Rated M for language,adult situations,and the possibility of sexual situations in later Chapters.Not intended for anyone under 18.
Chapter 5: Wedding Plans?
After my birthday party, I spent most of my time planning my wedding. Caius told me there was no pressure to jump into it until I was ready. Jane, Heidi and I poured through magazines and spent hours on the net looking for my wedding dress.
One afternoon, I was checking my e-mail when I noticed I had one from Alice Cullen. I was surprised to say the least as I hadn't heard from her since my party. When I opened it she told me to check out this designer, who was called "Demetrios", ironically, and I would find my dress on his sight. She also said that she wasn't looking at my future but was pulled into a vision .In that vision she explained that I was frustrated over not finding "The Perfect Dress" and she offered her designer expertise. I didn't know what to expect but decided to check it out. If I found what I wanted, I would contact her.
I logged onto my account and began the search for the designer she recommended. When I saw the sight, I was immediately blown away. I called to Renata for her help, as Heidi and Jane were busy with other things. She and I picked several designs and narrowed it down to three. She then told me I had to choose the final one and it had to be my choice. She said it would talk or call to me and that would be the one for me. I spent a few hours looking at each one I had chosen, and I kept going back to one dress, that caught my eye and simply had to have.
An hour after I made my decision, Renata came back with Heidi, Jane, and Chelsea. I had shown them my choice and they smiled saying that it was me. We then moved onto the men's tuxedos, dresses for my girls, flowers, tiaras, and what ever else I wanted. I left the decorations up to them as I had to get in contact with Esme for her help and tell Alice thanks for the designer help. I had to have "my family" here or my day would not be complete.
When I got bored with the planning I searched for Caius to tell him what I wanted to make my wedding day perfect. All he could say was, "I'm not happy with this but I will do whatever is necessary to make you happy even if it's not exactly something I like. If you want them here, fine but I won't stand for any trouble and don't want you upset. The minute trouble starts or you get upset they will be told to leave and not to return without an invitation." I told him I would be back after my dinner and left.
I could understand his point and went to see Marcus. I asked why Caius held animosity for Carlisle and family an asked him to explain it. What he told me was: It stems from when Carlisle lived with us in the 1700's. Caius and Carlisle never hit it off so to speak. They got along to a point but had different views on feeding habits. Carlisle never wanted to hurt anyone and Caius said it was atrocious of him to not accept what he was and since then they never saw eye to eye. They are hospitable towards one another and try not to rock the boat and upset anyone. They have one view that is the same though, keeping our secret and avoiding exposure of our kind. You are the only exception to that rule. They both love you and will do what is necessary to keep you safe and happy. Much like me and everyone here; we hold your happiness and safety above all else. As for the others he holds no grudge on them except for Edward. The way I see it is this; to Caius, Edward knowingly broke the law. Not only did he expose our kind inadvertently but pursued a relationship with a human, you. He did what he could to suck you in and ultimately wrecked your world; leaving a vengeful and deplorable vampire after you in his wake. He broke you into pieces and left the mess to be cleaned up by us. You chose us to help you and knowing this is what makes Caius happy and Edward miserable.
I guess that made some sense. I then asked him if it was ok to have him and Carlisle escort me down the aisle at my wedding. He told me he would be honored but I had to Call and ask Carlisle for his opinion also. I hugged him and told him I would let him know when it was set in stone. I went back to my room and called the Cullen house.
Esme answered and I spoke to her about her expertise in decorating and asked if she could help me with it. She said she would be more than happy too. I thanked her and asked if the pixie was around. When Alice picked up, I told her she was right about "Demetrios" and let her know my gown would be here in about three days. She squealed with delight and promised to never steer me wrong. We talked for a bit longer about random stuff when I decided to find out if Carlisle was home from the hospital yet. She asked him to pick up the phone and when he did he was pleasantly surprised. I asked him if he would escort me down the aisle with Marcus. His reply was something like this: Bella, I would be honored, as I've always thought of you as a daughter. This won't cause problems with the brothers will it? I told him I would handle them because they wanted me happy. So what I wanted goes, he chuckled and said I would see the family in about three weeks. Now I have to find a way to let Ciaus know without causing him to stomp his foot and throw a temper tantrum like a petulant three year old; this is going to be a nightmare in itself.
