We will talk about it once the bell rings what class do you have next?”
“Am…merican history with M...Mr. Baker.”
“Me too.”
They both turned their attention back to the turtle woman.
The bell rang signaling the end of period. They had a few minutes between classes so they could make it to the other buildings before the bell for the start of next period. Izzy stood slowly and slid her trig book into her bag. Aphrodite stood in the isle between her seat and Izzy waiting for her. As soon as they were out of the classroom she started with the questions.
“Aphrodite?”
“Yeah sorry about that.”
“Oh no need to be sorry but could you explain why you called me that?”
“Well I have a habit of people watching and like i did with Mrs. Gibson i often assign silly names to keep track of all the people I meet. The first time i saw you this morning on the quad i thought you looked like the goddess Aphrodite.”
“Well just so you know i don't mind at all but the name is Rose.”
“Well Rose it was nice to meet you formally, I'm Izzy.”
“So you moved here from Phoenix?”
“Yeah. At first it was only supposed to be for the summer. You know a break from the usual order of my life. A chance to regroup after the horrible year i had back home.”
“So what changed?”
“I liked it here. I liked who i am when I’m here. I don't have to be the old me. I can be who i am and not feel smothered by the oppressing peers i had to grow up with who knew me at all my awkward stages.”
“You’re rambling again.”
“Sorry.”
“It's okay. I understand the need to want to be someone else. I have lived here my entire life. It has always been this way. You saw how it was on the quad this morning.”
“Yeah what is with that anyway?”
“I have no idea. It's been that way since junior high.”
“I see, that has got to be annoying.”
“You have no idea. So you were saying that you make up names for people; if I'm Aphrodite then what names did you come up with for the others?”
Izzy chuckled slightly.
“You seriously want to know?”
“Sure.”
The girls had already entered their next class and had found seats together.
“Okay well the big guy that was next to you.”
“Emmett.”
“Yeah well that's Link.”
“Link?”
“You know like missing Link. He reminds me of an ape. Long arms, thin waist, long legs.”
“Oh that is priceless. I will have to remember that. Who else.”
“Well then there is Tink and Pan.”
“That has got to be Alice and Edward.”
“I guess. The short pixie looking one and the coppertop?”
“Yep that's them.”
“Then there was Casanova.”
“Oh yes the silent, brooding, yet delicious Jasper.”
“Did you just call him delicious?”
“Yes I did. Did you not see the puddles of drool all around the quad? There isn't a girl here that hasn't tried and failed at attracting his attention.”
“So he hasn't broken all their hearts?”
“Well yes and no. He is the unobtainable. So they all want him but can't have him.”
“Well now I may have to come up with a different name for him in light of the recent information I have received.” Izzy chuckled.
“Nope I like Casanova. He is a heartbreaker after all even if he never dated any of them.”
“Okay then I will stick with it. Just please don't tell them.”
“Oh no i will leave that to you. I have a feeling with your nervous rambling you may just spit them out when they meet you.”
“Wait...what? Meet me? Who said i would meet them?”
“Oh Izzy you are really shy aren't you?”
“Well I was called “the ghost” at my last school.”
“Ghost? Why would they call you that?”
“I liked that no one paid attention to me. I faded into the background and was invisible. At least i thought i was. Till...”
“You don't have to tell me anything Izzy. We just met after all. Let's get to know each other a little more before we do the whole whoa-is-me our lives suck bonding, okay.”
“Okay Rose. Wow that sounds weird. I think i will stick with Aphrodite.”
Rose chuckled at this and the two girls tuned back into the lesson they had already missed half of with their banter.
Chapter 11
It was almost lunch time and Jasper had yet to come across Izzy. He had classes with Alice, Edward and Emmett, but not Izzy. He wondered if Rose had had any classes with her?
The lunch bell rang and he was making his way to the quad when he was joined by Alice and the guys.
“So have any of you had a class with Izzy yet?” Alice asked.
“No Alice I haven't.” Jasper said.
“Me either” both Emmett and Edward said together.
“Wonder if Rose did?” Alice asked.
It was then that they looked around for Rose.
“Where is Rose? She should have found us by now?” Alice said.
“Hell she is probably in the bathroom powdering her nose...again.” Edward said.
“Don't be such an ass Eddie.” Emmett said.
As they neared their usual table by the garden in the center they heard laughter. This caused them to move quicker. Who was sitting at their table? When they got in view they were stunned by what they saw. Rose was sitting there laughing with none other than Izzy. It was like she could feel their eyes watching that Izzy turned to look at them shocked. Rose followed her gaze.
“Oh hey guys. This is Izzy. We had all our morning classes together, and we hit it off pretty well, wouldn't you agree Izzy?”
“Yeah sure Aphr...Rose.”
“Hey what was that?” Emmett asked.
“What was what?” Rose asked.
“She was gonna call you something else.”
Rose and Izzy looked at each other and broke into giggles again.
“What is so funny?” Alice asked stomping her foot.
Izzy saw this and pictured little bells on the tips of her shoes and a slight glow around her body. When she met Alice's face and saw how tiny her features were she pictured Tinkerbelle again with the pixie dust and everything and broke out into more giggles. Rose looked at Izzy then at Alice and realized what set Izzy off and she herself started laughing again.
“Come on what is going on with you two?” Edward asked.
Rose went to say something but when she looked at Edward all she saw was green tights and a feather cap and lost it.
“Alright apparently we won't be getting answers out of these two anytime soon. They must have inhaled some fairy dust or something and have completely lost their minds.” Emmett commented.
Izzy and Rose looked at him quickly and then to Alice and started laughing even harder.
“I don't know about you guys but I'm hungry, so y’all can stand here and try to figure out what is goin on with these two, while I go grab some grub.” Jasper said.
At the sound of his voice Izzy and Rose stopped laughing. They looked at him and cocked their heads to the side. It only lasted a minute till Alice spoke again.
“Now what the hell? Jasper says two sentences and you all go quiet?”
Rose and Izzy's eyes flashed to Alice and the giggling started all over again.
Jasper decided that now was the time to go get his lunch. He grabbed a sub from one of the vendors, paid and returned to the table. All but Rose and Izzy were still there.
“Where'd the giggle duo go?”
“They said they'd be back they went to get French fries.” Emmett said.
“Did they tell you why they were laughing like loons when we got here?”
“No they didn't in fact when we tried to get it out of them, one of them would start to answer then the other would whisper something and they would both start giggling again. It was disturbing to see Rose like that. She has never been that way before. She was always the ice queen except to Emmett.” Edward told Jasper.
“Well I for one am happy she has found someone to truly be her friend. And not just drag her around shopping and to nail salons and what not.” Emmett said looking pointedly at Alice.
“What? That's what girlfriends do. We shop, get our nails done and talk gossip.” Alice defended herself.
“Did you ever think that maybe Rose wanted someone to talk to about important things and not just about who said what and who likes who?” Emmett started.
“Dude chill.” Edward got in-between them.
Jasper just sat back and ate his sandwich as the drama unfolded between his friends. He could hear the giggling duo returning and decided he wouldn't stop this train wreck, but sit and observe how what seemed to be a new Rose handled the situation.
“What the hell is goin on here?” Rose asked.
The three in question stopped bickering and looked at her. Rose stood with her hands on her hips with Izzy watching over her shoulder.
“Nothing Rose.” Edward jumped in.
“Oh nothing is going on? Then how come i could hear you three bickering halfway across the quad?”
“He started it.” Alice said pointing at Emmett.
“Emmett?” Rose asked.
She was still being rather level headed in Jasper's opinion.
“Actually Rosie it was Alice. She was dissin on you and Izzy's new found comradery and I told her I was happy you found someone who treats you like a real friend not a servent or underling.”
“Well thank you Emmett for sticking up for me, and as for you Alice; you can shove it. It's none of your business who my friends are and if you acted more like one then perhaps I wouldn't come off as such a bitch all the time. Come on Izzy, I don't want to sit with them anymore.”
Rose took Izzy's hand and lead her to the table we first saw Izzy at that morning. Jasper was pissed that the three stooges ruined his chance to meet the enchanting girl he saw playing in the music shop. He finished his lunch and started toward his next class. He was almost to the building when a hand clamped around his arm.
“Jasper I'm sorry I flipped out like that.” Rose said.
“It's okay Rose I understand.”
“But you wanted to meet Izzy and I took that chance away from you by being a bitch.”
“You were protecting your friend. I can't fault you for that. Now I will have plenty of time to get to know her. It is only the first day after all and it's not over yet.”
“Thank you Jazz you always were the coolest of us all.”
“No bigs Rosie. Now get to class before you’re late.”
“Sure thing.”
Rose kissed Jasper cheek and ran off back toward Izzy. Jasper touched his cheek where Rose kissed him. Stunned she would do such a thing. Then he shook it off and started back toward class.
Chapter 12
The rest of the day continued on like normal. Jasper didn't have any classes with Izzy or Rose. He was still puzzled over the kiss Rose gave him, but shook it off as just another weird part of the day. When he made it to the parking lot after school he found Rose and Izzy once again giggling as they stood by Emmett's jeep. He thought that now would be the perfect time for him to meet her without the others around to get in the way. Rose was the first to spot him and smiled at him. Waving him over he picked up his pace.
“Hey Rose.” He called once he was close enough.
“Hey Jasper. This is Izzy. Izzy this is Jasper.” Rose introduced them.
“Hi” Izzy whispered.
Jasper reached his hand out like he was gonna shake her hand only to grasp it softly and bring her hand to his lips and kiss the back of it.
“Pleasure to meet you Izzy”.
Rose smirked as she watched a completely different side of Jasper emerge. Izzy had pegged him perfectly. Jasper was in fact Casanova.
The blush that flushed Izzy face as her eyes connected with Jaspers could been seen from miles away. A clearing throat broke them out of the spell they were in.
“Hey the others are coming.” Rose said.
Izzy and Jasper looked behind them to see the other three of the fabulous five approaching. Izzy got suddenly nervous. The others were almost to them when a horn sounded. It was as if someone was answering her unspoken prayer. It was Charlie. After a quick bye to Jasper and Rose, Izzy disappeared into the passenger seat of Charlie's truck just as the others reached them.
“Damn we missed her.” Emmett pouted.
“Why is it that none of us had any classes with her?” Edward asked.
“Izzy is in all advanced classes. We had all our classes together.” Rose smiled.
“Smart and beautiful. That's a deadly combo.” Alice snarked.
“Don't forget she can play guitar beautifully if we go by what Jasper says. That makes her a triple threat.” Edward added thoughtfully.
“Whoa jealous much?” Rose asked.
“So did Jazz finally get to meet his dream woman?” Emmett asked.
“Only long enough to say hi.” Rose smirked.
Jasper was glad that Rose didn't out him. He had a reputation to protect after all.
“And?” Alice asked.
“And what? That was it.” Rose said.
“So who was that, that picked her up?” Emmett asked.
“Oh that was her dad. Didn't you recognize the truck?” Rose asked.
“Not really. But then I don't often go to the hospital so i guess i wouldn't know it really well.” Alice said.
Jasper had yet to say anything. He just stood staring off into the direction that Izzy had left in. He knew it was too soon; but he was hooked.
Chapter 13
Izzy had never been happier for Charlie's timing in her life. She wasn't ready to meet the rest of them. Especially after that moment with Jasper. What was that anyway? Oh well there was no time to worry about it now. She had to get home and get ready to go to the music shop.
Work went by uneventful. The boss man came over and thanked her for helping to bring more customers into his store. It seemed that most people thought it strange for a music supply store not to have music playing. He explained to her that he had just never found music that he thought appropriate or pleasant enough to play. Izzy blushed at the compliment. He told her that there was a cafe downtown that had an open mic night for locals and asked if she would be willing to represent the music shop in one of their showcases. At first Izzy was nervous, but then Dave spoke up and said that she wouldn't have to sing, just play. That made her feel better. She said she would think about and get back to them.
When she arrived home she told Charlie all about the proposition from her boss. He told her he had heard about those competitions. They were a great way for local shops to drum up business. He said that there were several other music stores around the city that submitted entries as well as local eateries that had house bands. Izzy said she would have to think about it more; but would keep it in mind that it wasn't judging her, but a way to bring in more customers to the shop.
That night Izzy sat strumming at an old guitar that she had found in Charlie's attic. He told her that it was her grandfathers and that that is probably where she got her talent from as neither he nor Renee had any musical talent that he could recall. She began humming along with the tune and soon she was jotting down notes and lyrics on to a sheet of paper. When she finished, she glanced down at what she had finished and thought that her subconscious must have decided for her. She was gonna do the competition and apparently she would be singing as well.
School the next day was strange. Rose kept saying how the others were jealous that Rose and Jasper got to talk to her and they didn't. Rose even told Izzy how Emmett or Link had pouted like a toddler who had his new toy taken away. Izzy laughed.
“I would love to meet Link. But Tink and Pan give me bad vibes.”
Rose giggled.
“Alice was jealous that Edward had got excited when he first heard that there was a new girl coming to school, and that Jasper had damn near drooled over your playing skills.”
“Oh that reminds me. Do you know anything about the open mic night’s competition?”
“Yeah what about them. Are you gonna play?” Rose asked.
“Yeah I think so. Unc at the music shop asked if i would represent the store.”
“Wow are you gonna sing too?”
“I guess. I was just fiddling around last night and wound up writing a whole new song.”
“That is so cool. We're gonna be there too.”
“You are?”
“Yeah we have a band. We usually play at the local pizza joint outside the mall. We have been their house band for 4 years now. So we play there every year.”
“Oh wow.”
Izzy suddenly got a strange feeling that something was gonna happen. She wasn't sure if it would be good or bad but something none the less.
The rest of the day passed quickly. When it was time for her to go to work that strange feeling came back to her. Whatever it was she now knew it was gonna happen while she was at work.
Chapter 14
After school let out everyone headed over to Emmett's to practice. They were gonna be playing in the open mic showcase again this year to drum up business for the pizza shop again. It wasn't a fabulous job but they got paid well to do it, and for high school kids any job that paid was a good job.
“So what are we doing for the showcase?” Emmett asked.
“No idea?” Edward said.
“Got any ideas Jasper?” Rose asked.
Jasper looked over at Rose and saw a mischievous smirk playing at her lips.
“Not really Rose.” he said raising his brow in question.
“Well what if we do something new?” Alice said.
“We don't have anything new Alice.” Emmett said.
“But we could…” Edward said backing up Alice.
“Alright...before this gets out of hand let’s take a vote.” Rose said.
“All those in favor of a new song say I.”
“I” chimed Alice, and Edward.
“Okay so what about doing one of the old songs?”
No one said anything.
“Are you telling me that no one knows what to do?” Emmett asked.
“Guys we have less than two weeks to put something together. Izzy already has her piece written and is submitting it tonight when she gets to work.” Rose blurted out before she covered her mouth.
Everyone looked at her.
“Izzy is playing in the showcase?” Emmett asked.
“Shit i wasn't supposed to say anything.” Rose said.
“Well cat's out of the bag now Rose, so spill.” Alice glared.
“Dave's uncle asked her to play at the showcase to support the store. She wasn't gonna at first but when she was fiddling around with her guitar she found herself writing a song. When she finished it she realized that she was gonna do the showcase. She was going to turn it in at work tonight and tell them that she would play.” Rose elaborated.
“She wrote a whole song in one night?” Edward said.
Alice glared at him and he shrugged it off.
“She's gonna sing?” Emmett asked
“That's what she said.”
“Is she any good?” Alice asked getting more annoyed.
“Don't know. I haven't heard her sing or play. But Jazz said she was good.”
They all turned to look at Jasper. He was still sitting behind his drums just twirling his sticks between his fingers.
“Jasper....Jasper....JASPER!” Rose called.
“Huh. What?”
“Did you hear any of that?”
“What.”
“Yeah that's what i thought.” Rose said.
“You wanna clue me in on what i missed?” Jasper asked looking lost.
“I was just telling them that Izzy is playing at the showcase. She is representing the music shop. Alice asked if she was any good.”
“She can play.” Jasper said.
“Yeah we figured that out from your puddle of drool when you saw her the first time. But can she sing?” Alice asked.
“Don't know. She wasn't singing at the shop. Just playing.”
“Well i think we should go see how good she is!” Emmett said.
“NO!” Jasper yelled.
“Why not? We have won that competition the last four years and i won't lose to some newbie who just moved here.” Alice growled out.
“I'm with Alice. We should at least go listen to her play.” Edward said.
“Great I can finally meet Izzy!” Emmett fist pumped the air.
“Emmett you won't be able to talk to her. She is working after all.” Rose added.
“Shoot.” Emmett whined.
“I say we leave her be and wait till the showcase. It would be nice to be surprised for once. We know we can out play all the usual’s.” Jasper said.
“Are you afraid?” Edward probed.
“I'm not afraid. I just don't wanna disturb her at work with you clowns.” Jasper said.
“Hey we're not clowns!” Alice yelled back.
“Well i don't care what you say I’m going over there and see how good she is. Y’all coming?” Edward said.
“I'm coming” Emmett said jumping up and grabbing his keys.
Alice, Edward and Emmett all headed out toward where the cars were parked.
“Come on Jasper, you know we have to go now. Even if it is just to keep them from doing something stupid.”
“Alright, let's go Rose. You riding with me?”
“Yeah come on.”
Rose and Jasper followed the twisted trio to the music shop. Jasper once again drooled slightly over the Trans Am that was parked in front of the store. Rose saw him and smiled.
“Nice piece of machinery!”
“Yeah I wonder who it belongs to.”
“Don't know. But whoever it is has great taste.”
“That's what I thought the first time I saw it parked here.”
“When was that?”
“The Monday before everyone came back.”
“Isn't that the day Izzy started here?”
“Yeah i guess so why?”
“You don't think?”
They exchanged glances and shook their heads.
“Nah...” they said together. Then followed the others into the shop.
Dave waved at them from behind the counter.
“Hey guys what brings y’all in here?”
“Well those chuckle heads are here to ogle Izzy and Jasper and I came to make sure that don't make complete asses out of themselves.” Rose said.
“Dude really?”
“Yeah.” Jasper said shaking his head.
“Whoa Jazz is that her?” Rose asked as several haunting rifts played through the speakers.
“Yeah Rose that's Izzy.” Dave said.
“Okay now i have to see this.” Rose said making her way through the stacks.
“Sheep!” Dave called to her, only to receive her middle finger as a response.
“So you’re not here to ogle Izzy?”
“Nah man. I'm all good. I heard her the first day. But i do have a question.”
“Shoot.”
“Who owns that awesome ride out front?”
“The TA?”
“Yeah.”
“Oh That's Izzy's.”
“No way?”
“Yeah I guess it used to be her dad's. He had it repainted and had the stereo upgraded for her so she would have wheels.”
“I think I'm in love!”
“With the car or the chick?” Dave chuckled.
“Both.”
“Dude seriously?”
Jasper just gave him a pleading look.
“Whoa man that shit is seriously wicked. Good luck.”
“Yeah, yeah. I'm gonna go round up the gang and save Izzy before they overwhelm her and she runs for the hills.”
“Good idea.”
Jasper made his way back to where the rest were standing. It seems that Izzy hadn't even noticed her audience as she continued to play from one melody into another. Just as he got closer though she looked up and met his eyes. It was like she could tell he was there. Like they had this connection that no one else could feel. She smiled up at him but went back to playing.
“She plays beautifully” Rose whispered back to him.
“yeah it's mesmerizing...” Emmett whispered.
“That's what i thought the first time i heard her play. And that was before i knew it was her playing.” Jasper whispered back.
“Yeah she's okay.” Alice snipped.
“Alley you can't be serious! She plays like a rock god!” Edward looked at her like she was from outer space or something.
“Whatever. Are we gonna go rehearse or what?” Alice whined.
“What are we rehearsing?” Emmett asked.
“I guess we will have to figure it out as we go.” Edward said.
“So something new?” Rose asked.
“Sure why not?” Jasper said.
“You writing or am I?” Rose asked.
“We could both work on it. I'll do music, you do lyrics?” Jasper asked.
“Sure let's go.” Rose started chasing the rest of them out of the shop.
Jasper turned just long enough to catch Izzy's eyes again. He mouthed “Sorry” to her. She just smiled and shook her head. With one final glance she went back to playing and he left the shop meeting Rose and Emmett back out front.
“Damn Jazz you weren't kidding, she can really play.” Emmett said.
“Yeah i know.”
“So now what?” Rose asked.
“We work on a new song.”
“Alright. I'll be over tomorrow after school and we'll get started.” Rose told Jasper.
“Sure, sure.”
“I'm gonna ride home with Emmett.”
“Yeah okay. See ya's tomorrow.”
“Later Jasper.”
Jasper watched as they got into Emmett's jeep; where Edward was once again trying to inhale Alice's head. Jasper shivered. Couldn't they do that shit behind closed doors? Just as they pulled out he remembered the car.
“Oh Rose!”
Emmett stopped so Rose could hear what he was saying.
“Yeah?”
“It's hers!”
The look on Rose's face was priceless. Jasper laughed as he got into the driver side of his car. As he backed out and pulled past Emmett's jeep, he heard Emmett ask Rose:
“What's hers?”
Chapter 15
It was the Friday before the showcase, Izzy was getting more and more nervous. She knew they weren't actually judging her but ever since that stage incident at prom last year she wasn't so sure about getting up in front of all those people.
It was lunch time at school before she even knew it. Rose was worried about Izzy and decided that she would talk to her at their table in the quad. Yes their table. Rose as taken to sitting with Izzy at the table where she was sat at the first day. Whenever Rose wasn't with Izzy she was with Jasper working on the new song for the showcase. It was almost finished and then the band would do a run through tonight and then practice all day Saturday until it was time to head over to the showcase. Rose still didn't know what Izzy had submitted and Izzy was tight lipped about the whole thing, so Rose thought she would try again.
“Izzy.”
“Huh?”
“What are you playing for the showcase tomorrow?”
“You’re not gonna get it out of me Rose. Your just gonna have to wait until tomorrow like everyone else. Not even Unc knows.”
“How is that even possible? You had to submit it to him.”
“I had to submit the music not the lyrics. The house band isn't singing them so they don't need to know them to back me up.”
“Your slick Swan. Hey I like that...it works for you.”
“What?”
“Swan…that's what I’m gonna call you.”
“Rose!”
“Hey you got to nickname all of us so it is only fair that i get to saddle you with one as well. So Swan it is.”
“Fine. I guess there could be worse. And it is definitely better then Ghost!”
“Well now that i got you talking, do you wanna tell me why you look like your about to blow pea soup all over everyone within a twenty mile radius?”
“Just nervous i guess. I have issues with stages.”
“Anything i could help with? Does it have anything to do with why you decided to stay here in Dallas instead of going back to Phoenix?”
“Yeah actually it has everything to do with it.”
“You wanna talk about it?”
“Sure i guess. Maybe you could help me get over the stage fright before tomorrow night.”
“I'll try my best.”
“Okay well back in Phoenix there was this guy named Zavier. He was the king of the school...you know the type, class clown, football captain, real popular and good looking.”
“Yeah i get it...get to it Swan.”
“Well I was invisible, or so i thought i was. Then one day I went to the music room during lunch hour instead of the cafe'. He followed me and heard me playing. He bumped something in the hallway and startled me. He talked to me and I was shocked he even knew who I was. We became friends much to his popular friend’s dismay. Well it was the end of the year and he asked me to prom. He was a senior, I was a sophomore. Shit like that just didn't happen. So i was over excited about it and spent a whole week shopping for the perfect dress.”
“I bet you looked beautiful.”
“Thank you. I thought so. Anyway, so we danced and laughed and were having a really good time. It came time to name prom king and queen. Everyone knew Zavier was gonna be crowned king, what wasn't expected was when they called my name for queen. I was leery and had a bad feeling about it all, but seeing Zavier smile at me from the stage as he held his hand out for me; i went with it.”
“Oh Izzy, I'm getting a bad feeling about it and I wasn't even there.”
“Well the principle had just placed the crown on my head when someone from the student paper called our names to pose for a picture. It was as if the snap of the camera set it all off. The next thing i know I’m covered in this sticky syrup type stuff and my beautiful dress is ruined. Everyone was laughing and i just took off. I could hear Zavier yelling after me but I was too fast for him to catch. I avoided all of them for the last two weeks of school, becoming once again the Ghost.”
“Oh Izzy.”
“So mom and I came up with the plan to send me to stay with my dad for the summer. I came here cut my hair, changed my wardrobe, and Bella Dwyer became nothing but a ghost. Izzy Swan took her place and i haven't been happier. That's why i decided to stay here.”
“Wow. So you took your mother seriously when she said you needed a change. Whoa wait who is Bella Dwyer?”
“Me Rose”
“You even changed your name?”
“Well not really. My full name is Isabella Reighn Swan-Dwyer. Bella was a nickname. So I basically just started going my Izzy and dropped the Dwyer which is my stepfather's name anyway.”
“Bella? Yeah I like Izzy better.” Rose chuckled.
“Yeah me too.”
“So is this one of those take to the grave type girlfriend secrets?”
“It is most definitely! You are not to tell a soul. Not even Link.”
“Wait why would I tell Link anything?”
“I see the way you two have been doing this perverse mating dance around each other for weeks now. I'm new not stupid or blind.” Izzy said laughing.
“Okay i admit i have a thing for him. But like your secret this goes to the grave Swan.”
“Fine Aphrodite. I won't tell a soul.”
“What aren't you telling a soul?” Jasper asked startling the girls.
“What her song lyrics are for the showcase. She said not even Unc knows cause she only submitted the music.”
“I see. So keeping to yourself. I understand that. Well I only came over to remind Rose that we are meeting right after school to finish the song and then the rest are coming over to rehearse. You working tonight Izzy?”
“Nah. Unc gave me the night off to work on my song.”
“Cool. Well I myself can't wait to hear it.” Jasper said as he started to walk away.
“See ya later Jazz.” Rose called.
“See you tomorrow night.” Izzy called as Jasper waved at the two girls.
“So how do you wanna work on this?”
“I think I'm just gonna have to work this on my own. At least now if i go all exorcist on everyone tomorrow night you will now why and can help me escape before they mob me.”
“I'll be there. If you need to you can look at me the whole time you’re up there. It might make it easier.”
“Thank you Rose.”
“You’re Welcome Bella.....Nope still don't sound right.” The two girls chuckled.
Chapter 16
Jasper and Rose worked diligently for two hours straight lining up the new music with the lyrics Rose had written. At first they were leery about having Edward sing for this showcase, but his voice was the only one that would sound right doing it. When everyone came over they passed out copies of the song and they were stunned. Edward looked a little green around the gills.
“Guys why do i have to sing this one? Jazz usually sings.” Edward whined.
“Cause Jazz doesn't have the right voice pitch to do this song Eddie so suck it up your singing.” Rose told him.
“Fine, but if we lose cause your taking bets on Eddie here i will never forgive you guys.” Alice said.
“Way to boost my confidence Alley.” Edward said.
“It was your idea to do a new song Alice, so you shouldn't be bitchin about who is singing.” Emmett added.
“Yeah well I figured we would just stick with the usual singer and backups.” Alice said.
“I know Eddie can nail this now let’s get to work.”
The band practiced late into the night. They convened just after 1 am and agreed to meet back up around 10 am later that day.
Izzy spent all night Friday and most of the day Saturday fine tuning her guitar and the song. Running it again and again. Charlie listened avidly from down stairs. He was surprised at the lyrics but knew that they meant something to Izzy so he said nothing.
It was an hour before she had to be at the showcase and she was as nervous as a cat in a room full of rocking chairs. Charlie told her several times that she was great and the song was perfect. Izzy wasn't sure if she believed him, but took the compliment not the less.
Soon enough it was time to go. With a wave to Charlie, Izzy hopped into her car and headed to the cafe where they were holding the showcase this time. Finding her spot around the back of the building where all the players were to park, she spotted the Fabulous Five by the back door. She was suddenly nervous for a different reason.
Jasper and the gang were standing in the back of the building waiting for the bouncer to let them in. The list was longer this year as it seems more single talents were coming out of the woodwork. Still he wasn't worried. They were the reigning champions and with the talent each individual in the band had they were sure to nail at least second at the worst. He wasn't sure how good Izzy was. As that thought passed through his head, he heard the subtle purr of Izzy's Trans Am. Not wanting to draw attention to her he gently nudged Rose.
“Jazz?”
“Izzy” was all he said as if that would explain everything.
Apparently it did as Rose discreetly scanned the parking lot landing on the Trans Am. There standing next to it, looking like a scared lamb heading into the lions den was Izzy. She was pale, and looked about to hurl. Rose looked pleadingly to Jasper. Silently asking him to distract the others so she could go check on Izzy. Jasper understood and quickly engaged the others into a lengthy debate on whether any of the new talent would be competitors this year. Rose took the chance to sneak away and found her way over to where Izzy was standing.
“Izzy?”
“Rose?”
“Hey are you feeling okay? You don't look to good.”
“Just nervous.”
“About being on stage? I thought we went over this...you would just look at me the whole time.”
“That's not what I'm nervous about.”
“Then what is it?”
“I'm nervous about meeting the others. I'm afraid I'm gonna babble on nervously and call them by their nicknames instead of their actually names and then they will hate me and it will be like my old school all over again.”
“Oh Izzy that will never happen.”
“How do you know Rose?”
“Cause you have me and Casanova!” Rose giggled.
“Not funny Rose.”
“Alright...buck it up Swan...this isn't Izzy. This is Isabella Dwyer talking. This isn't the strong, awesome, beautiful, guitar wielding Izzy Swan that has become my best friend. You need to stop thinking about that and just be you. If they don't like it then they can go suck a snowman.”
“Suck a snowman??” Izzy giggled.
“Yeah just came up with that.”
“Your right. I'm thinking like Isabella, and I'm not that girl anymore. I'm Izzy Swan and she isn't the Ghost. She is Swan, Aphrodite's best friend and kick ass guitar player.”
“That's more like it. Now let's get a move on Izzy...I don't know how much longer Casanova can kept the Tweedles busy.”
Izzy laughed loudly.
“Let's go Aphrodite...it's time to play some tunes.”
Rose linked arms with Izzy and they headed over toward the door together. Just as soon as they got close enough Emmett looked around noticing that Rose wasn't adding her input to the conversation and saw that Rose was escorting Izzy to the door.
“Whoa...When did Izzy get here?” Emmett asked everyone in general.
“Just got here.” Izzy said.
Jasper looked at her questioningly and she winked at him.
“Well Izzy it's nice to finally meet you in person.” Emmett said holding his hand out.
“Well Emmett it is nice to meet you too.”
“Izzy” Jasper said tipping an invisible hat to her.
She giggled and curtsied.
“Izzy, this is Edward or Eddie to some and that is his girlfriend Alice or Alley.”
“Hi.” Izzy said
“Hello” Alice said.
“Wow. Izzy you play awesomely.” Edward spewed.
Apparently Izzy wasn't the only one who suffered from word vomit when nervous. Just as Edward went to say something else the door to the cafe' opened and the bouncer looked over them.
“Okay who are you? And who are you representing?”
“Well we represent Ricky's Pizzeria, and the band is called Misguided Misfits.”
“Ah yes last year's champions. But it says there is only five of you in the band. Who are you?” he said looking at Izzy.
“Izzy Swan. I'm representing The Music Shop.”
“Ah yes the newbie. I heard you’re pretty good. That true?”
“I don't know if I'd say good...but I'm decent.”
“Izzy don't diss yourself like that. You rock.” Emmett said.
“Alright well i guess you should all get in here and get warmed up. The first band is on in twenty. Misfits you’re third on the roster. Izzy you eighth, meaning second to last.”
“So there are ten shops competing this year?” Edward asked.
“Yep the most we have had in years. It's a good sign i guess. Means that more people are getting involved. Maybe next time we can have it at the concert dome in the park.” the bouncer said.
He led them into the back of the cafe where they had cornered off sections for each group or player to warm up in.
“Well Izzy, I guess this is where we part ways. See ya out there.” Rose said.
“Yeah good luck.”
“You too.” the group coursed.
Izzy made her way to her assigned section and started warming up her guitar. After getting it tuned to her liking she started running through some rifts that she played at the store. She didn't notice the group of people that started to surround her until she could feel Jasper's eyes on her. It was always like that. Like her body knew exactly when he was looking at her. She looked up briefly and gasped at all the people, including the bouncer watching her. She squeezed her eyes shut quickly then sought out Rose. Rose smiled at her and nodded her head. Izzy sighed in relief and continued to play until the first band was announced.
Chapter 17
Rose knew that once Izzy started playing that no one would be able to warm up and not stop to listen. Her melodies were haunting...or perhaps enchanting was the proper word. They clung to your soul. As the group gathered around to hear her warm up, Rose made sure she was in Izzy's line of sight just like she promised. When Jasper stood up next to her she knew the second Izzy felt them watching. She tensed only mildly and met eyes with Jasper. Her gasp gave away her nerves and she quickly shut her eyes only to reopen them and seek out Rose. Rose smiled and nodded her encouragement to keep playing. Then the first band was announced.
“Scarlet Rayz please come to the stage.”
Everyone seemed to watch the small band of four make their way out to the front of the cafe'. It was composed of four very tall very leggy girls. Izzy felt her self-esteem take a hit. She was aware she was pretty but compared to the four runway models that just walked out the front she was common. The band opened up and the sweet sounds of a fiddle and a banjo filled the air.
(Tortured, Tangled Hearts ~ Dixie Chicks)
Well there was a little falter
At the altar of confession
Down on its knees true love did fall.
After thirty-one days of sleepless nights
She woke up to end it all.
With “I love you” in a fresh tattoo
Engraved upon his chest
She took her name right off his heart
So here's to thee unblessed.
Oh love oh love you fickle thing
Such pretty words and golden rings
It was a broken dream right from the start
Bless their tortured tangled hearts.
Ooohhhh oooohhhh oooohhhh
(Instrumental)
Well they passed the confusion
Coupled with delusion
Makes the best made plans sometimes fail
They wined and they dined
Had peace of mind
She bought a gown and he rented tails.