I can see it now: You did what? Why did you call them for help? What is going on in that pretty little head of yours? Why would you think I would agree to this? Oh yes I certainly see it now; but he will simply listen to me and hear my answers which are: 1) I called the Cullen's and asked certain members of the family for help. 2) Well, why not? I still consider most of them family. 3) I don't want to be a monster and I consider them family. 4) You said I could have anything I wanted to make me happy and this will make me happy. Having them here for my wedding will make me happy and it will show Edward I don't love him.
As I was getting ready to leave my room, Heidi, Jane, and Renata stopped me asking Questions about the wedding. I explained I got the Tuxes ordered, the tiara I wanted had been sold so a replica was on it's way, The Cullen's have been called, and the flowers were going to be beautiful. I told them Esme, Rosalie, and Alice were coming to help with the final preparations and Carlisle would be walking the bride down the aisle WITH Marcus. They then decided to tell me two of their masters would not be happy about this and I said I would handle them as they couldn't deny me anything. They loved me and wanted me happy. My happiness was all that mattered to them. I left the girls standing in shock to go find the BOYS and tell them this is what I wanted to keep peace amongst the two covens.
I found Aro and Caius in the throne room and told them none too gently we had to discuss something important to me. They looked at me with raised brows and quipped that this couldn't possibly be anything good. I said to them they had to here me out before going feral on my ass and chewing me out. We exited the throne room through the door at the back of the dais and entered the library where Marcus sat listening to the "Symphony Fantastique" by Hector Berlioz. That one always gave me the chills due to the morbidity of the sound. He looked up at me with a grin and told me it was my show and he would referee if necessary. I drew in a nervous breath and began with this: I wanted to tell you that the wedding is planned. Dresses are on the way, Tuxes have been ordered and the flowers will be here the day before hand. What you don't know is I asked Marcus if he would share the honor of escorting me down the aisle which he said was fine if the other party agreed which they graciously accepted. The party to whom I am referring to is Carlisle. You boys want me happy well this is what I want. You will get along with the Cullen's as they will be here helping with the decorations and I have ordered enough Dresses for Rose and Alice to be in the procession with their mates standing with you, Caius. I apologize if this puts a burr under your saddle but too bad I want this or there will be no wedding. Oh, by the way, They Cullen's will be here three days before the wedding.
I left the room and didn't give them time to say a word. Caius showed up thirty minutes later and was smiling at me. I asked what's with the smile and he stated: You, my love, played us quite well and made us bow to you. We were speechless by your power play and no choice but to submit to your wishes. You will be a beautifully formidable and highly powerful vampire. The power you have over us is amazing. My brother's and I have none where you are concerned and wish only for your happiness. Isabella, you hold me under your spell. Whatever you want or need I will make sure it is yours. We will have a happy and very loving life together, I promise you.
When he was finished, I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him into a very heated and passionate kiss; only to pull away to breathe. Never have I been kissed the way he kisses me and he leaves me breathless every single time. He holds me through the night and is a perfect gentleman. As a matter of fact he has stated that we will not have any intimate relations until we are married and I won't be changed until then. But we both know I have to be a vampire and in control of the thirst before the coronation.
Time seemed to fly by and before I knew it, our wedding was a week away. Sure, we had minor disagreements but nothing serious enough to call it all off. I simply accepted the fact I couldn't live without him and complied with him. He complied with my wishes and I to his.
When the Cullen's arrived there was an amicably tense aura in the castle. He butted heads with Carlisle and was a little rude but they simply agreed that I was most important to both families and tried to get along, for my sake if not their own.