But the mighty cloud of destiny
Came drifting through the gate.
Busted up what could have been
A perfect hopeless case.
Oh love oh love you fickle thing
Such pretty words and golden rings
It was a broken dream right from the start
Bless their tortured tangled hearts
Oh love oh love you fickle thing
Such pretty words and golden rings
It was a broken dream right from the start
Bless their tortured tangled hearts.
Ooooohhhhh oooooohhhhh oooooohhhh
oooooohhhhhh ooooooohhhhh.
(Instrumental fades out)
The crowd cheered loudly for the group. When they came back stage the other players also gave them a round of applause.
“Next up is Allen Davis.”
Izzy was happy to know she wasn't the only solo performer that was going against all these bands.
A soft guitar started playing before he started to sing.
(I only get this way with you ~Rick Trevino)
I only feel like i feel with you and nobody else
And I only want to be with you and be myself
But when I look in your eyes something happens to me every time
And I can't seem to find what to say or do.
I only get this way with you...
I only get this way with you...
I only feel this way with you..
And when we're together, I feel like I never ever felt before.
As if I'm walking through that door to love,
A love that I never knew..
I only get this way with you...
I want you to know how I feel when I'm holding you in my arms
And I want you to know how I miss you when we're apart
But when I look in your eyes something happens to me every time
And I can't seem to find what to say or do.
I only get this way with you...
I only get this way with you...
I only feel this way with you…
And when we're together, I feel like I never ever felt before.
As if I'm walking through that door to love,
A love that I never knew…
I only get this way with you...
When I think about all times I've known
What I thought was love it was never this strong....
(guitar music)
I only feel this way with you…
And when we're together, I feel like I never ever felt before.
As if I'm walking through that door, to love,
A love like I never knew...
I only get this way with you...
I only get this way with you...
I only feel this way with you...
(Music fades out)
Again applause could be heard. As he came back stage he was clapped upon the shoulder by several of the guys heading out to the cafe'. Jasper's band was up next. Izzy wondered what song they had chosen. Was it new or an old one? When she thought about it she guessed it was new since Rose had to go with Jasper yesterday to finish working on it. Izzy shook her head and stood to head toward Rose. Rose saw this and met her half way.
“Good luck Aphrodite.” Izzy whispered.
“Thanks Swan.” Rose said back just as quietly.
“Would our reigning Champions the “Misguided Misfits” please take the stage?”
“Well I guess that's my que.” Rose said and started out with the others. Izzy made her way to the opposite side of the stage so she could watch the performance. She watched as they all settled in. Edward and Emmett on guitars, Alice on bass, Rose on keyboard, and Jasper settled behind the drums. Izzy watched as he twirled his sticks and counted off a beat. She wasn't sure who was singing as they all had microphones. When the music started she was surprised...she expected something...else?
(Trying not to love you ~ Nickelback)
(Edward singing)
You call to me...and I fall at your feet
How could anyone ask for more?
And our time apart... like knives in my heart
How could anyone ask for more?
But if there's a pill
To help me forget
God knows I haven't found it yet
But I'm dying to
God I'm trying to 'cause
Trying not to love you
Only goes so far
And trying not to need you
Is tearing me apart
Can’t see the silver lining
From down here on the floor
and I just keep on trying
But I don't know what for
'cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more
And this kind of pain... only time takes away
That’s why it's harder to let you go
Nothing I can do...without thinking of you
That’s why it's harder to let you go
But if there's a pill
To help me forget
God knows i haven't found it yet
But I’m dying to
God I'm trying to 'cause
Trying not to love you
Only goes so far
And trying not to need you
Is tearing me apart
Can't see the silver lining
From down here on the floor
And I'll just keep on trying
But I don't know what for
'cause trying not to love you
Only makes me want you more
So I sit here divided
Just talkin' to myself
Was it something that I did?
Was there somebody else?
When a voice from behind me
That was fighting back tears
Sat right down beside me
Whispered right in my ear
Said I've been dying to tell you...
That I'm trying not to love you
Only went so far
And trying not to need you
Was tearing me apart
Now I see the silver lining
And what we're fighting for
If we just keep on trying
We could be much more
'cause trying not to love you
Ya trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more...
Only makes me love you more....
As soon as the last note was played the crowd went crazy. Izzy actually had to hold her hands over her ears as the cheers were so loud. The crowd was chanting encore as they left the stage. Izzy walked back around to the staging area and found that the energy coming off them was contagious. She almost wanted to start bouncing around. Almost. Rose came rushing over to her and grabbed Izzy's hands and was jumping up and down.
“Did you hear them Izzy...they loved it.”
“Yes I did Rose. I'm sure I lost some of my hearing with how loud they were.” Izzy giggled.
Rose drug Izzy over to her area and the two girls started talking about the song. Izzy was surprised when Rose said that Jasper helped her a lot with the lyrics. And that it was his suggestion to have Edward sing it instead of himself. With the puzzled look on Izzy face she was sure Izzy had no idea what she was talking about.
“Izzy, Jasper usually does most of the singing. Hell Eddie was scared shitless going out there. He has no problem rocking out when he is hidden from sight behind a keyboard or taking Jazz's place at the drums. This was his first time in the spot light. So you should take courage from him when you go out on stage.”
“I'll keep that in mind Rose. I'm still nervous as all get out though.”
“No need to be nervous Izzy.” Jasper's voice once again caused them to jump.
“Damn it Jasper, stop sneaking up on us like that...or I'll but a bell around your neck.” Rose yelled at him, while Izzy snickered.
“Sorry Rosie. I promise I'll make more noise next time. Maybe I'll knock something over, or cough, or stomp my feet or something.” Jasper said with a devilish grin.
“Fine, but remember for next time.”
“I will. Now the others wanna know if they can come over and talk to Izzy some if it's alright with her? Emmett is bouncing like a child and Edward is antsy...but I'm not sure if it's because he wants to talk to Izzy or if it's the high from being on stage.” Jasper said pointing his thumb toward the rest of the band.
Izzy and Rose leaned around him and looked at the three remaining members of the Misfits. Emmett was indeed bouncing around like a child who was about to get the best gift ever, and Edward was acting like he was hyped up on sugar or caffeine. Alice stood ever stoic and stared at her nails. Izzy looked over at Rose the same time that Rose looked at her. The two started laughing hysterically.
“Alright we are not going to do this again are we? What has got you to all giggles again?” Jasper asked looking at the two of them like they lost their minds in the five minutes he had been standing there.
Rose settled first and looked at Jasper with a smirk on her face.
“Well Jasper look back at Edward and picture him in green tights and a little green hat with a feather in it and try not to laugh.”
“What the hell are you on about?” Jasper asked as he turned to look at Edward. After a few seconds of picturing it he saw what the girls did. Edward did indeed look like Peter Pan at that moment. The kid who never wanted to grow up. He looked back at the girls, eyes wide and a grin on his face.
“Go ahead you can laugh. We have been for weeks now.”
Jasper couldn't help it he laughed.
“That's what you two were laughing at this whole time? The fact that Edward looks like Peter Pan?” Jasper said quiet enough that the others wouldn't hear.
“Yep. That was Izzy's first impression of him was when she first saw him on the quad the first day of school.”
“That is priceless. I can only guess that Alice is Tinkerbelle in this equation?”
“Dead on Jasper.”
Jasper turned and looked at Alice quickly and pictured the little green outfit and pointed shoes with the pixie dust gold glow surrounding her and he quickly turned around. He too would make that same assessment.
“Oh my god it's no wonder you couldn't stop laughing. I imagine her stomping her little Prada wearing foot didn't help any either?”
Izzy was still laughing too hard to answer verbally so she just nodded.
“Then Emmett askin if y'all were on pixie dust or somethin was just the icing on the cake.”
“Oh hell it wasn't just the icing but the sprinkles and decorations too…” Rose giggled.
“But why would you laugh at Emmett bouncing like that?” he asked pointing at the big lug.
“Take a real good look at Emmett and tell me what you see?” Izzy asked through her laughs.
“Um…well he is really tall, he hunches over slightly, he has really long monkey arms, a weirdly small waist and really big legs. He kinda resembles an ape.”
Izzy and Rose lost it then…they couldn't hold back the laughter any longer.
“What?”
“Ape....Missing....Link...Emmett...” was all Jasper could make out of what Rose was trying to say. It wasn't until Emmett started making strange grunting sounds did Jasper get lost in the mirth with the girls. He could see it too. A few minutes passed as they let their laughter settle.
Jasper sobered quickly though when a thought crossed his mind.
“Um Rose...Izzy if that is what you got from them then what did you get from me and Rose?”
Jasper was afraid now. He wasn't sure if he really wanted to know what Izzy thought about him.
Izzy caught the flash of fear run across Jasper's eyes and sobered up as well.
“Jasper it really isn't that bad. It's just a habit I have. I like to people watch, and to help me remember the individuals around me I give them nicknames. Like the turtle lady that we have for a teacher. You know Mrs. Gibson.”
Jasper thought about it for a while and realized that Izzy was right. Mrs. Gibson looked like a turtle. He smiled slightly but turned back to them.
“So as for my question.”
“Well I'm Aphrodite.” Rose said proudly.
“That explains the almost slip last time. And me?”
Rose and Izzy looked at each other and smiled, then Izzy braced for the worst and looked back at Jasper.
“Well Jasper seeing as every female within eyesight of you drools a puddle that most small mammals and children would drown in, I dubbed you Casanova.”
Jasper's jaw dropped. Did he really come off that way?
“She doesn't mean it that way Jasper. She knows you have never dated any of them...but you do break hearts because of it.”
Jasper wasn't sure what to say. He shook his head as if to clear it and smiled. He could live with that.
“I guess I could live with that. But what did the others really get as nicknames?”
“Well Eddie is Pan, Alley is Tinkerbelle, and Emmett is Link.” Izzy said.
“Link?”
“Yeah I asked her the same thing.” Rose added.
“Missing Link.”
“Oohh.” Jasper chuckled as he shook his head.
“So can I tell them to come over or what? I don't think I will be able to do it with a straight face now though.” Jasper added.
“Sure why not?” Izzy made it out into a question.
“Hey guys come on over.” Rose called.
The other three literally bounced over and Jasper, Izzy and Rose laughed.
“Don't tell me they have infected you too Jazzman?” Emmett asked.
Alice huffed and stomped her foot some. While Edward still seemed to be off in la-la land. Jasper couldn't help but laugh with the girls again. This was not gonna be good if they ever found out. Alice would be pissed, Edward would be offended and Emmett...well he would probably take it in stride like he does with everything else.
“Yep. They have Emmett. If you know what's good for you, you won't get to close.” Jasper said. The others backed up slightly like they didn't wanna catch the plague, which caused another round of laughter.
“Oh will you guys grow up.” Alice chided while scrunching up her nose making her look even more like the little pixie from the fable.
Jasper had to turn away so not to laugh. Rose and Izzy didn't fare as well.
Their playful banter was interrupted by the announcer.
“We are gonna take a five minute brake and then next up is Izzy Swan.”
Izzy froze. Where had the time gone? She didn't even hear the others go up on stage.
“Izzy it's alright. Don't worry you'll be great.” Rose said.
Jasper looked at Izzy and then to Rose. Rose shook her head at him in a not now gesture. Jasper kneeled down in front of Izzy and took her hands in his.
“Izzy...look here.” he said lifting her face to meet his. “I have heard you play several times now and so have most of the patrons that are out there. They all frequent The Music Shop, so you have nothing to worry about. Just pretend your back there in your corner, surrounded by those instruments and let it go.”
Izzy took a deep breath and looked into Jasper's eyes. She could see that he was being honest with her, and with a small nod she smiled and grabbed her guitar.
“Thank you both for being so supportive. I think I got this now.”
“You go Swan.” Rose said.
“Thanks Aphrodite.” Izzy said.
Izzy barely registered the puzzled gazes of Tinkerbelle, Pan, and Link. She made her way to the side of the stage and spoke with the house band. They agreed on the tempo and said they knew the music well enough. She nodded and smiled. It was but a minute later the announcer called her up on stage.
Izzy smile at the crowd and made her way to center stage. She saw Jasper and Rose standing on the side of the stage with the rest of the band. She waved to them and turned back to the crowd.
“Hey everyone. I'm Izzy, and this is one of my own creations. I hope y'all enjoy it.”
The crowd clapped slightly. Izzy closed her eyes and imagined herself back in The Music Shop, surrounded my all the instruments. She let out a breath and gave the band the signal to start.
(Mama's Broken Heart ~ Miranda Lambert)
I cut my bangs with some rusty kitchen scissors
I screamed his name till the neighbors called the cops.
I numbed the pain at the expense of my liver.
Don't know what I did next, all I know, I couldn't stop.
Word got round to the barflies and the Baptists.
My mama's phone started ringing off the hook
I can hear her now saying she ain't gonna have it.
Don't matter how you feel, it only matters how you look.
Go and fix your makeup girl, it's just a breakup.
Run and hide, you’re crazy and start acting like a lady.
'Cause I raised you better, gotta keep it together.
Even when you fall apart.
But this ain't my mama's broken heart.
Wish I could be a little less dramatic.
Like a Kennedy when Camelot went down in flames.
Leave it to me to be holding the matches,
When the fire trucks show up.
And there's nobody else to blame.
Can't get revenge and keep a spotless reputation.
Sometimes revenge is the choice you gotta make.
My mama came from a softer generation,
Where you get a grip and bite your lip,
Just to save a little face.
Go and fix your makeup girl, it's just a breakup.
Run and hide, you’re crazy and start acting like a lady.
'Cause I raised you better, gotta keep it together.
Even when you fall apart, but this ain't my mama's broken heart.
Powder your nose, paint your toes.
Line your lips and keep 'em closed.
Cross your legs and dot your eyes,
and never let 'em see you cry.
Go and fix your makeup girl, it's just a breakup.
Run and hide, you’re crazy and start acting like a lady.
'Cause I raised you better, gotta keep it together.
Even when you fall apart, but this ain't my mama's broken heart.
The room was quiet for a moment before the cheers erupted. Izzy didn't even realize she had gotten into the song as she was singing it. When she looked around the room everyone was on their feet. As her eyes grazed the crowd she stopped on a face she had hoped she wouldn't have to see again.
There standing in the crowd was none other than Zavier. He seemed to be there with some college buddies. He seemed stunned that it was her up there on stage. She quickly said her thanks to the room and hastily made her way back to the others. She heard him call her name, but she kept moving. It was like prom all over again only this time she wasn't covered in syrup or wearing a dress. That and she had friends to help her. Rose came rushing over to her.
“Izzy that was awesome.” Rose said all full of mirth. That was until she saw Izzy's face. “What is it Izzy?”
Izzy leaned into Rose to hide what she was saying. One word said it all.
“Zavier.”
Chapter 18
“Zavier” Rose repeated silently with shocked eyes. “As in old school Zavier? Where?”
“Out there.”
“It's okay Izzy.”
“Bella! Bella is that you”
“Sir you’re not allowed back there. It's for band members and performers only.” They heard the bouncer say.
“Rose” Izzy whimpered.
“Time to toughin up Swan. You’re not that girl anymore. Don't let him get to you. You said it yourself...Bella doesn't exist anymore. Your Izzy fuckin Swan! Now buck up because the others are coming.”
“Okay.”
Izzy sniffled a little before takin a big breath and steeling herself for the others. When they came over she was smiling and looked like she just won the lottery.
“You did it Izzy!” Jasper said as he picked her up and swung her around. Shocking the shit out of all of them. Izzy giggled and hugged him back.
“I knew you were nervous and worried about goin on stage but look you rocked.”
“Yeah I did didn't I?” Izzy smiled looking around at her new friends and then back at Jasper.
“Yeah now we just have to wait to find out who takes home 1st.” Alice said snidely.
Izzy shook her head at Alice as Jasper let her down on her own feet.
“Alice what is wrong with you?” Rose asked.
“Nothing” Alice said trying to sound innocent.
“Yeah I'm not buying what you’re trying to sell, we will talk about this later.” Rose said pointedly at Alice.
Alice knowing that Rose stood true to her words nodded.
“So now what?” Izzy asked.
“Well like Alice said we wait for the results.”
They all went back to the area that was set aside for Izzy and listened to the last two performers. They were good and got applause but they didn't sound as deafening to Izzy as the cheers that she or the band got. Izzy thought that was a good sign or maybe it wasn't? She had never done anything like this before.
Izzy started bouncing her leg in a nervous habit.
“Izzy chill will ya..you’re making us all nervous.” Emmett said.
“Sorry. I don't know what came over me. I have never done anything like this before...” Izzy replied stopping just short of calling him Link. Rose and Jasper must of noticed her pause cause they started chuckling.
“It's alright Iz. I remember the first time we all went up there. Hell you saw Eddie tonight...he was more nervous than a virgin on prom night.” Emmett wagged his brows.
“Oh my god...you did not just say that?” Alice squeaked.
“Yes he did.” Rose rolled her eyes. But Izzy caught the slight smile on her lips.
“Okay I get it. It's okay to be scared and nervous.”
“Use it.” Jasper said.
“What?”
“Use it. Turn your feelings into music. Put your emotions behind your lyrics and you will get a better reaction from the crowd.”
“Thanks Jazz.”
“Jazz?”
“Yep… You’re in a band. You play music. There for Jazz.”
“Okay.” Jasper replied shrugging.
“Ladies and gentlemen can I have your attention please. After much debate on the judge’s part they have come to a standoff. So without further ado, your 1st place winners are Misguided Misfits, and Izzy Swan.”
The cheers erupted.
“Okay settle down. Now as this has never happened before in the history of the showcase we are asking you to decide how we should break the tie.”
“Sing off, Sing off, Sing off!”
“Well there you have it folks. Our two winners will be singing off to see who takes home the trophy and gets the check for 10,000 dollars to be given to their sponsors.”
“Holy shit. I didn't know we were singing for money?”
“Yeah Izzy. It's to help the sponsors with upgrades or repairs or what not.”
“Wow.”
“So what are you singing?” Edward asked Izzy.
“I had to prepare an extra piece incase this would happen which makes no sense seeing as how he said it has never happened before.”
“There's a first time for everything Izzy.”
“Ain't that the truth” Izzy sighed.
“Izzy is there something wrong?” Jasper asked.
“No just was hoping this was a one time and done thing. I thought i would come, sing, play, wrack up some business for Unc and then go home. Not that i would have to compete against you guys for a trophy or anything else.”
“Well now is the time to shine Izzy.” Rose said.
“Alright so how is this gonna go down?” Edward asked no one in particular.
Just as he finished his question, the bouncer came back and said that since the Misfits were reigning champions they got to go first. Izzy sighed in relief. At least she had a few more minutes to get herself prepared to once again go out in front of some of her peers. Izzy walked to the side of the stage and looked out over the crowd while Jasper's band set up. She eyed the group that Zavier was with. She saw that she didn't really know any of the guys that sat around his table. Then she caught sight of the group of girls headed toward his table. Their front in center was the bane of her existence. Marsha. She was sure that it was Marsha who was behind the whole syrup thing at prom. Izzy shivered and looked over to when she felt eyes on her again. Jasper was looking at her from behind his drum set with a small smile on his face. When she glanced away she caught sight of Rose. Rose looked at her questioningly, Izzy gestured in the direction of where Zavier was sitting. Rose looked in that direction the same time Izzy did, just in time for them to see Zavier shoving Marsha off his arm. He didn't look to happy that she and her cronies were there.
Izzy shook her head and went back to watching the band. Jasper counted them off, this time it seemed like Emmett was singing. He seemed comfortable behind the mic, unlike poor Edward.
(Crawling back to you~ Daughtry)
Lessons learned and bridges burn to the ground.
And it's too late now to put out the fire.
Tables turned and I'm the one who's burning now.
Well I'm doing alright 'till I close my eyes and,
Then I see your face and it's no surprise
Just like that I'm crawling back to you.
Just like you said I would yeah.
I swallowed my pride now I'm crawling back to you.
I'm out of my head can't wait any longer.
Down on my knees I thought I was stronger.
Just like that, like you said I'd do.
I'm crawling back to you...
Time can heal but the scars only hide the way you feel.
And it's hard to forget how I left you hangin'.
On by a thread and everything I said I regret it.
Well I was doing alright thought I could make it.
Then i see your face and it’s hard to fake.
Just like that I'm crawling back to you.
Just like you said I would yeah…
I swallowed my pride now I'm crawling back to you.
I'm out of my head can't wait any longer.
Down on my knees I thought I was stronger.
Just like that, like you said I'd do.
I'm crawling back to you.
If you could find a way to forgive everything.
I know you would
And I would take it all back if only
I knew that I could.
Lessons learned and bridges burn to the ground.
And it's too late now to put out the fire.
Just like that I'm crawling back to you.
Just like you said I would yeah.
I swallowed my pride now I'm crawling back to you.
I'm out of my head can't wait any longer.
Down on my knees I thought i was stronger.
Just like that, like you said I'd do.
I'm crawling back to you...
Izzy noticed that several times during that song that Emmett glanced over at Rose. She knew he was singing to her but Rose seemed oblivious. Izzy just shook her head. She would have to talk to Rose.
The crowd erupted into cheers once again. As the band took their bows Izzy prepared for her performance. A few deep breaths and a wink from Jasper she knew she could do this. Now she just had to get out there and sing.
As the crowd settled, Jasper and the gang settled around the side of the stage they just exited. They wanted a better view of Izzy and hoped that them sitting there would help her keep her courage.
It got quiet as Izzy stepped up on the stage. She strapped up her guitar and began to play.
(Anything but Ordinary ~Avril Lavigne)
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out.
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby.
Sometimes i drive so fast
Just to feel the danger.
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive.
Is it enough to love
Is it enough to breathe
Somebody rip my heart out
and leave me here to bleed.
Is it enough to die
Somebody save my life.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
To walk within the lines.
Would make my life so boring.
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme.
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me.
Anything to make me feel alive.
Is it enought to love
Is it enough to breathe
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
Accident
turbulent
succulent
opulent
permantent
no way
I wanna taste it
don't wanna waste it away.
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby.
Is it enough
Is it enough
Is it enough to breathe
Somebody rip my heart out
and leave me here to bleed.
Is it enough to die
Somebody save my life.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
Is it enough
Is it enough to die
Somebody save my life.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
Oh....
I'd rather be anything but ordinary.
Please
As she strung the last cord there were loud whistles and cheers. She looked around and saw that they were once again standing and clapping for her. She gave them all a shy smile.
“Thank you.” she whispered into the mic, then stepped toward Jasper and Rose.
“Bella?”
Izzy froze for a second but connected eyes with Rose, and continued toward her and Jasper as if nothing happened. She could see Zavier working his way through the crowd toward the stage, so she picked up her pace slightly. She was caught in a bear hug by Emmett as she stepped off the stage.
“Izzy...” Emmett cheered as he spun her around.
“Alright Emmett put Izzy down so she can breathe.” Rose told him.
As soon as Izzy was on her own feet she felt a hand on her shoulder.
“Bella?”
She went to turn around to say something but Emmett beat her to it.
“Sorry dude you must be mistaken. Her name is Izzy. Now beat it.”
“Bella is that you?”
Izzy turned around and looked at Zavier.
“I'm sorry but I have no idea who you are looking for but I ashure you my name is not Bella. I'm Izzy Swan. You are?”
“I'm sorry you just looked like someone I used to know.”
“Apology accepted.”
Izzy turned back toward the rear of the stage when she heard Zavier talk again.
“ I could have sworn that was Bella. She looks so much like her.”
“Dude I'm sorry but that's our Izzy.” Emmett told the guy.
“What happen to this Bella?” Edward asked.
“Don't know. I went off for summer vacation after graduation and when I came home just before college it was like she disappeared into thin air. Her mother said she didn't know where she went, or hadn't heard from her since after school let out. Rumor was she ran away. But I'm not so sure. That doesn't seem like the Bella I knew.”
“Are you sure?” Alice asked.
“Yeah I'm sure. She was my best friend. Then something stupid happened at prom to her and she took off, I chased after her but she was to fast for me to catch up to her. Then it was like she vanished again. She was always good at being invisible. She was called the Ghost after all.”
Izzy began silently crying. Her mom went all out to help protect her. Even telling them that she hasn't heard from her in months when in reality she talked to her yesterday, and at least twice a week since she moved here. Rose hugged Izzy and lead her away from everyone.
“It's okay Izzy. You did the right thing.”
“I don't know Rose. He seemed sincere.”
They could still hear them all talking but they couldn't see them. It wasn't until Marsha's voice rang through the crowd.
“Zavier, what are you doing over here? I thought we were gonna get something to eat afterwards?”
“I thought I saw Bella?”
“The Ghost.”
“Don't call her that.”
“Oh come on..the only reason you asked her to prom was because of the bet you had with the guys.”
“That's not true. She was a really good person Marsha.”
“So your saying that you didn't have a bet that you could get her to sleep with you after prom.”
“That's exactly what I'm saying.”
It sounding like something clicked, and soon you could hear voices being. Izzy recognized those voices right away. It was Zavier and his friends.
Dude you so have to get in her pants.
That was the bet wasn't it?
When dude?
After prom.
Your asking her to prom?
Yeah what better way to get her to give in, it's like a right of passage to loose your virginity at prom for a girl. She just gets to do it ahead of schedual.
Man that's so wicked.
I know right.
The anger that ran through Izzy had her so red in the face you could swear she had steam coming out her ears.
“Where did you get that?” Zavier asked.
“You didn't think the guys wouldn't keep some sort of leverage incase you got cold feet. But I couldn't let you go through with it! If you wouldn't sleep with me then there was no way I could let you sleep with her. So I set up the whole syrup thing...straight out of Stephen Kings Carrie, minus all the flames and death.” Marsha finished.
“You guys are cruel. It's no wonder the poor girl ran away. And you said she was your best friend?” Alice said. Shocking the shit out of both Rose and Izzy.
“Fine.. it may have started out that way, but she was really cool when she wasn't all invisible. She was smart and funny. I miss her. I wasn't gonna go through with the bet anyway. I kinda fell for her....” Zavier finished.
“Well dude you seriously blew that shit. How could you do that to someone you had feelings for?” Emmett asked.
“I tried to stop her when she ran! She was so fast. I figured I would catch her when I got back from vacation and apologize, but she was long gone.” Zavier said.
Izzy was still fuming. It was all a lie. He acted like her friend only because of a bet. It didn't make any difference that somewhere along the line he started to feel things for her. The way it all started negated the whole friendship. How could she be so stupid. Of course she should have seen it, why would the king of the school ever see anything remotely interesting in “the Ghost”.
Rose must have figured out what Izzy was thinking cause she grabbed Izzy's shoulders and shook her slightly to get her attention. When their eyes met Rose spoke.
“Izzy stop it right now. It's in the past. Those things happened to Bella Dwyer, not Izzy Swan. Your not “the Ghost” anymore. You rockin Izzy. And you have the hottest most wanted man in our entire school drooling over you.”
“Huh?”
“Jasper you fool. Don't you see it.”
“No. But I could ask you the same.”
“Huh?”
“Emmett?”
“What do you mean?”
“When Emmett was singing that song, he kept looking back at you. Like he was singing that song to you.”
“OH.” was her brillant response.
They were soon interupted by the rest of the group.
“Wow that dude has some nerve.” Emmett said.
“Really?” Rose asked pretending to be clueless to the whole situation.
“Yeah, he had this bet with his buds to hook up with this poor sophmore girl only to get into her pants on prom night. Then some slutty tramp came over and told us that she ruined it all because she was a jealous whore.” Emmett answered.
Izzy giggled at his discription of Marsha.
“Wonder where that poor girl is now?” Edward asked.
“Don't know but I'm glad she ditched that douche bag. It wouldn't have been any good for her anyway.” Alice said.
Rose and Izzy both looked at Alice in shock. They wondered if she would feel the same way if she knew that Bella Dwyer was standing right there in front of her. Jasper saw the look pass between the girls and just shook his head. He couldn't understand how they couldn't believe that Alice was a good person. Sure she was being cold and bitchy, but he knew why.
Alice had the biggest crush on him growing up. Just last year she got up the nerve to ask him out, but he had turned her down. He couldn't do that to Edward. Edward was head over heels for Alice and he couldn't break the guy code. It's like the number one rule. You don't go after your buds girl. Even if that girl doesn't know she is taken. But now that Jasper is showing interest in Izzy, her jealousy is showing through even though she is with Edward. It would pass and they would all be okay. He hoped.
Through all the comotion they didn't realize how much time had passed, until they once again heard the announcer.
“Okay guys and gals. This years winner of the store band showcase is.....Izzy Swan!”
Holy smokes. Izzy had won. She beat out Jaspers band who have won this thing for the last 4 years.
“Way to go Izzy. Go get your stuff. We will wait for you back here.” Rose said.
“Okay.”
Jasper gave her a quick hug and wink before he to chased her off to the front where they heard the applause roar as Izzy stepped on stage.
“Well at least it wasn't some strange accordian quartet or something that beat us.” Alice said.
“Yeah it was Izzy.” Edward said.
“She was great!” Emmett said.
“Yeah she was.” Rose said.
“She deserves this.” Jasper said.
If he only knew how right he was.
Chapter 19
The next morning Izzy was met by Charlie sitting at the kitchen table.
“So how'd it go?”
“I won.”
“Wow kiddo, that's great.”
“Yeah i guess so.”
“What happened.”
“You remember the thing i told you about when i first came to stay with you...you know about that guy from my old school?”
“Yeah what about him?”
“He was there. With some friends of his and a few of the girls i went to school with.”
“Oh boy.”
“Yeah and he recognized me. He kept yelling for me and i had to act like i didn't know who he was talking about. Rose knows the whole story but the others don't, and now i found out that the only reason he was my friend in the first place was because of some stupid bet he made just so i would sleep with him after prom.”
“Shit Izzy. What happened then?”
“Well Rose was backstage with me when he was talking to the rest of Rose's band. They thought he was douche bag so they left him out front. I have a feeling that Jasper knows something is up but he won't say anything. He's too much of a gentlemen to. So unless i say something then he'll only have his suspicions.”
“You like this boy...Jasper?”
“Yeah I think so.”
“Does he feel the same?”
“I don't really know. I think he has feelings for me but i can't be sure. I don't want what happened in Phoenix to happen again. I don't think i can go through that twice.”
“I don't think that will happen here, but caution is always a good thing. Why not talk to him and find out?”
“I'm scared.”
“Oh Izzy. Your a strong young woman and i know you can handle anything. Plus you have your friend Rose. She seems like a nice enough girl.”
“Yeah she is. Maybe your right and I'm over thinking all of this?”
“Maybe. Give the others a shot, you never know they might surprise you.”
“I think i will dad. Thanks.”
“Welcome kiddo.”
~SSG~
The band met up Sunday morning at Emmett's to go over everything that's happened the last couple of days, and rehearse for next weekends gig at the pizza shop.
“So wonder what that whole thing was really about?” Alice asked.
“What thing?” Edward asked.
“That guy calling Izzy, Bella? Could she really look that much like some girl he went to school with?”
“It's possible. I heard once that everyone has a look alike somewhere in the world. Perhaps Izzy just looks really similar to this Bella girl.” Emmett added.
“Yeah, I guess.” Alice said. “What do you think Rose?”
“It's possible they look alike. The lights can play tricks on your eyes and that cafe' wasn't the brightest place.” Rose said.
“Jasper?”
“Huh?”
“Your input?”
“Hell if I know. That guy was an ass. I'm glad that Bella girl disappeared. I hope she is off somewhere with a nice guy and having the time of her life.” Jasper said.
The group looked at him with their mouths gapping.
“What?”
“Okay who are you and what did you do with Jasper?” Edward asked.
“I'm still me people. I just think that women should be better respected and not used as a pawn in a sick prank to make oneself look better or feel better about themselves. What they did was mean, and cruel and spitful. They could have damaged that poor girl to the point where she is never gonna feel safe around others and become a shut-in. Could you imagine if something like that happened to either of you two girls?” Jasper was almost growling when he finished his rant.
“Wow. Who would have thought that you, badass, ladies man Jasper was such a cursauder for the damsel in distress.” Edward said.
“You don't know anything about me.” Jasper hissed.
“Whoa dude, chill. We just never saw you get this worked up about anything.” Emmett said.
Rose was looking at Jasper with a look of awe and respect. She knew she would have to talk to him after rehearsal. Then she was gonna have that talk with Alice.
“Okay enough working Jasper up. We have work to do. Oh and Alice don't think i forgot about that talk.” Rose said drawing everyone's attention to her. Alice gulped.
They practiced for several hours until the sun about set. Going over all their older material along with the new songs they had just written for the showcase. As they were wrapping up Rose pulled Alice aside.
“Okay Alice, spill woman. What the hell has your designer panties in a twist?”
“Nothing i swear.”
“Don't lie to me Alice. I have known you for years and you are never this cold to anyone. That is usually my job.”
“Fine. I'm....Jealous.” she whispered the last word.
“Jealous? Of what?”
“Izzy.”
“Why?”
“I always had this crush on Jasper. I mean like always...well last year i asked him out but he turned me down. He never told me why.”
“But your with Edward now, so what is there to be jealous about?”
“He never showed an interest in me at all. He is after all the unobtainable Jasper Whitlock. Every girl has a crush on him. Now all of a sudden he can't seem to take his eyes off Izzy. She comes waltzing in out of nowhere and steels his heart.”
“Again you have Edward, so i don't see the big deal.”
“I know but I'm used to being the center of attention, and now it seems that Izzy has taken that spot. Hell she even stole my best friend.” Alice's eyes teared up.
“Alice she hasn't taken anything from you. I'm still your friend. Izzy was alone and was new, we share common interestes and classes. It's different then what we have. Your fashion and gossip, Izzy's music and cars. As for Jasper well that would have to have been the infamous guy code.”
“Guy code?”
“Yeah, it's like these unwritten rules that guys follow. You don't date a buddies ex, you don't go after a girl your buddy likes and you always protect your friends girl.”
“Huh they really have those?”
“Yeah and sadly for you, you fell under the don't go after your buddy's girl.”
“What do you mean?”
“Edward has been pining for you since grade school. Jasper and Emmett both knew it. You were the only one oblivious to it cause you had your sights so set on Jasper that you didn't even give Eddie a second glance.”
“Oh, so that was...shit.”
“What?” Rose asked.
“It was Edward that was leaving all that stuff in my locker, not Jasper.”
“Huh?”
“I kept getting these little things in my locker all the time. Notes, flowers, song lyrics. I thought it was Jasper, he was always near my locker with Emmett so i just assumed it was him. That's why i was so infatuated with him.”
“Did you ever think that the two of those towering ogers weren't standing there to block Edward from being seen slipping that stuff into your locker?”
“Holy shit. My prince has always been Edward! I just never saw it. I've had him all along and took him for granted.”
“Well now you know.”
“I'm so sorry Rose. For everything. I swear I will make it up to Izzy and stop being such a bitch. I hope everything works out for her and Jasper. What's her deal anyway?”
“It's a long story that only she can tell you. Right now it's a little harder on her then when we first met but Izzy's strong and will pull through this. That and she has me.” Rose smiled.
“Me too.” Alice smiled back at Rose.
“Thank you Alice.”
“Your welcome Rose. Now I'm gonna go show some seriously overdue apprication to my man.” Alice turned and skipped off toward Edward.
One down, one to go. Rose thought.
Making her way to where Jasper was still fiddling with his drum set, she smiled at seeing Alice talking and cuddling with Edward.
“Hey Jasper.”
“Yeah Rose?” he said looking up.
“Can i have a word with you?”
“Sure thing.”
They walked outside Emmett's garage and sat in Jasper's car.
“So what did you wanna talk about Rose?”
“I was wondering what all that was about in there, you know the stuff you said at the beginning of practice.”
Jasper sighed. He figured she would be the one to corner him.
“I was raised a gentleman Rose. I was brought up to respect women, protect them at all costs. I know it sounds sexist and all but that's the way it is. My mama and grandma would beat me raw if they ever found out i let a girl get hurt that way and didn't try to stop it.”
“So it's not just some macho thing to get girls to like you?”
“Never has been Rose. If it turns out that girls like that thing it just icing on the cake. But I'm not gonna go out with every girl that throws herself at me just because i was raised with manners, and have a pretty face.”
“You surprise me Jasper Whitlock.”
“Is that good or bad?”
“That is very good. Now next question. What is up with you and Izzy?”
“I like her Rose. She isn't like the other girls. She doesn't drool or stalk me, she doesn't throw herself at me. She is comfortable with who she is. Izzy doesn't wear tons of make-up or try to dress sleezy to get guys attention. She's smart and sweet, and seems to really care about people even though she likes to stand on the outside of the crowd.”
“Observant aren't you.” Rose giggled.
“What is that supposed to mean?” Jasper frowned.
“Jasper there is alot to Izzy that you don't know. I'm not gonna tell you cause it's not my place to. When she is ready she will tell you, if she ever is ready. Just be patient and be yourself; and I don't mean the casanova personality you show to everyone else. I mean the Jasper that i get to see on rare occasions when it's just the two of us.”
“I get it Rose. She's been through some shit. I'll be patient, and your right. I need to be me and not who everyone thinks I am.”
“That's the Jasper I know.”
“So Rose do you think she likes me?” Jasper asked shyly.
“Oh Jasper.” Rose giggled.
Chapter 20
The next couple of days seemed to fly by. It was like the whole showcase had never happened. It wasn't until Friday at lunch did things change. Izzy and Rose were sat at their table when Alice approached Izzy.
“Izzy can I talk to you?” Alice asked.
Izzy looked worried. She looked to Rose who smiled and nodded. Izzy took a deep breath and nodded.
“Sure Alice.”
“I'll just go talk with the guys and give you two some privacy.” Rose said standing from the table and heading in the direction of the guys.
“So Alice what is it you wanna talk about?” Izzy asked bracing herself for the worst.
“I'm sorry.”
Izzy's head snapped up to meet Alice's face. She wasn't sure she heard correctly.
“What?”
“I'm sorry. I know I have been acting like a real bitch toward you and for that I'm sorry.”
“Can I ask why?”
“I was jealous.”
“Of me?”
“Yeah.”
“Why?” that seemed to be the word of the day for Izzy.
“Well i used to have this crush on Jasper. Or atleast i thought it was Jasper that i had a crush on...Rose told me somethings that i didn't know, and i realized that i was crushing on the wrong guy. Here i had the right guy all along.”
“Edward?”
“Yeah it seems that what i thought was happening was really not.”
“What was happening?”
“Well...I kept getting all these notes, and flowers, and songs in my locker. It was really sweet. The only people i ever saw standing near my locker were Jasper and Emmett, but i've always known that Emmett has a thing for Rose so i simply ruled him out. That only left Jasper. What I didn't know was that they were hiding Edward.”
“I could see how they could do that.”
“Yeah they are really tall.”
“and?”
“Well Rose pulled me aside last sunday and talked to me. She explained about some guy code, and that it was really Edward doing all these things for me. Boy did i feel like an ass.”
“So you were jealous cause...”
“I asked Jasper out last year and he turned me down. Not that it's really surprising or anything, he turns everyone down. But then you came into town. He saw you. I mean really saw you. Not the “oh hey we go to school together saw you, but saw you as in he wanted to get to know you. I got jealous cause like i said i thought it was him sending me those things. It stung that you got his attention when no one else seems to even be a blip on his radar.”
“I'm sorry.”
“Oh Izzy you have nothing to be sorry for. I'm okay with it. I have my prince charming. I had him all along, it just took Rose slapping me out of my idiocy to realize what was there all the time. I asked Edward about it and he told me the whole story. Now everything is better then ever.”
“Thank you...i think?”
“Your welcome. I hope you can forgive me and we can start over.”
“I think that would be great.”
“Great. Now i have to get back to Edward. That and i can feel the daggers glaring into the back of my head. I'm sure Jasper looks livid, thinking I'm over here causing trouble.”
“Why would he think that?”
“I think he has a crush on you Izzy.”
“Oh.”
“Yeah. Well go easy on him. He's fragile.” Alice giggled.
“Okay. Now can i ask you something?”
“Sure?”
“How long has this dance between Emmett and Rose been going on?”
“You see it too huh. Well I'm not completely sure but i think it started in third grade when Rose beat the shit out of this kid who was pickin on Emmett.”
“Are you serious? Have you seen Emmett?”
“Emmett wasn't always the monster he is today. He used to be this tiny little stick thing. Then he started playing sports and spending summers with our grandparents on their farm. He bulked up and grew. Once high school hit he was like he is now.”
“Wow. So Rose came to his rescue. Who would have ever thought that Emmett would be the damsel in distress?” Izzy giggled.
“I never looked at it that way but yeah.” Alice giggled also.
Izzy glanced over at the table where the others were sitting and sure enough Jasper was glaring over their way and Rose was chatting with Edward and Emmett.
“I think it best if you head back now Alice. If looks could kill I'm sure you'd be dead right now.” Izzy said turning back to Alice.
“Yeah I know. He means well, really he does.”
“I guess.”
“Give him a chance Izzy. I'm sure he will surprise us all.”
“I don't think he has Rose fooled at all. She seems to see things that no one else does.”
“Yeah except that Emmett is maddly in love with her.”
The girls laughed as Alice stood to head back over to the other table.
“Later Izzy.”
“Bye Alice.”
Rose smiled and hugged Alice when they met half way. Izzy smiled also. Her dad was right. She should give them all a chance. Maybe this was the place she was meant to be all along.
Chapter 21
Jasper watched as Alice and Izzy talked like they were friends. He wasn't to sure if that is what was really going on or if Alice was being spitful. He has seen it before with Alice when someone tried to weasel their way into the group. They have all been close since grade school and were damn near inseperable throughout the years. Rose leaving them alone at the table could be a good sign or a bad one, he wasn't sure, so he watched. When Alice started coming back over Rose met her half-way and hugged her. Maybe this was a good thing.
“What was that all about?” Emmett asked.
“Nothing just something us girls needed to work out.” Alice said.
“Alice?” Edward asked.
“Seriously it was nothing you all need to get worked up about. I just had to talk to Izzy about somethings. It's all cleared up now so let it go.” Alice told them as she slid into her seat next to Edward.
“Alright if you say so.” Emmett said.
Jasper just sat and watched. He kept glancing over to see Rose and Izzy in what seemed like deep conversation. Every now and then Rose would look over and smile at him but that could mean just about anything.
~SSG~
“So how did your talk with Alice go?” Rose asked.
“It was fine. She apologized for being a bitch and explained to me why she was acting that way. So Edward was really putting things in her locker?”
“Yeah. Edward dispite what others may think is really shy. He has had his sights set on Alice for as long as I can remember.”
“So what's this guy code thing that she was talking about?”
“You don't know about it either?”
“No...how do you know?”
“I wasn't always a girly girl. I used to be like one of the guys, so of course they let me in on some of their inner workings. The guy code being one of them.”
“Tell me about it?” Izzy asked unsure if she really wanted to know.
“Okay but just the basics. I don't wanna overstep my bounds with the guys. If they knew i was letting all their secrets out they wouldn't talk to me anymore.”
“Okay. Just the basics.”
“Well there is the girlfriend thing. They have three major rules that they all follow whether they are friends or not. 1. Never go after a girl that you know your friend or bro is hooked on. 2. never date a bros ex-girlfriend. 3. Never under any circumstances let anything bad happen to your bros girlfriend whether he is present at the time or not.”
“So let me get this straight. If Emmett likes say you. Then your off limits to anyone who knows or is friends with Emmett.”
“Exactly.”
“And if Emmett were to break up with you, neither of them would go after you.”
“Yeah.”
“Why?”
“I think it would make the friendship strained. They are really close like brothers so it would seem awkward.”
“Okay and the last one i understand. If you guys all went out somewhere like a party or public place, even if Emmett was there or not it would be Jasper and Edwards place to make sure that no harm come to you. Whether by your own hand or someone else's.”
“You catch on quickly.”
“It's a talent.” the girls giggled.
“So you and Alice, are okay?”
“It's a work in progress. I won't say that I'm gonna spill my whole life story to her, but I think I would like to get to know her better. Become friends or what not.”
“Good. That makes things easier. The other thing Alice was worried about was that you were stealing me away.”
“Why would she think that?”
“Do you remember that day that we fought and we came to sit over here?”
“Vaguely.”
“Well Alice and I used to spend alot of time together. We are friends but in a different compacity then I am with her. She's all shopping and gossip and make-up, where you are more down to earth, music and cars and sports. Things Alice wouldn't dream of talking about.”
“Oh..”
“Yeah so I explained that to her. She asked me about you but I told her it wasn't my story to tell and that when you were comfortable enough you would tell them.”
“Yeah about that...I think Jasper knows something. I don't know what he knows but i have a feeling he suspects something isn't right. Ever since the showcase and Zavier showing up, things have seemed weird with him. He keeps watching me.”
“He's worried. You should have heard him on sunday at practice. I think he threw them all for a loop.”
“How so?”
“Well Alice asked about the whole Izzy/Bella thing. You know about how he could think that you were this Bella person. Emmett said that everyone has a twin and you could resemble her. When they asked me i told them that it's possible, the cafe' was dark and he could make an honest mistake. When they asked Jasper he flipped. He said that Zavier was an ass and that he hopes that Bella is off with some guy living happily and not wholed up somewhere dwelling on the negative. He asked what we would feel if something like that happen to us. He said that women should be treated with respect and not used as toys. I swear i heard him growl in there somewhere and then hiss. He was pissed that someone would treat someone else that way.”
Izzy was stunned. She just stared at Rose for a few minutes before taking a quick glance out of the corner of her eye to see Jasper still watching them.
“Izzy you there?” Rose asked waving a hand in front of her face.
“Yeah just stunned is all.”
“Well you shouldn't be. Jasper was raised to be a gentleman no matter what face he puts on for the masses. He told me that if he ever let something like that happen to someone he knew ecspecially a girl, his ma and grandma would rip him a new one.”
“Wow really.”
“Yeah Izzy. The Jasper that everyone else sees isn't the real Jasper. It's a show he puts on to protect himself. He acts all cool and confident to hide that he is really shy and pensive. I have seen the real Jasper, not many have, but those who do understand why he is the way he is.”
“Why?”
“You'll have to ask him.”
“I may just do that.”
“You like him don't you?” Rose asked quirking her brow.
“I think I do. It's weird though.”
“How so?”
“It's like he can see me. The real me and not the one I put together for everyone else. He can see the person underneath. The one that was hurt, and is scared. But he would never tell anyone. I can feel when he's looking at me. It's like a warmth that spreads through me. Like now I can feel his eyes on me. Watching to make sure i don't break or fall.”
Rose glanced over and smiled when she met Jasper's eyes. He smirked at her and turned back to the conversation that Alice, Edward and Emmett seemed to be immersed in.
“Yeah your right. So you didn't really answer my question.”
“What question?”
“Do you like him?”
“Yeah Rose i guess i do.”
Rose squealed like a young girl. Izzy was staring at her like she lost her mind.
“What has gotten into you Rose?” Izzy asked.
“Oh my god. This is so perfect.”
“What's perfect?” Izzy was confused now.
“Oh nothing, nevermind.” Rose said looking pensive.
Izzy quirked a brow but let it go. Whatever was going on in Rose's head she wasn't ready to let anyone else know. Izzy was getting a sneaky feeling that Rose was gonna try and set her and Jasper up.
“Hey. What are you doing tonight?” Rose asked out of nowhere.
“I have to work till eight but then I'm free why?”
“How would you like to meet up with us for pizza after you get off?”
“That sounds good. Where?”
“Ricky's. We play there on the weekends and we finish up around 11. We get break at 9 so we'd be able to eat together and hang out. You would have more time to get to know the other guys without being completely paranoid about having to go on stage, like at the showcase. I know Emmett and Edward would love it.”
“I guess. I'll talk to dad when i get home and see if it's alright. I doubt he would say no.”
“Great. I'll let everyone know and then we will see you around 9.”
“Yeah.”
“Okay well I'm gonna go let everyone know and I'll meet you in class.”
“Alright see you.”
Izzy laughed as Rose bolted up out of her seat and over to the table where everyone was sitting. Izzy stood and grabbed her things. As she was turning to head toward her next class she could feel his eyes on her again. Izzy turned her head to meet his gaze. He smiled and winked at her. She smiled and ducked her head as she felt the blush creep up her cheeks. What did she just get herself into?
Chapter 22
The day flew by and soon enough Izzy was at home getting ready to head to the pizza shop to hang out with the Misfits. She thought the name was fitting. As they didn't seem to really fit in with the others around them. Sure they were popular and respected but they didn't hang out with the popular cheerleader and jocks like the others did. Again she was over analyzing things. She was just hoping that the others liked her as much as Rose and Jasper seemed to.
She could hear them playing from where she parked outside the shop. It was the song that Edward did at the showcase. She remember how nervous he looked up there. As she entered the store she looked around and found a booth in the corner of the shop was empty. She made her way over and took a seat. Soon a waiter came by and took her order.
“And what can I get for ya?”
“I'll just take a lemonade for now.”
“Anything else?” he smiled at her.
“Not yet. I'm meeting some friends.”
“Okay.”
The boy left after winking at her. Izzy giggled and shook her head. This was gonna be interesting. When the waiter came back he placed her drink on the table infront of her with a folded napkin. When he walked away she unfolded it to find he had written something there.
Name's Jacob. Call me 555-5105.
Izzy chuckled again. She couldn't wait to tell Rose. She watched the band as they finished up the set. Once the song ended Edward spoke over the applause.
“We're gonna take a break and be back in half an hour. Thanks for coming out.”
Izzy smiled as she saw the others unhooking their instruments. As they stepped off the stage she could see them looking around for her. She was about to stand and wave them over when Jasper locked eyes with her. He tapped Rose on the shoulder and said something to her causing her to look over where Izzy was. Rose smiled and motioned for the others to follow her. As they came to the table and all found seats Izzy spoke.
“You guys were great. Edward you did well this time. You didn't seem as nervous.”
Edward smiled.
“Yeah It was easier this time after rehearsing the song more. Last time we were more rushed, I didn't have the prep time like I did now.”
“I'm glad. I really enjoyed the song.”
“Thanks.” Edward said and blushed.
“Izzy stop embrasing Eddie.” Emmett chuckled.
“Sorry Edward.”
“It's okay Izzy.”
The same waiter came back to the table then. He noticed the band all sitting there and seemed to have paled.
“Oh so these are the friends you were waiting for?”
“Yes.”
“Okay so what can i get you guys?”
“We'll take the usual Jake. Thanks.” Rose said.
As he walked away Izzy thought she heard him say “shit”. She giggled. Rose looked at Izzy.
“What was that all about?” Rose asked.
Izzy slid her the napkin discretely under the table. Rose looked down and giggled. She shook her head and smiled up at Izzy. They both started giggling.
“Okay I know I'm probably not gonna get a straight answer from either of you but I have to ask. What are you two giggling about now?” Emmett asked.
He was right. The girls started laughing louder now. Alice quirked a brow and slid closer to Izzy on her other side as the girls all sat on one side while the guys were on the other. Rose slid the napkin across Izzy lap into Alice's hand while Izzy sipped from her lemonade acting like nothing was going on. Alice looked at the napkin and started giggling. Now all three guys were looking at them like they had lost all their senses.
“Oh Alice not you too!” Edward seemed scared. He wasn't sure what the girls were up to but it couldn't be good if they were now including Alice in on it.
“Sorry Edward.” Alice tried to sound sincere but her giggles made it almost impossible.
“Are you gonna tell us?” Emmett asked.
Just then Jake came back with their order. The girls all started giggling again. He placed the order down and turned quickly to leave.
“I'm guessing Emmett that that is a no.” Edward said.
Jasper just seemed to watch as this all unfolded. He wasn't sure what was going on but he knew it had to do with Izzy.
The gang spent the next half hour talking and laughing. Izzy couldn't remember a time she had had so much fun. The guys were hilarious as they joked around and told stories of things they all did growing up. The girls would chuckle and snicker then add parts that the boys left out. Usually it was those parts that would cause Izzy to laugh the hardest. She felt right being here with them. When it was time for them to head back up, Alice asked..
“Are you staying till we finish?”
“I guess so.”
“goody” Aliced replied with a smile.
“See you when your done.” Izzy said and watched as they band made their way back to the stage.
Izzy decided to call her dad and let him know she was gonna hang out till the band was done. She made her way to the payphone by the order counter. After telling him, he told her he had to work early the next the day and if she wanted to ask Rose and Alice to stay with her over night that he was okay with that. Izzy thanked him and hung up. She turned to head back to the table, only to be stopped by Jacob.
“So you know the band?”
“Yeah we go to school together.”
“Are you seeing anyone?”
“No, and I'm not looking to either.”
“I was just asking. If you change your mind you have my number.” he said running his hand down her arm. Izzy shivered slightly in disgust. He must have seen it and taken it the wrong way, cause he smiled at her before walking back behind the counter. As she made her way back to the table she could feel eyes on her. One causing the familar warmth to spread through her. Jasper. The other made her skin crawl. Jacob. Izzy wondered how she had gone from being invisible to having people notice her? She shook off the creepy feeling and sat back down. The rest of the night passed quickly. Soon enough the band was finished and Rose and Alice made their way quickly over to Izzy.
“What the hell was that with Jake?” Rose asked.
“Yeah. Jasper actually missed two beats before he righted himself.” Alice said.
The three girls looked over to see the guys at the counter paying for the pizza.
“You know i could have paid that myself?” Izzy said.
“Yeah we know but we get a discount since we technically work here. So why spend extra money on something you could get for half off?” Alice said.
“Okay.” Izzy wasn't gonna argue. Saving money was something she knew about all to well.
“So back to Jake?” Rose asked.
“I don't honestly know. I came in and sat down, he took my drink order and asked if their was anything else. I told him not at the moment as i was waiting for friends. I think he figured I was waiting for girlfriends. He seemed rather disappointed when he came back and saw you guys sitting here. Then I went to call my dad and tell him i was hanging out till you all finished up. Which by the way dad said if y'all wanted to spend the night you could since he works an early shift tomorrow.”
“That's great. Now stop changing the subject.” Rose said.
“Okay so i was getting off the phone, i turned to come back to the table and there he was. He asked how i knew you guys and i told him we go to school together. Then he asked if I was seeing anyone. I told him no and that i wasn't looking to. He said if I changed my mind that i have his number. He ran his hand down my arm. It made me shiver. He gives me the creeps by the way. He must have taken as a good thing and smiled before he left. I could feel him watching me as i walked back here.”
“Jasper must have seen him touch you. That is what made him miss the drum beat.” Alice said.
The girls all looked at each other then over to the boys who were now headed their way. Emmett and Edward looked worried, and Jasper looked livid. As the boys approached Jasper came right up to Izzy.
“You okay Izzy?” he asked looking her over and rubbing his hand down the same arm Jacob had. Jasper's touch was different. Warm and soothing.
“Yeah, I'm fine.”
“Was that creep bothering you Iz. Cause if he was I'll go over there and set him straight.” Emmett said.
“It's fine guys. No big deal, let's just get out of here.” Izzy said trying to sooth the savages. It didn't seem to be working. Rose seemed to notice the pleading look on Izzy's face and stepped in.
“Come on guys let's go. It's been a long week and i just wanna get some rest.”
“Okay Rose.” Emmett said. Moving to stand slightly behind her, blocking her from view of the crowded dinning area.
“Yeah let's go.” Alice chirped grabbing Edward by the arm and leading him toward the door.
The rest followed closely. Jasper stayed close to Izzy as they walked. He seemed to be looking everywhere as if Jacob would come out of nowhere and snatch her. As they made it to where Emmett's jeep was parked they all stopped and seemed to sigh a breath of relief.
“So I guess we will see you on Monday Iz.” Emmett said. He was trying to usher Rose into the front seat. Rose smiled but stepped back next to Izzy.
“Actually Alice and I are staying at Izzy's this weekend...isn't that right Alice?” Rose said.
“Yep.” Alice said popping the 'P'. “Izzy's dad said it was okay seeing as he has to work early shifts all weekend.”
Izzy caught what the girls were doing and fell into step with them.
“It's gonna be loads of fun. Pillow fights and make-overs, movies and gossip.” Izzy giggled.
“Okay then...Where you parked Izzy?” Edward asked, taking the hint that the guys were no longer needed.
“Just over there. Would you be of so kind as to escort us Edward?” Izzy asked all sweet and smiley.
“It would be my pleasure.” Edward said holding out his arms to the girls. Izzy took one side as Alice squirmed under his other side so his arm was around her shoulders. Rose shook her head and laced her hand through Izzy's arm.
Izzy glanced back over her shoulder to find Emmett and Jasper staring like guppies. She nudged Rose who looked and laughed. This was gonna be interesting.
“Thank you Edward.” Izzy said kissing his cheek as they got to her car.
“No p..problem Izzy.” Edward stuttered alittle.
“Yes thank you Edward.” Rose said kissing his other cheek.
Edward was a bright crimson by now. He simply just nodded his head to stunned to speak. Alice came around his front and wrapped her arms around his torso.
“Thank you baby. That was very sweet of you to escort us to Izzy's car so nothing would happen to us.” Alice said before placing a soft kiss on his lips. “I'll call you tomorrow.” With that Edward turned and headed back toward the still very statuesque duo.
The girls climbed in the car. Alice in the back and Rose took shotgun as Izzy started the car.
“You know we may have just doomed him to the firing squad right?” Rose asked.
“Yeah but it was well worth it to see the looks on their faces.” Izzy smiled.
“I promise i will kiss all his wounds when they finish with him. I was worth it though.” Alice giggled from the back seat. The girls all waved to the guys as they pulled out. Leaving the three boys still standing next to Emmett's jeep.
Chapter 23
The ride to Izzy's house was full of laughter and jokes. At the expense of the guys of course. Once they arrived the other girls were surprised at the modest house that Izzy called home. They expected it to be much larger like the houses that surrounded it but it seemed to stand out more with it being smaller. Izzy showed them around the 4 bedroom two bath house. There was Izzy's room, Charlie's room, Charlie's office and a room with all of Izzy's music stuff in it. There was one bathroom upstairs and one down. After the girls all got changed into their pajamas they made a snack and headed into the den, or entertainment room as Charlie called it. Once settled the questions started up again.
“So what was that whole thing with Jake about at the pizza shop?” Alice asked.
“Honestly I have no idea. Like I said I sat down he took my drink order and slipped me his number. He's really creepy if you ask me.”
“Yeah he tried that with me the first time I saw him too. Emmett scared the shit out of him and he stays away.” Rose said smiling devilishly.
“Rose when are you gonna let that poor boy off the hook and go out with him already?” Alice asked.
“Yeah Rose. He is about bursting at the seems.” Izzy added.
“I have no idea what you two keep going on about. Emmett is just protective of me cause i saved his ass in grade school. It's hero worship, nothing else.”
“You have got to be kidding me?” Izzy said.
“What?” Rose asked.
“That boy is about two steps away from tattooing your name on his ass..if he hasn't already.” Alice giggled.
“Your both delisional.” Rose said.
“No your the one swimming in denile, and i don't mean the river.” Izzy added.
“No way. Emmett doesn't like me like that?” Rose was slowly starting to break.
“Yes he does Rose. He just won't say anything cause he doesn't wanna get hurt. He is like a big teddy bear. Did you know he kinda does have your stamp on him already...” Alice trailed off when the other two looked at her.
“What do you mean stamp?” Rose asked.
“Okay...I'll tell you but if you tell him i did i will deny everything.” Alice said.
“Spill Alice.” Izzy was getting excited. She liked the fact that they were focusing on Rose instead of her. But she knew it wouldn't take long for the conversation to be turned back to her and Jasper.
“Well over the summer when we were at our grandparents, Emmett got a tattoo.”
“And?” Rose and Izzy asked at the same time.
“It's of a Rose.”
“So that could mean anything.”
“The Rose is placed over his heart on his chest. No one besides me and my grandfather have seen it as he doesn't take his shirt off around here. Which is a shame cause the tattoo is beautiful.”
“That still doesn't mean it's for me.” Rose said.
“No but the inscription does.”
“Oh my god Alice. What does it say?” Izzy asked almost bouncing. Which was very un-Izzy like.
“Only love's flower holds my heart.”
“Awe” the girls all sigh together.
“Oh Rose he love's you.” Izzy sniffled. “Why else would he put that there?”
“What do i do? I don't know...how do I?” Rose seemed flustered. She wasn't sure what to do. The goddess of love aphrodite was lost.
Izzy crawled over and grabbed Rose's face and stared into her eyes.
“You do what any goddess of love would do..You walk up to your man, and take control. Show him who owns him and who he will always belong to. I'm sure he will respond in kind. Aphrodite always gets her man!” Izzy smirked.
“Izzy what are you going on about?” Alice asked after the scene unfolded.
Rose smiled and nodded. A look of determination crossed her features and Izzy knew then that she just made Emmett one of the happiest men on earth, only he didn't know it yet.
“Oh Sorry Alice. It's something between me and Rose.”
“Is it something that I could be included in?” Alice asked shyly.
Rose and Izzy shared a look and nodded then giggled some.
“Sure tink.”
“Tink??”
“Yep. That's your name, well nickname anyway. I've been calling you that since i first saw the fab five.” Izzy smiled.
“The Fab Five?”
“Oh sorry perhaps I should explain better.”
“Yes that would be helpful.” Alice added. Curiosity blazing from her eyes.
“Well on the first day of school I saw as you all entered the quad. It got really quiet and everyone stared or in some cases drooled. But I watched and realized that the five of you were the ones that everyone seemed to look to. So i dubbed you the Fabulous Five. Each of course has their own nickname in regards to how I pictured each of you. Rose here is Aphrodite. She reminded me of the goddess of love that I once saw a statue of. Then there is you Tinkerbell. You were the smallest of the bunch and seemed to have never ending engery just radiating off of you. You also resemble the Tinkerbell I saw in a broadway place once with my mom.” Izzy giggled.
“And the others?” Alice asked smiling.
“Well then there is Pan. Or Edward as I know him now. If you were Tinkerbell then he was your Peter Pan. His boys looks and air of I don't care around him. He just screamed I don't wanna grow up. Ecspecially with that hair.”
All the girls giggled.
“Go on..I wonder what you thought of Emmett?”
“Oh god Alice your gonna love this.” Rose said laughing.
“Emmett or Link as i refer to him...”
“Link?”
“Let me finish. So anyway, When i first saw him he reminded me of an ape. You know long arms, thin waist, huge legs. So he's like the missing link between human and apes. So i call him Link.”
“If he ever found out he would flip his shit..then laugh his ass off.” Alice said.
“Well let's not tell him then shall we.” Rose added snickering.
“Wait you missed someone, what about Jasper?”
“Ah yes Casanova.”
“Casanova...” Alice looked perplexed.
“Yeah every girl had a puddle of drool at least a mile wide and a foot deep under them. Like they all had him and then he told them to get lost. It was a wanting reaction. That was before I knew you guys of course. But Rose said to keep the names. Jasper knows.”
“He does. What did he say?”
“He chuckled.”
“Is that what all the giggling has been about?” Alice asked.
“Of course. The best was the first day when you stomped your foot all angry like, you really looked like an angry Tinkerbell.” the girls all laughed.
They talked and laughed well into the night. It wasn't long before they all drifted off to sleep.
~SSG~
As loud and happy and as boustious as the girls ride home had been, the boys was at the complete opposite end of the spectrum. They all sat quietly and seemed lost in their thoughts as they pulled out of the parking lot. Edward was worried about the reactions of Emmett and Jasper, Emmett was wondering what the hell happened between the girls, and Jasper was stewing in his rage that Jacob had touched Izzy.
It wasn't until they reached the first red light in their journey did anyone speak, and then it was only Emmett asking which house to go to. Edward squeeked from the backseat that they could go to his. Emmett made the left at the light and headed out of town toward Edwards house. The ride remained silent then.
They pulled up to Edwards and got out of the jeep. Edward let everyone in and they all headed to his room. Jasper was the last one to enter and upon doing so he slammed the door shut. Edward jumped, Emmett cringed. They had never seen Jasper so animated about anything.
“What the hell is wrong with you Jasper?” Emmett finally managed to ask, as he noticed that Edward was cowering away from them.
“Did you see that he touched her?” Jasper asked turning to Emmett.
“Touched who?”
“Izzy”
“Oh. OOHHH. Dude you crushin on Iz?” Emmett asked as realization hit him.
“Emmett where the hell have you been. Of course he's on about Izzy. He has been since the first time he saw her. Even I saw that.” Eddie added in a whisper.
Emmett looked at Edward then back to Jasper and then back to Edward. Emmett decided to take the easy way out.
“So Eddie boy. What was with that kiss in the parking lot?”
“It was nothing I swear. They just thanked me for walking them to Izzy's car.” Edward said backing further into his room.
“Calm down Eddie, I'm not gonna hurt ya. I'm more worried about what Jazz will do.” Emmett said tipping his head in the direction that Jasper was in.
Jasper was leaning his arm against the window frame in Edward's room as he stared out into the night. He was conflicted and confused. He knew he had feelings for Izzy but he hadn't realized how strong they were until tonight. When Jacob touched her he about jumped out of his skin. He was ready to climb over his drum set and pound the poor kid. He had never been a violent person but something about Izzy just brought it out in him.
“Jasper you know that kiss didn't mean anything right? She only kissed my cheek, even Rose gave me one. Which by the way scared me slightly. They were just showing apprication for me walking them to Izzy's car.” Edward said pulling him from his thoughts.
“Huh?”
“Were you even listening?” Emmett asked looking amused.
“No sorry I wasn't. What was that you were saying Edward?” Jasper asked.
“I was apologizing for allowing Izzy to kiss my cheek?” Edward blushed hard.
“Oh Edward. Think nothing of it. I wasn't pissed at you. I know you have Alice. Hell we helped you get her.”
“Yeah...” he sighed going all glossy eyed. “Wait then what are you all pissed about?” he asked.
“I don't understand this?” he answered
“Don't understand what?” Emmett asked.
“All of it. My feelings, my thoughts, my anger, Izzy...all of it. I have never been like this before. I wanted to jump my drum set and beat the piss out of Jacob for touching her. I'm barely even friends with her...what the hell is wrong with me?” He sighed flopping down on Edward's bed.
“You brother are in love.” Emmett said.
“What?” Jasper said looking from one to the other.
“He said your in love.” Edward said sitting on the computer chair across from Jasper.
“I heard him.” Jasper hissed.
“I know the feeling well dude. Your just now experencing the intensity of it.” Emmett said like he was quoting it from a book.
“How would you know?” Jasper asked looking at Emmett with questions and hope in his eyes.
Emmett sighed. He slowly moved back toward the door and took off his shirt. Turning toward the guys he stood proud with his muscles rippling and his chest bare for all to see. There in the middle right above his heart, was a rose. It was simple yet elegant. It of course had thorns on the stem but wrapped around it, in delicate gold letter was the words: Only Love's flower Holds my Heart.
The guys sat stunned. It took a minute but Edward got his senses back first.
“When did you get that?”
“I got it done over the summer.”
“Has she seen it?”
“No. No one has. Well expect Alice and my granddad. But they were there when I got. Alice knows what it means. My granddad called me a sissy and walked away.”
“Dude you branded yourself, for your girl?” Jasper asked.
“Caught up finally did ya?” Emmett laughed.
“Holy shit. Rose is gonna flip when she sees that shit.” Edward chuckled.
“Nah. Don't underestimate Rosie. She's a true softy at heart. She would find the gesture romantic.” Emmett said smiling.
“So how do you deal with it?” Jasper asked all somber again.