The final preparations were being taken care of by Esme and the rest of the girls decided that Rose and Alice were a breath of fresh air and they would help me with my make up and dressing for the festivities. Demetri, Felix, and Alec are enjoying spending time with Emmett and Jasper playing video games and that male bonding thing. I haven't told them yet but Emmett and Rose and Jasper and Alice are part of the bridal party; I guess we can say it's a big surprise for them and Alice never saw it coming; if she has she hasn't said anything about it.
I searched out Carlisle who was giving Esme a hand with whatever she was doing and asked him to join me for a few minutes. He must've known I was going to ask about Edwards absence because he when into a short explanation. "Bella, something like this is difficult for him and he opted to stay away under the circumstances. Try to imagine the situation in reverse. Would you want to see the one you love marry someone else? He seems to think you were coerced into marrying Caius, but the rest of know you weren't. I can see you love Caius with your whole heart as he does you. I want you to know that Esme and I will always consider you our daughter and we only wish you happiness and we love you very much." He pulled me into one of his fatherly hugs and kissed my forehead before going back to help my other "mom". I thought about what he said and of course he's right. If I did still love Edward, I wouldn't want to see him marry someone other than me.
I searched for my handsome fiancé to see if he was in a better mood, as he had been a little irritable since "my family" showed up to help and he doesn't know about my surprise for "my other siblings" yet. I think I'd better pull out all of the stops and deal the possible eruption of a volcano. Everyone, including myself, knows his temper but that little thing isn't going to stop me. I am bound and determined to make this work and hopefully get him to stay calm about it. Normally, I would find him in his study or in the throne room, but to my surprise he was in his bedroom. I knocked and waited for him to answer. The door swung open and I was looking at the sight of him in a black silk bathrobe. I was absolutely speechless; he looked so good that I almost forgot what I wanted to say to him. He asked me to come in, I took in my surroundings. The room was spacious, with dark mahogany furniture, cream walls, and a king sized bed to die for. He led me to a comfortable looking chair, asked if something was wrong.
When I finally collected my thoughts, I happened to notice he was eying me suspiciously. I in turn asked him if there was a problem. He told me no but the tone he was using and the way stood there irked me to no end. I composed myself long enough to look him in the eye and tell him point blank: I need to tell you part of the wedding plans and you are NOT going to like it one single bit. Everyone seems keen on trying to make me happy and I won't be until I get this off my shoulders. I have decided for me to be happy about OUR special day I have added two couples to the wedding party. My reasoning is this, so far I have only had my family and friends here, who just happen to be Aro, Marcus, and your guard. Yes, I am close to many of them but I need my family too. The Cullen's are as close to my family that I can have here. So, Carlisle will be giving me away with Marcus, and Jasper, Emmett, Alice, and Rosalie will be in the wedding party.
He turned his back to me for a moment, then whirled around so fast and came within a foot of me glaring like a caged, hungry lion. His glare morphed into a sneer as he said rather harshly: You are right about one thing, I most definitely not happy about your little plans. It's bad enough that I have to put up with those animal drinking, self righteous, and deplorable fools here in the confines of this castle. I thought it was bad enough that they came early to help, but to make a mockery of OUR wedding. I really hate to tell you, darling, I will not stand for it!
I stood up, walked to the door, turning to him as I opened it, and said to him in a very quiet voice: I will send them home in a couple of days and the wedding is off. I will speak with your brothers and ask to go with them until you can get your golden head out of your ass. Don't think I am joking, I'm not. You may think it fine to treat people the way you do but I see it as disgusting arrogance on your part. When you decide to act as my equal in this, instead of a three year old having a temper tantrum due to not getting his way, you know where you can find me.
I walked out of his room slamming the heavy door behind me and made my way to my own room. Surprisingly, I didn't shed a tear, until I was in the safety of my own room. I lay on my bed and cried until I dosed off and slept for several hours. I woke up to pounding on the door and an angry feral ogre demanding that I open it at once. I told him to leave me alone, but he wouldn't let up. He roared saying he wanted to talk and I told him point blank I didn't want to hear it. All in five minutes, it seemed as though my happiness went down the drain and hope was lost.