“I just go with the flow. One day she'll see how i feel about her and everything will fall into place.” Emmett answered.
“I don't think I could handle that...What if she got with someone else before she knew how i feel. I don't think....know I know i would loose my shit if that happened.” Jasper said.
“I think I'm safe dude. I know she has a thing for me too. She just hasn't grasped it yet.”
“Sure okay..but Izzy she is a whole different person Emmett. There's something else there. I can see it when she looks at me. Her eyes look guarded and haunted all at the same time. It's like she's hiding from something and puts up this front for everyone else to see.” Jasper said.
“That's deep man.” Edward said and then looked pensive. “Kinda sounds like someone else we know.”
“Who?” Emmett asked.
“Jasper.”
“What?”
“I mean it sounds like you. You hide your feelings and hurt on the inside. I have seen it slip every now and then. I don't ever say anything cause it's part of the guy code, but i know. Like the other day when you flipped your shit about that Zavier guy. I know the person you show us isn't who you are. Your all tough on the outside, but i know that somewhere in there is a soft spoken, good guy who loves with everything in him, whether it be for his friends or family.” Edward finished.
“You make me sound like a pansy.” Jasper sighed.
“Showing your feelings isn't a weakness Jasper. It's a strength. Look at Emmett. He shows his emotions on his face. People know when he's pissed or sad, happy or angsty. They know when to keep their distance and when he can be approached. With you they can't tell so they stay away.” Edward finished.
“Okay...well your hour is up with Dr. Phil. How about we push pass this girly shit and move along shall we.” Emmett chimed clapping his hands together.
The boys all chuckled. Edward pulled out the game paddles and the boys sat until well into the next morning shooting, bombing, and sniping everything that crossed their paths.
Chapter 24
Saturday morning Charlie came in to find Izzy and the girls dancing and singing in the kitchen while they made breakfast.
“Morning girls.” Charlie called.
“Morning” they all chimed.
“Did you girls have fun last night?”
“Of course we did.” Izzy replied. “How was work?”
“Same ol' same ol'. You know how it is. Got a new patient.”
“Oh anything interesting?”
“Nah just a typical surgery.”
“Okay. You hungry?”
“Well that's a silly question Iz.” Charlie laughed.
“Breakfast is almost done why don't you go get cleaned up and change.”
“Be right back girls.” Charlie said kissing Izzy on the forehead.
“Wow Izzy your dad is so cool.” Alice chirpped.
“Yeah he's more like my best friend then my dad.”
“That's awesome Swan. Wish my parents were like that.” Rose said.
“Yeah he's been really easy going with the move and everything. He helped alot in the beginning.” Izzy said while flipping the pancakes.
“What do you mean Izzy?” Alice asked.
“Oh um nothing Alice.”
“Come on you can tell me anything. I promise I won't tell anyone.”
“Alice!” Rose repremanded. “Izzy will tell you when she is ready don't push her.”
“It's okay Rose. I think it would be better to get everything out in the open. Then she might be able to help too. But can we wait till after breakfast?” Izzy said.
“Sure thing.” Alice said.
It was quiet while they finished cooking until the phone rang. Izzy turned the stove off and answered.
“Hello?”
“Bella is that you?”
“Yeah mom. How are things going?”
“Good. How is everything going with your dad?”
“Everything is great. Made some awesome new friends. They are actually here right now. They're spending the weekend with me since dad has to work overnights the next couple of days.”
“Oh honey that is great to hear. So everything is working out then?”
“Yeah. Only had one incident the other night at the band competition.”
“OH.”
“Yeah someone showed up who I hoped not to see again.”
“Let me guess...Zavier?”
“Yeah.”
“Oh honey. That boy has been a pain in my side since you left. He keeps stopping by and asking if I heard from you. I keep telling him no; but that explains the never ending calls and messages he has been leaving. He said he thinks he saw you in Dallas. I guess he did huh.”
“Yeah but my friends ran him off. Oh mom it was horrible. I will tell you more later, my breakfast is getting cold and Alice is giving me funny looks. I haven't told her yet. She was there that night and I told her we would talk after breakfast.”
“Ok Bella. Call me later and you can tell me everything.”
“Ok mom. Love you.”
“Love you too. Bye honey.”
“bye.”
Izzy sat down and began to serve everyone as Charlie came back down stairs.
“Who was on the phone?” Charlie asked.
“Mom.”
“OH” Charlie looked at the other two girls at the table then back to Izzy.
Izzy shook her head then smiled, mouthing later. Charlie nodded and started to eat his breakfast. The kitchen was silent while they ate. Rose looked strained and Alice looked deep in thought. Izzy was nervous. She wasn't sure how Alice would take everything. They did just starting bridging the gap that had strained them in the beginning with the whole jealousy thing but now she was about to tell her her deepest secret.
After breakfast was cleaned up Charlie offered to do the dishes so the girls could go talk. Izzy took them back up to her room and sat on her bed pulling her pillow onto her lap. Rose looked nervous again.
“Rose?” Izzy asked.
“It's okay Swan. You're right it might be better for her to know everything.” Rose smiled reassuringly.
“What is going on?” Alice asked.
“Well Alice...” Izzy started.
“How about this, you asked questions and Izzy will answer what she can and I will fill in the rest.” Rose suggested. Izzy sighed glad to have Rose there to help her.
“Okay. What was the freak out about at the competition?”
“You saw that?” Izzy asked.
“Yes. Now answer.”
“Well I guess I should start at the beginning then huh. If you have any questions please hold them till I get this all out. This will be Rose's first time hearing the whole story as well so just bear with me please.” Izzy said.
“alright.” they both said.
“I was born in Phoenix Arizona. My mom's name is Renee and my dad is Charlie. They divorced when I was three. Charlie moved here to Dallas and I stayed with my mom. I grew up there till last year. I was a sophomore and for the most part I kept to myself. I found it easier then trying to be something I wasn't. I thought I did a good job of being invisible but I guess not. One day I skipped lunch and was in the music room playing a guitar when I was startled by another student. He was the most popular kid in school. I tried to sneak out but he stopped me. He knew my name. I was surprised. We became friends. His popular friends didn't like it much but I didn't care. He was the only friend I really had. He was a senior and the end of the year was coming close. He asked me to prom.”
Alice gasped.
“Mom took me shopping for the perfect dress. I found the most beautiful dress. I was so excited. He was voted homecoming king as everyone figured. What wasn't expected was me being voted homecoming queen. I was so surprised. Then everything went to hell in a hurry. A kid from the school newspaper called our names and made us turn for a picture. Just as the flash went off, I felt this liquid poor over me. I ran. He chased. I hid for the rest of the year. Mom suggested I move in with my dad for the summer and get a change of scenery. Well I decided to change everything. So here I am.”
The room was quiet for a minute. Then Alice spoke.
“Your Bella!”
“No I was Bella. Isabella Marie Swan-Dwyer, but not anymore. Now I'm the stronger, better Izzy Swan.”
“That boy at the competition was the one from your story.”
“Zavier.”
“Oh my. Does Jasper know?”
“NO! Only Rose and now you. Please don't say anything. I don't think I'm ready for anyone else to know yet.”
“It's okay, Izzy. I won't tell anyone. Do you plan on telling him?”
“Soon but I'm afraid.”
“Afraid of what?”
“He'll hate me for lying to him.”
“But you didn't lie.”
“How is that Alice?”
“Izzy is short for Isabella, and Swan is your last name. You just chose not to go by Bella anymore which by the way doesn't suit you at all.”
Rose and Izzy chuckled.
“Yeah that's what I told her.” Rose said.
“So now what?” Izzy asked.
“Now we go shopping!” Alice smiled.
Chapter 25
Izzy spent the rest of the weekend hanging out and getting to know Alice and Rose. By sunday night Izzy wasn't ready to say goodbye. She never really had any real friends and she was afraid that once school came on monday that everything would go back to the way it was. So you can imagine her surprise when Alice and Rose showed up to pick her up for school on monday.
“What are you guys doing here?” Izzy asked as she answered the door.
“Driving you to school.” Rose said with a smile.
“Where are the guys? Don't you usually ride with them?” Izzy asked looking around for them.
“They stayed at Edward's for the weekend and rode to school together this morning, so we figured we would grab you on our way past.” Alice said bouncing on her toes.
Izzy giggled watching her. Rose got a twinkle in her eye when she realized what Izzy was giggling about and Alice sighed.
“I'm never going to live that down am I?”
“Nope” Both Rose and Izzy said at the same time.
“Alright let's go before we're late.” Alice said.
Izzy grabbed her bag and followed the girls out to Alice's car. They rode to school singing along with any song that came on the radio. When they pulled in next to Emmett's huge jeep the boys got out and came to help the girls out. Izzy was sure Eddie was gonna swallow Alice's head when he kissed her. You swear they hadn't seen each other for months; not a couple days. Emmett just held his hand out to help Rose out of the car. After their talk over the weekend Izzy was sure that Rose wasn't gonna wait another minute to claim link...and she was right. As she stood from the car she pulled Emmett into a mind melting kiss. Izzy laughed then clapped, Alice gasped and Edward looked like his eyes were gonna bug out of his head. Jasper just stood flabbergasted.
“Oh please as if none of you knew this was gonna happen.” Rose quipped as she pulled away from a very dazed Emmett.
“Right on Rose.” Izzy cheered.
Rose high fived Izzy as they linked arms and headed toward the quad with everyone following behind them. The silence on the quad was deafening. Izzy shrunk back behind Rose a little, but Rose pulled her forward.
“You got this Swan. Your one of us now.”
“Thanks Rose. Not exactly what I was aiming for.” Izzy sighed.
“Well suck it up buttercup cause there will be no more ghost for you.” Rose whispered in her ear.
Alice snuck up on Izzy's other side in a show of friendship.
“You got us now Izzy. Let's show them who you really are.”
Izzy smiled down at Alice.
“Alright let's do this.” Izzy lifted her head high and walked onto the quad with Alice and Rose. The boys trailing behind them.
~SSG~
Jasper and Emmett had stayed at Edward's all weekend. They spent the time together playing games, jamming out and working on some new music for the band. They were surprised when Alice called on monday morning saying they didn't need a ride. That they were picking up Izzy on the way and would meet them there. Waiting in the parking lot was getting annoying. Everyone kept staring and whispering. Sure it was something that happened all the time but you would think that it would end after the first week or so.
“Wonder what is taking them so long?” Edward asked.
“They're girls. Who knows.” Emmett replied.
“I wish they would hurry up.” Jasper grumbled.
Just then the girls pulled in. They were laughing and singing with the radio. Jasper wasn't sure if them bonding was a good thing or not. He chuckled to himself as Edward and Emmett shot out of the jeep like their asses were on fire to get to the girls. Edward damn near swallowed Alice's face as he pulled her from the driver side. He watched as Izzy made a face. Then to everyone's surprise as Emmett helped Rose from the passenger seat Rose pulled him in and kissed him. The look on Emmett's face was priceless. Edward actually stopped sucking Alice's face long enough to look like a fish out of water, but it was Izzy's giggle that held his attention the most. Just then Rose had to ruin it. Her bitch side was showing. Of course they knew it was bound to happen but that she initiated it was what caught everyone's attention. Izzy of course cheered her on. Then they started to the quad.
“What the hell just happened?” Edward asked.
“I believe Rose just claimed her man.” Jasper snickered.
“Hell yeah she did, and she can do that anytime she wants.” Emmett said.
Just then Rose and Izzy froze, or more like Izzy froze. Jasper knew she didn't like the attention and walking in with them would definitely get her noticed. Before he could move to her side Alice was there. It was almost like they were showing a united front. The girls whispered to Izzy and then she held her head up and started walking. The smile that split Jasper's face would light up all of Dallas.
“What are you smiling about?” Emmett asked.
“Yeah what's got you all smiley?” Edward echoed.
“Nothing at all.”
“Bull shit.”
“Izzy.” was all Jasper said.
Emmett and Edward looked toward the girls and saw them strutting together toward their table. Both found themselves smiling right along with him. Their girls were definitely a sight to look at.
Chapter 26
The week passed quickly and soon it was friday once again. Izzy went to work at the music shop and had plans to go watch the band at the pizza shop afterwards. It was sorta becoming a routine. She could live with that. It was nice to feel like part of the in crowd, even if she often still felt like shrinking into the background.
School passed as normal. Her and Rose talking and giggling through their classes. It was at lunch that Rose brought up the pizza shop.
“Hey Izzy?”
“Yeah Rose.”
“If the guys okay it would you sing a song with me tonight?”
“You want me to sing with you....tonight?” Izzy squeaked.
“Yeah I have been working on this song for us..well the whole band actually but we need another female vocalist and I thought you would be perfect for the part.”
“Well i don't know.”
“It's just one song Swan.”
“Fine Rose. You win. I'll sing with you tonight, but only if everyone agrees.”
Rose gave a very girlish squeal and darted off toward the lunch table where everyone was seated, as Izzy shook her head and giggled. Sometimes Rose would shed her Ice queen shell and just be a girl and this was one of those rare occasions.
“So you're singing with the band tonight huh?” Emmett asked.
“I guess so. If it's alright with you guys that is?” Izzy ducked her head.
“Hell yeah it is. You sing awesomely.” Edward rambled.
“Thanks.”
“So what are you singing?” Alice asked.
“I wrote a song for us to sing. I will give you the music after school we can practice before we go to the pizza shop.” Rose said.
Izzy looked shocked.
“You mean the band hasn't even seen it yet?”
“Nope. I have a lyrics sheet for you in my bag.”
“No music?”
“Nope you're just singing, not playing.”
“Oh...okay.”
“It's alright Izzy. Me and the boys have a few new songs that need to be gone over as well that we worked on last weekend. So it'll all work out.” Jasper said to ease her worries.
“Okay. That makes me feel better. Atleast your not going out of your way to learn just one new song for me.”
“Nope.” Edward said popping the “P”
They all went their own ways after the lunch bell rang. Izzy was still a little nervous about singing with the band but she knew that with them beside her she would make it out okay.
~SSG~
Jasper knew that tonight would make or break the band. Well sorta. It was more like his heart he was worried about. He wrote a song with Edward and Emmett just for Izzy. He hoped she would like it and appreciate the message he was trying to send to her. He had fallen hard and now he wanted her to know it. He just hoped everything worked out okay.
The band rehearsed the new songs from the time they got to Emmett's till it was time for them to get to work. Izzy wouldn't be there till after eight so he had time to work himself up for it. They would do Rose's song first after their break so Izzy could get it out of the way. Then the last song of the night would be his song to Izzy. Rose found it extremely romantic and told him just that. She couldn't seem to wait to see how Izzy reacted to Jasper spilling his heart out to her. This was the Jasper she knew. The real Jasper.
~SSG~
Izzy finished work and headed to Ricky's. The Pizza shop was hoping like it always is on a friday night. She found the corner booth that was reserved for the band and took a seat. They would be taking their break soon. As the ending chords for the song played out Edward stepped up to the microphone.
“We're taking a break for now be back in twenty.”
The band stepped off the stage and made their way over to Izzy.
“You guys were great.”
“Thank you.”
The same waiter as last time came over. Jacob. He looked at Izzy and smiled while at the same time seemed to be frowning at the band. The girls giggled as he walked away after they placed their order. Emmett and Edward seemed to be holding Jasper back from something.
“So you ready to sing our song Swan?” Rose asked.
“Um no.”
“Buck up Swan, you got this. It's just a bunch of rowdy teens from school. Most of them have heard you sing already. Just pick a spot on the back wall and stare at it. This way you don't have to look at any of them. Believe me I don't.” Rose giggled.
“You’re so mean Rose.” Alice laughed.
“Yeah but if she was nice then she wouldn't be our Rose.” Emmett smiled.
“Thanks Babe.”
Rose and Emmett's relationship was the talk of the school for the last week. Izzy wasn't sure why it surprised anyone. They have been dancing around each other for years according to Jasper, Alice and Edward. Jacob brought their pizzas out and again smiled at Izzy. This time Izzy saw Jasper's reaction. His clenched teeth and balled up fists, but Emmett's ape like arm draped over his shoulder seemed to once again contain him. Izzy wasn't sure what that was about and didn't think she wanted to ask either.
They finished the pizza and cleaned up. Heading back toward the stage. Izzy was to wait until they called her up to sing with them. She was started to regret accepting Rose's invitation to sing with the band.
“Tonight we have a treat for you guys.” Edward said into the mic.
“Yeah we are lucky to have a good friend of ours in the audience tonight who agreed to sing with us.” Emmett added.
“Some of you heard her sing at the competition a couple weeks ago, so give a big warm welcome to our good friend Izzy.” Alice called.
Cheers sprung up from all around her as she stood and made her way to the stage.
“Okay guys this is a new song written by our very own wonderful Rose. So let's hear for her.” Jasper said.
“You ready Izzy?” Rose asked.
“Ready Rose.”
The band started to play.
(More than a band~Lemonade mouth)
Rose /Edward/Alice/Bella/all
I can't pretend
To know how you feel
But know that I'm here
Know that I'm real
Say what you want
Or don't talk at all
I'm not gonna let you fall
Reach for my hand
Cause it's held out for you
My shoulders are small
But you can cry on them too
Everything changes
But one thing is true understand
We'll always be more than a band.
Yeah yeah yeah yeah.
You used to brave the world
All on your own
Now we won't let you go
Go it alone.
Be who you want to be
Always stand tall
We're not gonna let you fall
Reach for my hand
Cause it's held out for you
My shoulders are strong
But you can cry on them too
Everything changes
But one thing is true understand
We'll always be more than a band.
I never knew
You could take me so far
I've always wanted
The home that you are
The ones i need
Reach for my hand
Cause it's held out for you
My shoulders are strong
But you can cry on them too
Everything changes
But one thing is true understand
We’ll always be more than a band.
Reach for my hand
Cause it's held out for you
My shoulders are strong
But you can cry on them too
Everything changes
But one thing is true understand
We'll always be more than a band.
The crowd cheered loud as they finished up the song.
“That was Izzy Swan everyone one. Take a bow Izzy.” Edward said.
Izzy felt her face flush as she bowed and stepped off stage. She made her way back to the booth. Just as she was sitting Jacob came over to the table.
“You were great Izzy.”
“Thank you.”
“Can I get you anything?”
“A lemonade would be great.”
“Right back.” Jacob said smiling at her.
Izzy didn't care how sweet he was trying to be, he still gave her the creeps.
The band played a few other new songs before Izzy heard Edward speak into the mic once again.
“Hey guys this last song was written by are awesome drummer and leader Jasper. This goes out to a special lady who seems to have captured his heart.”
Izzy watched as Jasper and Edward switched places; Edward took over the drums while Jasper moved forward to the microphone. Izzy was shocked. She wondered who he wrote the song for. She didn't recall any new girls hanging around the band. Maybe he was keeping her away from them until he felt it right. Izzy thought her heart might break. As the music for the next song started Jasper looked up and caught her eyes.
(I will come to you~ Hanson)
Jasper/ Emmett/both/all
oooooohhhh yeah
When you have the light to guide you
And no one to walk beside you
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
Sometimes when all your dreams
They have seen better days
When you don't know how or why
But you've lost your way
Have no fear when your tears are fallin'
I will hear your spirit callin
And I swear I'll be there come what may
When you have no light to guide you
And no one to walk beside you
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
na na na na na na na na na
I will come to you
na na na na na na na na na
'cause even if we can't be together
we'll be friends now and forever
And I swear that I’ll be there come what may
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
We all need somebody we can turn to
Someone who'll always understand
So if you feel that your soul is dyin'
And you need the strength to keep tryin'
I'll reach out and take your hand
oh na na na na na na na na na
I'll reach out for your hand
oh na na na na na na na na na
(Guitar solo)
I will come to you
When you have no light to guide you
And no one to walk beside you
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
Oh…oh
I will come to you
Oh, I will come to you.
Isabella Dwyer had always been a shy, quiet girl; never one to draw attention to herself. She was often called a loner, a black sheep if you will. Always hiding behind her long locks of auburn hair. She never spoke out or acted up, she was a model student; the perfect child. Her clothes were often too big for her petite frame but she liked it that way. It helped her hide from the world around her, making her seem invisible. Then one day, out of the blue, someone took notice.
Zavier was the popular type; the class clown, the star quarterback, the center of attention. Everyone knew him and he knew everyone; everyone except Isabella. He would watch her though, in the halls as she ghosted past the other students, never really in the thick of things but there none the less. She intrigued him. He wondered if this was just for show or was she really trying to fade into the background.
One day he decided to follow her. Instead of heading to the cafeteria like all the other students, she made her way to an old music room. He stood in the shadows of the hallway as she went to an old guitar in the corner of the room. He became mesmerized by her soft playing. It fit her character perfectly. He tried to move closer, but he bumped a stray chair startling Isabella. She jumped, looking toward the doorway.
"Who's there?"
"Sorry i didn't mean to scare you. You play beautifully."
"No. I'm sorry i shouldn't be in here." She quickly grabbed her things and tried to get past him, but he blocked her way.
"It's okay Isabella. I shouldn't have eavse dropped."
Her head snapped up so fast when he said her name, that he thought it might fall off.
"You know my name?" she stuttered.
"Of course, I know everyone. Name's Zavier."
He held out a hand toward her. She took it tentatively and quickly dropped it.
"Not much of a people person are you?"
"No not really."
"You don't know many people do you?"
"I know who everyone is."
"But you talk to no one?"
"They don't talk to me either."
"Well I'm talking to you."
"Why?"
"You seemed like you could use a friend."
"A friend?"
"Yeah"
"Okay"
Chapter Two
Bella’s friendship with Zavier was rocky at first. Zaviers' friends would abuse him about befriending the "ghost" as they liked to call her, but Zavier would stand up to them and defend her. They got to know each other rather well. Soon she was just another fixture in his group; always by his side and still as silent as ever. She wouldn't talk to the others. She would answer his questions with as little verbal communication as possible.
The end of the school year was fast approaching. Zavier, being a senior was preparing for prom and graduation, so when he asked Isabella to be his date to prom she almost passed out. She was only a sophomore, and that type of thing just didn't happen. The school hierarchy frowned upon it. Seeing as Zavier was at the top of said hierarchy though, no one said anything.
The night of prom came, and Isabella was excited. She and her mom spent days shopping for her dress. She settled on a spaghetti strapped corset type knee length gown. It was emerald green, and beads covered both the straps and the bodice. The skirt was tulle and layered so that when she would twirl, it would appear to float around her. She looked beautiful. Everything seemed to be perfect, but as most things perfection doesn't last forever.
They danced and laughed, then danced some more. When the time came to announce the prom king and queen, Zavier of course was crowned king. Isabella expected Marsha to be crowned queen; after all she was the head of the cheerleading squad, so when they called her name she thought she’d heard wrong. When she looked up; Zavier stood there with a smile on his face and his hand held out to help her up the stairs. She took it, but she was still nervous. She got that feeling in her gut that something was wrong. The principle handed her a bouquet of roses and placed the sparkling crown on her head while she kept her eyes to the floor. She still didn't like being the center of attention. When someone called her name, she looked up and into the face of one of the boys from the school paper. Zavier moved closer to her and they posed to have their picture taken.
Just as the flash went off; Isabella screamed. When she looked down on herself she saw that she was covered in a sticky syrup. Her dress was ruined; her perfect night was ruined. She felt betrayed, used. They had taken her shyness and gullibility and made her the brunt of a cruel joke. She threw the flowers down and ran from the stage amidst their laughter. Only Zavier wasn't laughing. He was calling her name and chasing after her, but Isabella was too fast for him to catch up to.
Isabella cried herself to sleep that night while her mother held her tightly. The next day Isabella went back to school, returning to her previous state of invisibility. She would dodge and avoid Zavier at every turn.
The next two weeks passed quickly and graduation was upon them. Isabella had managed to remain invisible. The ceremonies went off with out a problem and Zavier was now on his way to whatever summer vacation his parents had set up. Isabella's mom decided that she need a break as well; a change of scenery and some well needed relaxation. After discussing options for a while, they came to the agreement that she would go stay with her father. So she packed her bags and a few extra personal belongings and was off.
Chapter Three
On the plane ride there Isabella thought a lot about what happened to her and decided her mom had the right idea, she needed to change.
When her plane landed in Dallas she had a plan set in her mind. She spoke to her dad on the ride to his house about what happened back in phoenix and told him what she had in mind. He said that he would stand behind her completely and if she felt that was what she had to do, then she should go for it. So a week after settling in, she set her plan into action.
Isabella's first step was to change her name; dropping the Isabella to replace it with Izzy and returning to her real fathers last name. So after a phone call and some never ending paper work, Isabella Dwyer was no more. In her place now stood Izzy Swan.
Next on her list was a trip to the hair dresser. She said good bye to her waist length locks and opted for a shorter shoulder length style, to which she had dyed a dark chestnut and added blond highlights.
A stop at the nearest mall for a change in wardrobe came next; going from baggy sweat pants and jeans, to hip huggers and boot cut. Thick bulky sweat shirts and long sleeved tops, to curve hugging t-shirts and button downs. Clumpy boots to sneakers and heels.
It only took her 24 hours to create a new her. Now for the upkeep. Izzy started exercising more, running with her dad every morning; moderate stretching and lifting weights in the basement of their home. She began to notice her body slimming more and toning up.
But Izzy became bored quickly during the day. There was nothing for her to do while her father was at work, so she made a trip to the community center in town on her bike. There, she signed up for a guitar class to fine tune her mad skills. Still having too much time, she also signed up for a song writing class as well.
Summer seemed to fly by quickly now that she had gotten herself into a routine. She started every morning exercising with her dad, then went to classes during the day. Every night she ate supper with Charlie as they settled in to watch Jeopardy and Wheel of Fortune.
One night out of boredom they decided to make a game of it. They would try to answer the question or solve the puzzle before the contestants on the screen; for each correct answer or puzzle solved they would collect points. The loser would have to cook and clean up supper the following night. It was as if they were best friends or roommates; not father and daughter.
Having so much fun they lost track of the days and soon it was almost time for Izzy to go back home to her mother. After several long conversations they decided to call Renee and ask if it would be okay if she stayed till she graduated. After all the kinks were worked out, Izzy was staying.
A week and a half before the semester started Charlie and Izzy went to get her the things she would need, and register her for classes. The school was amazing, so after filling out the paper work they were led on a tour. Stepping out of the main office building they were led around the side and onto a pathway that snaked between the many buildings.
The boy taking them on the tour was overly friendly. He explained that the school was set up more like a college campus then a high school. There was a large quad settled in the middle where there were tables and things like that to eat lunch on, since there was not a formal cafeteria here. A Japanese water garden was set up in the grove of trees in the middle of it all. It was all very new age Zen. Leading them to the first building where they had a clear view of the area. Charlie cleared his throat to bring the boy back on topic as Izzy chuckled. He gave a rundown of all the buildings quickly:
Building 1: The Hall of Science
Building 2: The Math department
Building 3: English or Literary Arts
Building 4: History
Building 5: Auditorium or Lecture Hall
Building 6: The Arts building
He went on to tell them that behind building 4 was the sports fields and pool. Student parking was behind buildings 5 and 6, and visitor and staff parking was in front of the main office that they had just left. When Izzy asked about a library, the boy told her that it was on the second and third floors of the main office, as well as a computer cafe' on the top floor. After a quick walk around the campus they headed back to the main office. Izzy was told that her class schedule would be mailed to her and she should receive it before the start of term. They kindly thanked the boy and receptionist and made their way home, where it was Charlie's turn to cook dinner.
Chapter Four
Izzy's summer classes ended that Saturday, giving both her and Charlie the rare Sunday free. They decided to take a drive. Izzy had no idea where Charlie was taking her but relaxed into the seat and enjoyed the ride. She must have dozed off because she was startled awake when the car came to a stop. When she looked up she saw they were parked outside of a large music store.
Grinning at Charlie as she exited the car she practically bounced into the store. It was like watching time rewind. Izzy was no longer the sixteen year old junior in high school, she was that awkward 12 year old who was just told she could buy any doll she wanted from the toy store. Her excitement seemed contagious and everyone she passed soon smiled too.
When she came to the instrument section her eyes automatically sought out the guitars. Once she spotted the beautiful red on black 51" fender sitting off by itself, she couldn't stop the smile that spread across her face. Rushing to it, she picked it up. Settling it into position and hooking it up to the small speaker on the ground next to it, she strummed a few bars to make sure it was in tune. Once she had it tuned to her liking she began to play.
Losing herself in the music she didn't even notice the audience that had circled around her. When she finished she looked around and blushed as applause erupted. The store owner came over to her and offered her a job playing here at the store after school and on the weekends. She didn't have it in her to say no, so she nodded her head yes.
That night while lying in bed Izzy realized that it had only been four months since moving in with Charlie and already she had made big changes in herself. She was thinner, her body toned. Her self-esteem seemed to be at an all-time high. She had a job, now all she needed was some friends and a car to get her around. (Riding a bike in the rain, even in Texas is not the most brilliant idea.)
The next morning as promised, her school schedule arrived. Looking over it she noticed the only class she didn't get that she had signed up for was world history, instead she was taking American history again. Glancing over her schedule she took note of how the curriculum ran here.
Period 1: homeroom 7:45-8:15 Mrs. Gibson
Period 2: Trigonometry 8:20-9:00 Mrs. Gibson
Period 3: American History 9:05-9:45 Mr. Baker
Period 4: European Literature 9:50-10:30 Mr. Allen
Period 5: Chemistry 10:35-10:50 Mr. Heck
Lunch 10:55-11:25
Period 5 pt.2: Chemistry 11:30-11:50 Mr. Heck
Period 6: Music Appreciation 11:55-12:35 Mrs. Evans
Period 7: Gym 12:40-1:20 Coach Shecktarly
Period 8: Study Hall 1:25-2:00 Auditorium.
Dismissal 2:10
After reading through it a few times and memorizing as much as she could, she smiled and put the schedule into her book bag. She had a feeling that this would be a much better year.
Chapter Five
That afternoon, when the boredom once again set in, Izzy hopped on her bike and rode over to the school campus. She figured it wouldn't hurt to map out direct routes to all her classes before school started. After she found a course that worked for her, she decided to check out the sports fields that she didn't get to see last time. The fields were also college worthy.
The football field was dead center, to the left was soccer, to the right baseball. A large dirt track surrounded the football field. As she wandered past, she saw the building that she assumed held the pool, to the right of that was a tennis court and to the left a basketball court. The area seemed like a sports nuts wet dream. Izzy being Izzy, she couldn’t resist the urge to take several laps around the dirt track; just enough to stretch her legs. When she finished her run she checked her watch. She was going to have to rush home to meet her dad so he could take her in to the music store. Damn what she wouldn't give to have her own car right now.
After work they did their usual routine and then it was off to bed to start all over again. When Izzy woke they took their usual run and then took turns showering once they got back home. When Izzy came down from the shower she didn't expect to see Charlie still sitting there with a cup of coffee in his hands; he was normally already on his way to work.
“You’re home?”
“Yeah. Work’s slow today.”
“So what're we gonna do today, i didn't have any plans.”
“I have something to show you.”
“Oh.”
“Eat your breakfast.”
Izzy was excited to find out what it was so she quickly ate and cleaned up. Charlie chuckled at his daughter.
“Well, come on.”
Charlie stood and led her out the back door to a garage she hadn't remembered ever seeing. Upon entering he flicked on the lights. There sitting dead center was a 1979 mint condition Pontiac Trans Am; Midnight blue with ghost flames licking up the fenders, and off white leather interior. Izzy screeched.
“Where did you get this?”
“Got here the other day.”
“Is this for me?”
“Sure is Izzy.”
“You didn't need to buy me a car.”
“I didn't. This was mine… Now I did get it painted for you but that's it. She is just as she was when I bought her fresh off the lot. Well, except for the stereo. I had that upgraded to a CD player with a plug for your IPod or mp3 thingy. I still have the original 8 track player that was in it.”
“Dad this is so cool.”
“You’re welcome Izzy.”
“Can we take her for a spin?”
“Sure thing Kiddo, get in.” He said, tossing her the keys.
Settling into the seat she started the engine. It roared to life before settling into a beautiful purr. Slipping her into gear Izzy backed out of the garage. Once the tires hit the blacktop she punched the clutch, shifted into gear and hit the gas. The engine growled as the car took off. Izzy giggled as Charlie Laughed.
“Baby girl, you are so much like me it ain't funny.”
After riding around for a while, they refilled the tank and headed home. Pulling her back into the garage, they got out.
“I wanna show ya some stuff before you have to head to work.”
“Sure”
“Pop the hood.”
Izzy did as she was told and reached under the console, popping it open. Coming around to stand next to her dad she leaned in as he explained how to check all the fluids and what each one did to keep the car running. He told her that he would teach her how to work on the car herself in order to help save on upkeep. Izzy was beyond excited to get to learn about her car, and getting to spend extra time with Charlie was an added bonus. By the time they finished she had to leave for the music store. With a kiss on the cheek and a wave to Charlie she headed off to work.
She was but an hour into playing, when she felt like someone was watching her. Looking around her she finally caught the eyes of a boy about her age. She smiled at him, thinking to herself that his eyes were captivating. She felt as if he could just ‘See’ her. The real her. She shook her head with an amused grin at her thoughts, and once again focused her attention on her playing.
Chapter Six
Jasper had gotten bored sitting at home. They had just come back from summering in Montana with his grandparents where they owned a horse ranch close to the mountains. He wasn't sure if the others were home yet or not. Emmett and Alice went to Tennessee to their grandparents, while Edward was off visiting his dad in Chicago. Rose was supposed to be in Aspen with her mom. After a few phone calls he found that only he and Rose were already home, and he had no interest in spending any alone time with her.
Grabbing his keys he headed to the only other place he could find solitude. As he pulled up outside of the music store he whistled lowly to himself. Eyeing the Trans Am parked only two spots away, he decided someone had good taste, then entered the store. It took him a moment to realize that something was different. There was music playing through the store sound system. They’d never had that before...
His curiosity got the better of him as he browsed through the shelves. Picking up a new set of sticks for his drum set, fresh strings for his guitar, a new pick and some polish, he finally made it back to the instruments and found the source of the music. He stood stock still in his state of shock, there was a girl in the far corner of the room playing beautiful rifts on a fender that was hooked into the audio system of the store.
When she looked up and smiled at him, his breath caught. She was as beautiful and as haunting as the melody she was playing. Not the fake plastic Barbie doll beauty that the rest of the girls around here tried to pull off, but classic pin-up girl of the 50's beauty. Flawless pale skin, bright green eyes that seemed to have a blue flame dancing around their centers, a small button nose and plump lips that looked to be softer than a flowers petals.
The moment only lasted a few seconds before she went back to playing. Turning on the spot he headed toward the checkout counter to pay for his purchases. Behind the counter was Dave, a fellow student and nephew of the store's owner. They began to chat as Dave rung him up.
“Hey Dave.”
“Hey Jazzman, just get back into town?”
“Yeah got in this morning, saw i needed some supplies.”
“Cool, cool. You ready for new term?”
“As ready as i can be.”
“Yeah i feel ya man.”
“So what's with the tunes dude?”
“Oh That's Izzy. She moved here at the beginning of summer to stay with her dad. She was only supposed to stay till term started but i guess that changed and now she's chillin’ till grad. She came in last week and picked up that fender, started playing and drew in a huge crowd. So Unc gave her a job playing here week nights after school and weekends.”
“So she lives with?”
“Oh right, her dad is Doc Swan.”
“I didn't know he had a daughter...”
“Neither did anyone else. It was a surprise to everyone. Apparently he was married before he moved here. They got divorced when Izzy was 3. He moved here and she stayed with her mom in Phoenix.”
“Rumor mill or horse's mouth?”
“Rumor mill. She don't really talk much to anyone but her dad and Unc of course.”
“Huh. Wonder why?”
“Don't know. Not even any rumors yet. I think that will change once school starts on Monday.”
“True, well I gotta get going dude, I'll see ya Monday?”
“Yep, later Jazz.”
Jasper took his bag and got into his car. Sitting there he began to go over everything Dave had said. The new girl is starting school on Monday, nobody knows anything about her except she plays guitar, her dad is Doc Swan and she don't talk much. Well he would just have to see if he could change a few of those things.
Chapter Seven
Emmett, Alice and Edward all returned that Friday. They spent the weekend hanging out in a garage they used for practice behind Emmett's house.
“So has anything new happened over summer while we were away?” Alice started off the conversation.
“Same old, same old. Mom's still seeing that douche from the garage and Dad is living up the life of a bachelor. Different bimbo every other night.” Edward replied with a grimace.
“Gram and Gramps wants to know when y'all coming out to visit?” Emmett asked everyone.
“Don't know. My mom and dad are having affairs behind each others back, they both know but neither cares.” Rose answered, looking down with a frown and shaking her head.
“Dad's still working to much, Mom's still bitching about him working to much, and Uncle Tommy is in Jail again.” Jasper said while shrugging his shoulders.
“Wow what a summer.” Alice added.
“Yeah. Oh my mom said something about a new student starting on Monday.” Edward chimed in.
“Really? Know anything?” Emmett asked curious as always.
“Just that's it's a girl. She's a junior like us, and she's Doc Swans daughter. She came to stay for the summer, but i guess they agreed to let her stay till graduation.” Edward added.
“Her name is Izzy.” Jasper whispered.
“You've met her?” Rose questioned.
“Not personally, no. She works at the music shop. She plays guitar there weeknights and weekends. I went there the day i got back to pick up some shit. Dave was working and gave me the rumor mill run down. He said she doesn't talk much but damn can she play.” Jasper said dreamily as he thought back on her skills with the guitar.
“Damn Jazz, you sound like your crushin.” Emmett prodded playfully.
“Wait till you see her.” Jasper grinned.
“That good huh?” Edward seemed a little too interested.
“Edward Anthony Masen” Alice scolded her boyfriend.
“Sorry Alley” Edward said while giving puppy eyes to Alice.
“Alright enough gossip, let's jam.” Jasper said while walking to his drum set.
(Jaz-drums/vocals, Em-guitar/vocals, Eddie-keyboard/vocals, Alley-bass/vocals, Rose-backup)
“1...2...1,2,3,4..” - Jasper
(Comatose-Skillet)
I hate felling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I'm asleep and all i dream about is
waking up to you.
Tell me that you will listen
Your touch is what I'm missing
And the more i hide i realize
I'm slowly losing you.
Comatose...
I'll never wake up without an
Overdose....
Of you!
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'Les I feel you next to me
You take the pain i feel
(Waken up to you never felt so real)
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way i feel you make me feel
(Waken up to you never felt so real)
I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away
Oh how i adore you
Oh how i thirst for you
Oh how i need you
Comatose...
I'll never wake up without an
Overdose....
Of you!
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'Les I feel you next to me
You take the pain i feel
(Waken up to you never felt so real)
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way i feel you make me feel
(Waken up to you never felt so real)
Breathing life
Waking up
My eyes open up
Comatose...
I'll never wake up without an
Overdose....
Of you!
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'Les I feel you next to me
You take the pain i feel
(Waken up to you never felt so real)
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way i feel you make me feel
(Waken up to you never felt so real)
Oh how I adore you
(Waken up to you never felt so real)
Oh how i thirst for you
(Waken up to you never felt so real)
Oh how i adore you
The way you make me feel
Waken up to you never felt so real!
Chapter Eight
The first day of school term had arrived. Izzy was up, showered, and dressed by 6:30. Charlie stumbled down the stairs to see her making breakfast.
“Morning kiddo. your up early?”
Izzy simply nodded. She spun around long enough to hand him a cup of coffee before turning back to the stove. after plating up the waffles, bacon, and eggs she had been working on, she sat a plate in front of Charlie and took her own seat.
“Wow kid this is good.” Charlie said around a mouthful of eggs.
Izzy hummed in response. After they finished Charlie went to shower, while Izzy cleaned up. By the time Charlie came down Izzy was already stuffing the last of her books into her bag.
“You ready for this Izzy?”
“You’re never ready for your first day at a new school, let alone the first day of a new semester. I’ll deal.”
“If your sure. You gonna drive or do you want me to drop you off today?”
“Could you drop me? I have to have a parking pass to park in the student lot so I’ll have to fill out a form for one at the main office when i get there.”
“No problem. You ready?”
“As i can get.”
“Well let’s go then.”
Izzy and Charlie left out the door, locking it behind them. They slid into Charlie’s truck and made their way to the school. Dropping Izzy off at the front office they noticed there weren’t many students milling around just yet out front, but that didn’t mean they weren’t hanging out on the quad.
“I’ll see you later kid. Try not to get into any trouble.” Charlie teased.
“You know me dad, I’m nothing but trouble.” Izzy giggled.
She leaned across the seat and kissed his cheek before heading into the office to get her parking pass for the rest of the year. She filled out the needed forms and paid the fee. With a smile and a wave to the secretary she headed back out the doors.
Moving around the side of the building her first thoughts were correct; the quad was full of her fellow classmates. You could already see how the hierarchy of this school worked. The cliques were all in separate little pods all around the area. The Jocks in the back by building 4, the Artsy people by building 6, the Science geeks by building 1, the Mathaletes by building 2. Since Izzy was yet to fit into any of the pre-ordained groups she found a quiet table behind the Main office building to sit at till it was time to head to home room.
Sitting back and people watching was a favorite hobby of Izzy’s, so that was what she did. Watching each group one at a time to pick out the different personalities of the individuals that composed the group would help her to decide if any may be worth attempting to befriend. She was noticing that many were very much the same as those she had previously attended school with, so there wasn’t much of a pool of candidates to choose from.
The quad suddenly grew quiet. Izzy wasn’t sure what happened until she looked around and noticed a group of teens around her age stepping onto the quad from the student lot. The five seemed to get everyone’s attention. Taking the time to assess each of these students she found out why. These were the popular kids. The upper tier of the student hierarchy, the rich, beautiful people that no one can match.
Amongst the group Izzy noticed was a small dark haired girl with fairy type features. Izzy thought she would call her Tink. Standing next to Tink was a tall boy around 6 ft. He had the oddest colored hair, she decided to call him Pan, as it seemed he was with the one she now referred to as Tink. Slightly behind them had to be the most beautiful girl Izzy had ever laid eyes on. The tall statuesque blond seemed ethereal, Izzy decided then to call her Aphrodite. Next to her was a very large boy. He seemed larger then life and had a smile that could light up the darkest room. She also noticed he was very ape like in stature. Long arms, broad chest, and thin waist flowing out into very muscular legs. From here forth she would call him Link. you know like missing link.
The last to enter the field was the one that made her breath catch in her throat. It was the boy from the music shop. The one with the eyes that could see through her mask. With a smile on his face and a twinkle in his eye, she knew she would be in serious trouble. A quick look around she saw that every girl in the school had a puddle of drool a foot deep and a mile wide in front of them...He would be Casanova.
Chapter Nine
First day of school oh joy, Jasper thought as he got around that morning. What kind of a mess would go on today? He wondered if the new girl; correction if Izzy would be early or late? Would he get the chance to talk to her or would it be a hit and miss kinda day?
Hearing a horn blaring outside of his house, he rushed around putting his things in his bag. Why did Emmett always have to be on time? Locking the door behind him, he climbed into Emmett’s jeep. Alice and Edward were already swapping spit in the far back seats, and Rose had shotgun. He didn’t understand why Emmett and Rose hadn’t hooked up already. They both had a thing for each other and this sick mating dance thing they were doing was really getting on his nerves.
“Morning Jasper. Ready for hell?” Emmett asked.
“Lead the way gate keeper.” Jasper frowned.
“That excited huh?” Edward asked after withdrawing from swallowing Alice’s head.
“Yeah.”
“What about the new girl...Izzy? Thought you were crushin on her?” Rose asked.
“Rose I don’t really even know her. How am i supposed to crush on someone I haven’t even talked to yet?” Jasper got snippy.
“Chill dude, she was only askin.” Emmett said defending Rose like he always does.
“Whatever can we just go already?”
“We’re already here.” Emmett laughed.
Jasper looked around and sure enough they were in the student lot at the school.
“Fine let’s get this over with.”
The five got out and made their way to the quad, like expected. The silence that rang out was deafening. It was always like this, every day of the school year. It pissed Jasper off to no end. Just because they had money and were good looking everyone looked to them as if they walked on water. Jasper just wanted to avoid the whole scene.
“Damn it’s as if they’re afraid we’re gonna combust if they talk.” Emmett laughed causing the rest of them to snicker. Emmett always knew how to break up the tension that hung in the air.
They made their way down the embankment onto the quad. Scanning the crowds of the usual suspects; Jasper finally found who he was unconsciencously looking for. Izzy sat by herself by the main building. She seemed to be watching the people around her, like she was assessing a threat level. When her eyes met his he smiled. He saw her hold her breath and chuckled to himself. So he had the same effect on her as he did the others. Then she looked away. Okay so maybe he didn’t. That could be a good thing. Finally a normal girl. He watched as she looked at all the sheep in the field; all staring at their small group. He watched as she shook her head and went back to looking at whatever she held in her hands. He was just about to walk over to her when Alice started talking to him.
“Is that her over there Jasper?”
“Huh?”
“Jasper pay attention. I asked if that was Izzy over there by the office building?”
“Yeah that’s her.”
“Why is she sitting alone?”
“Dave said she doesn’t talk to people, she’s a bit of a loner I guess.”
“Well that just won’t do.” Alice declared.
“Alice, don’t go scarin her on her first day here.” Emmett scolded her.
“Shove it Emmett. Don’t tell me what to do.”
“I’m just saying. It’s a new school with all new people you don’t want to overwhelm her before school even starts.” Emmett defended himself.
“He has a point Alice. Leave her alone for now. Give her a chance to get used to the school. Then by all means feel free to scare her.” Edward added snickering before Alice slapped him.
“I have no intentions of scaring her. I just wanna get to know her.”
“Just wait till at least lunch time.” Rose added.
“What if she doesn’t have lunch with us?”
“Well then you’ll have to hope you have a class with her then.” Jasper added, even though he was also hoping to get the chance to talk to her.
“Fine.”
After one final glance in her direction, Jasper and the gang headed off toward their home rooms just as the first bell rang.
Chapter Ten
Izzy was surprised to find that she didn't have homeroom with any of the fabulous five as she had now dubbed them. She wondered if she would be able to talk to them at all seeing as how she was what they would consider their underling. It sucks being the new kid. As soon as the bell for first period rang Izzy settled in a different seat then she had for homeroom. She moved from the front to the back row so she could continue her perusal of the student body for potential friend candidates. As the class room filled one of the fab five entered. It was Aphrodite. She seemed to be looking for the perfect seat when she locked eyes with Izzy. I small smile graced her lips as she made her way toward the back. Taking the seat next to her she turned to face Izzy. Izzy was shocked. She never thought one of them would sit next to her, let alone smile at her. It took Aphrodite speaking to her to jolt her from her muddled thoughts.
“So you’re new here?”
“Yes” Izzy replied quietly.
“What do you think so far?”
“It's okay. I think. It's just another school.”
“Anything like your old school?”
“Not Really. That school was all one building. So i imagine it would seem smaller than this one, but i believe that the population of the student body in Phoenix is larger than it is here in Dallas.” Izzy rambled. She always rambled when she was nervous.
“Whoa there Wikipedia. I was just wondering if it was over baring is all.”
“Sorry I tend to ramble when I'm nervous.”
“Nothing to be nervous about.”
Before Izzy could reply the teacher started the introduction to class. As the time moved on Izzy began to picture the teacher as a turtle looking woman. Her neck seemed as if it could disappear into her shoulders. She also walked on the outsides of her feet, making her appear to waddle much like a penguin. This thought caused Izzy to chuckle silently, but not silently enough because it drew the attention of Aphrodite.
“What's got you giggling?”
“Sorry Aphrodite, i just noticed that the teacher looks like a turtle and walks like a penguin.”
The quirked brow of the blond goddess next to her cause her to throw her hand over her mouth when she realized what she had said. She hadn't meant to let it slip like that. Her filter must be on the fritz again. She watched as the girl next to her mouthed the name several times before looking back at Izzy with a puzzled expression.
“Um...”
“We will talk about it once the bell rings what class do you have next?”
“Am…merican history with M...Mr. Baker.”
“Me too.”
They both turned their attention back to the turtle woman.
The bell rang signaling the end of period. They had a few minutes between classes so they could make it to the other buildings before the bell for the start of next period. Izzy stood slowly and slid her trig book into her bag. Aphrodite stood in the isle between her seat and Izzy waiting for her. As soon as they were out of the classroom she started with the questions.
“Aphrodite?”
“Yeah sorry about that.”
“Oh no need to be sorry but could you explain why you called me that?”
“Well I have a habit of people watching and like i did with Mrs. Gibson i often assign silly names to keep track of all the people I meet. The first time i saw you this morning on the quad i thought you looked like the goddess Aphrodite.”
“Well just so you know i don't mind at all but the name is Rose.”
“Well Rose it was nice to meet you formally, I'm Izzy.”
“So you moved here from Phoenix?”
“Yeah. At first it was only supposed to be for the summer. You know a break from the usual order of my life. A chance to regroup after the horrible year i had back home.”
“So what changed?”
“I liked it here. I liked who i am when I’m here. I don't have to be the old me. I can be who i am and not feel smothered by the oppressing peers i had to grow up with who knew me at all my awkward stages.”
“You’re rambling again.”
“Sorry.”
“It's okay. I understand the need to want to be someone else. I have lived here my entire life. It has always been this way. You saw how it was on the quad this morning.”
“Yeah what is with that anyway?”
“I have no idea. It's been that way since junior high.”
“I see, that has got to be annoying.”
“You have no idea. So you were saying that you make up names for people; if I'm Aphrodite then what names did you come up with for the others?”
Izzy chuckled slightly.
“You seriously want to know?”
“Sure.”
The girls had already entered their next class and had found seats together.
“Okay well the big guy that was next to you.”
“Emmett.”
“Yeah well that's Link.”
“Link?”
“You know like missing Link. He reminds me of an ape. Long arms, thin waist, long legs.”
“Oh that is priceless. I will have to remember that. Who else.”
“Well then there is Tink and Pan.”
“That has got to be Alice and Edward.”
“I guess. The short pixie looking one and the coppertop?”
“Yep that's them.”
“Then there was Casanova.”
“Oh yes the silent, brooding, yet delicious Jasper.”
“Did you just call him delicious?”
“Yes I did. Did you not see the puddles of drool all around the quad? There isn't a girl here that hasn't tried and failed at attracting his attention.”
“So he hasn't broken all their hearts?”
“Well yes and no. He is the unobtainable. So they all want him but can't have him.”
“Well now I may have to come up with a different name for him in light of the recent information I have received.” Izzy chuckled.
“Nope I like Casanova. He is a heartbreaker after all even if he never dated any of them.”
“Okay then I will stick with it. Just please don't tell them.”
“Oh no i will leave that to you. I have a feeling with your nervous rambling you may just spit them out when they meet you.”
“Wait...what? Meet me? Who said i would meet them?”
“Oh Izzy you are really shy aren't you?”
“Well I was called “the ghost” at my last school.”
“Ghost? Why would they call you that?”
“I liked that no one paid attention to me. I faded into the background and was invisible. At least i thought i was. Till...”
“You don't have to tell me anything Izzy. We just met after all. Let's get to know each other a little more before we do the whole whoa-is-me our lives suck bonding, okay.”
“Okay Rose. Wow that sounds weird. I think i will stick with Aphrodite.”
Rose chuckled at this and the two girls tuned back into the lesson they had already missed half of with their banter.
Chapter 11
It was almost lunch time and Jasper had yet to come across Izzy. He had classes with Alice, Edward and Emmett, but not Izzy. He wondered if Rose had had any classes with her?
The lunch bell rang and he was making his way to the quad when he was joined by Alice and the guys.
“So have any of you had a class with Izzy yet?” Alice asked.
“No Alice I haven't.” Jasper said.
“Me either” both Emmett and Edward said together.
“Wonder if Rose did?” Alice asked.
It was then that they looked around for Rose.
“Where is Rose? She should have found us by now?” Alice said.
“Hell she is probably in the bathroom powdering her nose...again.” Edward said.
“Don't be such an ass Eddie.” Emmett said.
As they neared their usual table by the garden in the center they heard laughter. This caused them to move quicker. Who was sitting at their table? When they got in view they were stunned by what they saw. Rose was sitting there laughing with none other than Izzy. It was like she could feel their eyes watching that Izzy turned to look at them shocked. Rose followed her gaze.
“Oh hey guys. This is Izzy. We had all our morning classes together, and we hit it off pretty well, wouldn't you agree Izzy?”
“Yeah sure Aphr...Rose.”
“Hey what was that?” Emmett asked.
“What was what?” Rose asked.
“She was gonna call you something else.”
Rose and Izzy looked at each other and broke into giggles again.
“What is so funny?” Alice asked stomping her foot.
Izzy saw this and pictured little bells on the tips of her shoes and a slight glow around her body. When she met Alice's face and saw how tiny her features were she pictured Tinkerbelle again with the pixie dust and everything and broke out into more giggles. Rose looked at Izzy then at Alice and realized what set Izzy off and she herself started laughing again.
“Come on what is going on with you two?” Edward asked.
Rose went to say something but when she looked at Edward all she saw was green tights and a feather cap and lost it.
“Alright apparently we won't be getting answers out of these two anytime soon. They must have inhaled some fairy dust or something and have completely lost their minds.” Emmett commented.
Izzy and Rose looked at him quickly and then to Alice and started laughing even harder.
“I don't know about you guys but I'm hungry, so y’all can stand here and try to figure out what is goin on with these two, while I go grab some grub.” Jasper said.
At the sound of his voice Izzy and Rose stopped laughing. They looked at him and cocked their heads to the side. It only lasted a minute till Alice spoke again.
“Now what the hell? Jasper says two sentences and you all go quiet?”
Rose and Izzy's eyes flashed to Alice and the giggling started all over again.
Jasper decided that now was the time to go get his lunch. He grabbed a sub from one of the vendors, paid and returned to the table. All but Rose and Izzy were still there.
“Where'd the giggle duo go?”
“They said they'd be back they went to get French fries.” Emmett said.
“Did they tell you why they were laughing like loons when we got here?”
“No they didn't in fact when we tried to get it out of them, one of them would start to answer then the other would whisper something and they would both start giggling again. It was disturbing to see Rose like that. She has never been that way before. She was always the ice queen except to Emmett.” Edward told Jasper.
“Well I for one am happy she has found someone to truly be her friend. And not just drag her around shopping and to nail salons and what not.” Emmett said looking pointedly at Alice.
“What? That's what girlfriends do. We shop, get our nails done and talk gossip.” Alice defended herself.
“Did you ever think that maybe Rose wanted someone to talk to about important things and not just about who said what and who likes who?” Emmett started.
“Dude chill.” Edward got in-between them.
Jasper just sat back and ate his sandwich as the drama unfolded between his friends. He could hear the giggling duo returning and decided he wouldn't stop this train wreck, but sit and observe how what seemed to be a new Rose handled the situation.
“What the hell is goin on here?” Rose asked.
The three in question stopped bickering and looked at her. Rose stood with her hands on her hips with Izzy watching over her shoulder.
“Nothing Rose.” Edward jumped in.
“Oh nothing is going on? Then how come i could hear you three bickering halfway across the quad?”
“He started it.” Alice said pointing at Emmett.
“Emmett?” Rose asked.
She was still being rather level headed in Jasper's opinion.
“Actually Rosie it was Alice. She was dissin on you and Izzy's new found comradery and I told her I was happy you found someone who treats you like a real friend not a servent or underling.”
“Well thank you Emmett for sticking up for me, and as for you Alice; you can shove it. It's none of your business who my friends are and if you acted more like one then perhaps I wouldn't come off as such a bitch all the time. Come on Izzy, I don't want to sit with them anymore.”
Rose took Izzy's hand and lead her to the table we first saw Izzy at that morning. Jasper was pissed that the three stooges ruined his chance to meet the enchanting girl he saw playing in the music shop. He finished his lunch and started toward his next class. He was almost to the building when a hand clamped around his arm.
“Jasper I'm sorry I flipped out like that.” Rose said.
“It's okay Rose I understand.”
“But you wanted to meet Izzy and I took that chance away from you by being a bitch.”
“You were protecting your friend. I can't fault you for that. Now I will have plenty of time to get to know her. It is only the first day after all and it's not over yet.”
“Thank you Jazz you always were the coolest of us all.”
“No bigs Rosie. Now get to class before you’re late.”
“Sure thing.”
Rose kissed Jasper cheek and ran off back toward Izzy. Jasper touched his cheek where Rose kissed him. Stunned she would do such a thing. Then he shook it off and started back toward class.
Chapter 12
The rest of the day continued on like normal. Jasper didn't have any classes with Izzy or Rose. He was still puzzled over the kiss Rose gave him, but shook it off as just another weird part of the day. When he made it to the parking lot after school he found Rose and Izzy once again giggling as they stood by Emmett's jeep. He thought that now would be the perfect time for him to meet her without the others around to get in the way. Rose was the first to spot him and smiled at him. Waving him over he picked up his pace.
“Hey Rose.” He called once he was close enough.
“Hey Jasper. This is Izzy. Izzy this is Jasper.” Rose introduced them.
“Hi” Izzy whispered.
Jasper reached his hand out like he was gonna shake her hand only to grasp it softly and bring her hand to his lips and kiss the back of it.
“Pleasure to meet you Izzy”.
Rose smirked as she watched a completely different side of Jasper emerge. Izzy had pegged him perfectly. Jasper was in fact Casanova.
The blush that flushed Izzy face as her eyes connected with Jaspers could been seen from miles away. A clearing throat broke them out of the spell they were in.
“Hey the others are coming.” Rose said.
Izzy and Jasper looked behind them to see the other three of the fabulous five approaching. Izzy got suddenly nervous. The others were almost to them when a horn sounded. It was as if someone was answering her unspoken prayer. It was Charlie. After a quick bye to Jasper and Rose, Izzy disappeared into the passenger seat of Charlie's truck just as the others reached them.
“Damn we missed her.” Emmett pouted.
“Why is it that none of us had any classes with her?” Edward asked.
“Izzy is in all advanced classes. We had all our classes together.” Rose smiled.
“Smart and beautiful. That's a deadly combo.” Alice snarked.
“Don't forget she can play guitar beautifully if we go by what Jasper says. That makes her a triple threat.” Edward added thoughtfully.
“Whoa jealous much?” Rose asked.
“So did Jazz finally get to meet his dream woman?” Emmett asked.
“Only long enough to say hi.” Rose smirked.
Jasper was glad that Rose didn't out him. He had a reputation to protect after all.
“And?” Alice asked.
“And what? That was it.” Rose said.
“So who was that, that picked her up?” Emmett asked.
“Oh that was her dad. Didn't you recognize the truck?” Rose asked.
“Not really. But then I don't often go to the hospital so i guess i wouldn't know it really well.” Alice said.
Jasper had yet to say anything. He just stood staring off into the direction that Izzy had left in. He knew it was too soon; but he was hooked.
Chapter 13
Izzy had never been happier for Charlie's timing in her life. She wasn't ready to meet the rest of them. Especially after that moment with Jasper. What was that anyway? Oh well there was no time to worry about it now. She had to get home and get ready to go to the music shop.
Work went by uneventful. The boss man came over and thanked her for helping to bring more customers into his store. It seemed that most people thought it strange for a music supply store not to have music playing. He explained to her that he had just never found music that he thought appropriate or pleasant enough to play. Izzy blushed at the compliment. He told her that there was a cafe downtown that had an open mic night for locals and asked if she would be willing to represent the music shop in one of their showcases. At first Izzy was nervous, but then Dave spoke up and said that she wouldn't have to sing, just play. That made her feel better. She said she would think about and get back to them.
When she arrived home she told Charlie all about the proposition from her boss. He told her he had heard about those competitions. They were a great way for local shops to drum up business. He said that there were several other music stores around the city that submitted entries as well as local eateries that had house bands. Izzy said she would have to think about it more; but would keep it in mind that it wasn't judging her, but a way to bring in more customers to the shop.
That night Izzy sat strumming at an old guitar that she had found in Charlie's attic. He told her that it was her grandfathers and that that is probably where she got her talent from as neither he nor Renee had any musical talent that he could recall. She began humming along with the tune and soon she was jotting down notes and lyrics on to a sheet of paper. When she finished, she glanced down at what she had finished and thought that her subconscious must have decided for her. She was gonna do the competition and apparently she would be singing as well.
School the next day was strange. Rose kept saying how the others were jealous that Rose and Jasper got to talk to her and they didn't. Rose even told Izzy how Emmett or Link had pouted like a toddler who had his new toy taken away. Izzy laughed.
“I would love to meet Link. But Tink and Pan give me bad vibes.”
Rose giggled.
“Alice was jealous that Edward had got excited when he first heard that there was a new girl coming to school, and that Jasper had damn near drooled over your playing skills.”
“Oh that reminds me. Do you know anything about the open mic night’s competition?”
“Yeah what about them. Are you gonna play?” Rose asked.
“Yeah I think so. Unc at the music shop asked if i would represent the store.”
“Wow are you gonna sing too?”
“I guess. I was just fiddling around last night and wound up writing a whole new song.”
“That is so cool. We're gonna be there too.”
“You are?”
“Yeah we have a band. We usually play at the local pizza joint outside the mall. We have been their house band for 4 years now. So we play there every year.”
“Oh wow.”
Izzy suddenly got a strange feeling that something was gonna happen. She wasn't sure if it would be good or bad but something none the less.
The rest of the day passed quickly. When it was time for her to go to work that strange feeling came back to her. Whatever it was she now knew it was gonna happen while she was at work.
Chapter 14
After school let out everyone headed over to Emmett's to practice. They were gonna be playing in the open mic showcase again this year to drum up business for the pizza shop again. It wasn't a fabulous job but they got paid well to do it, and for high school kids any job that paid was a good job.
“So what are we doing for the showcase?” Emmett asked.
“No idea?” Edward said.
“Got any ideas Jasper?” Rose asked.
Jasper looked over at Rose and saw a mischievous smirk playing at her lips.
“Not really Rose.” he said raising his brow in question.
“Well what if we do something new?” Alice said.
“We don't have anything new Alice.” Emmett said.
“But we could…” Edward said backing up Alice.
“Alright...before this gets out of hand let’s take a vote.” Rose said.
“All those in favor of a new song say I.”
“I” chimed Alice, and Edward.
“Okay so what about doing one of the old songs?”
No one said anything.
“Are you telling me that no one knows what to do?” Emmett asked.
“Guys we have less than two weeks to put something together. Izzy already has her piece written and is submitting it tonight when she gets to work.” Rose blurted out before she covered her mouth.
Everyone looked at her.
“Izzy is playing in the showcase?” Emmett asked.
“Shit i wasn't supposed to say anything.” Rose said.
“Well cat's out of the bag now Rose, so spill.” Alice glared.
“Dave's uncle asked her to play at the showcase to support the store. She wasn't gonna at first but when she was fiddling around with her guitar she found herself writing a song. When she finished it she realized that she was gonna do the showcase. She was going to turn it in at work tonight and tell them that she would play.” Rose elaborated.
“She wrote a whole song in one night?” Edward said.
Alice glared at him and he shrugged it off.
“She's gonna sing?” Emmett asked
“That's what she said.”
“Is she any good?” Alice asked getting more annoyed.
“Don't know. I haven't heard her sing or play. But Jazz said she was good.”
They all turned to look at Jasper. He was still sitting behind his drums just twirling his sticks between his fingers.
“Jasper....Jasper....JASPER!” Rose called.
“Huh. What?”
“Did you hear any of that?”
“What.”
“Yeah that's what i thought.” Rose said.
“You wanna clue me in on what i missed?” Jasper asked looking lost.
“I was just telling them that Izzy is playing at the showcase. She is representing the music shop. Alice asked if she was any good.”
“She can play.” Jasper said.
“Yeah we figured that out from your puddle of drool when you saw her the first time. But can she sing?” Alice asked.
“Don't know. She wasn't singing at the shop. Just playing.”
“Well i think we should go see how good she is!” Emmett said.
“NO!” Jasper yelled.
“Why not? We have won that competition the last four years and i won't lose to some newbie who just moved here.” Alice growled out.
“I'm with Alice. We should at least go listen to her play.” Edward said.
“Great I can finally meet Izzy!” Emmett fist pumped the air.
“Emmett you won't be able to talk to her. She is working after all.” Rose added.
“Shoot.” Emmett whined.
“I say we leave her be and wait till the showcase. It would be nice to be surprised for once. We know we can out play all the usual’s.” Jasper said.
“Are you afraid?” Edward probed.
“I'm not afraid. I just don't wanna disturb her at work with you clowns.” Jasper said.
“Hey we're not clowns!” Alice yelled back.
“Well i don't care what you say I’m going over there and see how good she is. Y’all coming?” Edward said.
“I'm coming” Emmett said jumping up and grabbing his keys.
Alice, Edward and Emmett all headed out toward where the cars were parked.
“Come on Jasper, you know we have to go now. Even if it is just to keep them from doing something stupid.”
“Alright, let's go Rose. You riding with me?”
“Yeah come on.”
Rose and Jasper followed the twisted trio to the music shop. Jasper once again drooled slightly over the Trans Am that was parked in front of the store. Rose saw him and smiled.
“Nice piece of machinery!”
“Yeah I wonder who it belongs to.”
“Don't know. But whoever it is has great taste.”
“That's what I thought the first time I saw it parked here.”
“When was that?”
“The Monday before everyone came back.”
“Isn't that the day Izzy started here?”
“Yeah i guess so why?”
“You don't think?”
They exchanged glances and shook their heads.
“Nah...” they said together. Then followed the others into the shop.
Dave waved at them from behind the counter.
“Hey guys what brings y’all in here?”
“Well those chuckle heads are here to ogle Izzy and Jasper and I came to make sure that don't make complete asses out of themselves.” Rose said.
“Dude really?”
“Yeah.” Jasper said shaking his head.
“Whoa Jazz is that her?” Rose asked as several haunting rifts played through the speakers.
“Yeah Rose that's Izzy.” Dave said.
“Okay now i have to see this.” Rose said making her way through the stacks.
“Sheep!” Dave called to her, only to receive her middle finger as a response.
“So you’re not here to ogle Izzy?”
“Nah man. I'm all good. I heard her the first day. But i do have a question.”
“Shoot.”
“Who owns that awesome ride out front?”
“The TA?”
“Yeah.”
“Oh That's Izzy's.”
“No way?”
“Yeah I guess it used to be her dad's. He had it repainted and had the stereo upgraded for her so she would have wheels.”
“I think I'm in love!”
“With the car or the chick?” Dave chuckled.
“Both.”
“Dude seriously?”
Jasper just gave him a pleading look.
“Whoa man that shit is seriously wicked. Good luck.”
“Yeah, yeah. I'm gonna go round up the gang and save Izzy before they overwhelm her and she runs for the hills.”
“Good idea.”
Jasper made his way back to where the rest were standing. It seems that Izzy hadn't even noticed her audience as she continued to play from one melody into another. Just as he got closer though she looked up and met his eyes. It was like she could tell he was there. Like they had this connection that no one else could feel. She smiled up at him but went back to playing.
“She plays beautifully” Rose whispered back to him.
“yeah it's mesmerizing...” Emmett whispered.
“That's what i thought the first time i heard her play. And that was before i knew it was her playing.” Jasper whispered back.
“Yeah she's okay.” Alice snipped.
“Alley you can't be serious! She plays like a rock god!” Edward looked at her like she was from outer space or something.
“Whatever. Are we gonna go rehearse or what?” Alice whined.
“What are we rehearsing?” Emmett asked.