One afternoon, I was checking my e-mail when I noticed I had one from Alice Cullen. I was surprised to say the least as I hadn't heard from her since my party. When I opened it she told me to check out this designer, who was called "Demetrios", ironically, and I would find my dress on his sight. She also said that she wasn't looking at my future but was pulled into a vision .In that vision she explained that I was frustrated over not finding "The Perfect Dress" and she offered her designer expertise. I didn't know what to expect but decided to check it out. If I found what I wanted, I would contact her.
I logged onto my account and began the search for the designer she recommended. When I saw the sight, I was immediately blown away. I called to Renata for her help, as Heidi and Jane were busy with other things. She and I picked several designs and narrowed it down to three. She then told me I had to choose the final one and it had to be my choice. She said it would talk or call to me and that would be the one for me. I spent a few hours looking at each one I had chosen, and I kept going back to one dress, that caught my eye and simply had to have.
An hour after I made my decision, Renata came back with Heidi, Jane, and Chelsea. I had shown them my choice and they smiled saying that it was me. We then moved onto the men's tuxedos, dresses for my girls, flowers, tiaras, and what ever else I wanted. I left the decorations up to them as I had to get in contact with Esme for her help and tell Alice thanks for the designer help. I had to have "my family" here or my day would not be complete.
When I got bored with the planning I searched for Caius to tell him what I wanted to make my wedding day perfect. All he could say was, "I'm not happy with this but I will do whatever is necessary to make you happy even if it's not exactly something I like. If you want them here, fine but I won't stand for any trouble and don't want you upset. The minute trouble starts or you get upset they will be told to leave and not to return without an invitation." I told him I would be back after my dinner and left.
I could understand his point and went to see Marcus. I asked why Caius held animosity for Carlisle and family an asked him to explain it. What he told me was: It stems from when Carlisle lived with us in the 1700's. Caius and Carlisle never hit it off so to speak. They got along to a point but had different views on feeding habits. Carlisle never wanted to hurt anyone and Caius said it was atrocious of him to not accept what he was and since then they never saw eye to eye. They are hospitable towards one another and try not to rock the boat and upset anyone. They have one view that is the same though, keeping our secret and avoiding exposure of our kind. You are the only exception to that rule. They both love you and will do what is necessary to keep you safe and happy. Much like me and everyone here; we hold your happiness and safety above all else. As for the others he holds no grudge on them except for Edward. The way I see it is this; to Caius, Edward knowingly broke the law. Not only did he expose our kind inadvertently but pursued a relationship with a human, you. He did what he could to suck you in and ultimately wrecked your world; leaving a vengeful and deplorable vampire after you in his wake. He broke you into pieces and left the mess to be cleaned up by us. You chose us to help you and knowing this is what makes Caius happy and Edward miserable.
I guess that made some sense. I then asked him if it was ok to have him and Carlisle escort me down the aisle at my wedding. He told me he would be honored but I had to Call and ask Carlisle for his opinion also. I hugged him and told him I would let him know when it was set in stone. I went back to my room and called the Cullen house.
Esme answered and I spoke to her about her expertise in decorating and asked if she could help me with it. She said she would be more than happy too. I thanked her and asked if the pixie was around. When Alice picked up, I told her she was right about "Demetrios" and let her know my gown would be here in about three days. She squealed with delight and promised to never steer me wrong. We talked for a bit longer about random stuff when I decided to find out if Carlisle was home from the hospital yet. She asked him to pick up the phone and when he did he was pleasantly surprised. I asked him if he would escort me down the aisle with Marcus. His reply was something like this: Bella, I would be honored, as I've always thought of you as a daughter. This won't cause problems with the brothers will it? I told him I would handle them because they wanted me happy. So what I wanted goes, he chuckled and said I would see the family in about three weeks. Now I have to find a way to let Ciaus know without causing him to stomp his foot and throw a temper tantrum like a petulant three year old; this is going to be a nightmare in itself.
I can see it now: You did what? Why did you call them for help? What is going on in that pretty little head of yours? Why would you think I would agree to this? Oh yes I certainly see it now; but he will simply listen to me and hear my answers which are: 1) I called the Cullen's and asked certain members of the family for help. 2) Well, why not? I still consider most of them family. 3) I don't want to be a monster and I consider them family. 4) You said I could have anything I wanted to make me happy and this will make me happy. Having them here for my wedding will make me happy and it will show Edward I don't love him.
As I was getting ready to leave my room, Heidi, Jane, and Renata stopped me asking Questions about the wedding. I explained I got the Tuxes ordered, the tiara I wanted had been sold so a replica was on it's way, The Cullen's have been called, and the flowers were going to be beautiful. I told them Esme, Rosalie, and Alice were coming to help with the final preparations and Carlisle would be walking the bride down the aisle WITH Marcus. They then decided to tell me two of their masters would not be happy about this and I said I would handle them as they couldn't deny me anything. They loved me and wanted me happy. My happiness was all that mattered to them. I left the girls standing in shock to go find the BOYS and tell them this is what I wanted to keep peace amongst the two covens.
I found Aro and Caius in the throne room and told them none too gently we had to discuss something important to me. They looked at me with raised brows and quipped that this couldn't possibly be anything good. I said to them they had to here me out before going feral on my ass and chewing me out. We exited the throne room through the door at the back of the dais and entered the library where Marcus sat listening to the "Symphony Fantastique" by Hector Berlioz. That one always gave me the chills due to the morbidity of the sound. He looked up at me with a grin and told me it was my show and he would referee if necessary. I drew in a nervous breath and began with this: I wanted to tell you that the wedding is planned. Dresses are on the way, Tuxes have been ordered and the flowers will be here the day before hand. What you don't know is I asked Marcus if he would share the honor of escorting me down the aisle which he said was fine if the other party agreed which they graciously accepted. The party to whom I am referring to is Carlisle. You boys want me happy well this is what I want. You will get along with the Cullen's as they will be here helping with the decorations and I have ordered enough Dresses for Rose and Alice to be in the procession with their mates standing with you, Caius. I apologize if this puts a burr under your saddle but too bad I want this or there will be no wedding. Oh, by the way, They Cullen's will be here three days before the wedding.
I left the room and didn't give them time to say a word. Caius showed up thirty minutes later and was smiling at me. I asked what's with the smile and he stated: You, my love, played us quite well and made us bow to you. We were speechless by your power play and no choice but to submit to your wishes. You will be a beautifully formidable and highly powerful vampire. The power you have over us is amazing. My brother's and I have none where you are concerned and wish only for your happiness. Isabella, you hold me under your spell. Whatever you want or need I will make sure it is yours. We will have a happy and very loving life together, I promise you.
When he was finished, I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him into a very heated and passionate kiss; only to pull away to breathe. Never have I been kissed the way he kisses me and he leaves me breathless every single time. He holds me through the night and is a perfect gentleman. As a matter of fact he has stated that we will not have any intimate relations until we are married and I won't be changed until then. But we both know I have to be a vampire and in control of the thirst before the coronation.
Time seemed to fly by and before I knew it, our wedding was a week away. Sure, we had minor disagreements but nothing serious enough to call it all off. I simply accepted the fact I couldn't live without him and complied with him. He complied with my wishes and I to his.
When the Cullen's arrived there was an amicably tense aura in the castle. He butted heads with Carlisle and was a little rude but they simply agreed that I was most important to both families and tried to get along, for my sake if not their own.