“I guess we will have to figure it out as we go.” Edward said.
“So something new?” Rose asked.
“Sure why not?” Jasper said.
“You writing or am I?” Rose asked.
“We could both work on it. I'll do music, you do lyrics?” Jasper asked.
“Sure let's go.” Rose started chasing the rest of them out of the shop.
Jasper turned just long enough to catch Izzy's eyes again. He mouthed “Sorry” to her. She just smiled and shook her head. With one final glance she went back to playing and he left the shop meeting Rose and Emmett back out front.
“Damn Jazz you weren't kidding, she can really play.” Emmett said.
“Yeah i know.”
“So now what?” Rose asked.
“We work on a new song.”
“Alright. I'll be over tomorrow after school and we'll get started.” Rose told Jasper.
“Sure, sure.”
“I'm gonna ride home with Emmett.”
“Yeah okay. See ya's tomorrow.”
“Later Jasper.”
Jasper watched as they got into Emmett's jeep; where Edward was once again trying to inhale Alice's head. Jasper shivered. Couldn't they do that shit behind closed doors? Just as they pulled out he remembered the car.
“Oh Rose!”
Emmett stopped so Rose could hear what he was saying.
“Yeah?”
“It's hers!”
The look on Rose's face was priceless. Jasper laughed as he got into the driver side of his car. As he backed out and pulled past Emmett's jeep, he heard Emmett ask Rose:
“What's hers?”
Chapter 15
It was the Friday before the showcase, Izzy was getting more and more nervous. She knew they weren't actually judging her but ever since that stage incident at prom last year she wasn't so sure about getting up in front of all those people.
It was lunch time at school before she even knew it. Rose was worried about Izzy and decided that she would talk to her at their table in the quad. Yes their table. Rose as taken to sitting with Izzy at the table where she was sat at the first day. Whenever Rose wasn't with Izzy she was with Jasper working on the new song for the showcase. It was almost finished and then the band would do a run through tonight and then practice all day Saturday until it was time to head over to the showcase. Rose still didn't know what Izzy had submitted and Izzy was tight lipped about the whole thing, so Rose thought she would try again.
“Izzy.”
“Huh?”
“What are you playing for the showcase tomorrow?”
“You’re not gonna get it out of me Rose. Your just gonna have to wait until tomorrow like everyone else. Not even Unc knows.”
“How is that even possible? You had to submit it to him.”
“I had to submit the music not the lyrics. The house band isn't singing them so they don't need to know them to back me up.”
“Your slick Swan. Hey I like that...it works for you.”
“What?”
“Swan…that's what I’m gonna call you.”
“Rose!”
“Hey you got to nickname all of us so it is only fair that i get to saddle you with one as well. So Swan it is.”
“Fine. I guess there could be worse. And it is definitely better then Ghost!”
“Well now that i got you talking, do you wanna tell me why you look like your about to blow pea soup all over everyone within a twenty mile radius?”
“Just nervous i guess. I have issues with stages.”
“Anything i could help with? Does it have anything to do with why you decided to stay here in Dallas instead of going back to Phoenix?”
“Yeah actually it has everything to do with it.”
“You wanna talk about it?”
“Sure i guess. Maybe you could help me get over the stage fright before tomorrow night.”
“I'll try my best.”
“Okay well back in Phoenix there was this guy named Zavier. He was the king of the school...you know the type, class clown, football captain, real popular and good looking.”
“Yeah i get it...get to it Swan.”
“Well I was invisible, or so i thought i was. Then one day I went to the music room during lunch hour instead of the cafe'. He followed me and heard me playing. He bumped something in the hallway and startled me. He talked to me and I was shocked he even knew who I was. We became friends much to his popular friend’s dismay. Well it was the end of the year and he asked me to prom. He was a senior, I was a sophomore. Shit like that just didn't happen. So i was over excited about it and spent a whole week shopping for the perfect dress.”
“I bet you looked beautiful.”
“Thank you. I thought so. Anyway, so we danced and laughed and were having a really good time. It came time to name prom king and queen. Everyone knew Zavier was gonna be crowned king, what wasn't expected was when they called my name for queen. I was leery and had a bad feeling about it all, but seeing Zavier smile at me from the stage as he held his hand out for me; i went with it.”
“Oh Izzy, I'm getting a bad feeling about it and I wasn't even there.”
“Well the principle had just placed the crown on my head when someone from the student paper called our names to pose for a picture. It was as if the snap of the camera set it all off. The next thing i know I’m covered in this sticky syrup type stuff and my beautiful dress is ruined. Everyone was laughing and i just took off. I could hear Zavier yelling after me but I was too fast for him to catch. I avoided all of them for the last two weeks of school, becoming once again the Ghost.”
“Oh Izzy.”
“So mom and I came up with the plan to send me to stay with my dad for the summer. I came here cut my hair, changed my wardrobe, and Bella Dwyer became nothing but a ghost. Izzy Swan took her place and i haven't been happier. That's why i decided to stay here.”
“Wow. So you took your mother seriously when she said you needed a change. Whoa wait who is Bella Dwyer?”
“Me Rose”
“You even changed your name?”
“Well not really. My full name is Isabella Reighn Swan-Dwyer. Bella was a nickname. So I basically just started going my Izzy and dropped the Dwyer which is my stepfather's name anyway.”
“Bella? Yeah I like Izzy better.” Rose chuckled.
“Yeah me too.”
“So is this one of those take to the grave type girlfriend secrets?”
“It is most definitely! You are not to tell a soul. Not even Link.”
“Wait why would I tell Link anything?”
“I see the way you two have been doing this perverse mating dance around each other for weeks now. I'm new not stupid or blind.” Izzy said laughing.
“Okay i admit i have a thing for him. But like your secret this goes to the grave Swan.”
“Fine Aphrodite. I won't tell a soul.”
“What aren't you telling a soul?” Jasper asked startling the girls.
“What her song lyrics are for the showcase. She said not even Unc knows cause she only submitted the music.”
“I see. So keeping to yourself. I understand that. Well I only came over to remind Rose that we are meeting right after school to finish the song and then the rest are coming over to rehearse. You working tonight Izzy?”
“Nah. Unc gave me the night off to work on my song.”
“Cool. Well I myself can't wait to hear it.” Jasper said as he started to walk away.
“See ya later Jazz.” Rose called.
“See you tomorrow night.” Izzy called as Jasper waved at the two girls.
“So how do you wanna work on this?”
“I think I'm just gonna have to work this on my own. At least now if i go all exorcist on everyone tomorrow night you will now why and can help me escape before they mob me.”
“I'll be there. If you need to you can look at me the whole time you’re up there. It might make it easier.”
“Thank you Rose.”
“You’re Welcome Bella.....Nope still don't sound right.” The two girls chuckled.
Chapter 16
Jasper and Rose worked diligently for two hours straight lining up the new music with the lyrics Rose had written. At first they were leery about having Edward sing for this showcase, but his voice was the only one that would sound right doing it. When everyone came over they passed out copies of the song and they were stunned. Edward looked a little green around the gills.
“Guys why do i have to sing this one? Jazz usually sings.” Edward whined.
“Cause Jazz doesn't have the right voice pitch to do this song Eddie so suck it up your singing.” Rose told him.
“Fine, but if we lose cause your taking bets on Eddie here i will never forgive you guys.” Alice said.
“Way to boost my confidence Alley.” Edward said.
“It was your idea to do a new song Alice, so you shouldn't be bitchin about who is singing.” Emmett added.
“Yeah well I figured we would just stick with the usual singer and backups.” Alice said.
“I know Eddie can nail this now let’s get to work.”
The band practiced late into the night. They convened just after 1 am and agreed to meet back up around 10 am later that day.
Izzy spent all night Friday and most of the day Saturday fine tuning her guitar and the song. Running it again and again. Charlie listened avidly from down stairs. He was surprised at the lyrics but knew that they meant something to Izzy so he said nothing.
It was an hour before she had to be at the showcase and she was as nervous as a cat in a room full of rocking chairs. Charlie told her several times that she was great and the song was perfect. Izzy wasn't sure if she believed him, but took the compliment not the less.
Soon enough it was time to go. With a wave to Charlie, Izzy hopped into her car and headed to the cafe where they were holding the showcase this time. Finding her spot around the back of the building where all the players were to park, she spotted the Fabulous Five by the back door. She was suddenly nervous for a different reason.
Jasper and the gang were standing in the back of the building waiting for the bouncer to let them in. The list was longer this year as it seems more single talents were coming out of the woodwork. Still he wasn't worried. They were the reigning champions and with the talent each individual in the band had they were sure to nail at least second at the worst. He wasn't sure how good Izzy was. As that thought passed through his head, he heard the subtle purr of Izzy's Trans Am. Not wanting to draw attention to her he gently nudged Rose.
“Jazz?”
“Izzy” was all he said as if that would explain everything.
Apparently it did as Rose discreetly scanned the parking lot landing on the Trans Am. There standing next to it, looking like a scared lamb heading into the lions den was Izzy. She was pale, and looked about to hurl. Rose looked pleadingly to Jasper. Silently asking him to distract the others so she could go check on Izzy. Jasper understood and quickly engaged the others into a lengthy debate on whether any of the new talent would be competitors this year. Rose took the chance to sneak away and found her way over to where Izzy was standing.
“Izzy?”
“Rose?”
“Hey are you feeling okay? You don't look to good.”
“Just nervous.”
“About being on stage? I thought we went over this...you would just look at me the whole time.”
“That's not what I'm nervous about.”
“Then what is it?”
“I'm nervous about meeting the others. I'm afraid I'm gonna babble on nervously and call them by their nicknames instead of their actually names and then they will hate me and it will be like my old school all over again.”
“Oh Izzy that will never happen.”
“How do you know Rose?”
“Cause you have me and Casanova!” Rose giggled.
“Not funny Rose.”
“Alright...buck it up Swan...this isn't Izzy. This is Isabella Dwyer talking. This isn't the strong, awesome, beautiful, guitar wielding Izzy Swan that has become my best friend. You need to stop thinking about that and just be you. If they don't like it then they can go suck a snowman.”
“Suck a snowman??” Izzy giggled.
“Yeah just came up with that.”
“Your right. I'm thinking like Isabella, and I'm not that girl anymore. I'm Izzy Swan and she isn't the Ghost. She is Swan, Aphrodite's best friend and kick ass guitar player.”
“That's more like it. Now let's get a move on Izzy...I don't know how much longer Casanova can kept the Tweedles busy.”
Izzy laughed loudly.
“Let's go Aphrodite...it's time to play some tunes.”
Rose linked arms with Izzy and they headed over toward the door together. Just as soon as they got close enough Emmett looked around noticing that Rose wasn't adding her input to the conversation and saw that Rose was escorting Izzy to the door.
“Whoa...When did Izzy get here?” Emmett asked everyone in general.
“Just got here.” Izzy said.
Jasper looked at her questioningly and she winked at him.
“Well Izzy it's nice to finally meet you in person.” Emmett said holding his hand out.
“Well Emmett it is nice to meet you too.”
“Izzy” Jasper said tipping an invisible hat to her.
She giggled and curtsied.
“Izzy, this is Edward or Eddie to some and that is his girlfriend Alice or Alley.”
“Hi.” Izzy said
“Hello” Alice said.
“Wow. Izzy you play awesomely.” Edward spewed.
Apparently Izzy wasn't the only one who suffered from word vomit when nervous. Just as Edward went to say something else the door to the cafe' opened and the bouncer looked over them.
“Okay who are you? And who are you representing?”
“Well we represent Ricky's Pizzeria, and the band is called Misguided Misfits.”
“Ah yes last year's champions. But it says there is only five of you in the band. Who are you?” he said looking at Izzy.
“Izzy Swan. I'm representing The Music Shop.”
“Ah yes the newbie. I heard you’re pretty good. That true?”
“I don't know if I'd say good...but I'm decent.”
“Izzy don't diss yourself like that. You rock.” Emmett said.
“Alright well i guess you should all get in here and get warmed up. The first band is on in twenty. Misfits you’re third on the roster. Izzy you eighth, meaning second to last.”
“So there are ten shops competing this year?” Edward asked.
“Yep the most we have had in years. It's a good sign i guess. Means that more people are getting involved. Maybe next time we can have it at the concert dome in the park.” the bouncer said.
He led them into the back of the cafe where they had cornered off sections for each group or player to warm up in.
“Well Izzy, I guess this is where we part ways. See ya out there.” Rose said.
“Yeah good luck.”
“You too.” the group coursed.
Izzy made her way to her assigned section and started warming up her guitar. After getting it tuned to her liking she started running through some rifts that she played at the store. She didn't notice the group of people that started to surround her until she could feel Jasper's eyes on her. It was always like that. Like her body knew exactly when he was looking at her. She looked up briefly and gasped at all the people, including the bouncer watching her. She squeezed her eyes shut quickly then sought out Rose. Rose smiled at her and nodded her head. Izzy sighed in relief and continued to play until the first band was announced.
Chapter 17
Rose knew that once Izzy started playing that no one would be able to warm up and not stop to listen. Her melodies were haunting...or perhaps enchanting was the proper word. They clung to your soul. As the group gathered around to hear her warm up, Rose made sure she was in Izzy's line of sight just like she promised. When Jasper stood up next to her she knew the second Izzy felt them watching. She tensed only mildly and met eyes with Jasper. Her gasp gave away her nerves and she quickly shut her eyes only to reopen them and seek out Rose. Rose smiled and nodded her encouragement to keep playing. Then the first band was announced.
“Scarlet Rayz please come to the stage.”
Everyone seemed to watch the small band of four make their way out to the front of the cafe'. It was composed of four very tall very leggy girls. Izzy felt her self-esteem take a hit. She was aware she was pretty but compared to the four runway models that just walked out the front she was common. The band opened up and the sweet sounds of a fiddle and a banjo filled the air.
(Tortured, Tangled Hearts ~ Dixie Chicks)
Well there was a little falter
At the altar of confession
Down on its knees true love did fall.
After thirty-one days of sleepless nights
She woke up to end it all.
With “I love you” in a fresh tattoo
Engraved upon his chest
She took her name right off his heart
So here's to thee unblessed.
Oh love oh love you fickle thing
Such pretty words and golden rings
It was a broken dream right from the start
Bless their tortured tangled hearts.
Ooohhhh oooohhhh oooohhhh
(Instrumental)
Well they passed the confusion
Coupled with delusion
Makes the best made plans sometimes fail
They wined and they dined
Had peace of mind
She bought a gown and he rented tails.
But the mighty cloud of destiny
Came drifting through the gate.
Busted up what could have been
A perfect hopeless case.
Oh love oh love you fickle thing
Such pretty words and golden rings
It was a broken dream right from the start
Bless their tortured tangled hearts
Oh love oh love you fickle thing
Such pretty words and golden rings
It was a broken dream right from the start
Bless their tortured tangled hearts.
Ooooohhhhh oooooohhhhh oooooohhhh
oooooohhhhhh ooooooohhhhh.
(Instrumental fades out)
The crowd cheered loudly for the group. When they came back stage the other players also gave them a round of applause.
“Next up is Allen Davis.”
Izzy was happy to know she wasn't the only solo performer that was going against all these bands.
A soft guitar started playing before he started to sing.
(I only get this way with you ~Rick Trevino)
I only feel like i feel with you and nobody else
And I only want to be with you and be myself
But when I look in your eyes something happens to me every time
And I can't seem to find what to say or do.
I only get this way with you...
I only get this way with you...
I only feel this way with you..
And when we're together, I feel like I never ever felt before.
As if I'm walking through that door to love,
A love that I never knew..
I only get this way with you...
I want you to know how I feel when I'm holding you in my arms
And I want you to know how I miss you when we're apart
But when I look in your eyes something happens to me every time
And I can't seem to find what to say or do.
I only get this way with you...
I only get this way with you...
I only feel this way with you…
And when we're together, I feel like I never ever felt before.
As if I'm walking through that door to love,
A love that I never knew…
I only get this way with you...
When I think about all times I've known
What I thought was love it was never this strong....
(guitar music)
I only feel this way with you…
And when we're together, I feel like I never ever felt before.
As if I'm walking through that door, to love,
A love like I never knew...
I only get this way with you...
I only get this way with you...
I only feel this way with you...
(Music fades out)
Again applause could be heard. As he came back stage he was clapped upon the shoulder by several of the guys heading out to the cafe'. Jasper's band was up next. Izzy wondered what song they had chosen. Was it new or an old one? When she thought about it she guessed it was new since Rose had to go with Jasper yesterday to finish working on it. Izzy shook her head and stood to head toward Rose. Rose saw this and met her half way.
“Good luck Aphrodite.” Izzy whispered.
“Thanks Swan.” Rose said back just as quietly.
“Would our reigning Champions the “Misguided Misfits” please take the stage?”
“Well I guess that's my que.” Rose said and started out with the others. Izzy made her way to the opposite side of the stage so she could watch the performance. She watched as they all settled in. Edward and Emmett on guitars, Alice on bass, Rose on keyboard, and Jasper settled behind the drums. Izzy watched as he twirled his sticks and counted off a beat. She wasn't sure who was singing as they all had microphones. When the music started she was surprised...she expected something...else?
(Trying not to love you ~ Nickelback)
(Edward singing)
You call to me...and I fall at your feet
How could anyone ask for more?
And our time apart... like knives in my heart
How could anyone ask for more?
But if there's a pill
To help me forget
God knows I haven't found it yet
But I'm dying to
God I'm trying to 'cause
Trying not to love you
Only goes so far
And trying not to need you
Is tearing me apart
Can’t see the silver lining
From down here on the floor
and I just keep on trying
But I don't know what for
'cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more
And this kind of pain... only time takes away
That’s why it's harder to let you go
Nothing I can do...without thinking of you
That’s why it's harder to let you go
But if there's a pill
To help me forget
God knows i haven't found it yet
But I’m dying to
God I'm trying to 'cause
Trying not to love you
Only goes so far
And trying not to need you
Is tearing me apart
Can't see the silver lining
From down here on the floor
And I'll just keep on trying
But I don't know what for
'cause trying not to love you
Only makes me want you more
So I sit here divided
Just talkin' to myself
Was it something that I did?
Was there somebody else?
When a voice from behind me
That was fighting back tears
Sat right down beside me
Whispered right in my ear
Said I've been dying to tell you...
That I'm trying not to love you
Only went so far
And trying not to need you
Was tearing me apart
Now I see the silver lining
And what we're fighting for
If we just keep on trying
We could be much more
'cause trying not to love you
Ya trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more...
Only makes me love you more....
As soon as the last note was played the crowd went crazy. Izzy actually had to hold her hands over her ears as the cheers were so loud. The crowd was chanting encore as they left the stage. Izzy walked back around to the staging area and found that the energy coming off them was contagious. She almost wanted to start bouncing around. Almost. Rose came rushing over to her and grabbed Izzy's hands and was jumping up and down.
“Did you hear them Izzy...they loved it.”
“Yes I did Rose. I'm sure I lost some of my hearing with how loud they were.” Izzy giggled.
Rose drug Izzy over to her area and the two girls started talking about the song. Izzy was surprised when Rose said that Jasper helped her a lot with the lyrics. And that it was his suggestion to have Edward sing it instead of himself. With the puzzled look on Izzy face she was sure Izzy had no idea what she was talking about.
“Izzy, Jasper usually does most of the singing. Hell Eddie was scared shitless going out there. He has no problem rocking out when he is hidden from sight behind a keyboard or taking Jazz's place at the drums. This was his first time in the spot light. So you should take courage from him when you go out on stage.”
“I'll keep that in mind Rose. I'm still nervous as all get out though.”
“No need to be nervous Izzy.” Jasper's voice once again caused them to jump.
“Damn it Jasper, stop sneaking up on us like that...or I'll but a bell around your neck.” Rose yelled at him, while Izzy snickered.
“Sorry Rosie. I promise I'll make more noise next time. Maybe I'll knock something over, or cough, or stomp my feet or something.” Jasper said with a devilish grin.
“Fine, but remember for next time.”
“I will. Now the others wanna know if they can come over and talk to Izzy some if it's alright with her? Emmett is bouncing like a child and Edward is antsy...but I'm not sure if it's because he wants to talk to Izzy or if it's the high from being on stage.” Jasper said pointing his thumb toward the rest of the band.
Izzy and Rose leaned around him and looked at the three remaining members of the Misfits. Emmett was indeed bouncing around like a child who was about to get the best gift ever, and Edward was acting like he was hyped up on sugar or caffeine. Alice stood ever stoic and stared at her nails. Izzy looked over at Rose the same time that Rose looked at her. The two started laughing hysterically.
“Alright we are not going to do this again are we? What has got you to all giggles again?” Jasper asked looking at the two of them like they lost their minds in the five minutes he had been standing there.
Rose settled first and looked at Jasper with a smirk on her face.
“Well Jasper look back at Edward and picture him in green tights and a little green hat with a feather in it and try not to laugh.”
“What the hell are you on about?” Jasper asked as he turned to look at Edward. After a few seconds of picturing it he saw what the girls did. Edward did indeed look like Peter Pan at that moment. The kid who never wanted to grow up. He looked back at the girls, eyes wide and a grin on his face.
“Go ahead you can laugh. We have been for weeks now.”
Jasper couldn't help it he laughed.
“That's what you two were laughing at this whole time? The fact that Edward looks like Peter Pan?” Jasper said quiet enough that the others wouldn't hear.
“Yep. That was Izzy's first impression of him was when she first saw him on the quad the first day of school.”
“That is priceless. I can only guess that Alice is Tinkerbelle in this equation?”
“Dead on Jasper.”
Jasper turned and looked at Alice quickly and pictured the little green outfit and pointed shoes with the pixie dust gold glow surrounding her and he quickly turned around. He too would make that same assessment.
“Oh my god it's no wonder you couldn't stop laughing. I imagine her stomping her little Prada wearing foot didn't help any either?”
Izzy was still laughing too hard to answer verbally so she just nodded.
“Then Emmett askin if y'all were on pixie dust or somethin was just the icing on the cake.”
“Oh hell it wasn't just the icing but the sprinkles and decorations too…” Rose giggled.
“But why would you laugh at Emmett bouncing like that?” he asked pointing at the big lug.
“Take a real good look at Emmett and tell me what you see?” Izzy asked through her laughs.
“Um…well he is really tall, he hunches over slightly, he has really long monkey arms, a weirdly small waist and really big legs. He kinda resembles an ape.”
Izzy and Rose lost it then…they couldn't hold back the laughter any longer.
“What?”
“Ape....Missing....Link...Emmett...” was all Jasper could make out of what Rose was trying to say. It wasn't until Emmett started making strange grunting sounds did Jasper get lost in the mirth with the girls. He could see it too. A few minutes passed as they let their laughter settle.
Jasper sobered quickly though when a thought crossed his mind.
“Um Rose...Izzy if that is what you got from them then what did you get from me and Rose?”
Jasper was afraid now. He wasn't sure if he really wanted to know what Izzy thought about him.
Izzy caught the flash of fear run across Jasper's eyes and sobered up as well.
“Jasper it really isn't that bad. It's just a habit I have. I like to people watch, and to help me remember the individuals around me I give them nicknames. Like the turtle lady that we have for a teacher. You know Mrs. Gibson.”
Jasper thought about it for a while and realized that Izzy was right. Mrs. Gibson looked like a turtle. He smiled slightly but turned back to them.
“So as for my question.”
“Well I'm Aphrodite.” Rose said proudly.
“That explains the almost slip last time. And me?”
Rose and Izzy looked at each other and smiled, then Izzy braced for the worst and looked back at Jasper.
“Well Jasper seeing as every female within eyesight of you drools a puddle that most small mammals and children would drown in, I dubbed you Casanova.”
Jasper's jaw dropped. Did he really come off that way?
“She doesn't mean it that way Jasper. She knows you have never dated any of them...but you do break hearts because of it.”
Jasper wasn't sure what to say. He shook his head as if to clear it and smiled. He could live with that.
“I guess I could live with that. But what did the others really get as nicknames?”
“Well Eddie is Pan, Alley is Tinkerbelle, and Emmett is Link.” Izzy said.
“Link?”
“Yeah I asked her the same thing.” Rose added.
“Missing Link.”
“Oohh.” Jasper chuckled as he shook his head.
“So can I tell them to come over or what? I don't think I will be able to do it with a straight face now though.” Jasper added.
“Sure why not?” Izzy made it out into a question.
“Hey guys come on over.” Rose called.
The other three literally bounced over and Jasper, Izzy and Rose laughed.
“Don't tell me they have infected you too Jazzman?” Emmett asked.
Alice huffed and stomped her foot some. While Edward still seemed to be off in la-la land. Jasper couldn't help but laugh with the girls again. This was not gonna be good if they ever found out. Alice would be pissed, Edward would be offended and Emmett...well he would probably take it in stride like he does with everything else.
“Yep. They have Emmett. If you know what's good for you, you won't get to close.” Jasper said. The others backed up slightly like they didn't wanna catch the plague, which caused another round of laughter.
“Oh will you guys grow up.” Alice chided while scrunching up her nose making her look even more like the little pixie from the fable.
Jasper had to turn away so not to laugh. Rose and Izzy didn't fare as well.
Their playful banter was interrupted by the announcer.
“We are gonna take a five minute brake and then next up is Izzy Swan.”
Izzy froze. Where had the time gone? She didn't even hear the others go up on stage.
“Izzy it's alright. Don't worry you'll be great.” Rose said.
Jasper looked at Izzy and then to Rose. Rose shook her head at him in a not now gesture. Jasper kneeled down in front of Izzy and took her hands in his.
“Izzy...look here.” he said lifting her face to meet his. “I have heard you play several times now and so have most of the patrons that are out there. They all frequent The Music Shop, so you have nothing to worry about. Just pretend your back there in your corner, surrounded by those instruments and let it go.”
Izzy took a deep breath and looked into Jasper's eyes. She could see that he was being honest with her, and with a small nod she smiled and grabbed her guitar.
“Thank you both for being so supportive. I think I got this now.”
“You go Swan.” Rose said.
“Thanks Aphrodite.” Izzy said.
Izzy barely registered the puzzled gazes of Tinkerbelle, Pan, and Link. She made her way to the side of the stage and spoke with the house band. They agreed on the tempo and said they knew the music well enough. She nodded and smiled. It was but a minute later the announcer called her up on stage.
Izzy smile at the crowd and made her way to center stage. She saw Jasper and Rose standing on the side of the stage with the rest of the band. She waved to them and turned back to the crowd.
“Hey everyone. I'm Izzy, and this is one of my own creations. I hope y'all enjoy it.”
The crowd clapped slightly. Izzy closed her eyes and imagined herself back in The Music Shop, surrounded my all the instruments. She let out a breath and gave the band the signal to start.
(Mama's Broken Heart ~ Miranda Lambert)
I cut my bangs with some rusty kitchen scissors
I screamed his name till the neighbors called the cops.
I numbed the pain at the expense of my liver.
Don't know what I did next, all I know, I couldn't stop.
Word got round to the barflies and the Baptists.
My mama's phone started ringing off the hook
I can hear her now saying she ain't gonna have it.
Don't matter how you feel, it only matters how you look.
Go and fix your makeup girl, it's just a breakup.
Run and hide, you’re crazy and start acting like a lady.
'Cause I raised you better, gotta keep it together.
Even when you fall apart.
But this ain't my mama's broken heart.
Wish I could be a little less dramatic.
Like a Kennedy when Camelot went down in flames.
Leave it to me to be holding the matches,
When the fire trucks show up.
And there's nobody else to blame.
Can't get revenge and keep a spotless reputation.
Sometimes revenge is the choice you gotta make.
My mama came from a softer generation,
Where you get a grip and bite your lip,
Just to save a little face.
Go and fix your makeup girl, it's just a breakup.
Run and hide, you’re crazy and start acting like a lady.
'Cause I raised you better, gotta keep it together.
Even when you fall apart, but this ain't my mama's broken heart.
Powder your nose, paint your toes.
Line your lips and keep 'em closed.
Cross your legs and dot your eyes,
and never let 'em see you cry.
Go and fix your makeup girl, it's just a breakup.
Run and hide, you’re crazy and start acting like a lady.
'Cause I raised you better, gotta keep it together.
Even when you fall apart, but this ain't my mama's broken heart.
The room was quiet for a moment before the cheers erupted. Izzy didn't even realize she had gotten into the song as she was singing it. When she looked around the room everyone was on their feet. As her eyes grazed the crowd she stopped on a face she had hoped she wouldn't have to see again.
There standing in the crowd was none other than Zavier. He seemed to be there with some college buddies. He seemed stunned that it was her up there on stage. She quickly said her thanks to the room and hastily made her way back to the others. She heard him call her name, but she kept moving. It was like prom all over again only this time she wasn't covered in syrup or wearing a dress. That and she had friends to help her. Rose came rushing over to her.
“Izzy that was awesome.” Rose said all full of mirth. That was until she saw Izzy's face. “What is it Izzy?”
Izzy leaned into Rose to hide what she was saying. One word said it all.
“Zavier.”
Chapter 18
“Zavier” Rose repeated silently with shocked eyes. “As in old school Zavier? Where?”
“Out there.”
“It's okay Izzy.”
“Bella! Bella is that you”
“Sir you’re not allowed back there. It's for band members and performers only.” They heard the bouncer say.
“Rose” Izzy whimpered.
“Time to toughin up Swan. You’re not that girl anymore. Don't let him get to you. You said it yourself...Bella doesn't exist anymore. Your Izzy fuckin Swan! Now buck up because the others are coming.”
“Okay.”
Izzy sniffled a little before takin a big breath and steeling herself for the others. When they came over she was smiling and looked like she just won the lottery.
“You did it Izzy!” Jasper said as he picked her up and swung her around. Shocking the shit out of all of them. Izzy giggled and hugged him back.
“I knew you were nervous and worried about goin on stage but look you rocked.”
“Yeah I did didn't I?” Izzy smiled looking around at her new friends and then back at Jasper.
“Yeah now we just have to wait to find out who takes home 1st.” Alice said snidely.
Izzy shook her head at Alice as Jasper let her down on her own feet.
“Alice what is wrong with you?” Rose asked.
“Nothing” Alice said trying to sound innocent.
“Yeah I'm not buying what you’re trying to sell, we will talk about this later.” Rose said pointedly at Alice.
Alice knowing that Rose stood true to her words nodded.
“So now what?” Izzy asked.
“Well like Alice said we wait for the results.”
They all went back to the area that was set aside for Izzy and listened to the last two performers. They were good and got applause but they didn't sound as deafening to Izzy as the cheers that she or the band got. Izzy thought that was a good sign or maybe it wasn't? She had never done anything like this before.
Izzy started bouncing her leg in a nervous habit.
“Izzy chill will ya..you’re making us all nervous.” Emmett said.
“Sorry. I don't know what came over me. I have never done anything like this before...” Izzy replied stopping just short of calling him Link. Rose and Jasper must of noticed her pause cause they started chuckling.
“It's alright Iz. I remember the first time we all went up there. Hell you saw Eddie tonight...he was more nervous than a virgin on prom night.” Emmett wagged his brows.
“Oh my god...you did not just say that?” Alice squeaked.
“Yes he did.” Rose rolled her eyes. But Izzy caught the slight smile on her lips.
“Okay I get it. It's okay to be scared and nervous.”
“Use it.” Jasper said.
“What?”
“Use it. Turn your feelings into music. Put your emotions behind your lyrics and you will get a better reaction from the crowd.”
“Thanks Jazz.”
“Jazz?”
“Yep… You’re in a band. You play music. There for Jazz.”
“Okay.” Jasper replied shrugging.
“Ladies and gentlemen can I have your attention please. After much debate on the judge’s part they have come to a standoff. So without further ado, your 1st place winners are Misguided Misfits, and Izzy Swan.”
The cheers erupted.
“Okay settle down. Now as this has never happened before in the history of the showcase we are asking you to decide how we should break the tie.”
“Sing off, Sing off, Sing off!”
“Well there you have it folks. Our two winners will be singing off to see who takes home the trophy and gets the check for 10,000 dollars to be given to their sponsors.”
“Holy shit. I didn't know we were singing for money?”
“Yeah Izzy. It's to help the sponsors with upgrades or repairs or what not.”
“Wow.”
“So what are you singing?” Edward asked Izzy.
“I had to prepare an extra piece incase this would happen which makes no sense seeing as how he said it has never happened before.”
“There's a first time for everything Izzy.”
“Ain't that the truth” Izzy sighed.
“Izzy is there something wrong?” Jasper asked.
“No just was hoping this was a one time and done thing. I thought i would come, sing, play, wrack up some business for Unc and then go home. Not that i would have to compete against you guys for a trophy or anything else.”
“Well now is the time to shine Izzy.” Rose said.
“Alright so how is this gonna go down?” Edward asked no one in particular.
Just as he finished his question, the bouncer came back and said that since the Misfits were reigning champions they got to go first. Izzy sighed in relief. At least she had a few more minutes to get herself prepared to once again go out in front of some of her peers. Izzy walked to the side of the stage and looked out over the crowd while Jasper's band set up. She eyed the group that Zavier was with. She saw that she didn't really know any of the guys that sat around his table. Then she caught sight of the group of girls headed toward his table. Their front in center was the bane of her existence. Marsha. She was sure that it was Marsha who was behind the whole syrup thing at prom. Izzy shivered and looked over to when she felt eyes on her again. Jasper was looking at her from behind his drum set with a small smile on his face. When she glanced away she caught sight of Rose. Rose looked at her questioningly, Izzy gestured in the direction of where Zavier was sitting. Rose looked in that direction the same time Izzy did, just in time for them to see Zavier shoving Marsha off his arm. He didn't look to happy that she and her cronies were there.
Izzy shook her head and went back to watching the band. Jasper counted them off, this time it seemed like Emmett was singing. He seemed comfortable behind the mic, unlike poor Edward.
(Crawling back to you~ Daughtry)
Lessons learned and bridges burn to the ground.
And it's too late now to put out the fire.
Tables turned and I'm the one who's burning now.
Well I'm doing alright 'till I close my eyes and,
Then I see your face and it's no surprise
Just like that I'm crawling back to you.
Just like you said I would yeah.
I swallowed my pride now I'm crawling back to you.
I'm out of my head can't wait any longer.
Down on my knees I thought I was stronger.
Just like that, like you said I'd do.
I'm crawling back to you...
Time can heal but the scars only hide the way you feel.
And it's hard to forget how I left you hangin'.
On by a thread and everything I said I regret it.
Well I was doing alright thought I could make it.
Then i see your face and it’s hard to fake.
Just like that I'm crawling back to you.
Just like you said I would yeah…
I swallowed my pride now I'm crawling back to you.
I'm out of my head can't wait any longer.
Down on my knees I thought I was stronger.
Just like that, like you said I'd do.
I'm crawling back to you.
If you could find a way to forgive everything.
I know you would
And I would take it all back if only
I knew that I could.
Lessons learned and bridges burn to the ground.
And it's too late now to put out the fire.
Just like that I'm crawling back to you.
Just like you said I would yeah.
I swallowed my pride now I'm crawling back to you.
I'm out of my head can't wait any longer.
Down on my knees I thought i was stronger.
Just like that, like you said I'd do.
I'm crawling back to you...
Izzy noticed that several times during that song that Emmett glanced over at Rose. She knew he was singing to her but Rose seemed oblivious. Izzy just shook her head. She would have to talk to Rose.
The crowd erupted into cheers once again. As the band took their bows Izzy prepared for her performance. A few deep breaths and a wink from Jasper she knew she could do this. Now she just had to get out there and sing.
As the crowd settled, Jasper and the gang settled around the side of the stage they just exited. They wanted a better view of Izzy and hoped that them sitting there would help her keep her courage.
It got quiet as Izzy stepped up on the stage. She strapped up her guitar and began to play.
(Anything but Ordinary ~Avril Lavigne)
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out.
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby.
Sometimes i drive so fast
Just to feel the danger.
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive.
Is it enough to love
Is it enough to breathe
Somebody rip my heart out
and leave me here to bleed.
Is it enough to die
Somebody save my life.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
To walk within the lines.
Would make my life so boring.
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme.
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me.
Anything to make me feel alive.
Is it enought to love
Is it enough to breathe
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
Accident
turbulent
succulent
opulent
permantent
no way
I wanna taste it
don't wanna waste it away.
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby.
Is it enough
Is it enough
Is it enough to breathe
Somebody rip my heart out
and leave me here to bleed.
Is it enough to die
Somebody save my life.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
Is it enough
Is it enough to die
Somebody save my life.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
Oh....
I'd rather be anything but ordinary.
Please
As she strung the last cord there were loud whistles and cheers. She looked around and saw that they were once again standing and clapping for her. She gave them all a shy smile.
“Thank you.” she whispered into the mic, then stepped toward Jasper and Rose.
“Bella?”
Izzy froze for a second but connected eyes with Rose, and continued toward her and Jasper as if nothing happened. She could see Zavier working his way through the crowd toward the stage, so she picked up her pace slightly. She was caught in a bear hug by Emmett as she stepped off the stage.
“Izzy...” Emmett cheered as he spun her around.
“Alright Emmett put Izzy down so she can breathe.” Rose told him.
As soon as Izzy was on her own feet she felt a hand on her shoulder.
“Bella?”
She went to turn around to say something but Emmett beat her to it.
“Sorry dude you must be mistaken. Her name is Izzy. Now beat it.”
“Bella is that you?”
Izzy turned around and looked at Zavier.
“I'm sorry but I have no idea who you are looking for but I ashure you my name is not Bella. I'm Izzy Swan. You are?”
“I'm sorry you just looked like someone I used to know.”
“Apology accepted.”
Izzy turned back toward the rear of the stage when she heard Zavier talk again.
“ I could have sworn that was Bella. She looks so much like her.”
“Dude I'm sorry but that's our Izzy.” Emmett told the guy.
“What happen to this Bella?” Edward asked.
“Don't know. I went off for summer vacation after graduation and when I came home just before college it was like she disappeared into thin air. Her mother said she didn't know where she went, or hadn't heard from her since after school let out. Rumor was she ran away. But I'm not so sure. That doesn't seem like the Bella I knew.”
“Are you sure?” Alice asked.
“Yeah I'm sure. She was my best friend. Then something stupid happened at prom to her and she took off, I chased after her but she was to fast for me to catch up to her. Then it was like she vanished again. She was always good at being invisible. She was called the Ghost after all.”
Izzy began silently crying. Her mom went all out to help protect her. Even telling them that she hasn't heard from her in months when in reality she talked to her yesterday, and at least twice a week since she moved here. Rose hugged Izzy and lead her away from everyone.
“It's okay Izzy. You did the right thing.”
“I don't know Rose. He seemed sincere.”
They could still hear them all talking but they couldn't see them. It wasn't until Marsha's voice rang through the crowd.
“Zavier, what are you doing over here? I thought we were gonna get something to eat afterwards?”
“I thought I saw Bella?”
“The Ghost.”
“Don't call her that.”
“Oh come on..the only reason you asked her to prom was because of the bet you had with the guys.”
“That's not true. She was a really good person Marsha.”
“So your saying that you didn't have a bet that you could get her to sleep with you after prom.”
“That's exactly what I'm saying.”
It sounding like something clicked, and soon you could hear voices being. Izzy recognized those voices right away. It was Zavier and his friends.
Dude you so have to get in her pants.
That was the bet wasn't it?
When dude?
After prom.
Your asking her to prom?
Yeah what better way to get her to give in, it's like a right of passage to loose your virginity at prom for a girl. She just gets to do it ahead of schedual.
Man that's so wicked.
I know right.
The anger that ran through Izzy had her so red in the face you could swear she had steam coming out her ears.
“Where did you get that?” Zavier asked.
“You didn't think the guys wouldn't keep some sort of leverage incase you got cold feet. But I couldn't let you go through with it! If you wouldn't sleep with me then there was no way I could let you sleep with her. So I set up the whole syrup thing...straight out of Stephen Kings Carrie, minus all the flames and death.” Marsha finished.
“You guys are cruel. It's no wonder the poor girl ran away. And you said she was your best friend?” Alice said. Shocking the shit out of both Rose and Izzy.
“Fine.. it may have started out that way, but she was really cool when she wasn't all invisible. She was smart and funny. I miss her. I wasn't gonna go through with the bet anyway. I kinda fell for her....” Zavier finished.
“Well dude you seriously blew that shit. How could you do that to someone you had feelings for?” Emmett asked.
“I tried to stop her when she ran! She was so fast. I figured I would catch her when I got back from vacation and apologize, but she was long gone.” Zavier said.
Izzy was still fuming. It was all a lie. He acted like her friend only because of a bet. It didn't make any difference that somewhere along the line he started to feel things for her. The way it all started negated the whole friendship. How could she be so stupid. Of course she should have seen it, why would the king of the school ever see anything remotely interesting in “the Ghost”.
Rose must have figured out what Izzy was thinking cause she grabbed Izzy's shoulders and shook her slightly to get her attention. When their eyes met Rose spoke.
“Izzy stop it right now. It's in the past. Those things happened to Bella Dwyer, not Izzy Swan. Your not “the Ghost” anymore. You rockin Izzy. And you have the hottest most wanted man in our entire school drooling over you.”
“Huh?”
“Jasper you fool. Don't you see it.”
“No. But I could ask you the same.”
“Huh?”
“Emmett?”
“What do you mean?”
“When Emmett was singing that song, he kept looking back at you. Like he was singing that song to you.”
“OH.” was her brillant response.
They were soon interupted by the rest of the group.
“Wow that dude has some nerve.” Emmett said.
“Really?” Rose asked pretending to be clueless to the whole situation.
“Yeah, he had this bet with his buds to hook up with this poor sophmore girl only to get into her pants on prom night. Then some slutty tramp came over and told us that she ruined it all because she was a jealous whore.” Emmett answered.
Izzy giggled at his discription of Marsha.
“Wonder where that poor girl is now?” Edward asked.
“Don't know but I'm glad she ditched that douche bag. It wouldn't have been any good for her anyway.” Alice said.
Rose and Izzy both looked at Alice in shock. They wondered if she would feel the same way if she knew that Bella Dwyer was standing right there in front of her. Jasper saw the look pass between the girls and just shook his head. He couldn't understand how they couldn't believe that Alice was a good person. Sure she was being cold and bitchy, but he knew why.
Alice had the biggest crush on him growing up. Just last year she got up the nerve to ask him out, but he had turned her down. He couldn't do that to Edward. Edward was head over heels for Alice and he couldn't break the guy code. It's like the number one rule. You don't go after your buds girl. Even if that girl doesn't know she is taken. But now that Jasper is showing interest in Izzy, her jealousy is showing through even though she is with Edward. It would pass and they would all be okay. He hoped.
Through all the comotion they didn't realize how much time had passed, until they once again heard the announcer.
“Okay guys and gals. This years winner of the store band showcase is.....Izzy Swan!”
Holy smokes. Izzy had won. She beat out Jaspers band who have won this thing for the last 4 years.
“Way to go Izzy. Go get your stuff. We will wait for you back here.” Rose said.
“Okay.”
Jasper gave her a quick hug and wink before he to chased her off to the front where they heard the applause roar as Izzy stepped on stage.
“Well at least it wasn't some strange accordian quartet or something that beat us.” Alice said.
“Yeah it was Izzy.” Edward said.
“She was great!” Emmett said.
“Yeah she was.” Rose said.
“She deserves this.” Jasper said.
If he only knew how right he was.
Chapter 19
The next morning Izzy was met by Charlie sitting at the kitchen table.
“So how'd it go?”
“I won.”
“Wow kiddo, that's great.”
“Yeah i guess so.”
“What happened.”
“You remember the thing i told you about when i first came to stay with you...you know about that guy from my old school?”
“Yeah what about him?”
“He was there. With some friends of his and a few of the girls i went to school with.”
“Oh boy.”
“Yeah and he recognized me. He kept yelling for me and i had to act like i didn't know who he was talking about. Rose knows the whole story but the others don't, and now i found out that the only reason he was my friend in the first place was because of some stupid bet he made just so i would sleep with him after prom.”
“Shit Izzy. What happened then?”
“Well Rose was backstage with me when he was talking to the rest of Rose's band. They thought he was douche bag so they left him out front. I have a feeling that Jasper knows something is up but he won't say anything. He's too much of a gentlemen to. So unless i say something then he'll only have his suspicions.”
“You like this boy...Jasper?”
“Yeah I think so.”
“Does he feel the same?”
“I don't really know. I think he has feelings for me but i can't be sure. I don't want what happened in Phoenix to happen again. I don't think i can go through that twice.”
“I don't think that will happen here, but caution is always a good thing. Why not talk to him and find out?”
“I'm scared.”
“Oh Izzy. Your a strong young woman and i know you can handle anything. Plus you have your friend Rose. She seems like a nice enough girl.”
“Yeah she is. Maybe your right and I'm over thinking all of this?”
“Maybe. Give the others a shot, you never know they might surprise you.”
“I think i will dad. Thanks.”
“Welcome kiddo.”
~SSG~
The band met up Sunday morning at Emmett's to go over everything that's happened the last couple of days, and rehearse for next weekends gig at the pizza shop.
“So wonder what that whole thing was really about?” Alice asked.
“What thing?” Edward asked.
“That guy calling Izzy, Bella? Could she really look that much like some girl he went to school with?”
“It's possible. I heard once that everyone has a look alike somewhere in the world. Perhaps Izzy just looks really similar to this Bella girl.” Emmett added.
“Yeah, I guess.” Alice said. “What do you think Rose?”
“It's possible they look alike. The lights can play tricks on your eyes and that cafe' wasn't the brightest place.” Rose said.
“Jasper?”
“Huh?”
“Your input?”
“Hell if I know. That guy was an ass. I'm glad that Bella girl disappeared. I hope she is off somewhere with a nice guy and having the time of her life.” Jasper said.
The group looked at him with their mouths gapping.
“What?”
“Okay who are you and what did you do with Jasper?” Edward asked.
“I'm still me people. I just think that women should be better respected and not used as a pawn in a sick prank to make oneself look better or feel better about themselves. What they did was mean, and cruel and spitful. They could have damaged that poor girl to the point where she is never gonna feel safe around others and become a shut-in. Could you imagine if something like that happened to either of you two girls?” Jasper was almost growling when he finished his rant.
“Wow. Who would have thought that you, badass, ladies man Jasper was such a cursauder for the damsel in distress.” Edward said.
“You don't know anything about me.” Jasper hissed.
“Whoa dude, chill. We just never saw you get this worked up about anything.” Emmett said.
Rose was looking at Jasper with a look of awe and respect. She knew she would have to talk to him after rehearsal. Then she was gonna have that talk with Alice.
“Okay enough working Jasper up. We have work to do. Oh and Alice don't think i forgot about that talk.” Rose said drawing everyone's attention to her. Alice gulped.
They practiced for several hours until the sun about set. Going over all their older material along with the new songs they had just written for the showcase. As they were wrapping up Rose pulled Alice aside.
“Okay Alice, spill woman. What the hell has your designer panties in a twist?”
“Nothing i swear.”
“Don't lie to me Alice. I have known you for years and you are never this cold to anyone. That is usually my job.”
“Fine. I'm....Jealous.” she whispered the last word.
“Jealous? Of what?”
“Izzy.”
“Why?”
“I always had this crush on Jasper. I mean like always...well last year i asked him out but he turned me down. He never told me why.”
“But your with Edward now, so what is there to be jealous about?”
“He never showed an interest in me at all. He is after all the unobtainable Jasper Whitlock. Every girl has a crush on him. Now all of a sudden he can't seem to take his eyes off Izzy. She comes waltzing in out of nowhere and steels his heart.”
“Again you have Edward, so i don't see the big deal.”
“I know but I'm used to being the center of attention, and now it seems that Izzy has taken that spot. Hell she even stole my best friend.” Alice's eyes teared up.
“Alice she hasn't taken anything from you. I'm still your friend. Izzy was alone and was new, we share common interestes and classes. It's different then what we have. Your fashion and gossip, Izzy's music and cars. As for Jasper well that would have to have been the infamous guy code.”
“Guy code?”
“Yeah, it's like these unwritten rules that guys follow. You don't date a buddies ex, you don't go after a girl your buddy likes and you always protect your friends girl.”
“Huh they really have those?”
“Yeah and sadly for you, you fell under the don't go after your buddy's girl.”
“What do you mean?”
“Edward has been pining for you since grade school. Jasper and Emmett both knew it. You were the only one oblivious to it cause you had your sights so set on Jasper that you didn't even give Eddie a second glance.”
“Oh, so that was...shit.”
“What?” Rose asked.
“It was Edward that was leaving all that stuff in my locker, not Jasper.”
“Huh?”
“I kept getting these little things in my locker all the time. Notes, flowers, song lyrics. I thought it was Jasper, he was always near my locker with Emmett so i just assumed it was him. That's why i was so infatuated with him.”
“Did you ever think that the two of those towering ogers weren't standing there to block Edward from being seen slipping that stuff into your locker?”
“Holy shit. My prince has always been Edward! I just never saw it. I've had him all along and took him for granted.”
“Well now you know.”
“I'm so sorry Rose. For everything. I swear I will make it up to Izzy and stop being such a bitch. I hope everything works out for her and Jasper. What's her deal anyway?”
“It's a long story that only she can tell you. Right now it's a little harder on her then when we first met but Izzy's strong and will pull through this. That and she has me.” Rose smiled.
“Me too.” Alice smiled back at Rose.
“Thank you Alice.”
“Your welcome Rose. Now I'm gonna go show some seriously overdue apprication to my man.” Alice turned and skipped off toward Edward.
One down, one to go. Rose thought.
Making her way to where Jasper was still fiddling with his drum set, she smiled at seeing Alice talking and cuddling with Edward.
“Hey Jasper.”
“Yeah Rose?” he said looking up.
“Can i have a word with you?”
“Sure thing.”
They walked outside Emmett's garage and sat in Jasper's car.
“So what did you wanna talk about Rose?”
“I was wondering what all that was about in there, you know the stuff you said at the beginning of practice.”
Jasper sighed. He figured she would be the one to corner him.
“I was raised a gentleman Rose. I was brought up to respect women, protect them at all costs. I know it sounds sexist and all but that's the way it is. My mama and grandma would beat me raw if they ever found out i let a girl get hurt that way and didn't try to stop it.”
“So it's not just some macho thing to get girls to like you?”
“Never has been Rose. If it turns out that girls like that thing it just icing on the cake. But I'm not gonna go out with every girl that throws herself at me just because i was raised with manners, and have a pretty face.”
“You surprise me Jasper Whitlock.”
“Is that good or bad?”
“That is very good. Now next question. What is up with you and Izzy?”
“I like her Rose. She isn't like the other girls. She doesn't drool or stalk me, she doesn't throw herself at me. She is comfortable with who she is. Izzy doesn't wear tons of make-up or try to dress sleezy to get guys attention. She's smart and sweet, and seems to really care about people even though she likes to stand on the outside of the crowd.”
“Observant aren't you.” Rose giggled.
“What is that supposed to mean?” Jasper frowned.
“Jasper there is alot to Izzy that you don't know. I'm not gonna tell you cause it's not my place to. When she is ready she will tell you, if she ever is ready. Just be patient and be yourself; and I don't mean the casanova personality you show to everyone else. I mean the Jasper that i get to see on rare occasions when it's just the two of us.”
“I get it Rose. She's been through some shit. I'll be patient, and your right. I need to be me and not who everyone thinks I am.”
“That's the Jasper I know.”
“So Rose do you think she likes me?” Jasper asked shyly.
“Oh Jasper.” Rose giggled.
Chapter 20
The next couple of days seemed to fly by. It was like the whole showcase had never happened. It wasn't until Friday at lunch did things change. Izzy and Rose were sat at their table when Alice approached Izzy.
“Izzy can I talk to you?” Alice asked.
Izzy looked worried. She looked to Rose who smiled and nodded. Izzy took a deep breath and nodded.
“Sure Alice.”
“I'll just go talk with the guys and give you two some privacy.” Rose said standing from the table and heading in the direction of the guys.
“So Alice what is it you wanna talk about?” Izzy asked bracing herself for the worst.
“I'm sorry.”
Izzy's head snapped up to meet Alice's face. She wasn't sure she heard correctly.
“What?”
“I'm sorry. I know I have been acting like a real bitch toward you and for that I'm sorry.”
“Can I ask why?”
“I was jealous.”
“Of me?”
“Yeah.”
“Why?” that seemed to be the word of the day for Izzy.
“Well i used to have this crush on Jasper. Or atleast i thought it was Jasper that i had a crush on...Rose told me somethings that i didn't know, and i realized that i was crushing on the wrong guy. Here i had the right guy all along.”
“Edward?”
“Yeah it seems that what i thought was happening was really not.”
“What was happening?”
“Well...I kept getting all these notes, and flowers, and songs in my locker. It was really sweet. The only people i ever saw standing near my locker were Jasper and Emmett, but i've always known that Emmett has a thing for Rose so i simply ruled him out. That only left Jasper. What I didn't know was that they were hiding Edward.”
“I could see how they could do that.”
“Yeah they are really tall.”
“and?”
“Well Rose pulled me aside last sunday and talked to me. She explained about some guy code, and that it was really Edward doing all these things for me. Boy did i feel like an ass.”
“So you were jealous cause...”
“I asked Jasper out last year and he turned me down. Not that it's really surprising or anything, he turns everyone down. But then you came into town. He saw you. I mean really saw you. Not the “oh hey we go to school together saw you, but saw you as in he wanted to get to know you. I got jealous cause like i said i thought it was him sending me those things. It stung that you got his attention when no one else seems to even be a blip on his radar.”
“I'm sorry.”
“Oh Izzy you have nothing to be sorry for. I'm okay with it. I have my prince charming. I had him all along, it just took Rose slapping me out of my idiocy to realize what was there all the time. I asked Edward about it and he told me the whole story. Now everything is better then ever.”
“Thank you...i think?”
“Your welcome. I hope you can forgive me and we can start over.”
“I think that would be great.”
“Great. Now i have to get back to Edward. That and i can feel the daggers glaring into the back of my head. I'm sure Jasper looks livid, thinking I'm over here causing trouble.”
“Why would he think that?”
“I think he has a crush on you Izzy.”
“Oh.”
“Yeah. Well go easy on him. He's fragile.” Alice giggled.
“Okay. Now can i ask you something?”
“Sure?”
“How long has this dance between Emmett and Rose been going on?”
“You see it too huh. Well I'm not completely sure but i think it started in third grade when Rose beat the shit out of this kid who was pickin on Emmett.”
“Are you serious? Have you seen Emmett?”
“Emmett wasn't always the monster he is today. He used to be this tiny little stick thing. Then he started playing sports and spending summers with our grandparents on their farm. He bulked up and grew. Once high school hit he was like he is now.”
“Wow. So Rose came to his rescue. Who would have ever thought that Emmett would be the damsel in distress?” Izzy giggled.
“I never looked at it that way but yeah.” Alice giggled also.
Izzy glanced over at the table where the others were sitting and sure enough Jasper was glaring over their way and Rose was chatting with Edward and Emmett.
“I think it best if you head back now Alice. If looks could kill I'm sure you'd be dead right now.” Izzy said turning back to Alice.
“Yeah I know. He means well, really he does.”
“I guess.”
“Give him a chance Izzy. I'm sure he will surprise us all.”
“I don't think he has Rose fooled at all. She seems to see things that no one else does.”
“Yeah except that Emmett is maddly in love with her.”
The girls laughed as Alice stood to head back over to the other table.
“Later Izzy.”
“Bye Alice.”
Rose smiled and hugged Alice when they met half way. Izzy smiled also. Her dad was right. She should give them all a chance. Maybe this was the place she was meant to be all along.
Chapter 21
Jasper watched as Alice and Izzy talked like they were friends. He wasn't to sure if that is what was really going on or if Alice was being spitful. He has seen it before with Alice when someone tried to weasel their way into the group. They have all been close since grade school and were damn near inseperable throughout the years. Rose leaving them alone at the table could be a good sign or a bad one, he wasn't sure, so he watched. When Alice started coming back over Rose met her half-way and hugged her. Maybe this was a good thing.
“What was that all about?” Emmett asked.
“Nothing just something us girls needed to work out.” Alice said.
“Alice?” Edward asked.
“Seriously it was nothing you all need to get worked up about. I just had to talk to Izzy about somethings. It's all cleared up now so let it go.” Alice told them as she slid into her seat next to Edward.
“Alright if you say so.” Emmett said.
Jasper just sat and watched. He kept glancing over to see Rose and Izzy in what seemed like deep conversation. Every now and then Rose would look over and smile at him but that could mean just about anything.
~SSG~
“So how did your talk with Alice go?” Rose asked.
“It was fine. She apologized for being a bitch and explained to me why she was acting that way. So Edward was really putting things in her locker?”
“Yeah. Edward dispite what others may think is really shy. He has had his sights set on Alice for as long as I can remember.”
“So what's this guy code thing that she was talking about?”
“You don't know about it either?”
“No...how do you know?”
“I wasn't always a girly girl. I used to be like one of the guys, so of course they let me in on some of their inner workings. The guy code being one of them.”
“Tell me about it?” Izzy asked unsure if she really wanted to know.
“Okay but just the basics. I don't wanna overstep my bounds with the guys. If they knew i was letting all their secrets out they wouldn't talk to me anymore.”
“Okay. Just the basics.”
“Well there is the girlfriend thing. They have three major rules that they all follow whether they are friends or not. 1. Never go after a girl that you know your friend or bro is hooked on. 2. never date a bros ex-girlfriend. 3. Never under any circumstances let anything bad happen to your bros girlfriend whether he is present at the time or not.”
“So let me get this straight. If Emmett likes say you. Then your off limits to anyone who knows or is friends with Emmett.”
“Exactly.”
“And if Emmett were to break up with you, neither of them would go after you.”
“Yeah.”
“Why?”
“I think it would make the friendship strained. They are really close like brothers so it would seem awkward.”
“Okay and the last one i understand. If you guys all went out somewhere like a party or public place, even if Emmett was there or not it would be Jasper and Edwards place to make sure that no harm come to you. Whether by your own hand or someone else's.”
“You catch on quickly.”
“It's a talent.” the girls giggled.
“So you and Alice, are okay?”
“It's a work in progress. I won't say that I'm gonna spill my whole life story to her, but I think I would like to get to know her better. Become friends or what not.”
“Good. That makes things easier. The other thing Alice was worried about was that you were stealing me away.”
“Why would she think that?”
“Do you remember that day that we fought and we came to sit over here?”
“Vaguely.”
“Well Alice and I used to spend alot of time together. We are friends but in a different compacity then I am with her. She's all shopping and gossip and make-up, where you are more down to earth, music and cars and sports. Things Alice wouldn't dream of talking about.”
“Oh..”
“Yeah so I explained that to her. She asked me about you but I told her it wasn't my story to tell and that when you were comfortable enough you would tell them.”
“Yeah about that...I think Jasper knows something. I don't know what he knows but i have a feeling he suspects something isn't right. Ever since the showcase and Zavier showing up, things have seemed weird with him. He keeps watching me.”
“He's worried. You should have heard him on sunday at practice. I think he threw them all for a loop.”
“How so?”
“Well Alice asked about the whole Izzy/Bella thing. You know about how he could think that you were this Bella person. Emmett said that everyone has a twin and you could resemble her. When they asked me i told them that it's possible, the cafe' was dark and he could make an honest mistake. When they asked Jasper he flipped. He said that Zavier was an ass and that he hopes that Bella is off with some guy living happily and not wholed up somewhere dwelling on the negative. He asked what we would feel if something like that happen to us. He said that women should be treated with respect and not used as toys. I swear i heard him growl in there somewhere and then hiss. He was pissed that someone would treat someone else that way.”
Izzy was stunned. She just stared at Rose for a few minutes before taking a quick glance out of the corner of her eye to see Jasper still watching them.
“Izzy you there?” Rose asked waving a hand in front of her face.
“Yeah just stunned is all.”
“Well you shouldn't be. Jasper was raised to be a gentleman no matter what face he puts on for the masses. He told me that if he ever let something like that happen to someone he knew ecspecially a girl, his ma and grandma would rip him a new one.”
“Wow really.”
“Yeah Izzy. The Jasper that everyone else sees isn't the real Jasper. It's a show he puts on to protect himself. He acts all cool and confident to hide that he is really shy and pensive. I have seen the real Jasper, not many have, but those who do understand why he is the way he is.”
“Why?”
“You'll have to ask him.”
“I may just do that.”
“You like him don't you?” Rose asked quirking her brow.
“I think I do. It's weird though.”
“How so?”
“It's like he can see me. The real me and not the one I put together for everyone else. He can see the person underneath. The one that was hurt, and is scared. But he would never tell anyone. I can feel when he's looking at me. It's like a warmth that spreads through me. Like now I can feel his eyes on me. Watching to make sure i don't break or fall.”
Rose glanced over and smiled when she met Jasper's eyes. He smirked at her and turned back to the conversation that Alice, Edward and Emmett seemed to be immersed in.
“Yeah your right. So you didn't really answer my question.”
“What question?”
“Do you like him?”
“Yeah Rose i guess i do.”
Rose squealed like a young girl. Izzy was staring at her like she lost her mind.
“What has gotten into you Rose?” Izzy asked.
“Oh my god. This is so perfect.”
“What's perfect?” Izzy was confused now.
“Oh nothing, nevermind.” Rose said looking pensive.
Izzy quirked a brow but let it go. Whatever was going on in Rose's head she wasn't ready to let anyone else know. Izzy was getting a sneaky feeling that Rose was gonna try and set her and Jasper up.
“Hey. What are you doing tonight?” Rose asked out of nowhere.
“I have to work till eight but then I'm free why?”
“How would you like to meet up with us for pizza after you get off?”
“That sounds good. Where?”
“Ricky's. We play there on the weekends and we finish up around 11. We get break at 9 so we'd be able to eat together and hang out. You would have more time to get to know the other guys without being completely paranoid about having to go on stage, like at the showcase. I know Emmett and Edward would love it.”
“I guess. I'll talk to dad when i get home and see if it's alright. I doubt he would say no.”
“Great. I'll let everyone know and then we will see you around 9.”
“Yeah.”
“Okay well I'm gonna go let everyone know and I'll meet you in class.”
“Alright see you.”
Izzy laughed as Rose bolted up out of her seat and over to the table where everyone was sitting. Izzy stood and grabbed her things. As she was turning to head toward her next class she could feel his eyes on her again. Izzy turned her head to meet his gaze. He smiled and winked at her. She smiled and ducked her head as she felt the blush creep up her cheeks. What did she just get herself into?
Chapter 22
The day flew by and soon enough Izzy was at home getting ready to head to the pizza shop to hang out with the Misfits. She thought the name was fitting. As they didn't seem to really fit in with the others around them. Sure they were popular and respected but they didn't hang out with the popular cheerleader and jocks like the others did. Again she was over analyzing things. She was just hoping that the others liked her as much as Rose and Jasper seemed to.
She could hear them playing from where she parked outside the shop. It was the song that Edward did at the showcase. She remember how nervous he looked up there. As she entered the store she looked around and found a booth in the corner of the shop was empty. She made her way over and took a seat. Soon a waiter came by and took her order.
“And what can I get for ya?”
“I'll just take a lemonade for now.”
“Anything else?” he smiled at her.
“Not yet. I'm meeting some friends.”
“Okay.”
The boy left after winking at her. Izzy giggled and shook her head. This was gonna be interesting. When the waiter came back he placed her drink on the table infront of her with a folded napkin. When he walked away she unfolded it to find he had written something there.
Name's Jacob. Call me 555-5105.
Izzy chuckled again. She couldn't wait to tell Rose. She watched the band as they finished up the set. Once the song ended Edward spoke over the applause.
“We're gonna take a break and be back in half an hour. Thanks for coming out.”
Izzy smiled as she saw the others unhooking their instruments. As they stepped off the stage she could see them looking around for her. She was about to stand and wave them over when Jasper locked eyes with her. He tapped Rose on the shoulder and said something to her causing her to look over where Izzy was. Rose smiled and motioned for the others to follow her. As they came to the table and all found seats Izzy spoke.
“You guys were great. Edward you did well this time. You didn't seem as nervous.”
Edward smiled.
“Yeah It was easier this time after rehearsing the song more. Last time we were more rushed, I didn't have the prep time like I did now.”
“I'm glad. I really enjoyed the song.”
“Thanks.” Edward said and blushed.
“Izzy stop embrasing Eddie.” Emmett chuckled.
“Sorry Edward.”
“It's okay Izzy.”
The same waiter came back to the table then. He noticed the band all sitting there and seemed to have paled.
“Oh so these are the friends you were waiting for?”
“Yes.”
“Okay so what can i get you guys?”
“We'll take the usual Jake. Thanks.” Rose said.
As he walked away Izzy thought she heard him say “shit”. She giggled. Rose looked at Izzy.
“What was that all about?” Rose asked.
Izzy slid her the napkin discretely under the table. Rose looked down and giggled. She shook her head and smiled up at Izzy. They both started giggling.
“Okay I know I'm probably not gonna get a straight answer from either of you but I have to ask. What are you two giggling about now?” Emmett asked.
He was right. The girls started laughing louder now. Alice quirked a brow and slid closer to Izzy on her other side as the girls all sat on one side while the guys were on the other. Rose slid the napkin across Izzy lap into Alice's hand while Izzy sipped from her lemonade acting like nothing was going on. Alice looked at the napkin and started giggling. Now all three guys were looking at them like they had lost all their senses.
“Oh Alice not you too!” Edward seemed scared. He wasn't sure what the girls were up to but it couldn't be good if they were now including Alice in on it.
“Sorry Edward.” Alice tried to sound sincere but her giggles made it almost impossible.
“Are you gonna tell us?” Emmett asked.
Just then Jake came back with their order. The girls all started giggling again. He placed the order down and turned quickly to leave.
“I'm guessing Emmett that that is a no.” Edward said.
Jasper just seemed to watch as this all unfolded. He wasn't sure what was going on but he knew it had to do with Izzy.
The gang spent the next half hour talking and laughing. Izzy couldn't remember a time she had had so much fun. The guys were hilarious as they joked around and told stories of things they all did growing up. The girls would chuckle and snicker then add parts that the boys left out. Usually it was those parts that would cause Izzy to laugh the hardest. She felt right being here with them. When it was time for them to head back up, Alice asked..
“Are you staying till we finish?”
“I guess so.”
“goody” Aliced replied with a smile.
“See you when your done.” Izzy said and watched as they band made their way back to the stage.
Izzy decided to call her dad and let him know she was gonna hang out till the band was done. She made her way to the payphone by the order counter. After telling him, he told her he had to work early the next the day and if she wanted to ask Rose and Alice to stay with her over night that he was okay with that. Izzy thanked him and hung up. She turned to head back to the table, only to be stopped by Jacob.
“So you know the band?”
“Yeah we go to school together.”
“Are you seeing anyone?”
“No, and I'm not looking to either.”
“I was just asking. If you change your mind you have my number.” he said running his hand down her arm. Izzy shivered slightly in disgust. He must have seen it and taken it the wrong way, cause he smiled at her before walking back behind the counter. As she made her way back to the table she could feel eyes on her. One causing the familar warmth to spread through her. Jasper. The other made her skin crawl. Jacob. Izzy wondered how she had gone from being invisible to having people notice her? She shook off the creepy feeling and sat back down. The rest of the night passed quickly. Soon enough the band was finished and Rose and Alice made their way quickly over to Izzy.
“What the hell was that with Jake?” Rose asked.
“Yeah. Jasper actually missed two beats before he righted himself.” Alice said.
The three girls looked over to see the guys at the counter paying for the pizza.
“You know i could have paid that myself?” Izzy said.