The final preparations were being taken care of by Esme and the rest of the girls decided that Rose and Alice were a breath of fresh air and they would help me with my make up and dressing for the festivities. Demetri, Felix, and Alec are enjoying spending time with Emmett and Jasper playing video games and that male bonding thing. I haven't told them yet but Emmett and Rose and Jasper and Alice are part of the bridal party; I guess we can say it's a big surprise for them and Alice never saw it coming; if she has she hasn't said anything about it.
I searched out Carlisle who was giving Esme a hand with whatever she was doing and asked him to join me for a few minutes. He must've known I was going to ask about Edwards absence because he when into a short explanation. "Bella, something like this is difficult for him and he opted to stay away under the circumstances. Try to imagine the situation in reverse. Would you want to see the one you love marry someone else? He seems to think you were coerced into marrying Caius, but the rest of know you weren't. I can see you love Caius with your whole heart as he does you. I want you to know that Esme and I will always consider you our daughter and we only wish you happiness and we love you very much." He pulled me into one of his fatherly hugs and kissed my forehead before going back to help my other "mom". I thought about what he said and of course he's right. If I did still love Edward, I wouldn't want to see him marry someone other than me.
I searched for my handsome fiancé to see if he was in a better mood, as he had been a little irritable since "my family" showed up to help and he doesn't know about my surprise for "my other siblings" yet. I think I'd better pull out all of the stops and deal the possible eruption of a volcano. Everyone, including myself, knows his temper but that little thing isn't going to stop me. I am bound and determined to make this work and hopefully get him to stay calm about it. Normally, I would find him in his study or in the throne room, but to my surprise he was in his bedroom. I knocked and waited for him to answer. The door swung open and I was looking at the sight of him in a black silk bathrobe. I was absolutely speechless; he looked so good that I almost forgot what I wanted to say to him. He asked me to come in, I took in my surroundings. The room was spacious, with dark mahogany furniture, cream walls, and a king sized bed to die for. He led me to a comfortable looking chair, asked if something was wrong.
When I finally collected my thoughts, I happened to notice he was eying me suspiciously. I in turn asked him if there was a problem. He told me no but the tone he was using and the way stood there irked me to no end. I composed myself long enough to look him in the eye and tell him point blank: I need to tell you part of the wedding plans and you are NOT going to like it one single bit. Everyone seems keen on trying to make me happy and I won't be until I get this off my shoulders. I have decided for me to be happy about OUR special day I have added two couples to the wedding party. My reasoning is this, so far I have only had my family and friends here, who just happen to be Aro, Marcus, and your guard. Yes, I am close to many of them but I need my family too. The Cullen's are as close to my family that I can have here. So, Carlisle will be giving me away with Marcus, and Jasper, Emmett, Alice, and Rosalie will be in the wedding party.
He turned his back to me for a moment, then whirled around so fast and came within a foot of me glaring like a caged, hungry lion. His glare morphed into a sneer as he said rather harshly: You are right about one thing, I most definitely not happy about your little plans. It's bad enough that I have to put up with those animal drinking, self righteous, and deplorable fools here in the confines of this castle. I thought it was bad enough that they came early to help, but to make a mockery of OUR wedding. I really hate to tell you, darling, I will not stand for it!
I stood up, walked to the door, turning to him as I opened it, and said to him in a very quiet voice: I will send them home in a couple of days and the wedding is off. I will speak with your brothers and ask to go with them until you can get your golden head out of your ass. Don't think I am joking, I'm not. You may think it fine to treat people the way you do but I see it as disgusting arrogance on your part. When you decide to act as my equal in this, instead of a three year old having a temper tantrum due to not getting his way, you know where you can find me.
I walked out of his room slamming the heavy door behind me and made my way to my own room. Surprisingly, I didn't shed a tear, until I was in the safety of my own room. I lay on my bed and cried until I dosed off and slept for several hours. I woke up to pounding on the door and an angry feral ogre demanding that I open it at once. I told him to leave me alone, but he wouldn't let up. He roared saying he wanted to talk and I told him point blank I didn't want to hear it. All in five minutes, it seemed as though my happiness went down the drain and hope was lost.