“Yeah we know but we get a discount since we technically work here. So why spend extra money on something you could get for half off?” Alice said.
“Okay.” Izzy wasn't gonna argue. Saving money was something she knew about all to well.
“So back to Jake?” Rose asked.
“I don't honestly know. I came in and sat down, he took my drink order and asked if their was anything else. I told him not at the moment as i was waiting for friends. I think he figured I was waiting for girlfriends. He seemed rather disappointed when he came back and saw you guys sitting here. Then I went to call my dad and tell him i was hanging out till you all finished up. Which by the way dad said if y'all wanted to spend the night you could since he works an early shift tomorrow.”
“That's great. Now stop changing the subject.” Rose said.
“Okay so i was getting off the phone, i turned to come back to the table and there he was. He asked how i knew you guys and i told him we go to school together. Then he asked if I was seeing anyone. I told him no and that i wasn't looking to. He said if I changed my mind that i have his number. He ran his hand down my arm. It made me shiver. He gives me the creeps by the way. He must have taken as a good thing and smiled before he left. I could feel him watching me as i walked back here.”
“Jasper must have seen him touch you. That is what made him miss the drum beat.” Alice said.
The girls all looked at each other then over to the boys who were now headed their way. Emmett and Edward looked worried, and Jasper looked livid. As the boys approached Jasper came right up to Izzy.
“You okay Izzy?” he asked looking her over and rubbing his hand down the same arm Jacob had. Jasper's touch was different. Warm and soothing.
“Yeah, I'm fine.”
“Was that creep bothering you Iz. Cause if he was I'll go over there and set him straight.” Emmett said.
“It's fine guys. No big deal, let's just get out of here.” Izzy said trying to sooth the savages. It didn't seem to be working. Rose seemed to notice the pleading look on Izzy's face and stepped in.
“Come on guys let's go. It's been a long week and i just wanna get some rest.”
“Okay Rose.” Emmett said. Moving to stand slightly behind her, blocking her from view of the crowded dinning area.
“Yeah let's go.” Alice chirped grabbing Edward by the arm and leading him toward the door.
The rest followed closely. Jasper stayed close to Izzy as they walked. He seemed to be looking everywhere as if Jacob would come out of nowhere and snatch her. As they made it to where Emmett's jeep was parked they all stopped and seemed to sigh a breath of relief.
“So I guess we will see you on Monday Iz.” Emmett said. He was trying to usher Rose into the front seat. Rose smiled but stepped back next to Izzy.
“Actually Alice and I are staying at Izzy's this weekend...isn't that right Alice?” Rose said.
“Yep.” Alice said popping the 'P'. “Izzy's dad said it was okay seeing as he has to work early shifts all weekend.”
Izzy caught what the girls were doing and fell into step with them.
“It's gonna be loads of fun. Pillow fights and make-overs, movies and gossip.” Izzy giggled.
“Okay then...Where you parked Izzy?” Edward asked, taking the hint that the guys were no longer needed.
“Just over there. Would you be of so kind as to escort us Edward?” Izzy asked all sweet and smiley.
“It would be my pleasure.” Edward said holding out his arms to the girls. Izzy took one side as Alice squirmed under his other side so his arm was around her shoulders. Rose shook her head and laced her hand through Izzy's arm.
Izzy glanced back over her shoulder to find Emmett and Jasper staring like guppies. She nudged Rose who looked and laughed. This was gonna be interesting.
“Thank you Edward.” Izzy said kissing his cheek as they got to her car.
“No p..problem Izzy.” Edward stuttered alittle.
“Yes thank you Edward.” Rose said kissing his other cheek.
Edward was a bright crimson by now. He simply just nodded his head to stunned to speak. Alice came around his front and wrapped her arms around his torso.
“Thank you baby. That was very sweet of you to escort us to Izzy's car so nothing would happen to us.” Alice said before placing a soft kiss on his lips. “I'll call you tomorrow.” With that Edward turned and headed back toward the still very statuesque duo.
The girls climbed in the car. Alice in the back and Rose took shotgun as Izzy started the car.
“You know we may have just doomed him to the firing squad right?” Rose asked.
“Yeah but it was well worth it to see the looks on their faces.” Izzy smiled.
“I promise i will kiss all his wounds when they finish with him. I was worth it though.” Alice giggled from the back seat. The girls all waved to the guys as they pulled out. Leaving the three boys still standing next to Emmett's jeep.
Chapter 23
The ride to Izzy's house was full of laughter and jokes. At the expense of the guys of course. Once they arrived the other girls were surprised at the modest house that Izzy called home. They expected it to be much larger like the houses that surrounded it but it seemed to stand out more with it being smaller. Izzy showed them around the 4 bedroom two bath house. There was Izzy's room, Charlie's room, Charlie's office and a room with all of Izzy's music stuff in it. There was one bathroom upstairs and one down. After the girls all got changed into their pajamas they made a snack and headed into the den, or entertainment room as Charlie called it. Once settled the questions started up again.
“So what was that whole thing with Jake about at the pizza shop?” Alice asked.
“Honestly I have no idea. Like I said I sat down he took my drink order and slipped me his number. He's really creepy if you ask me.”
“Yeah he tried that with me the first time I saw him too. Emmett scared the shit out of him and he stays away.” Rose said smiling devilishly.
“Rose when are you gonna let that poor boy off the hook and go out with him already?” Alice asked.
“Yeah Rose. He is about bursting at the seems.” Izzy added.
“I have no idea what you two keep going on about. Emmett is just protective of me cause i saved his ass in grade school. It's hero worship, nothing else.”
“You have got to be kidding me?” Izzy said.
“What?” Rose asked.
“That boy is about two steps away from tattooing your name on his ass..if he hasn't already.” Alice giggled.
“Your both delisional.” Rose said.
“No your the one swimming in denile, and i don't mean the river.” Izzy added.
“No way. Emmett doesn't like me like that?” Rose was slowly starting to break.
“Yes he does Rose. He just won't say anything cause he doesn't wanna get hurt. He is like a big teddy bear. Did you know he kinda does have your stamp on him already...” Alice trailed off when the other two looked at her.
“What do you mean stamp?” Rose asked.
“Okay...I'll tell you but if you tell him i did i will deny everything.” Alice said.
“Spill Alice.” Izzy was getting excited. She liked the fact that they were focusing on Rose instead of her. But she knew it wouldn't take long for the conversation to be turned back to her and Jasper.
“Well over the summer when we were at our grandparents, Emmett got a tattoo.”
“And?” Rose and Izzy asked at the same time.
“It's of a Rose.”
“So that could mean anything.”
“The Rose is placed over his heart on his chest. No one besides me and my grandfather have seen it as he doesn't take his shirt off around here. Which is a shame cause the tattoo is beautiful.”
“That still doesn't mean it's for me.” Rose said.
“No but the inscription does.”
“Oh my god Alice. What does it say?” Izzy asked almost bouncing. Which was very un-Izzy like.
“Only love's flower holds my heart.”
“Awe” the girls all sigh together.
“Oh Rose he love's you.” Izzy sniffled. “Why else would he put that there?”
“What do i do? I don't know...how do I?” Rose seemed flustered. She wasn't sure what to do. The goddess of love aphrodite was lost.
Izzy crawled over and grabbed Rose's face and stared into her eyes.
“You do what any goddess of love would do..You walk up to your man, and take control. Show him who owns him and who he will always belong to. I'm sure he will respond in kind. Aphrodite always gets her man!” Izzy smirked.
“Izzy what are you going on about?” Alice asked after the scene unfolded.
Rose smiled and nodded. A look of determination crossed her features and Izzy knew then that she just made Emmett one of the happiest men on earth, only he didn't know it yet.
“Oh Sorry Alice. It's something between me and Rose.”
“Is it something that I could be included in?” Alice asked shyly.
Rose and Izzy shared a look and nodded then giggled some.
“Sure tink.”
“Tink??”
“Yep. That's your name, well nickname anyway. I've been calling you that since i first saw the fab five.” Izzy smiled.
“The Fab Five?”
“Oh sorry perhaps I should explain better.”
“Yes that would be helpful.” Alice added. Curiosity blazing from her eyes.
“Well on the first day of school I saw as you all entered the quad. It got really quiet and everyone stared or in some cases drooled. But I watched and realized that the five of you were the ones that everyone seemed to look to. So i dubbed you the Fabulous Five. Each of course has their own nickname in regards to how I pictured each of you. Rose here is Aphrodite. She reminded me of the goddess of love that I once saw a statue of. Then there is you Tinkerbell. You were the smallest of the bunch and seemed to have never ending engery just radiating off of you. You also resemble the Tinkerbell I saw in a broadway place once with my mom.” Izzy giggled.
“And the others?” Alice asked smiling.
“Well then there is Pan. Or Edward as I know him now. If you were Tinkerbell then he was your Peter Pan. His boys looks and air of I don't care around him. He just screamed I don't wanna grow up. Ecspecially with that hair.”
All the girls giggled.
“Go on..I wonder what you thought of Emmett?”
“Oh god Alice your gonna love this.” Rose said laughing.
“Emmett or Link as i refer to him...”
“Link?”
“Let me finish. So anyway, When i first saw him he reminded me of an ape. You know long arms, thin waist, huge legs. So he's like the missing link between human and apes. So i call him Link.”
“If he ever found out he would flip his shit..then laugh his ass off.” Alice said.
“Well let's not tell him then shall we.” Rose added snickering.
“Wait you missed someone, what about Jasper?”
“Ah yes Casanova.”
“Casanova...” Alice looked perplexed.
“Yeah every girl had a puddle of drool at least a mile wide and a foot deep under them. Like they all had him and then he told them to get lost. It was a wanting reaction. That was before I knew you guys of course. But Rose said to keep the names. Jasper knows.”
“He does. What did he say?”
“He chuckled.”
“Is that what all the giggling has been about?” Alice asked.
“Of course. The best was the first day when you stomped your foot all angry like, you really looked like an angry Tinkerbell.” the girls all laughed.
They talked and laughed well into the night. It wasn't long before they all drifted off to sleep.
~SSG~
As loud and happy and as boustious as the girls ride home had been, the boys was at the complete opposite end of the spectrum. They all sat quietly and seemed lost in their thoughts as they pulled out of the parking lot. Edward was worried about the reactions of Emmett and Jasper, Emmett was wondering what the hell happened between the girls, and Jasper was stewing in his rage that Jacob had touched Izzy.
It wasn't until they reached the first red light in their journey did anyone speak, and then it was only Emmett asking which house to go to. Edward squeeked from the backseat that they could go to his. Emmett made the left at the light and headed out of town toward Edwards house. The ride remained silent then.
They pulled up to Edwards and got out of the jeep. Edward let everyone in and they all headed to his room. Jasper was the last one to enter and upon doing so he slammed the door shut. Edward jumped, Emmett cringed. They had never seen Jasper so animated about anything.
“What the hell is wrong with you Jasper?” Emmett finally managed to ask, as he noticed that Edward was cowering away from them.
“Did you see that he touched her?” Jasper asked turning to Emmett.
“Touched who?”
“Izzy”
“Oh. OOHHH. Dude you crushin on Iz?” Emmett asked as realization hit him.
“Emmett where the hell have you been. Of course he's on about Izzy. He has been since the first time he saw her. Even I saw that.” Eddie added in a whisper.
Emmett looked at Edward then back to Jasper and then back to Edward. Emmett decided to take the easy way out.
“So Eddie boy. What was with that kiss in the parking lot?”
“It was nothing I swear. They just thanked me for walking them to Izzy's car.” Edward said backing further into his room.
“Calm down Eddie, I'm not gonna hurt ya. I'm more worried about what Jazz will do.” Emmett said tipping his head in the direction that Jasper was in.
Jasper was leaning his arm against the window frame in Edward's room as he stared out into the night. He was conflicted and confused. He knew he had feelings for Izzy but he hadn't realized how strong they were until tonight. When Jacob touched her he about jumped out of his skin. He was ready to climb over his drum set and pound the poor kid. He had never been a violent person but something about Izzy just brought it out in him.
“Jasper you know that kiss didn't mean anything right? She only kissed my cheek, even Rose gave me one. Which by the way scared me slightly. They were just showing apprication for me walking them to Izzy's car.” Edward said pulling him from his thoughts.
“Huh?”
“Were you even listening?” Emmett asked looking amused.
“No sorry I wasn't. What was that you were saying Edward?” Jasper asked.
“I was apologizing for allowing Izzy to kiss my cheek?” Edward blushed hard.
“Oh Edward. Think nothing of it. I wasn't pissed at you. I know you have Alice. Hell we helped you get her.”
“Yeah...” he sighed going all glossy eyed. “Wait then what are you all pissed about?” he asked.
“I don't understand this?” he answered
“Don't understand what?” Emmett asked.
“All of it. My feelings, my thoughts, my anger, Izzy...all of it. I have never been like this before. I wanted to jump my drum set and beat the piss out of Jacob for touching her. I'm barely even friends with her...what the hell is wrong with me?” He sighed flopping down on Edward's bed.
“You brother are in love.” Emmett said.
“What?” Jasper said looking from one to the other.
“He said your in love.” Edward said sitting on the computer chair across from Jasper.
“I heard him.” Jasper hissed.
“I know the feeling well dude. Your just now experencing the intensity of it.” Emmett said like he was quoting it from a book.
“How would you know?” Jasper asked looking at Emmett with questions and hope in his eyes.
Emmett sighed. He slowly moved back toward the door and took off his shirt. Turning toward the guys he stood proud with his muscles rippling and his chest bare for all to see. There in the middle right above his heart, was a rose. It was simple yet elegant. It of course had thorns on the stem but wrapped around it, in delicate gold letter was the words: Only Love's flower Holds my Heart.
The guys sat stunned. It took a minute but Edward got his senses back first.
“When did you get that?”
“I got it done over the summer.”
“Has she seen it?”
“No. No one has. Well expect Alice and my granddad. But they were there when I got. Alice knows what it means. My granddad called me a sissy and walked away.”
“Dude you branded yourself, for your girl?” Jasper asked.
“Caught up finally did ya?” Emmett laughed.
“Holy shit. Rose is gonna flip when she sees that shit.” Edward chuckled.
“Nah. Don't underestimate Rosie. She's a true softy at heart. She would find the gesture romantic.” Emmett said smiling.
“So how do you deal with it?” Jasper asked all somber again.
“I just go with the flow. One day she'll see how i feel about her and everything will fall into place.” Emmett answered.
“I don't think I could handle that...What if she got with someone else before she knew how i feel. I don't think....know I know i would loose my shit if that happened.” Jasper said.
“I think I'm safe dude. I know she has a thing for me too. She just hasn't grasped it yet.”
“Sure okay..but Izzy she is a whole different person Emmett. There's something else there. I can see it when she looks at me. Her eyes look guarded and haunted all at the same time. It's like she's hiding from something and puts up this front for everyone else to see.” Jasper said.
“That's deep man.” Edward said and then looked pensive. “Kinda sounds like someone else we know.”
“Who?” Emmett asked.
“Jasper.”
“What?”
“I mean it sounds like you. You hide your feelings and hurt on the inside. I have seen it slip every now and then. I don't ever say anything cause it's part of the guy code, but i know. Like the other day when you flipped your shit about that Zavier guy. I know the person you show us isn't who you are. Your all tough on the outside, but i know that somewhere in there is a soft spoken, good guy who loves with everything in him, whether it be for his friends or family.” Edward finished.
“You make me sound like a pansy.” Jasper sighed.
“Showing your feelings isn't a weakness Jasper. It's a strength. Look at Emmett. He shows his emotions on his face. People know when he's pissed or sad, happy or angsty. They know when to keep their distance and when he can be approached. With you they can't tell so they stay away.” Edward finished.
“Okay...well your hour is up with Dr. Phil. How about we push pass this girly shit and move along shall we.” Emmett chimed clapping his hands together.
The boys all chuckled. Edward pulled out the game paddles and the boys sat until well into the next morning shooting, bombing, and sniping everything that crossed their paths.
Chapter 24
Saturday morning Charlie came in to find Izzy and the girls dancing and singing in the kitchen while they made breakfast.
“Morning girls.” Charlie called.
“Morning” they all chimed.
“Did you girls have fun last night?”
“Of course we did.” Izzy replied. “How was work?”
“Same ol' same ol'. You know how it is. Got a new patient.”
“Oh anything interesting?”
“Nah just a typical surgery.”
“Okay. You hungry?”
“Well that's a silly question Iz.” Charlie laughed.
“Breakfast is almost done why don't you go get cleaned up and change.”
“Be right back girls.” Charlie said kissing Izzy on the forehead.
“Wow Izzy your dad is so cool.” Alice chirpped.
“Yeah he's more like my best friend then my dad.”
“That's awesome Swan. Wish my parents were like that.” Rose said.
“Yeah he's been really easy going with the move and everything. He helped alot in the beginning.” Izzy said while flipping the pancakes.
“What do you mean Izzy?” Alice asked.
“Oh um nothing Alice.”
“Come on you can tell me anything. I promise I won't tell anyone.”
“Alice!” Rose repremanded. “Izzy will tell you when she is ready don't push her.”
“It's okay Rose. I think it would be better to get everything out in the open. Then she might be able to help too. But can we wait till after breakfast?” Izzy said.
“Sure thing.” Alice said.
It was quiet while they finished cooking until the phone rang. Izzy turned the stove off and answered.
“Hello?”
“Bella is that you?”
“Yeah mom. How are things going?”
“Good. How is everything going with your dad?”
“Everything is great. Made some awesome new friends. They are actually here right now. They're spending the weekend with me since dad has to work overnights the next couple of days.”
“Oh honey that is great to hear. So everything is working out then?”
“Yeah. Only had one incident the other night at the band competition.”
“OH.”
“Yeah someone showed up who I hoped not to see again.”
“Let me guess...Zavier?”
“Yeah.”
“Oh honey. That boy has been a pain in my side since you left. He keeps stopping by and asking if I heard from you. I keep telling him no; but that explains the never ending calls and messages he has been leaving. He said he thinks he saw you in Dallas. I guess he did huh.”
“Yeah but my friends ran him off. Oh mom it was horrible. I will tell you more later, my breakfast is getting cold and Alice is giving me funny looks. I haven't told her yet. She was there that night and I told her we would talk after breakfast.”
“Ok Bella. Call me later and you can tell me everything.”
“Ok mom. Love you.”
“Love you too. Bye honey.”
“bye.”
Izzy sat down and began to serve everyone as Charlie came back down stairs.
“Who was on the phone?” Charlie asked.
“Mom.”
“OH” Charlie looked at the other two girls at the table then back to Izzy.
Izzy shook her head then smiled, mouthing later. Charlie nodded and started to eat his breakfast. The kitchen was silent while they ate. Rose looked strained and Alice looked deep in thought. Izzy was nervous. She wasn't sure how Alice would take everything. They did just starting bridging the gap that had strained them in the beginning with the whole jealousy thing but now she was about to tell her her deepest secret.
After breakfast was cleaned up Charlie offered to do the dishes so the girls could go talk. Izzy took them back up to her room and sat on her bed pulling her pillow onto her lap. Rose looked nervous again.
“Rose?” Izzy asked.
“It's okay Swan. You're right it might be better for her to know everything.” Rose smiled reassuringly.
“What is going on?” Alice asked.
“Well Alice...” Izzy started.
“How about this, you asked questions and Izzy will answer what she can and I will fill in the rest.” Rose suggested. Izzy sighed glad to have Rose there to help her.
“Okay. What was the freak out about at the competition?”
“You saw that?” Izzy asked.
“Yes. Now answer.”
“Well I guess I should start at the beginning then huh. If you have any questions please hold them till I get this all out. This will be Rose's first time hearing the whole story as well so just bear with me please.” Izzy said.
“alright.” they both said.
“I was born in Phoenix Arizona. My mom's name is Renee and my dad is Charlie. They divorced when I was three. Charlie moved here to Dallas and I stayed with my mom. I grew up there till last year. I was a sophomore and for the most part I kept to myself. I found it easier then trying to be something I wasn't. I thought I did a good job of being invisible but I guess not. One day I skipped lunch and was in the music room playing a guitar when I was startled by another student. He was the most popular kid in school. I tried to sneak out but he stopped me. He knew my name. I was surprised. We became friends. His popular friends didn't like it much but I didn't care. He was the only friend I really had. He was a senior and the end of the year was coming close. He asked me to prom.”
Alice gasped.
“Mom took me shopping for the perfect dress. I found the most beautiful dress. I was so excited. He was voted homecoming king as everyone figured. What wasn't expected was me being voted homecoming queen. I was so surprised. Then everything went to hell in a hurry. A kid from the school newspaper called our names and made us turn for a picture. Just as the flash went off, I felt this liquid poor over me. I ran. He chased. I hid for the rest of the year. Mom suggested I move in with my dad for the summer and get a change of scenery. Well I decided to change everything. So here I am.”
The room was quiet for a minute. Then Alice spoke.
“Your Bella!”
“No I was Bella. Isabella Marie Swan-Dwyer, but not anymore. Now I'm the stronger, better Izzy Swan.”
“That boy at the competition was the one from your story.”
“Zavier.”
“Oh my. Does Jasper know?”
“NO! Only Rose and now you. Please don't say anything. I don't think I'm ready for anyone else to know yet.”
“It's okay, Izzy. I won't tell anyone. Do you plan on telling him?”
“Soon but I'm afraid.”
“Afraid of what?”
“He'll hate me for lying to him.”
“But you didn't lie.”
“How is that Alice?”
“Izzy is short for Isabella, and Swan is your last name. You just chose not to go by Bella anymore which by the way doesn't suit you at all.”
Rose and Izzy chuckled.
“Yeah that's what I told her.” Rose said.
“So now what?” Izzy asked.
“Now we go shopping!” Alice smiled.
Chapter 25
Izzy spent the rest of the weekend hanging out and getting to know Alice and Rose. By sunday night Izzy wasn't ready to say goodbye. She never really had any real friends and she was afraid that once school came on monday that everything would go back to the way it was. So you can imagine her surprise when Alice and Rose showed up to pick her up for school on monday.
“What are you guys doing here?” Izzy asked as she answered the door.
“Driving you to school.” Rose said with a smile.
“Where are the guys? Don't you usually ride with them?” Izzy asked looking around for them.
“They stayed at Edward's for the weekend and rode to school together this morning, so we figured we would grab you on our way past.” Alice said bouncing on her toes.
Izzy giggled watching her. Rose got a twinkle in her eye when she realized what Izzy was giggling about and Alice sighed.
“I'm never going to live that down am I?”
“Nope” Both Rose and Izzy said at the same time.
“Alright let's go before we're late.” Alice said.
Izzy grabbed her bag and followed the girls out to Alice's car. They rode to school singing along with any song that came on the radio. When they pulled in next to Emmett's huge jeep the boys got out and came to help the girls out. Izzy was sure Eddie was gonna swallow Alice's head when he kissed her. You swear they hadn't seen each other for months; not a couple days. Emmett just held his hand out to help Rose out of the car. After their talk over the weekend Izzy was sure that Rose wasn't gonna wait another minute to claim link...and she was right. As she stood from the car she pulled Emmett into a mind melting kiss. Izzy laughed then clapped, Alice gasped and Edward looked like his eyes were gonna bug out of his head. Jasper just stood flabbergasted.
“Oh please as if none of you knew this was gonna happen.” Rose quipped as she pulled away from a very dazed Emmett.
“Right on Rose.” Izzy cheered.
Rose high fived Izzy as they linked arms and headed toward the quad with everyone following behind them. The silence on the quad was deafening. Izzy shrunk back behind Rose a little, but Rose pulled her forward.
“You got this Swan. Your one of us now.”
“Thanks Rose. Not exactly what I was aiming for.” Izzy sighed.
“Well suck it up buttercup cause there will be no more ghost for you.” Rose whispered in her ear.
Alice snuck up on Izzy's other side in a show of friendship.
“You got us now Izzy. Let's show them who you really are.”
Izzy smiled down at Alice.
“Alright let's do this.” Izzy lifted her head high and walked onto the quad with Alice and Rose. The boys trailing behind them.
~SSG~
Jasper and Emmett had stayed at Edward's all weekend. They spent the time together playing games, jamming out and working on some new music for the band. They were surprised when Alice called on monday morning saying they didn't need a ride. That they were picking up Izzy on the way and would meet them there. Waiting in the parking lot was getting annoying. Everyone kept staring and whispering. Sure it was something that happened all the time but you would think that it would end after the first week or so.
“Wonder what is taking them so long?” Edward asked.
“They're girls. Who knows.” Emmett replied.
“I wish they would hurry up.” Jasper grumbled.
Just then the girls pulled in. They were laughing and singing with the radio. Jasper wasn't sure if them bonding was a good thing or not. He chuckled to himself as Edward and Emmett shot out of the jeep like their asses were on fire to get to the girls. Edward damn near swallowed Alice's face as he pulled her from the driver side. He watched as Izzy made a face. Then to everyone's surprise as Emmett helped Rose from the passenger seat Rose pulled him in and kissed him. The look on Emmett's face was priceless. Edward actually stopped sucking Alice's face long enough to look like a fish out of water, but it was Izzy's giggle that held his attention the most. Just then Rose had to ruin it. Her bitch side was showing. Of course they knew it was bound to happen but that she initiated it was what caught everyone's attention. Izzy of course cheered her on. Then they started to the quad.
“What the hell just happened?” Edward asked.
“I believe Rose just claimed her man.” Jasper snickered.
“Hell yeah she did, and she can do that anytime she wants.” Emmett said.
Just then Rose and Izzy froze, or more like Izzy froze. Jasper knew she didn't like the attention and walking in with them would definitely get her noticed. Before he could move to her side Alice was there. It was almost like they were showing a united front. The girls whispered to Izzy and then she held her head up and started walking. The smile that split Jasper's face would light up all of Dallas.
“What are you smiling about?” Emmett asked.
“Yeah what's got you all smiley?” Edward echoed.
“Nothing at all.”
“Bull shit.”
“Izzy.” was all Jasper said.
Emmett and Edward looked toward the girls and saw them strutting together toward their table. Both found themselves smiling right along with him. Their girls were definitely a sight to look at.
Chapter 26
The week passed quickly and soon it was friday once again. Izzy went to work at the music shop and had plans to go watch the band at the pizza shop afterwards. It was sorta becoming a routine. She could live with that. It was nice to feel like part of the in crowd, even if she often still felt like shrinking into the background.
School passed as normal. Her and Rose talking and giggling through their classes. It was at lunch that Rose brought up the pizza shop.
“Hey Izzy?”
“Yeah Rose.”
“If the guys okay it would you sing a song with me tonight?”
“You want me to sing with you....tonight?” Izzy squeaked.
“Yeah I have been working on this song for us..well the whole band actually but we need another female vocalist and I thought you would be perfect for the part.”
“Well i don't know.”
“It's just one song Swan.”
“Fine Rose. You win. I'll sing with you tonight, but only if everyone agrees.”
Rose gave a very girlish squeal and darted off toward the lunch table where everyone was seated, as Izzy shook her head and giggled. Sometimes Rose would shed her Ice queen shell and just be a girl and this was one of those rare occasions.
“So you're singing with the band tonight huh?” Emmett asked.
“I guess so. If it's alright with you guys that is?” Izzy ducked her head.
“Hell yeah it is. You sing awesomely.” Edward rambled.
“Thanks.”
“So what are you singing?” Alice asked.
“I wrote a song for us to sing. I will give you the music after school we can practice before we go to the pizza shop.” Rose said.
Izzy looked shocked.
“You mean the band hasn't even seen it yet?”
“Nope. I have a lyrics sheet for you in my bag.”
“No music?”
“Nope you're just singing, not playing.”
“Oh...okay.”
“It's alright Izzy. Me and the boys have a few new songs that need to be gone over as well that we worked on last weekend. So it'll all work out.” Jasper said to ease her worries.
“Okay. That makes me feel better. Atleast your not going out of your way to learn just one new song for me.”
“Nope.” Edward said popping the “P”
They all went their own ways after the lunch bell rang. Izzy was still a little nervous about singing with the band but she knew that with them beside her she would make it out okay.
~SSG~
Jasper knew that tonight would make or break the band. Well sorta. It was more like his heart he was worried about. He wrote a song with Edward and Emmett just for Izzy. He hoped she would like it and appreciate the message he was trying to send to her. He had fallen hard and now he wanted her to know it. He just hoped everything worked out okay.
The band rehearsed the new songs from the time they got to Emmett's till it was time for them to get to work. Izzy wouldn't be there till after eight so he had time to work himself up for it. They would do Rose's song first after their break so Izzy could get it out of the way. Then the last song of the night would be his song to Izzy. Rose found it extremely romantic and told him just that. She couldn't seem to wait to see how Izzy reacted to Jasper spilling his heart out to her. This was the Jasper she knew. The real Jasper.
~SSG~
Izzy finished work and headed to Ricky's. The Pizza shop was hoping like it always is on a friday night. She found the corner booth that was reserved for the band and took a seat. They would be taking their break soon. As the ending chords for the song played out Edward stepped up to the microphone.
“We're taking a break for now be back in twenty.”
The band stepped off the stage and made their way over to Izzy.
“You guys were great.”
“Thank you.”
The same waiter as last time came over. Jacob. He looked at Izzy and smiled while at the same time seemed to be frowning at the band. The girls giggled as he walked away after they placed their order. Emmett and Edward seemed to be holding Jasper back from something.
“So you ready to sing our song Swan?” Rose asked.
“Um no.”
“Buck up Swan, you got this. It's just a bunch of rowdy teens from school. Most of them have heard you sing already. Just pick a spot on the back wall and stare at it. This way you don't have to look at any of them. Believe me I don't.” Rose giggled.
“You’re so mean Rose.” Alice laughed.
“Yeah but if she was nice then she wouldn't be our Rose.” Emmett smiled.
“Thanks Babe.”
Rose and Emmett's relationship was the talk of the school for the last week. Izzy wasn't sure why it surprised anyone. They have been dancing around each other for years according to Jasper, Alice and Edward. Jacob brought their pizzas out and again smiled at Izzy. This time Izzy saw Jasper's reaction. His clenched teeth and balled up fists, but Emmett's ape like arm draped over his shoulder seemed to once again contain him. Izzy wasn't sure what that was about and didn't think she wanted to ask either.
They finished the pizza and cleaned up. Heading back toward the stage. Izzy was to wait until they called her up to sing with them. She was started to regret accepting Rose's invitation to sing with the band.
“Tonight we have a treat for you guys.” Edward said into the mic.
“Yeah we are lucky to have a good friend of ours in the audience tonight who agreed to sing with us.” Emmett added.
“Some of you heard her sing at the competition a couple weeks ago, so give a big warm welcome to our good friend Izzy.” Alice called.
Cheers sprung up from all around her as she stood and made her way to the stage.
“Okay guys this is a new song written by our very own wonderful Rose. So let's hear for her.” Jasper said.
“You ready Izzy?” Rose asked.
“Ready Rose.”
The band started to play.
(More than a band~Lemonade mouth)
Rose /Edward/Alice/Bella/all
I can't pretend
To know how you feel
But know that I'm here
Know that I'm real
Say what you want
Or don't talk at all
I'm not gonna let you fall
Reach for my hand
Cause it's held out for you
My shoulders are small
But you can cry on them too
Everything changes
But one thing is true understand
We'll always be more than a band.
Yeah yeah yeah yeah.
You used to brave the world
All on your own
Now we won't let you go
Go it alone.
Be who you want to be
Always stand tall
We're not gonna let you fall
Reach for my hand
Cause it's held out for you
My shoulders are strong
But you can cry on them too
Everything changes
But one thing is true understand
We'll always be more than a band.
I never knew
You could take me so far
I've always wanted
The home that you are
The ones i need
Reach for my hand
Cause it's held out for you
My shoulders are strong
But you can cry on them too
Everything changes
But one thing is true understand
We’ll always be more than a band.
Reach for my hand
Cause it's held out for you
My shoulders are strong
But you can cry on them too
Everything changes
But one thing is true understand
We'll always be more than a band.
The crowd cheered loud as they finished up the song.
“That was Izzy Swan everyone one. Take a bow Izzy.” Edward said.
Izzy felt her face flush as she bowed and stepped off stage. She made her way back to the booth. Just as she was sitting Jacob came over to the table.
“You were great Izzy.”
“Thank you.”
“Can I get you anything?”
“A lemonade would be great.”
“Right back.” Jacob said smiling at her.
Izzy didn't care how sweet he was trying to be, he still gave her the creeps.
The band played a few other new songs before Izzy heard Edward speak into the mic once again.
“Hey guys this last song was written by are awesome drummer and leader Jasper. This goes out to a special lady who seems to have captured his heart.”
Izzy watched as Jasper and Edward switched places; Edward took over the drums while Jasper moved forward to the microphone. Izzy was shocked. She wondered who he wrote the song for. She didn't recall any new girls hanging around the band. Maybe he was keeping her away from them until he felt it right. Izzy thought her heart might break. As the music for the next song started Jasper looked up and caught her eyes.
(I will come to you~ Hanson)
Jasper/ Emmett/both/all
oooooohhhh yeah
When you have the light to guide you
And no one to walk beside you
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
Sometimes when all your dreams
They have seen better days
When you don't know how or why
But you've lost your way
Have no fear when your tears are fallin'
I will hear your spirit callin
And I swear I'll be there come what may
When you have no light to guide you
And no one to walk beside you
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
na na na na na na na na na
I will come to you
na na na na na na na na na
'cause even if we can't be together
we'll be friends now and forever
And I swear that I’ll be there come what may
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
We all need somebody we can turn to
Someone who'll always understand
So if you feel that your soul is dyin'
And you need the strength to keep tryin'
I'll reach out and take your hand
oh na na na na na na na na na
I'll reach out for your hand
oh na na na na na na na na na
(Guitar solo)
I will come to you
When you have no light to guide you
And no one to walk beside you
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
Oh…oh
I will come to you
Oh, I will come to you.